Sorry, I'm dirty!

When the day came to an end, the heat from the asphalt road burned people's feet, the green belts on both sides were shriveled and lifeless, and the cicadas in the garden made Bai Cen unable to sleep all night.

The weather was too hot, even if the temperature in the villa was constant, Bai Cen still couldn't help feeling irritable looking at the scorching sun through the window.

He hasn't been out for a month.

Bai Cen listlessly walked down the stairs with his slippers on to touch the popsicles and eat them.The moment he opened the refrigerator, cold air rushed straight to Bai Cen's face, Bai Cen was greedy for cold, and wished he could move a bed and live in it.

The popsicles are the most common kind of ice cubes frozen with sugar water, without cream, Bai Cen specially picked them.He took a bite without hesitation, and without waiting for it to melt in his mouth, he just chewed it with his teeth.

He Ruiqi even had a toothache listening to it in the living room.

"How many times have I told you that I can't stand eating popsicles like this. And you ate the third one today, and you're going to have a stomachache later!" He Ruiqi frowned and groaned.

Bai Cen sat cross-legged beside him, nodded casually: "I know, I know."

After finishing speaking, he still went his own way, "Crackling, cracking" didn't look like he was attacked by the cold air at all.Bai Cen pressed the remote control to switch channels at will, and he lost interest after pressing thirty or forty channels.He just ate up a popsicle, threw it away, and was about to go upstairs.

"What do you want for dinner?" He Ruiqi asked.

Bai Cen turned around, his hair, which hadn't been trimmed for a long time, had grown past his shoulders, and his bangs covered his eyes, making it difficult to see the emotions revealed in it.He yawned and waved his hands weakly: "Whatever you want, you can burn anything."

He Ruiqi frowned even deeper, and went to the kitchen without saying anything.

He Ruiqi and Bai Cen lived in the villa now. From the day Bai Cen was discharged from the hospital, He Ruiqi gave Qian Bo and Aunt Qian a vacation, and began to take care of him personally.

They ate and slept together, there was no big decision to make, and He Ruiqi basically didn't go to the company.He moved all his work back home and stayed with Bai Cen 24 hours a day.

But the relationship between them became unfamiliar.He Ruiqi discovered this by himself, and Bai Cen didn't want to talk to him.

Dinner is ready in no time and the style is simple.Tomato and egg soup with chopped green onion, fried shredded pork with celery, cold bitter gourd and two boiled eggs.After calling several times, Bai Cen came out of the room.Sleepy-eyed, he walked slowly to the dining table, picked up the served meal and began stuffing it into his mouth.

After drinking the soup and eating the vegetables, Bai Cen ate very slowly, but he was not picky at all, he would eat whatever He Ruiqi put in.

"Eat the egg." He Ruiqi said.

"Oh." Bai Cen took the boiled egg and took a bite.

He Ruiqi didn't eat anymore, and stared at Bai Cen for a long time.Bai Cen, who had been eating very slowly for a long time, had already finished all the food and hiccupped silently.

He Ruiqi pursed his lips, the line of his lips was like a sharp blade.

These were dishes that Bai Cen never ate.

Before that, Bai Cen was very picky about his food, he didn't want to eat onion, ginger and garlic, he only ate cress for celery, and he asked people to ask for hard-boiled eggs.But for more than a month, no matter what kind of dishes He Ruiqi cooks, whether it's delicious or not, and whether he wants to eat it or not, Bai Cen has never objected to it.In He Ruiqi's view, he just mechanically repeated the action of chewing.

He Ruiqi sighed, grabbed Bai Cen's wrist, and said in a begging tone, "Go for a walk after dinner?"

"It's too hot." Bai Cen pulled back his hand after speaking, "I want to sleep."

"You slept for a month." He Ruiqi brushed away Bai Cen's bangs and looked straight into his eyes.

Apathetic and negative.

"Really?" Bai Cen tilted his head and thought for a while, his voice was very low, "It's been so long..."

"Well, let's just walk around in the garden!" He Ruiqi held tiny hopes.

Bai Cen thought about it again, as if thinking about this action took his little energy, he smiled apologetically: "I don't want to go."

It's just that this smile is very stiff, Bai Cen won't laugh anymore.

He Ruiqi lowered his eyes and said in a buzzing voice, "You are not happy."

Bai Cen patted his arm comfortingly: "No, I'm just too tired."

The tall and tall He Ruiqi bent down, rested his head on Bai Cen's body, and said after a while: "You know I'm stupid, and I can't always talk to you. Now you don't even want to talk to me, what should I do? "

How to do it?How can I make him happier?

How can those emotions continue to appear?

What can I do to get him out?

He Ruiqi seldom speaks sweet words. In fact, he has a very dull personality. He can't deceive people when he speaks frankly, and he is not strong at all.But he once left his job and drove overnight to visit the class; he would also be imprisoned for Bai Cen; and he would stay with him day and night because he was worried about him...

All relationships take time. In He Ruiqi's cognition, companionship is the premise of all "likes".What he wants is also very simple, as long as the child continues to be happy.

The world is so thorny and dangerous, if he is not by his side, how helpless and helpless Bai Cen would be.

The next day, Bai Cen opened the door after three poles in the sun. With a cold face and heavy air pressure, he looked up and saw Lin Chu.

"What are you doing here?" Bai Cen said.

Lin Chu didn't care about the alienation in his tone, and still had a bright smile on his face. He stepped forward and hugged Bai Cen: "Captain, I miss you so much!"

He Ruiqi felt a dull pain in his temple, resisting the urge to break Lin Chu's hands.

But Bai Cen was not infected by Lin Chu's sunshine, he said "um", and after pushing away, he walked around him indifferently.

Not even a straight eye.

Lin Chu stared blankly at the captain's back, and was deeply stimulated when he recovered.But as an excellent Communist Party member, this difficulty cannot defeat him!

"Captain~I'll play games with you~" Lin Chuxue Bai Cen sat on the carpet, rolled up his sleeves eager to try!

Bai Cen stared at the screen intently, operating the handle with his hand, pretending that he didn't exist.

Lin Chu and Bai Cen have been roommates for three years, and they have practiced pestering kung fu very well.For a while he was chattering on Bai Cen's left side, and for a while he ran to the right side and danced.After the captain still didn't respond, Lin Chu actually sang to him.

Using what he has learned all his life, he composes a super-difficult song "Qinghai-Tibet Plateau". Although he broke countless notes, Lin Chu feels pretty good about himself.

Bai Cen's frozen face finally showed a little looseness, he twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "Can you stay away from me?"

Lin Chu cried and said, "I just want to be with you."

Bai Cen rolled his eyes, his bangs covered it, but Lin Chu didn't see it.

"I'm afraid that when the lightning strikes you, you will accidentally hurt me," Bai Cen warned slowly, "You will be punished by God if you break your voice and lose your tune, do you know?"

Lin Chu looked out the window in horror, her face turned pale with fright: "Really?"

Bai Cen: "..."

"I lied to you."

Lin Chu: "..."

In the middle of the night, when Bai Cen began to lie down to the old man in Beijing, Lin Chu pestered him to watch horror movies.Bai Cen followed him, not bothering to stand up and stop him.

Why is it so difficult to just be a salted fish in peace?

The eerie sound rang out. Most Japanese horror films focus on creating an atmosphere, with scenes, sounds, and actions emerging one after another, but there are no ghost scenes.The slow-heated Bai Cen felt sleepy. Before he opened his mouth and finished yawning, Lin Chu held him tightly, his voice trembling.

"Captain, I, I am afraid!"

Bai Cen moved his sore neck, then stared at Lin Chu's back for a long time before saying, "Lin Chu, there is someone behind you."

"Ah, ah, ah...I, I dare not look at it!" Lin Chu closed her eyes tightly, her whole face wrinkled together.

Bai Cen felt bored, exerted strength on his buttocks, slowly moved into the blanket, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Life is so unsalty, but in He Ruiqi's eyes, there is hope, at least when Lin Chu is here, Bai Cen is willing to talk more.

It's just that he suddenly changed from desireless to bitter, and He Ruiqi couldn't adapt to it all at once.

In the living room downstairs, Bai Cen pushed away Lin Chu's sticking body, and said seriously, "Can you stop being so annoying?"

During this period of time, Lin Chu had heard too many such unfriendly words, but no matter how many times he said these words from his most trusted Bai Cen, he would still be disappointed.

Lin Chu smiled awkwardly: "Hey, I want to play with you~"

Bai Cen's tone was very serious: "I don't want to play with you at all, you make me feel very annoying, do you understand?"

"Bai Cen!" He Ruiqi couldn't stop listening, and stopped Bai Cen from slandering Lin Chu with words.

"What's wrong with me? Did you say something wrong? Do you know that dangling around me all the time is really annoying!"

It was the first time that Bai Cen spoke to He Ruiqi so angrily. He Ruiqi just said softly and flatteringly, "We are worried about you."

"I'm fine, there's nothing to worry about!" Bai Cen was a little agitated, and his voice was high-pitched and aggressive.

"Bai Cen, calm down. For more than a month, you have never left the door. No matter what you say, you are indifferent, like a puppet without any emotions. We just want to make you happy, don't be hostile! "He Ruiqi grabbed Bai Cen's arm tightly.

"Have you fucking understood me? Now that I'm a puppet and won't please you, do you want to kick me away?" Bai Cen sneered, his harsh and sharp voice conveyed a message.

He is very bad now.

He Ruiqi held his breath, swallowed the words that were about to blurt out, took a deep breath, and said in a serious and unquestionable tone: "Tomorrow I will bring the doctor, you can't go on like this."

"Do you think I have schizophrenia?" Bai Cen's face was frosty, but he said lightly, "Like Ye Li."

Breaking through the taboo of the cage silenced everyone, only to realize that the bloody wound was torn in front of my eyes, this is a pain that I will never forget in my life.

"Let me tell you," He Ruiqi held Bai Cen firmly and exhausted all his strength, "I can't, never will, let you die with her!"

Suddenly, Bai Cen stared at him with unspeakable emotions, without blinking, even tears fell from his dry eyes, Bai Cen still stared desperately.

He Ruiqi let go of Bai Cen, gently wiped away the tears on his cheeks, poured out all his love and bitterness, and only condensed one sentence.

"I can't bear it..."