Misdiagnosed after being granted last wish by roommate

At this moment, facing Jiang Zhihai's shocked eyes, Gu Yang had no idea how he should react.

"Our awards ceremony will begin soon. Please stop moving around frequently, sit in your seats and wait to send blessings to the contestants. All staff in charge of awards, please gather at the rostrum." The voice of the radio suddenly sounded again.

In such a chaotic situation, a person as big-hearted as Coach Wang didn't notice the change in the atmosphere between them at all. When he heard the sound of the radio, he left in a hurry and ran towards the rostrum.

On the contrary, Qin Xian and Chen Weiwei immediately ran over and pulled them to the front row without any explanation, saying that they wanted to watch Xu Xiaobei go up to receive the award. Qin Xian's camera hanging around his neck never stopped. When I stood up, I started to shoot, the sound of clicking, clicking, and it was not much different from those little girls chasing stars.

At the moment when Coach Wang told the truth, Gu Yang thought that any intense situation did not happen, and they were dispersed by this series of events. I don't know if it was a coincidence or what, Chen Weiwei and Qin Xian pulled them over. He even happened to sit between them, separating them from each other.

Gu Yang didn't know whether he should be lucky or not. This feeling was like the expected storm was suddenly cut off by a thin layer of thatch, but it was only a matter of time before the thatch was blown away, and the storm would not disappear.

The awards ceremony was proceeding in an orderly manner, and everyone on and off the stage enjoyed themselves happily, but Gu Yang, who was sitting next to Chen Weiwei, didn't even dare to turn his head to look at Jiang Zhihai.

He didn't know if it was due to psychological reasons, but he felt that Jiang Zhihai's gaze seemed to be on him all the time, almost piercing a hole in his side face.

Gu Yang stared blankly at the scene on the stage, then slowly lowered his head, only staring at his wringing hands, but what was going on in his mind, even he didn't know .

The recent Gu Yang is indeed a bit carried away.

He thought that after setting a date for the confession, things would proceed step by step as he wanted, but he never thought about the unexpected coming.

Maybe he subconsciously made himself ignore those elements that would make people nervous and sad, and wanted to create more sweet experiences with Jiang Zhihai.

However, whether he wanted to take this sweet experience as Jiang Zhihai's unacceptable memories after him, or as a bargaining chip for Jiang Zhihai to forgive him, all became untestable with the appearance of this accident.

He just instantly understood that the unresolved problems will never be peacefully waiting for you to find a solution, it is like a bomb, it will suddenly burst open at some point, and you will pretend to be calm Fried to pieces.

He didn't know what he should be thinking now, let alone what Jiang Zhihai was thinking at the moment. This sudden change made his mind in a mess, and even the noise around him seemed to be muffled in his ears. In the water, there are only some humming sounds.

He just suddenly regretted it. If he immediately confessed the truth he knew when Jiang Zhihai told him about it, he wondered if Jiang Zhihai would forgive him more easily.

At least in this way, even if Jiang Zhihai couldn't accept him, he wouldn't regard him as a liar who cheated his feelings.

When people are waiting for the result, they will always have this kind of anxiety, among which regret is an extremely important one.

If there is another chance for him to choose again, in fact, he may not really say everything at that time.

Lu Ang's silver medal in the 400-meter medley and Xu Xiaobei's gold medal in the 1500-meter freestyle both came back with heavy trophies.

Yin Ge's award was directly received by a different person. He probably left after confronting them. Thinking about it, how could he really come on stage to receive a silver award in this kind of competition with his spirit.

When things were like this, Gu Yang felt even more embarrassed when he thought of his generous speech to Yin Ge in the lounge.

I don't know if Jiang Zhihai will feel that he is hypocritical because of this. He keeps saying that Jiang Yan Yinge doesn't respect him, but in fact he doesn't respect Jiang Zhihai either.

Falling in love with him without telling him the truth would cause much more serious harm than Yin Ge, an insignificant stranger.

Until Xu Xiaobei stepped down from the stage and returned to their side, Gu Yang didn't know what he was watching.

Other people on the stage still had a lot of prizes to collect, and there was still a group of people from the school waiting for them to go back to celebrate. They were really impatient to wait for the car from the Swimming Association, so they simply called a Didi and followed Jiang Zhihai's car. Back to school together.

Xu Xiaobei was so excited that he got into their car.

Because they were too excited, the few of them were bustling along the way, and they didn't even notice the undercurrent between the two people in the front seat, and even cue them from time to time when they were chatting.

"If you get drunk again later, you two should stop hugging and scolding the coach like last time!" Li Dawei patted the back of Gu Yang's chair from behind, "Gu Yang, you must be wise and safe this time. Stay away from Xu Xiaobei, he must be pissed off today, and he has to drink high!"

Gu Yang was like a frightened bird, he turned his head back in a panic, and nodded hastily, in fact, he didn't know what he promised.

Qin Xian wailed to Chen Weiwei: "Don't - we didn't see each other last time, but I still want to see it this time! Gu Yang must be cute when he's drunk!"

The girls left early last time, and it was a pity that they did not witness the scene where Gu Yang and Xu Xiaobei went berserk.

Xu Xiaobei argued with his face flushed: "Don't keep calling me so unstyled, okay? I'm not an alcoholic! I don't get drunk every time, okay? Occasionally, it's because of special circumstances!"

Qin Xian nodded perfunctorily: "Okay, okay, special circumstances, I don't believe today is not special enough!"

They were laughing and making noises, and Gu Yang felt restless when he heard it, but he didn't want them to stop, because without their laughter, it might be even more difficult for him to sit next to the silent Jiang Zhihai.

On the way back, Jiang Zhihai's speed was obviously a bit fast. He should have reached the maximum speed limit on the road section, and it took much less time than in the morning.

In order to avoid wasting time, the rest of the swimming team had already booked a place to celebrate and waited for them. Jiang Zhihai drove the car directly to the snack street, and then said the first sentence after getting in the car tonight: "You play, My mother will use this car tomorrow morning, and I can’t drink while driving anyway, so I won’t go and send the car back first.”

Xu Xiaobei said "ah" regretfully: "It's so boring to have one less person, let's call the driver back later, the driver fee...we have a few AA."

It seems that his economy is really in a hurry recently, and he even said such a lack of momentum, which immediately attracted another round of ridicule.

"Forget it, I'm a little tired from driving today." Jiang Zhihai reopened the driver's door, opened it and sat on it.

When Jiang Zhihai was not smiling, he really had an aura that strangers should not enter. Although there was no indifference in his expression, and the others did not notice that he was in a bad mood at the moment, but for some reason, they all felt that no matter how strong he was, he would stay. It was useless, and no one came to persuade me.

"Then drive carefully on the road, I will post all the interesting things to the group!" Qin Xian raised his mobile phone.

Jiang Zhihai nodded and closed the car door.

With that sound, Gu Yang's heart sank.

He lowered his head involuntarily. Along the way, the faint pain in his heart seemed to erupt suddenly at this moment, and the pain made him almost unable to stand still.

But the next moment, the window of that car came down, and Jiang Zhihai's unsmiling face appeared in front of him again.

"Why are you standing there? Get in the car." Jiang Zhihai gestured to him with his chin.

Gu Yang seemed to have caught the last life-saving rotten log before drowning, ran back to the front passenger door in a panic, opened the door and sat in.

Chen Weiwei said regretfully: "Ah... Gu Yang isn't going either? I want to see how drunk he is."

Jiang Zhihai turned the key: "I'm afraid I'll get sleepy on the road, so let him talk to me."

He said so, and of course it is impossible for other people to rob people by force. After a short farewell, Jiang Zhihai closed the window again, reversed the car into the driveway, and drove the person beside him who was sitting on pins and needles, away from the lively crowd. guy.

Without the original noise, Gu Yang realized that the car wasn't big enough. Otherwise, how could Jiang Zhihai feel so bored when the windows of the car were closed?

Leaving the others, Jiang Zhihai seemed to have lost the ability to speak again, and only pursed his lips tightly, looking at the front illuminated by the car lights.

He didn't speak, and Gu Yang didn't even dare to speak out.

When I fell in love secretly, I felt that the distance from the school to the villa was nothing. Even if I took the bus, as long as there was this person by my side, I felt that time seemed to pass by.

At this moment, it is precisely because of this person by my side that the journey seems so difficult and long.

No matter how difficult it is, it is just his feeling, and the time spent on this journey will not really be longer because of this, and the two arrived at the place soon.

The competition is over, no matter when they come, they don't have to experience the embarrassment of bumping into other people, but looking at the dark building under the moonlight, Gu Yang feels more disturbed in his heart.

He felt that he should say something to break the embarrassment, but his throat was so dry that he couldn't say a word.

Jiang Zhihai parked the car, and he got out of the car together, but the other party still ignored him, and walked quickly towards the building with the car keys.

Gu Yang followed behind him anxiously, the sadness in his heart seemed to be unknowingly greater than the guilt.

No matter what, he originally planned to make it clear to Jiang Zhihai during the winter vacation, at least he was betting on the possibility that Jiang Zhihai would not care about it, but the current situation clearly shows that he has lost the bet, no matter whether it is true or not. For Coach Wang's appearance, it doesn't matter to him whether the exposure is now or during the upcoming winter vacation.

If Jiang Zhihai really wants to break up with him, what's the point even if he gets a national scholarship?

Gu Yang knows that these two things cannot be compared together, but now his heart is really full of sadness, and even his thoughts have become disorganized.

The two walked silently to the door of the living room. When they saw Jiang Zhihai pushing the door in, Gu Yang still had no intention of answering him. Gu Yang had to stop.

In his heart, this door seemed to belong to Jiang Zhihai's private domain, and now that the other party didn't let him in, he, an unwelcome person, must not come uninvited.

Obviously, when he was in the small corridor tomorrow, he still kissed like that inseparable, but now, he has become a person who cannot enter Jiang Zhihai's house without authorization.

Gu Yang's heart seemed to be tightly clenched, and he couldn't breathe.

The glass door opened by Jiang Zhihai slowly closed in front of him again, as if the door of the other party's heart that was so easy to open to him was locked again in front of him.

Gu Yang's eyes became hot, and tears almost came out of his eyes.

Suddenly, the glass that was about to be closed was grabbed by the person inside, and Jiang Zhihai's angry voice came from inside: "What are you still doing standing outside? Why don't you come in?"

With his amnesty, Gu Yang followed him into the door fearfully, but was angrily dragged over the next moment and pushed him down on the sofa.

There was no light in the room, but the moonlight was very bright tonight, shining through the window and through the glass door in the room, so that they could at least see each other's expressions clearly.

"Have you not had a word to explain for so long?" Jiang Zhihai stared fiercely into his eyes.

Gu Yang's uncontrollable tears fell out of his eyes at once, and after the first drop, the second fell out. Those disobedient tears seemed to have been trapped in his eye sockets for a long time, scrambling for the first Flow out.

Gu Yang really didn't want to make himself look so embarrassed, he felt that crying when talking about business was simply cheating, he hurriedly raised his hand and wiped his eyes desperately, but even the explanation was in a strong crying voice: "I'm sorry I'm sorry... I'm sorry, what I don't want to cry is tears that fall by themselves."

Jiang Zhihai's storm that had been brewing for a long time froze at the moment when he saw his tears, unable to vent at all.

He pursed his lips heavily, unable to utter a word of complaint, but in this situation, just being watched quietly by him has already put a lot of psychological pressure on Gu Yang, and the more he wanted to stop his tears, the more he could cry. I couldn't stop it, and in the end, I simply put my arm over my eyes, refusing to let the other party see it.

It's just that he has been biting his lower lip resolutely, determined not to let himself choke up, and didn't even dare to say sorry.

Jiang Zhihai really had no way to deal with his rogue behavior.

He took a deep breath, pulled him up and sat down, and then slowly hugged him in his arms: "Why are you so embarrassed to cry?"

Gu Yang also felt that he was ashamed to cry, if he could hold back, he would like to hold back too.

"I even told you the things I was least likely to tell others, and I thought that at least we should be honest with each other." Jiang Zhihai couldn't help but get angry again, "Even this you have to hide Me, or am I just being self-indulgent? You don't take our relationship seriously at all?"

Speaking of this, he also felt aggrieved: "Anyway, I was the one who confessed first at the beginning. You are the kind of scumbag who doesn't take the initiative, refuses or takes responsibility, right?"

The more Gu Yang heard it, the more he felt that it wasn't the case, and he shook his head desperately in his arms: "No, no, no! I'm just afraid...the time you saved me and hurt you so badly, I was afraid that you would hate me, and I wanted to tell you many times , but I’m afraid you won’t want me after I tell you.”

With the last few words, he couldn't hold back his crying after all, that soft little voice melted away Jiang Zhihai's anger, like a kitten's paw, scratching him so hard that he couldn't get angry stand up.

He hated it so much that he could only coax: "Are you a fool?"

He held Gu Yang's face so that he had to look at him, then lowered his head and kissed him on the lips: "What does my family matter have to do with saving you? Could it be that my family will be happy if I don't save you?"

Gu Yang couldn't help but flatten his mouth because he was suppressing his sobs.

Jiang Zhihai's complaint suddenly became much gentler: "Okay, don't cry... I'm just, just angry that you hide this from me. How could I hate you, even if the person I saved wasn't You are just a stranger until now, and that incident is the only warmth in my life of learning to swim for me."

Gu Yang's grief filled his chest at this moment, and he couldn't react for a while: "You really don't hate me?"

"How could I hate you... I'm really glad I saved you back then." After saying such tender words, who knew that Jiang Zhihai suddenly pinched his chin so hard that he couldn't control his mouth He opened his eyes a little: "I really don't know what's going on in your mind all day long!"

Only then did Gu Yang turn around, and regardless of how strangely he squeezed his mouth, he just hugged his waist tightly and said in a muffled voice, "I'm scared to death, you ignored me all the way, I still I thought you were going to break up with me!"

This is really a thief crying catch a thief.

Jiang Zhihai didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Really? I thought you were going to tell me that you never liked me that much, and you wanted to break up with me?"

Gu Yang always felt like he was dreaming at the moment when the matter that had been in his heart for so long was resolved so easily.

Jiang Zhihai let go of his chin now, but he pinched his face hard again.

Jiang Zhihai hurriedly grabbed his hand, frowned and said, "What are you doing?"

Gu Yang smirked with tears in his eyes: "It's real, not a dream."

Seeing his stupid appearance, no matter how angry Jiang Zhihai felt, it disappeared.

He sighed helplessly, reached out and wiped his wet eyes, then wiped his cheeks and mouth...

Jiang Zhihai froze.

Gu Yang covered his nose embarrassingly, and said in a muffled voice, "Just a little runny nose...it always happens when people cry."

Jiang Zhihai wanted to rub his hands on him in disgust, but of course Gu Yang refused. The two people who were still in that condensed atmosphere suddenly started fighting on the sofa for some reason.

In terms of physical strength, Jiang Zhihai naturally had the upper hand again, easily pushing him down on the sofa again.

When the four eyes met, Gu Yang felt that he still had lingering fears.

He hugged the person pressing on him tightly, let out the depression remaining in his chest with a long sigh, and then said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I'm really only afraid that you will ignore me, so I think I can pass the exam." Find another time to tell you...at least we don't have to live in the dormitory together, and we don't need to be seen by others that you don't want to talk to me, I have a winter vacation for you to forgive me...if you are willing to forgive me. "

Hearing what he said, Jiang Zhihai really didn't know whether to feel moved or call him stupid.

"But..." Gu Yang changed the subject, "Do you feel like you've overlooked anything?"

Jiang Zhihai frowned slightly: "What's the matter?"

"The person who saved me ten years ago." Gu Yang's eyes became brighter because of the tears that had washed them away, and it was especially touching in this darkness. The people I want to see when my parents want to go back to see the coach, the people I want to see when I have saved my pocket money for a long time to go to the swimming competition, the people I want to get close to after moving the dormitory..."

With every word he said, Jiang Zhihai tightened his arms around him, and the tension in his expression was obvious.

Gu Yang's tone was so gentle, but for some reason it brought such a big shock: "There is also someone I have liked for ten years... Are you a fool? It took so long to think that this person is you."

It has never been about other people, and the person in my heart is always just you.