[Love and Producer] Time is long

You Ran closed her eyes, her mind was disturbed, and she couldn't fall asleep at all.Looking at the clock on the wall, it seems that a long time has passed, and there is still no news from Li Zeyan.I don't know when the police lights started to flash outside the window, so I leisurely put down the curtains.Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.She turned back and lay down on the bed, putting on a peaceful face.

"come in."

"Youran!" It was Wei Qian who came in. Seeing Youran's excited face, he felt like meeting an old acquaintance in a foreign land.

"You came?"

"Youran, is the CEO with you? Where is he?" Wei Qian looked around but did not see Li Zeyan, "Where did the CEO go? He didn't suffer any serious injuries, did he?"

"No, but I hurt my shoulder."

"Bumped?" Wei Qian stared, "Is that serious?"

"I have no idea."

Wei Qian took a slight step back, doubts arose in his heart, the Youran in front of him seemed a little strange. "Youran, what happened?"

"I'm fine, it's just a skin injury."

"That's not what I meant... You had a fight with the president?" Wei Qian already felt that something was wrong without seeing Li Zeyan when he came in. "With the president's recent 180-degree change in temperament, if you are injured, he will definitely not leave."

"Has he changed a lot?" Leisurely asked.

"Maybe you don't think so? We outsiders think it's super amazing... When I was in college, everyone thought that Li Zeyan was different from us ordinary boys. Although he was a bunch of fans, he had never seen him before." I saw a girl more than once. Later, Huarui started to establish, and his life seemed to be only work. Once I flew with him to three cities in one day to sign four contracts. In the first few years of Huarui, I doubted him. Can't you feel the emotion?"

Wei Qian talked on and on, and found Youran was a little stunned, so he hurriedly made amends and said: "Actually, I just want to tell you that the president has really changed a lot for you. During this time, I saw him with my own eyes. From the full poker face before to the occasional unconscious smile now, I am really happy for him. He may have been high and high before, but now he feels very happy and complete."

"...So, if he did something to make you angry, please be more considerate of him, a student in the emotional kindergarten class, and don't take your love away..." After talking so much in one breath, Wei Qian felt deeply moved.Li Zeyan didn't notice that the door behind him had opened, and Li Zeyan was frowning at him.

"Emotional Kindergarten?"

"President!" Wei Qian shuddered in fright, turned around and kicked the bed leg with a double kick, and immediately burst into tears... "I..." Wei Qian wanted to explain, but the pain on his toes made him unable to Unable to think, he hopped and sat on the chair beside the bed, making a hissing sound from his mouth.Li Zeyan glared at him, but didn't say anything more.

*****

The two were allowed to leave after being questioned briefly. Wei Qian was called here temporarily when he was shopping with his girlfriend, and he took Xiaoyun with him on the way back.Wei Qian used the bad reason that the president's hand was injured and he was not suitable to sit in the co-pilot, so he forced Li Zeyan and You Ran into the back seat.

The ultra-low air pressure in the back seat made Wei Qian almost out of breath, and the atmosphere did not ease until Xiaoyun got into the car.

"Good evening, Youran! Hello CEO!" Xiaoyun held two paper bags of hot cakes in his hand, sat down and reached out to give Youran a bag.

"I've been waiting in line for the hottest internet celebrity cake recently, and I'm limited to two bags per person. I'm sorry, you have to share it."

From noon until now, Li Zeyan and Youran haven't eaten anything, and the delicious little cake is steaming, which looks extraordinarily tempting.Xiaoyun took a piece, put it in his mouth and blew, then reached out and handed it to Wei Qian's mouth.

"It's actually the smell of Huamei?" Wei Qian was super surprised.

"This Internet celebrity cake is famous for its unexpected filling. It's a mystery that you don't know until you bite into it." Xiaoyun smiled sweetly at Wei Qian.Leisurely staring blankly at Xiaoyun and Wei Qian in front of him, is this the feeling of happiness and completeness that Wei Qian mentioned just now?

Seeing Youran still holding the paper bag in a daze, Xiaoyun urged, "Youran, eat quickly, or it won't taste good when it gets cold."

Leisurely looked at Li Zeyan, his hand was bandaged, and the other was holding a cell phone.

"You can eat." Li Zeyan said first.

"You...don't you want to try it?" Leisurely took a piece, followed Xiaoyun's example, and brought it to Li Zeyan's mouth.

Li Zeyan looked at her deeply, lowered his head and took a bite, revealing the dark brown filling.Youran's eyes were still alienated, but for some reason, he seemed a little timid, as if he was doing something he hadn't tried before, and he was a little uneasy.

"It's delicious. You can eat it too..." His voice softened.

Youran's stomach was already hungry, she looked at the half piece of cake in her hand, hesitated for a moment, and put it in her mouth.Vomit... suddenly felt nauseous, his mouth seemed to be filled with a terrible taste of rust, he covered his mouth leisurely, and retched painfully.After getting off the car, Wei Qian went to a convenience store to buy water for You Ran to rinse her mouth. Xiao Yun lifted Youran's hair and smoothed it along her back for a long time, only to see that she gradually calmed down.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you hated coffee so much..." You Ran waved her hand weakly, but couldn't say anything.

Li Zeyan knew that You Ran didn't hate coffee, and that he had eaten the cake just now, and there was nothing wrong with the taste.But she almost spat out the bile.And when Xiaoyun mentioned her hair just now, Li Zeyan saw a deep red scar on the back of her neck, and Luo Jia's words were in his ears:

"That's not the one you love anymore. But this Youran is the girl you've been looking for for 17 years, the one who gave her life to save you, and has remained in your heart forever."

……What exactly is going on?He frowned deeply.

An idea instantly jumped into Li Zeyan's mind. If this is a fake leisurely, it means that that idiot may be detained somewhere now, and he may be facing danger...

The eager worry made him forget his sense of propriety in an instant, and strode to Youran's side, pinched her arm with one hand and snapped it back to reveal the skin on the back of her forearm, revealing a small red mole.Li Zeyan's sudden rudeness even made Wei Qian want to go up and stop him, but the atmosphere that seemed to be turning a little bit because of the feeding just now turned around and fell to freezing point in an instant.

"Say! Where is she?!" Li Zeyan almost roared angrily, pinching her arm with his fingers and drawing deep marks.

"She doesn't exist anymore..." There seemed to be a layer of frost in Youran's eyes, "I am her."

"No, you're not her..." Li Zeyan shook her hand almost angrily, "If you don't say it, I have a way for you to say it!"

"What are you going to do to me?!" With a sullen face, You Ran pulled Li Zeyan's hand away forcefully, "I'm not her?...Of course I'm not her..." Stumbling to her feet, she looked at Li Zeyan with hurt eyes And resentment, "Because, she's an idiot..."

She didn't understand why that cowardly and ignorant self could have so much. The greedy and broken world never favored this broken her, never will.She is sunny, but she can only wander forever in the darkness of those nightmares.Just like day and night.The flames of hatred were burning in her chest, with pain that could devour her soul... She began to run wildly without looking back, just like the horse in the flames.She couldn't feel the happiness and completeness that Wei Qian said, even with all the memories of that idiot, she still didn't feel it...

"President, what are you still doing in a daze, chase after him!"

Li Zeyan came back to his senses, the leisurely and petite figure had already disappeared in the dense bushes on both sides of the dark country road.

"Let's go find them separately! President, keep in touch!" Wei Qian and Xiaoyun chose a direction, Li Zeyan nodded, and with the help of the dim light of the flashlight on his mobile phone, he also stepped into the bushes.

Regret, worry, self-blame, all kinds of emotions were intertwined in his heart, Li Zeyan had already forgotten how far he had walked in the bushes.Her hurt eyes at the end deeply hurt his heart, he hesitated to speculate about various possibilities, the one in front of him might be her, but it didn't look like her.But no matter what, he shouldn't be so cruel to her...

In the deep bushes, there was only light less than half a meter in front of Li Zeyan. He called the girl's name, but there was no response. His voice seemed to be thrown into a black hole. There was only a pool of dead silence in the dark night.Going deeper, the tree trunks as tall as ghost claws on his head became thicker and thicker until they densely closed on top of his head.There was a rustling sound from the grass not far away, and the light could only see the slightly shaking weeds, Li Zeyan accelerated to catch up.The closer she got to him, the more certain it was Youran. The petite figure was struggling to walk in the half-waist-high bushes, but no matter how much he shouted, she refused to stop.

"Stop running! Stop, whoever you are..."

Suddenly Li Zeyan felt a tingling pain in his leg. It seemed that some dry vine with thorns on the road tore through his pants and cut a hole in his thigh. The instant pain made him growl.The girl in front stopped suddenly when she heard the sound, and turned to look at him, like a startled gazelle, with a look of bewilderment in her eyes.Following the white light of the phone, Li Zeyan noticed traces of blood on the corner of the girl's mouth.

****

Enduring the pain, Li Zeyan slowly approached Youran.She stood in a small open space, and Li Zeyan took a photo of the surrounding ground, a pheasant's corpse lay beside it, with broken hair and blood stains beside it.

"You...?" Li Zeyan felt terrified.Leisurely looked into his eyes, nodded silently, turned around to leave, Li Zeyan ran two steps forward, and hugged her from behind.

"What the hell happened? Don't run away anymore, okay? Tell me, what happened..." Li Zeyan turned the girl in his arms around. There were a few scratches on her face caused by twigs. Fragile and pale, with blurred eyes.

"I'm hungry."

Li Zeyan frowned, glanced at the lifeless pheasant corpse, didn't say anything, just hugged her tightly into his arms.

In the dark bushes, two pairs of eyes were staring at Youran and Li Zeyan.

"She is so lucky, she is just a little bit closer, and she will fall into our hands."

"No matter what, Queen who has recovered her memory will cooperate with us."

"How are you going to convince her?"

"There's a plan, and she'll follow through."

****

Opening the thick diagnosis report, Li Zeyan glanced at it briefly, and was attracted by the short line of text on the diagnosis column: "Severe traumatic sequelae, suspected multiple personality?"

"Yes, suspected." The psychiatrist emphasized.

"why?"

"During the process of hypnotizing Miss Youran, we were only able to talk to one personality, and we didn't find her second personality. This personality claims to be QUEEN. The abnormal behavior you described before is probably caused by this personality."

"QUEEN..." Li Zeyan remembered what happened to Bai Ying before.

"This personality's speech and behavior are very different from the usual behavior you described to us about Miss Youran. Although we also suspected that it might be a personality disorder caused by drugs or a major psychological blow. But later..."

Speaking of this, the doctor's face was slightly unnatural, and his tone became heavy, "She said some unbelievable things, which made us suspect of split personality. This darker personality may be caused by a tortured experience when I was a child. formed."

"What did she say?"

"This..." The doctor was a little embarrassed, "Mr. Li, Ms. Youran has specifically instructed that the specific content of the past should not be written on the diagnosis report, nor should it be told to anyone, including you. This is the only condition for her to accept hypnosis. "

"Wait a minute, will there be scars that never appeared in the split personality?" Li Zeyan thought of the crimson scar that suddenly appeared.

"We checked that scar, and it doesn't seem to be scar tissue, but subcutaneous pigmentation. I haven't seen such an example, but there are indeed records in history that some split personalities will have unique physical characteristics, such as Sudden allergies to something, some spots or marks."

"She throws up everything she eats. Is that the reason? Are you allergic to food?"

The doctor shook his head, and his tone became more and more serious: "There was a report before that when people received repeated electric shocks, the taste nerves might become dysfunctional, and a non-existent taste would appear in the mouth."

"You mean her...?" Li Zeyan was too surprised to continue speaking.The doctor waved his hand, signaling him not to ask any more questions, "Mr. Li, that's all I can say..."

Hearing this, there is no need for the doctor to say anything, he has already guessed that the torture Youran suffered when she was a child probably happened after she was captured in front of his eyes.If he could protect her at that time, perhaps, none of this would have happened.

"If it's a split personality, can she be cured and let her return to her original personality?"

"This..." The doctor's face is a bit embarrassed, "split personality is still a very controversial topic in the field of psychology. If the personalities coexist peacefully or merge with each other, it is now generally considered to be cured. We found that this personality seems to be With a complete memory, this may indicate that the original personality you mentioned has been fused for some reason..."

Li Zeyan felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave...

"You mean, that she may never come back?" Li Zeyan stood up a little excitedly, the long-lost feeling of powerlessness came to his heart again.He swore that he must work hard to become strong enough to protect those he cares about.Unexpectedly, fate still played a cruel joke on him. At the moment when someone snatched her away 17 years ago, he was doomed to never be able to protect her again...

"Actually, it's not impossible..." The doctor took out a booklet from the drawer and handed it to Li Zeyan. "There is a new type of drug for the treatment of epilepsy. It has some special side effects recently. It seems to be able to reverse the records of the human brain. There is a record of a patient who is suspected of having a split personality. After taking the drug, the new personality appears to fall asleep. Maybe it can help Youran Miss."

"Is this method risky?"

"Miss Youran's traumatic sequelae are very serious. The effect of psychotropic drugs in the experimental stage on her is almost unpredictable, and the risk is quite high. You can go back and discuss it with Miss Youran. She needs her approval to receive treatment."

It started to rain, and the hesitation in Li Zeyan's heart spread round and round like raindrops dripping in a puddle.Two leisurely, he raised his hand and rubbed his swollen eyebrows, muttering to himself: "Idiot, what should I do with you..."

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...I said to myself, this is a HE story...