After I became a divine judge [Comprehensive]

The sky outside the window is clear blue, without clouds, and the sun is very good. Large flakes fall into the room through the half-opened window. It is warm and even wearing a shirt does not feel cold.

This is my third day in my sister's Honmaru, and there is one more thing I need to do besides practicing calligraphy and reading books—to help the Fusangshen who came back from the battle for my sister to perform physical hand movements without using spiritual power enter.

Carefully repair and polish the damaged sword body with a powder stick and clove oil, and then assist Yaken Toshiro of the main pill to bandage the wounds for the injured, so that even if there is no sister directly with spiritual power, the Fusangshen who are not seriously injured It is also possible to fully recover after a half-day rest.

The time-space converter in the center of the courtyard was turned on four times a day on time, but no sister appeared, only the fusangshen of her Honmaru left one by one with the golden knives in stock.I haven't seen her since she brought me here, and she even told me about it through Foxnosuke.

She must be busy with something very dangerous... Although I don't know if my sister usually stays in Honmaru, but through these Fusangshen's body does not seem to be caused by cold weapons such as swords and spears, but rather like being bitten by some large beast. Even if I am slow, I can realize that the target of their 'outing' these days is probably not the time-traveling army I have seen, but something else... People and monsters?

I couldn't suppress my worry, but I still couldn't help but asked the situation cautiously when I bandaged the wound of the first phase of this pill: "Is sister okay? Recently... something happened."

"Please don't worry, she is not in danger in the main hall. It's just that the time-traveling army's activities have increased recently." My sister Honmaru answered me gently, but it didn't make me feel at ease.

It's just an answer so that I don't worry, and the person who made him do it... can only be my sister.

My sister likes to 'punish' people who hurt me in front of me, forcing me to watch those bloody scenes, but when it comes to all kinds of dangerous things she does by herself, even if the things are only a corner away from me, she will He will hide it completely and not let me know the slightest bit.

I still can't understand the reason why she did this. The only thing I can understand is that everything she did to me was out of love for me, even if there are many things that are unacceptable and painful to me.

Is it because I'm so useless, tell me I can't do anything but useless worries?I was slightly frustrated, but looking down at the powder stick in my hand, I became a little firmer.At least, at least now, I can help my sister a little bit, right?Although it's just such an insignificant thing, doesn't it mean that my sister recognizes me a little bit?Even if only a little bit.

After the six of them entered for the first phase, I went back to my room, ready to wait for about five or six o'clock, and then went downstairs to prepare for the entry after the last team came back from the battle.

My sister said that I would think too much when I was alone and did nothing, so she gave me a lot of copybooks to divert my attention, and also improved my poor handwriting like that of elementary school students and middle school students.

So in the past few days, except for the time spent by hand, I have spent most of my time practicing calligraphy and staring blankly.

I copied the copybook page by page and wrote until my hands were sore every time. After three days, I have accumulated quite a stack, and the words I wrote are more and more like the same thing, although it can’t be called It's pretty, but at least it's much straighter, not like an elementary school student or junior high school student.

But at the same time, I spend more and more time in a daze, even when I am walking and practicing calligraphy, I will be in a daze involuntarily.I couldn't help myself to describe his long and narrow eyes secretly in the gaps in the haiku, and imagine the crooked moon in his eyes, his dark blue hair, his lips, his The cool temperature when the tip of her nose touched my cheek, the clear and gentle breath when hugging.

What is Trinity doing now?My sister said that they all went back to Honmaru, so would he sit in that corridor drinking tea and having refreshments like before?Is he thinking of me?I hope that he can miss me, but I don’t want him to miss me, because I think he is so sad that he wants to cry. If missing makes people’s heart sore and uncomfortable like this, then as long as I miss him, he will be well. Drink tea in peace.

And everyone, everyone is probably worried about me too, right?If you don't wake me up, will you stay in bed again?I promised to buy a lot of dresses on the island, but I missed the appointment because of something like that... Although I can't help everyone, if I'm not here, will Honmaru have any impact?Even if I have something to do, I'm still thinking about things like my sister said.

All kinds of emotions that can't be shared with others, and can't be confide in others all come to my heart at once, and suddenly the strokes of the brush are crooked, and the ink is smeared on the rice paper, and it is difficult to continue copying the copybook down.

I supported my chin with my hand, looked at the badly written copybook for a while, and took out a blank draft paper that was thicker than rice paper for practicing calligraphy from the drawer. It was stained with ink, and I wrote down the words on the paper unskillfully. .

Everyone in Honmaru

Sincerely

It's probably the season of spring now, I'm staying in my sister's Honmaru for the third day, how are you all?

I took the pen, looked at the word 'everyone' for a while, and out of some delicate mood, I put this letter aside, and took out another piece of paper from the drawer.

Tsukimune Mikami

Sincerely

It should be a bit cold spring now, I'm staying with my sister Honmaru for the third day, how are you doing these days?Is Honmaru all right?

I want to see you①.Even if I say this, it seems a bit too much for me, but I still can't help but want to tell you more bluntly, I miss you very much.

I have no problems with my life here. It is very convenient to eat and live. I still copy copybooks and read books every day. Please don’t worry too much. I will take good care of myself and I will be back to reunite with you soon.

The haiku I copied today is '月さすや谷をさまよふふきどち' by Mr. Hara Shiding. This haiku makes me think of you involuntarily. You also have a bright moon in your eyes. If the moonlight that Mr. Yuan Shiding sees is as good as you Half of the brilliance reflected by the moon in my eyes is beautiful, then I fully understand why fireflies linger in the moonlight for a long time.

Would that be too explicit?I am usually too shy to express my admiration for you, but if I say this in a letter now, will it surprise you?To be honest, I am a little surprised myself, but I am also a little proud to be able to write down my feelings for you.

I am trying to make myself brave enough to tell you in front of you how much I love you.

Is this sudden?But that day in the hospital, when I thought that my sister would not let me be an interrogator again, and that I would never see you and everyone, I suddenly felt the fear, regret and regret that almost killed me.

I haven't told everyone how important you are to me, how much you love and appreciate you.

I haven't responded well to your precious love for me, and I haven't passed on your admiration to you.

If I were to say goodbye to you and everyone forever like that... I can't imagine, if I had to imagine it, I would be so useless that I would cry unreasonably.

But if, if I died suddenly, it would be the same as that difference, so I must tell you and everyone more and more about my feelings.

When I first met you, you said that as long as you have tea and snacks, you will feel happy.At that time, I stayed by your side, ate the tea and snacks you gave me and thought: "Although I don't know what happiness is, this kind of mood probably means happiness." 'After spending time with you and everyone, I understand more and more what you mean by 'happiness'.

But happiness seems to be divided into many kinds, and the happiness I feel when I am with you is the most different.By your side, my heart will beat fast, I will be very nervous, and I will feel very at ease. No matter where I am, as long as you are by my side, I can sleep well, but if you are not there, I will feel uneasy.

The word uneasy seems to worry about you, I don't mean that, I think, what I want to express is that I will feel uneasy because of your absence, but I will not be uneasy that you will leave me, even if you are separated at the festival, even if Separate, I also believe that you will not leave me.

No matter what, you will come to me, and I will come to you, right...?

There are still two days until the fifth day, and I will be able to go back to see you and everyone.Two days sounds really short, and three days is also very short, but I feel that it has been a long time, and the Chinese idiom "living like a year" is such a feeling.

Last night, I had a nightmare that I can’t remember clearly. I woke up with an empty space around me. I subconsciously wanted to go out of the room to find you, but when I pressed the doorknob, I realized that this is not our Honmaru, and you are not there. here.It was very uncomfortable at that time, and I felt that there was a piece of emptiness in my heart, but when I opened the window and saw the moon outside, I suddenly didn’t feel so uncomfortable. When I saw the bright and curved moon, I thought of your eyes, and I couldn’t Such fear and uneasiness.

The past days were like walking in the dark for me. My sister was the only lantern, and Grandma Yoshida was the candle that gave me great warmth but was still extinguished.But after meeting you, you are like the moon in the sky, bright and gentle, hanging there forever, you can see the road even in the dark, and you will not be afraid anymore.

The moon is far away from people, and it shines on many people, but when you look at me, I will greedily think, you are my own moonlight.But this greed is also what I want to tell you now, even if you may not like it, I still want to tell you.

Although you should not see this letter until we meet again... No, I will not let you see this letter, I think it is too shameful, but I sincerely hope and wish you and everyone You can be healthy and happy, everything goes well, even if I am gone, everything will be fine.

At the end, I want to write again. I miss you very much. It would be great if this feeling can be conveyed to you.

I hope that time will be faster, and sooner, so that I can see you and everyone sooner.

Respect.

Spring [-]

Sanjo Yuka

The evening wind blows into the room through the half-open window, and slowly dries the ink on the paper. When the ink is completely dry, I fold the letter paper in half and slowly put it in an old-fashioned yellow-brown envelope. Write Sanriyue's name stroke by stroke in the recipient column.

When I took out the glue and was about to seal the opening of the envelope, a cherry blossom blew onto the table with the wind. I picked it up and put it in the letter.

The author has something to say:

①In Japanese, I want to see you also implicitly express I miss you.

I drank too much at night and felt super talkative.I feel that the older I get, the more times I fall in love, the less honest I become. In the past, when I missed someone and liked someone, I would tell him directly, I like you, I miss you, but now I have to consider whether It's not too proactive, how can I hang the other party better, it's too tiring.If you like someone, just say it directly!Thinking back to the person I had a crush on at first, when I went to two schools separately, I didn’t have the courage to confess when I never saw him again, and the current one, every time I say I like him, I have to think about the time and the situation. What I lacked at the beginning is the courage to say it. Now But it lacks the sincerity and honesty that can be said, whether it is the former or the latter, it is really terrible.

It took an hour to write the update after Valentine’s Day, but I still wish you a happy Valentine’s Day, and tell the people you like, I like you, I envy you, I love your courage and sincerity.

Aha, it seems to be all about courage. Sincerity also requires courage. The courage to love someone regardless of the outcome, regardless of whether it will be hurt or not, is too difficult, but also too happy, broken love How bitter is the bitter fruit of love, how beautiful was what I liked at that time.

I wish you have the courage to say you like it, to like it, and may your lover get married eventually.

happy Valentine's day.