After I became a divine judge [Comprehensive]

After standing in front of the door for a few minutes, I retreated to the bed and called Sanriyue.

To be honest, before I heard his voice, I thought I could calmly narrate and ask him to go with me, but when I heard his drowsy 'I'll be right over' moment, my tears fell The child rushed out without hesitation.

Then I put down the phone and opened the door while rubbing my eyes and crying. When I reached the corner of the corridor, Sanriyue was hugged by her whole body.

"I, I want you to accompany me to meet, to meet my former friends." When I was nervous, I couldn't help but use honorifics. The direct and self-willed request was combined with the crying honorifics. How do you see it? They were all nondescript, but he didn't teach me a lesson and didn't say anything else. Instead, he agreed to my willful request in a calm tone without any hesitation.

It is a very stupid behavior to test the other party with willful things, but I can't help but get such tolerance and support when I do willful things... I watched him for a long time, and the tears that I had finally stopped burst again.

Was I such a crybaby before?I can't remember, I think I have grown up a little bit, but it seems that I am living and going back when I cry.

But fortunately, although I was crying like a two-hundred-pound child, I still didn't forget the business to do, so I took the elevator to the hotel while holding Sanriyue's arm and wiping tears. Floor lobby, and under the subtle gaze of the front desk and the doorman, he walked towards the beach, and finally wiped away his tears before walking down the stone steps on the beach.

Tonight is a full moon, even though there are no street lights on the beach, the mercury-like moonlight does not seem too dim, and Shizumi Nakamura, who has troubled me all day, is standing not far in front of me, wearing what I remember Her favorite light apricot-colored dress with long sleeves, her hair was loose, and her expression was obviously tired.

"Yuka." When she called out my name, I subconsciously hugged Sankayue's arm tightly. It was hard to say that I was afraid or nervous, but I felt a little dazed for a moment, as if I went back to a few years ago. when.

"Can I take a step to talk." She glanced at Sanriyue and then at me: "It won't be long, and it won't be very far."

Sanriyue didn't speak, just looked at me calmly.

"Hmm..." I hesitated for a while and then nodded, slowly let go of his arm, and followed Nakamura Shizumi to the side of the tree.

I didn't look back, and my mood was calmer than I imagined, maybe because I knew clearly that he would always stand there and look at me.

"You know your sister has many enemies in the government, right?" Shizumi Nakamura spoke much faster than she remembered, as if something was chasing her: "The explosion of the space-time teleporter was part of their plan before, and they couldn't Straight from your sister so it's turning its attention to you."

"After the explosion, you were lucky to come back alive. They found me, and they threatened me to get you out, or they would kill me." These words made me retreat subconsciously, but she firmly grasped my wrist , her face was frighteningly pale, and she spoke a lot faster than before: "Don't worry, I won't do anything to you. I came to you to cooperate with you."

She smiled wryly, and lightened the force on her hand: "You know that? If your sister finds out about this, I will be killed directly, just like not cooperating with those people, but if I hurt you , you are very clear about your sister's solution."

Yes, I am very clear, so clear that I often reenact every detail again and again in my dreams, so clear that just remembering it, I can’t help trembling and kneeling on the ground, trembling and crying, begging desperately.

It was a nightmare, of incomprehensible terror and unspeakable, painful love.

"I've told you all my trump cards." She slowed down her tone and lowered her head to meet my eyes: "I beg you, I beg you to save me... Besides, you also want to protect your sister, right? "

"You don't want to rely on your sister to solve everything like before, do you?"

The weak me protects the strong sister, and I can't do anything like a waste, relying on my sister and everyone's me to solve this kind of life-and-death matter, it sounds really ridiculous.

However, it also made me unable to refuse.

I don't want her to die, and I don't want my sister to do that kind of thing again because of me. I also want to... protect my sister and solve things for her.

"Okay." I replied.

She seemed to be relieved, and then the tone of the person who narrated the task arranged for her was much calmer.She told my sister's political opponents that she asked her to find me at seven o'clock in the morning, and took me out of the hotel to the back of the beach to hide from my sister's eyes, and then took me to the prepared boat with their connectors and sent me to the police station. A secret base on an uninhabited island near Paradise Island, as a hostage who threatened her sister.

After she finished speaking in one breath, she paused, and her momentum became a bit close to the appearance of the leader of the girls group in my memory: "All you need to do is pretend that you don't know anything, and then let all your The knives are all tracking the ambush together, so you just brought all the knives."

"Yes, yes, everyone is on vacation together." I subconsciously answered her and then shook my head slightly: "But, if we want to fight, I want to ask if everyone is willing."

Nakamura Shizumi's expression suddenly became very strange: "You are their master, no matter what kind of person you are, they will obey all your orders."

I know, I have seen regulations similar to this in the manual of the god judge. The god judge has the highest power in this pill just like the ancient emperor. No matter what kind of order, Fu Sangshen must execute it. Like courtiers.

But I... for me, I don't like saying that.I don't want to order others, and I don't want to be like an emperor.For me, I am not superior to everyone, and as Fusangshen, they are no different from human beings. The biggest difference between them and other human beings to me is that they are very, very important to me exist.

Maybe this idea is as wrong as I am in the eyes of most people, but for me, it is something I want to try to stick to and think is right.

"I don't want everyone to do what I don't want to do." I nodded to her, and looked at Sankaiyue who was waiting for me by the steps: "Sorry."

I'm as weak as I am, and I don't like being ordered to do annoying things, so I don't want everyone to be forced to do things they don't want to do.

A useless person like me will probably always do things that people don't like, so I must avoid things that can be avoided and make everyone unhappy.

……

When I woke up in the early morning and couldn’t sleep, I noticed the approximate time everyone got up. Candlesticks were the first to get up, usually before six o’clock to prepare for cooking, and then the first-phase brothers, Jiang Xue and Tong Tianguan, stayed until 06:30. Around [-], everyone almost got up, and the one who got up the latest was the one who used to stay in bed. He usually went to the restaurant to eat at eight o'clock when breakfast was about to end.

While setting the alarm clock on my mobile phone and booking a self-built cruise on the island, I wondered whether I should not ask Jiang Xue, whether I should let them stay in the hotel as a child, and I was so nervous after returning to the hotel room with Sanriyue No matter what you think, how worried you are.

"Jiang Xue, those who don't like fighting, is it better to hide it from him?" I set the alarm clock and looked up to ask San Riyue who was sitting on the sofa next to me. Just after asking, I felt that the temperature of the air conditioner was too low, and San Riyue was wearing a short This type of bathrobe is easy to catch a cold, so before he could answer, he got up and ran to the bed, hugged the quilt to cover him, and asked another question that made me tangled: "Tui is not used to getting up early, and I will be scared when I wake up alone in the morning, can you?" Please who will take care of him at the hotel?"

"I think it's dangerous no matter what I think. It's really capricious to do this. If there is danger, or there are many people on the other side, don't save me." I thought about it, worried, and added this sentence.

"Master." He stared at me for a while, and when he saw that I was a little uneasy, he suddenly said: "Come to my side."

I didn't know, but I obediently walked around the coffee table and walked in front of him, and then he took off the quilt and hugged me whole.

The quilt with his body temperature is on the back, and his body is pressed against the front and cheeks. I can't tell which is warmer, and I can't tell whether the face is redder or the tips of the ears are redder. I can only feel the heartbeat. It's so strong, every beat conveys a sense of shyness and peace of mind.

"Sleep well." And his voice, which made his chest vibrate slightly: "Leave the notification and other things to the old man."

I curled up in his arms and was carried from the sofa to the bed by him. My whole body was wrapped in the quilt, only my head was exposed. I lay on the bed like a ball and looked at him for a few seconds, stretched out my hand and gently pulled him. Caught his hand sitting on the edge of the bed.

"The alarm clock is set on the phone... Mikazuki, uh, let's sleep together?" After I said this, it was the first time I saw him showing a distressed expression.

"...Hahahaha, you can't talk nonsense like this." He laughed, then leaned over to me before I could react, and lightly bit my ear.

It was as if an electric current slid through the spine, and the moment my breathing became disordered, I belatedly realized another meaning of my words.

Me, I don't?I'm not?not like this?Should this be the case now?I instinctively grasped his front, and passively leaned forward in his direction, my lips and tongue intertwined, my body limp as if I had no strength at all.

A simple touch, a body that heats up, a room that darkens with a snap.

He put a kiss on my forehead and said softly, "Go to sleep."

I grabbed his clothes, and my habitually curled up body slowly unfolded. The darkness was no longer scary because of the unknown, and I clearly felt his temperature, breathing, and heartbeat beside him.

It was 45:[-] on my phone just now. I used to wake up at this time, and then curled up in the bed, feeling the darkness of fear and unreasonable sadness, waiting for the dawn in pain and loneliness.

And now, I don't feel scared, and I don't feel sad.

I closed my eyes in peace.

The author has something to say:

I’m back after passing the Cavan period, but the next update will be seven days later, because I’m going to report at school tomorrow and travel with my parents QWQ

I feel that sleeping rolled up is a manifestation of insecurity. I don’t know if it’s the same. I can usually stretch out in my own room, but it’s completely in a ball in the dormitory...

The speed of life and death was thinking of updating before tomorrow's departure, but it turned out to be really done. Human potential is really unlimited.

Then... Long time no see, I miss you very much.