Sorry, I'm dirty!

People suffer, probably because they want love too much.

The golden liquid swayed in the cold wine glass, Chen Mei's eyes were blurred, she held a cigarette in her left hand, and spit out circles of smoke.She leaned on the sofa, took a sip of the wine, and then tapped with her index finger, the soot fell directly on the marble floor tiles.

Ye Li, who was drenched all over, stood blankly at the door, looking at this woman she hadn't seen for a long time, and asked hoarsely, "Where's my sister?"

Perhaps because she didn't hear it, Chen Mei was still swallowing, without any intention of answering.

"Where is my sister!"

The loud Chen Mei shrank back, she lazily raised her eyelids, and saw the embarrassed Ye Li chuckled: "What's your name, debt collector! That good boy is doing his homework upstairs."

There was a shower of rain outside before, accompanied by bursts of thunder, which poured Ye Li from head to tail.She went in and took off her shoes, even the socks were dripping wet, Chen Mei gave her a white look: "Why, you were dumped by a man?"

Ye Li froze in place, the scene just now kept popping up in her mind, they were clearly brothers, but they were kissing like no one else, this look...

It's really disgusting.

The long sea was wet by the rain, and the pinches looked very messy. Ye Li came back to her senses: "Do you think I'm the same as you?"

"What's the same as me?" Chen Mei's lazy face changed slightly, "Aren't you born by me?"

"You gave birth?" Ye Li raised the corners of her mouth bitterly, "That's right, I'd almost forget it if you didn't tell me."

"Why did you talk to me!" Chen Mei threw the cigarette butt away angrily, pointing at Ye Li's nose and yelling.

After she had finished scolding, Ye Li said with a cold face: "How long are you going to be so decadent? Look at your current appearance, smoking and drinking all day long and raising a little man, I'll be ashamed of you."

"boom!"

Chen Mei stepped forward and smashed the wine bottle on Ye Li's head, bloodshot from her forehead in an instant, she looked like she was going crazy: "Your dad can go outside to find a dog, why can't I? Why can't I?!"

"I've worked so hard to take care of you for so long, what's the result?"

"Men are liars, don't you know?"

"Since you give me money, hahaha, then I'll spend it hard, it doesn't make any difference anyway."

"No one will love us, Ye Li, and neither will you! This is fate!"

Chen Mei's exquisite makeup looked so terrifying to Ye Li now, her eyes were bulging and the whites of her eyes were bloodshot, and her bright lips were like bloody mouths. She just grabbed her shoulders and repeated it in her ears over and over again. .

"No one will love you, Yeli."

The injured forehead was already numb with pain, maybe glass shards were mixed in, otherwise why is there more and more blood flow?

The blood and wine mixed together in the rainwater and seeped into the eyes, and the hot Ye Li couldn't open his eyes.

It's great, no one can see the tears like this.

She was punched and kicked by Chen Mei like a puppet, she would slap her when she cried out for pain, she would kick her hard wherever she was holding her hands, and if she didn't look at her, she would hold her eyelids until they turned red...

So when Ye Li grows up, she doesn't even want Chen Mei to go home. As long as she contradicts her or doesn't do what she wants, she will definitely be beaten to death.Ye Li thought, maybe another man took her money and ran away today, or took her money to hire another young and beautiful girl outside, otherwise, why would she be so angry.

She is so poor that only money is left, and all her emotions are related to men.

Ye Li smiled wryly and thought of herself, what's the difference?No one will love her.

Chen Mei became annoyed when she saw Ye Li's rebellious and stubborn eyes, she was really carved out of the same mold as that man.She was determined not to make Ye Li feel better today, she casually took the bottle of foreign wine just now, and poured it all on Ye Li's face.Seeing Ye Li retching from choking, she laughed heartily.

"Get drunk and relieve your worries. I think you like drinking too. Drink more."

She forcefully opened Ye Li's jaws, threatening in a sharp tone: "Drink!"

Ye Li's eyes were blurred by her tears, she could only grit her teeth, her lips were still bitter, hot and spicy.

The smell of wine.

Ye Ling, who heard the commotion in the room, couldn't hold back, and hurried downstairs. Seeing such a scene, she knelt on the ground and kept begging Chen Mei for mercy: "Mom, don't hit my sister, my sister knows it's wrong!"

She cried and crawled to Chen Mei's feet on her knees: "Mom, stop beating!"

Chen Mei shook off her weak elder daughter and warned her: "Get out! It's none of your business!"

"Hit me!" Ye Ling tightly protected her sister, enduring Chen Mei's heavy beatings.

……

This night was extremely long for everyone, Chen Mei let out her anger and went out again drunk.Ye Li was lying on the bed and couldn't move. It seemed like she hadn't been beaten like this for a long time. She laughed when she thought of this.

Ye Ling helped her bandage the wound, with tears in her eyes: "You are so stupid!"

"Your sister and I are strong and strong!" Ye Li comforted pretendingly.

"When we fill in the volunteers for the college entrance examination, choose a little farther away..." Ye Ling felt more and more frightened, and murmured to himself with his head down.

"But we don't have any money, and that woman will give us a lot of living expenses. She has already bought us a car." Ye Li shrugged, "It's not too bad to think of her that way."

Ye Ling hammered her shoulder and said angrily, "Where is your future?"

"My future is to eat and die." Ye Li didn't care.

Ye Ling didn't talk to her, he was quiet for a while before saying: "My future is to be with you forever."

"Whether the house is big or not, it doesn't matter if you have a lot of money, you are my only relative."

Ye Li was stunned by the simple but firm eyes, she always felt that Ye Ling needed to be protected.She is as fragile as fragile ceramics, so simple that she is even a little silly.

Maybe the one who has been protected is myself.

"Don't quarrel with other children~ we are all good friends~"

"Ye Li doesn't cry, my sister is here, I'll give you a whir."

"Study quickly! You will be scolded by the teacher if you don't take it seriously. I don't want to see you being scolded by others."

Ye Li relaxed and lay on Ye Ling's shoulder: "Sister, Brother Bai Cen..."

"What's wrong?" Her voice was so gentle that Ye Li wanted to tell her everything, but she still didn't say anything.

"I don't really understand this kind of thing." Ye Ling was a little shy, "But Bai Cen has been very good to you since childhood. If there is any misunderstanding, explain it clearly."

Is it a misunderstanding?Thinking about that scene, Ye Li couldn't convince herself that Bai Cen was just going astray.But the unreconciled factor in his heart continued to play tricks, as if he hadn't heard Bai Cen's refusal personally, there was room for everything to be reversed.

After a while, she made up her mind, closed her eyes and nodded.

But Ye Li didn't expect that Bai Cen would start to hide from her.Because they were not in the same class in the second year of high school, gatherings at the canteen after class and on the playground were the most common thing for them. But now that Ye Li passed by Bai Cen's class, seeing him reading with his eyes downcast and deliberately avoiding his gaze, he felt very uncomfortable.

In that era, in that small town, homosexuality was a synonym for how horrible it was.

What's more, with my brother...

A few moths flapped their wings and circled around the lampshade.Under the street lamp, Ye Li stopped Bai Cen: "Are you avoiding me?"

Bai Cen's eyes flickered, and he bit his lower lip: "I thought you should hate me..."

"What do you think?" Ye Li said in a serious tone, "You don't know that I have been..."

"Ye Li!" Bai Cen interrupted what she was about to say.

In the middle of a long, long night, Duan Han said drunkenly: "I'm not sad that he doesn't like me, I'm just sad why he knew it, but didn't even give me the chance to say he likes him..." Bai Cen at that time He should be blaming himself. On the same night, he never gave a girl the right to say "like".

Ye Li suppressed her composure: "What do you mean?" Her self-esteem could not allow her to be left behind like this.

"I like Bai Qiu." Bai Cen raised his head and looked at her seriously.He knew that Ye Li would not be able to accept this fact, but short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. Now that the matter has been exposed, he has nothing to be afraid of.

"Are you crazy!" Ye Li suddenly became very manic, "He is your brother!"

Stubbornness was written on Bai Cen's face: "So what, we are not related by blood."

Although she guessed the clue, it was another matter to actually hear it.Ye Li stepped forward and took Bai Cen's hand, shaking his arm like a child, coquettishly: "Brother Bai Cen, you will not be happy like this, have you really thought it through?"

Bai Cen made up his mind, let go of her hand little by little, and said calmly, "Well, I want to be with him."

"Aren't you afraid that I'll tell my uncle and aunt?" Ye Li saw that Bai Cen was about to turn around, and then said with a cold face.

Unspeakable love, unspeakable following for many years, unacceptable forbidden love.

Looking at Bai Cen's pale face from fear, she suddenly felt a sense of pleasure, what is right?

All the words turned into a sharp knife, she just wanted to pierce the person she loved for so many years in front of her.

"Guess how they react when they hear that?"

"It's disgusting, Bai Cen, why are you so disgusting?"

"Did you forget that you were picked up by them? Are you worthy of them by doing this?"

The vicious language, the mocking smile, Bai Cen's lips lost all color, and Ye Li suddenly felt sympathetic to him again.

It turned out that he was also a poor ghost that no one loved.

That's great, I can't get love anyway.

"I don't want to hate you, just say what you want."

Ye Li quickly caught Bai Cen's disgust, which acted as a catalyst, accelerating the expansion of Ye Li's dark psychology, and her expression became a little distorted.

Forgotten by his father, neglected by his mother, tortured, beaten...

be rejected.

The warmth that I once thought was just a passing cloud.So if the truth is revealed tomorrow, there must be someone worse than me, right?

Thinking of this, Ye Li laughed tremblingly.