After I became a divine judge [Comprehensive]

The word "death" shocked me for a while, and it took me a while to calm down, and then I couldn't help asking: "Why, why are there such rumors..."

I remember clearly writing the decision to leave in a letter and handing it over to the editor.

"Although I don't want to believe it." He sighed again, took out the phone from his pocket and pressed it for a while, and showed the screen in front of me: "Last July, the editor of Teacher Yecao received her suicide note After that, I went to her residence immediately, but when I arrived, Teacher Yecao had already left, and there was no news after that."

I saw the editor's tweet on the screen, and it was the last paragraph of my letter to her: "I have always been grateful for your care, this time I have thought about it, and decided to try another one that is not convenient to talk to you The road, that may be my ideal road.Farewell to you, I wish you all the best and nothing to worry about. '

"This, isn't this a normal farewell letter? Maybe she just changed jobs or something?" I was even more confused.

But when he said this, he showed a look of disapproval, and shook his head seriously: "That's not the case, novelists, especially those with a delicate and sensitive writing style like Mr. Ye Cao, what they write and say must be You can't just look at the superficial meaning, you need to analyze deeply to understand what she wants to express."

The word "deliberate" shows that Teacher Yecao has been suffering for a long time and finally couldn't bear it. It's not convenient to say a word to you, but it is a euphemistic expression that she finally couldn't bear the pain and decided to leave this world. If you read this sentence again, maybe It can be an ideal road, which shows that the teacher is actually confused and confused. After all, what is the world after death? Is it really ideal? No one knows, but there is still too much pain. The teacher still chose the unknown. Maybe the 'ideal' path."

"Finally, I bid farewell to you. May you be well and don't worry about it. This sentence has two layers of metaphors. First, it uses the formal sayounara, which means farewell forever, and makes the editor don't have to worry about it. I hope the editor will not worry about her. As for the second floor - "He pointed to my book "Like Flowers and Wind" on the bookshelf: "At the end of Mr. Yecao's novel, the hero's last love for the heroine There are similar lines in this letter, "Tomoko, I have been recruited. I bid farewell to you in this letter. I hope you are well in your hometown. Goodbye, don't worry about it." After that, the hero died on the battlefield. "

What he said was so reasonable that I couldn't refute what was wrong.

But, but, I don't, I'm not, it's not like this!I'm really just saying goodbye in the normal sense!

"Sorry, I talked too much at once." He coughed a bit embarrassedly: "I think Teacher Yecao is an excellent novelist. If you are interested in romance novels, I highly recommend you to borrow them." at a glance."

"...Thank you, thank you." I was silent for a few seconds and thanked him.

"You're welcome, you're a new member, right? My name is Yushi Ninzu. Although I'm not here often, you can ask me if you need help." "Yes, yes, my name is Sanjo Yuka, thank you..." I continued I thanked him once, and then we chatted for a while in front of the bookshelf. He also recommended me several other love novels, but he left later because he needed to go to tennis training.

During the short exchange, I felt that Renzu is also a good person.

There are so many good people in this school... It will always be like this in the future, right?I can adapt well here, right?The first day of school is almost over, everyone is very kind to me, getting along with my classmates is not as difficult as I imagined, and I even get a little happiness out of it.If possible, I hope that I can work hard to maintain this kind of school life.

However, although I feel that such a school life is not bad.

But I still can't help but miss everyone in Honmaru, want to go back, and want to go back soon to see everyone.

I think of Bodo who taught me English when I was in English class.When eating bento, I think of Candlestick Kiri, and think of the wasabi onigiri that Tsurumaru made for me.When I can finally talk about cosmetics and dress-up with girls of the same age, I think of teaching me these chaos and clear light, and when they mention that there are cute cats nearby, I think of retreating and his little tiger... and Sankaiyue, obviously it’s just a day. I didn't see him when I arrived, but I felt like I had been separated from him for a long time.Especially in the afternoon, when I was drinking tea with him, I was in class in the classroom, and I was so far away from him. The huge difference made me almost absent-minded. Attention is shifted back to the classroom.

But now, I am sitting in the activity classroom of the literature club, with a love novel recommended by my classmate Ninzu spread out in front of me, but my attention is not on the book, but on the wall clock on the wall.

At 5:[-] I can end the club activities and go back to Honmaru, but I have been feeling happy and impatient since [-]:[-], and now it is [-] minutes before the end, and I am starting to fidget.

I remember everyone said that they would come to pick me up. Today is the first day, will it be Sanriyue who will pick me up?Although whoever comes, I will be very happy.With such a mood in my arms, after the club activities ended, I almost jumped out of the activity room.

"Yuka-chan looks different from before, seems happy, what happened?" Jiko walked beside me, surprised by my behavior different from before.

"Is it? Well, that is, my family will come to pick me up, I am very happy." I realized that my emotions were too revealing, and I felt a little shy at once, but because of the joy, I managed to put away the overly enlarged expression on my face. smile.

"Hey, that's great." Zhenmei nodded, and then she suddenly pointed forward: "But something seems to have happened at the school gate."

I followed her direction and looked at the school gate which was still some distance away. I didn't know what happened, but there was a circle of classmates around there.Logically speaking, the gate of Ice Emperor's school is set so big that it will not be blocked.

"I don't know, but let's go there anyway." Jizi rubbed his head and came to the same conclusion as I thought in his heart: "After all, we have to pass there before we can go back."

We walked towards the school gate, and when we got closer, we realized that there were girls all around us. After finally passing through the surrounding crowd, I saw several girls standing at the school gate surrounded by girls wearing Mokichi with a troubled expression in modern clothes and Mikazuki with a calm smile.

Sanriyue wore the clothes I bought for him earlier... Wait, that's not the point.

"W-Where is this star coming to our school!? But why have I never seen a character who seems to be beyond human level!" I clearly heard Jizi gasp.

Indeed, indeed not human.I froze and looked at them, not knowing what to do for a moment.

Just walk up like this, okay?It seems a bit strange... But, don't be so close to him, don't be so close to him, I looked at Sanriyue surrounded by other girls, and an inexplicable sour feeling that I had never experienced before surged from my heart out.

I think I'm probably jealous.

I turned my head away subconsciously, but felt an invisible line suddenly became clear between me and him, which made me raise my head involuntarily, and met his eyes across the crowd.

"I found it." Even though there was a distance, I could hear what he was saying clearly, and then I saw him walking towards me, stopped in front of me under everyone's surprised eyes, and held my hand : "I received Yuka smoothly, very good, very good."

"...Mmm." I nodded, but suddenly he accidentally kissed my forehead, and the hands we held turned into interlocking fingers.

"Let's go home together." "Okay."

I just felt blood rushing to my head in a flash, joy and shyness covered my heart like syrup, making me lose the ability to perceive the outside world, and I barely had the strength left to respond to Wu Ji: "That, that , Wu Ji, thank you for coming to pick me up, that, let's go home."

……

One day at school can be said to be happy, talking with Mikayue and Wuji on the way is also very happy, but in the end there is still a feeling of tension and nerves. It was not until I returned to Honmaru that I felt completely relaxed.

"Thanks for your hard work, welcome home." When Brother Yiqi said this sentence, I finally realized why I always like to write this line in many ACG works.

"I'm back...!" Such a simple conversation can bring incomparable happiness.

I recall the memories of learning cartoons when I was a child, saying this sentence to the empty hallway when I came home, and getting no response, but now, it is completely different.

It's really "coming home" now.

With everyone waiting for me, the Honmaru where I can come back is not a home, but a home.

To celebrate my first day at school, Candlesticks prepared a very sumptuous meal.Honmaru did not have the rule of not talking when eating or sleeping, so today's dinner table was particularly lively because of going to school.

Everyone cared about me, so they asked a lot of questions, and because I wanted to share this very special day for me with you, I answered and stated everything in detail.We are like the idiot parents and idiot children in literary works, talking non-stop about going to school, which is very common for ordinary people, but this kind of chat makes me feel very happy, it is the kind of warmth that can make me happy The whole body feels as happy as being soaked in hot spring water.

I was praised by them, because I copied the notes of each class, because I had a bento with my friends, and I ate all the bento together, and even because of such a small thing as throwing two basketballs into the physical education class.

"It's just, it's just a small thing...others can easily do it." I was blushed by their compliments, and I stuttered feeling embarrassed.

"But that's someone else. My lord is very shy, but he did such a good job on the first day." Luan lay on my left shoulder, affirming me once again with a tone as if I had done something extraordinary.

"My lord is an excellent and good boy." Candlestick Kiri said this, and at the same time gave me another piece of strawberry Daifuku.

"Don't underestimate yourself." Zongsan also said something that seemed to be a compliment to me unexpectedly: "Now this is not going to embarrass us."

"Yes, when the Lord first came to Honmaru, he didn't dare to speak, but now he can go to school alone." Ishikimaru's words reminded me of the first time I came to Honmaru. At that time, I was afraid and regretted , I feel that everyone is terrible, and I dare not talk to everyone at all. Compared with the current scene, it is really different, but when I think about it carefully, it has only been less than a year.

Backing up his chin, a nostalgic look appeared on his face: "It was Lord Master who came at that time, it's really great."

At that time, Tui was the first to believe in me, followed by Sankayue, everyone.

If at that time, I spent all my courage to come to Honmaru, hoping to get it for everyone, if I was rejected again, I would not have the courage to continue to stay, and everything after that gave me courage, every Everything is essential.

If Ishikimaru hadn't given me the rice balls, I might have shrunk back. If Sankayue hadn't taken me to dinner, I would have stayed in the room forever. If... it was because they also extended a hand of acceptance to me, so Only then did I have the courage to trust back.

That's why we have today.

"Coming to Honmaru...It's great to meet everyone and to be able to trust each other."

In the past, I trusted them time and time again, and then my body was bruised, but fortunately, when we met, we still had the courage to trust each other.

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Sorry for the late update today QWQ

Extra Story Theater:

Issue [-]: "Good Boys Come Out" and "The Importance of Encouragement to the Growth of Teenagers". Everyone should read these two books carefully. I bought a set for everyone.

Candlestick cut: Real name and then recommend a copy of "Mrs. Chazhi's Parenting: Good Parents Are Good at Praising Children"

Zong San: What's the point of that... (Then stayed up all night watching it)