Misdiagnosed after being granted last wish by roommate
Chapter 67 Extra Story: AD Calcium Milk
It's freshman season again.
After more than half a year of operation, the swimming team really did not have the deserted scene in the past. The freshmen who signed up this year were very enthusiastic. Xu Xiaobei even canceled the plan of pretending to be a club to win over people like in previous years. The standard has been raised by another level. For this reason, the recruiting site had to be moved to the swimming pool. After a day of testing, several people were so tired that their backs ached.
In Xu Xiaobei's words: "It's even more exhausting than practicing swimming all day."
Qin Xian is also very insightful about this: "Captain Xu, you have changed! Last year I was so busy all day and I didn't see you as tired!"
Especially in the end of the busy work, they couldn't recruit a few newcomers, which was quite different from the current situation.
Xu Xiaobei chuckled, "I'm just kidding, I'm really floating a little bit lately."
It's not his fault. Although the competition he participated in last time was not too big, he was the one who beat the professional athletes at the meeting. The swimming team is running so well, and it is definitely due to his great contribution as the captain.
"Don't you still want to hit the Universiade? It's worth being a little bit tired. Maybe there will be some talented seedlings among the freshmen, and they will shock the audience." Chen Weiwei said.
Li Dawei drooped his head listlessly: "How can you find so many talented people? Instead of pinning your hopes on illusory newcomers, you might as well put all your energy on Lu Ang and Xiaobei."
"This is called fresh blood, understand? Xiaobei is about to go to practice. Even if he can participate in this Universiade, what will he do next year? Don't let him graduate?" Qin Xian clenched his fists full of hope, "It's so easy Let the swimming team become what it is now, but it can't be blown by like a gust of wind! Are you right, Gu Yang?"
She turned her gaze to Gu Yang who had been silent by the side, and as expected, she saw someone frowning, looking back and forth at the phone, as if she hadn't heard everyone's discussion in her heart at all.
But after hearing her call, Gu Yang finally woke up like a dream, and he blurted out while holding the phone: "Yes, you are right!"
"Come on! I don't believe what you heard her say just now!" Chen Weiwei laughed, "What? Didn't our Jiang model boyfriend Zhihai not reply to your message today?"
It's easy to hide things like falling in love from outsiders, but it's somewhat difficult to face such a group of people who get along day and night, and with these two careful girls in the team, the relationship between the two can't be concealed too long.
Jiang Zhihai didn't mean much to avoid taboos. After everyone knew about it, it became more natural to get along with Gu Yang. It can't be said that he was showing affection. In Qin Xian's words, it was love that came from the details unconsciously. Show it.
In short, it is very enviable.
Gu Yang took the phone back and stuffed it into his pocket: "Maybe he's still taking pictures, he's really been a little busy recently."
Since receiving the "hidden approval" from Gu's parents, Jiang Zhihai, who used to be indifferent to everything, suddenly became energetic, and soon agreed to his mother Lin Cai's request to continue filming commercials for him.
After graduating from senior year, you can borrow a considerable amount of start-up capital. This deal is very cost-effective no matter what.
It's just that in this way, there will always be a period of time in a month when he has to be busy, and Gu Yang is the only one left in the rented house of the two of them.
But even if he was left alone, Gu Yang was used to staying in the rented house. In the past six months, under the intentional or unintentional renovation of the two of them, the room gradually revealed more and more warmth, and there was a special dining table for eating. There is no need to make do with the dining chair on the desk. There is also a soft double sofa next to the desk, plus a small projector that Shen Jing kindly sponsored. Unconsciously, the warmth has been raised by several gears.In the room, there is also a bedside lamp in the shape of a paper lantern that Gu Yang found in the flea market when the last senior student left school. It made Gu Yang feel that this place is more and more like a home.
Even if Jiang Zhihai is not here for the time being, he still wants to stay at home.
It's not often that Jiang Zhihai is too busy to go home, and he can't even bear this separation.
It's just that today is really different.
He also confirmed repeatedly during the day that Jiang Zhihai's filming work can be completed today, and he will definitely rush home for dinner.
But now, Jiang Zhihai doesn't know what's going on, he doesn't respond to WeChat, and the phone doesn't work. This kind of situation is really rare. Although Gu Yang is worried, he has no other way to contact him, so he can only wait anxiously.
What's more, he was also afraid that Jiang Zhihai hadn't finished filming, and his continuous calling would affect his filming.
It wasn't a big deal at first, and it wouldn't be a big deal if he couldn't make it back in time, but Gu Yang couldn't stop worrying, he just wanted to go home early and wait.
After rejecting everyone's proposal to go to dinner together, Gu Yang rode on his electric bike and rode very impatiently along the way.
Normally, if Jiang Zhihai had come back, he would definitely buy some vegetables to take home this trip, but when he was riding past the vegetable market, he stopped and hesitated, then turned the handlebar again and left.
I don't have much interest in cooking when I stay alone, so I just make do with it.
After returning home without hindrance, he turned the doorknob. Before he could leave the entrance, he heard the noise of variety shows coming from the living room.
Gu Yang was overjoyed, and while changing his shoes, he blurted out, "You're back? I couldn't get through on the phone, and I thought you couldn't finish filming today, and you didn't even buy food, so I'll go shopping later. "
As soon as the words fell, he also walked through the entrance, met the eyes of the person standing by the stool, and stood there in embarrassment, even stopping halfway to take off the backpack: "Auntie? You...you and know Did you come with the sea?"
The longer they were together, the more dissatisfied Jiang Zhihai was with his title of "Brother Hai", and before he knew it, he had changed it for a long time.
And the person he calls "Auntie" is Jiang Zhihai's biological mother, Lin Cai.
Jiang Zhihai wasn't close to her, and Gu Yang was even more unfamiliar with her. He met her unexpectedly in the hut where the two lived together. He didn't know if the other party saw something, and he couldn't help feeling a little flustered.
He asked, and subconsciously glanced at the bedroom, kitchen and bathroom in several directions, but there seemed to be no movement anywhere.
Lin Cai was also a little cautious in front of him: "Yes, I sent him back and said that I wanted to follow him to take a look. He is now shopping for vegetables. He has been there for a while, and he will probably be back soon."
Gu Yang took off his backpack and hung it on a shelf beside him: "I didn't answer my calls to him, so I thought he hadn't finished filming, otherwise I'd just buy some vegetables by the way."
He tried his best to speak lightly, but there was still some tension in his tone.
"Oh, he left his mobile phone in the car on rest today. I'll ask my assistant to bring it back for him tomorrow." Lin Cai uncomfortably brushed a strand of hair behind her ear. It could be seen that after she left Jiang Yan Living a good life, the skin condition in her 40s looks at least ten years younger, and the light makeup on her face makes her look bright and dazzling. If you look closely for a while, you will find Jiang Zhihai's handsome facial features Inherited from her, especially the pair of narrow and long phoenix eyes, which seem to be more charming on a woman's face.
Just based on this appearance, Gu Yang couldn't help but feel a little affection for her.
"I heard from Zhihai that the two of you live together now." Lin Cai broke the embarrassment again and asked.
But hearing her questioning, Gu Yang felt even more embarrassed.
He didn't know if Jiang Zhihai had revealed anything other than "living together".
Moreover, thinking about the only double bed in the bedroom, even if Jiang Zhihai didn't say anything superfluous, he would inevitably feel guilty in front of Lin Cai.
But Gu Yang replied honestly: "Yes, I also live here...the swimming team has been a little busy recruiting newcomers these two days, and I haven't cleaned it up too much. It's a bit messy."
Speaking of these homely topics, Lin Cai's expression became much more relaxed: "The two boys have already cleaned up very well."
Gu Yang was still worrying about what topic to continue, so he heard the door click and opened it from the outside again.
The relatively speechless two people breathed a sigh of relief, and looked towards the door. Gu Yang stepped forward to meet him, and took the two large bags of vegetables in Jiang Zhihai's hands.
"Don't tell me in advance." He wrinkled his nose and complained with his mouth.
Jiang Zhihai hurriedly kissed him on the lips through the obstruction of the entrance, before bending over to change his shoes: "I forgot my phone in the car, only to realize that I am used to contacting through WeChat, and I don't even remember your phone number, write it down for me later , I’ll memorize it, and you have to memorize mine too.”
His tone of voice was extremely relaxed, as if he didn't regard Lin Cai's arrival as a very serious matter at all, and the relationship revealed in these words was also slightly intimate, but it was just an accidental forgetting to bring his mobile phone, I'm afraid no one Will specifically tell friends to remember each other's mobile phone numbers.
Gu Yang vaguely agreed.
"Zhihai is back?" Lin Cai followed suit.
After Jiang Zhihai changed his shoes, he took the bag from Gu Yang's hand.
"Mom, I'll cook first, you can continue to watch the show and wait." Jiang Zhihai was very polite to Lin Cai, but compared to the tone he spoke with Gu Yang, it was less intimate anyway.
Lin Cai followed a few steps: "Can you do it? How about me?"
"I can't make any hard dishes, but I usually make homemade ones. You are not familiar with our small kitchen, so just wait." Jiang Zhihai said casually, "Besides, you haven't tasted my cooking."
His gaze landed on Gu Yang again: "He's the only one who's eaten what I've made. He's been praising it all the time. I don't know if it's true or not. You just happened to help identify it today."
Ever since he entered the door, Jiang Zhihai's every sentence seemed extremely ordinary, but every word and every sentence seemed to reveal the intimacy between him and Gu Yang which was different from ordinary people.
Gu Yang was only listening from the sidelines, feeling terrified.
Regarding the relationship between the two, he is not afraid of any exposure. Now not only many friends know that they are a couple, but even his parents are only a layer of window paper that has not been pierced in front of Jiang Zhihai before officially accepting it.
But when he thought that it was Jiang Zhihai's mother standing in front of them, he still felt a little unspeakably uneasy.
No matter what outsiders think, he can ignore it, but he still can't help but hope that the most important person to Jiang Zhihai will not object to his existence.
This anxiety made him dare not even stay alone in the living room with Lin Cai.
"Auntie, sit down first, I'll go in and help him." After Gu Yang finished speaking, he hurriedly followed Jiang Zhihai into the kitchen.
Jiang Zhihai had expected that he would follow him a long time ago, sorted the vegetables in the bag, and looked back at him with a smile: "What? Nervous?"
There is no sound insulation anywhere in this small house, and his voice was also suppressed.
With a sad face, Gu Yang also complained in a low voice: "If I had known, I would have had dinner with them before coming back."
He took the cauliflower, and before he got the food tray, he heard Jiang Zhihai say: "That's not okay, I have to eat at home today."
Gu Yang's heart moved, and he raised his eyes to look at him, only to find that Jiang Zhihai looked at him with obvious seriousness in his eyes.
He stammered, "Why?"
Jiang Zhihai remembered something, and suddenly smiled: "Celebrate the first anniversary of your moving into the dormitory?"
Gu Yang's eyes lit up, "You remember!"
At that time, to Jiang Zhihai, he was just a strange roommate who had just moved into the dormitory for the first day. Gu Yang thought he would not care about such a boring day.
In a moment of forgetfulness, he even forgot to hide from the people in the living room, and shouted too loudly.
After yelling, he realized his own volume belatedly, and hurriedly closed his mouth again.
This bewildered look inevitably made Jiang Zhihai laugh a little.
Gu Yang patted him on the shoulder in frustration, and reprimanded him in a low voice, "Cook well!"
When two people live together, cooking usually means that whoever has less class will do the cooking. If both of them have no class, they will nest in the kitchen and choose to wash and wash together. It doesn't matter who does the cooking.But today, since Lin Cai was here, Gu Yang sensibly did not intervene. He steamed the rice and washed the dishes together with him. After suffering too much, he went back to the living room.
"You can eat it in a while." Sitting with Lin Cai, he was still a little embarrassed.
Fortunately, because the projector was turned on, the lights in the guest room were not turned on on purpose, and nothing else could be seen except the light on the screen. Otherwise, it would be even more embarrassing for the two of them to sit like this.
"I heard from Zhihai that this was given by your mother?" Lin Cai was at a loss for words.
Gu Yang didn't expect them to even mention this. He froze for a moment, nodded hurriedly, and then smiled embarrassingly, "Actually, I asked for it, and my mother even scolded me a few times, saying that I don't do my job properly and come to school. Still thinking about these."
After speaking, he felt that he seemed to be talking too much nonsense, and scratched the back of his head even more embarrassedly.
Unexpectedly, Lin Cai's expression was somewhat envious.
She pondered for a while, and said, "If you need anything in the future, you can tell me."
It was only then that Gu Yang realized that his words sounded inappropriate from Lin Cai's point of view, so he hurriedly explained: "Auntie, that's not what I meant..."
Lin Cai smiled at him comfortingly, but there was a bit of melancholy in her smile: "I know, this is what I mean."
Lin Cai was still about to say something, when Jiang Zhihai's voice of putting the food into the pot came from the kitchen, it sounded loud and clear, as if it was coming from beside her.
Lin Cai subconsciously looked in the direction of the kitchen, hesitated to speak.
Gu Yang understood, turned his head, and yelled at Jiang Zhihai who was cooking: "I'll take my aunt around to buy some drinks and come back. I leave my phone at home. If you have something to do, call my aunt."
"Okay!" Jiang Zhihai responded, and then said, "Do you have her number in your phone?"
Similarly, he didn't remember Lin Cai's mobile phone number at all, but until now, he didn't seem to want to keep her number in his heart.
He didn't notice it himself, but Gu Yang clearly felt that Lin Cai's eyes darkened again.
However, Lin Cai's subtle emotions were quickly covered up by her.
She took out her mobile phone and said to Gu Yang, "Let's just add a WeChat account. If you can't find Zhihai like today, you can still find me."
Gu Yang added her friends and left his phone at home, so he took her out together.
It's still early, it's dinner time, and it's bustling outside, but most of the people coming and going are students. Lin Cai is dressed elegantly and gracefully. Unintentional glance.
But Lin Cai didn't pay attention to other people's eyes, and her worry became more obvious after leaving the house.
Gu Yang spoke first with understanding: "Is it not convenient for Auntie to say something in front of Brother Hai?"
Subconsciously, at this time, Gu Yang still called out Jiang Zhihai in the past.
Lin Cai turned her head to look at him, as if she meant something: "You guys really have a good relationship."
For a moment, Gu Yang didn't know how to continue with these words.
Lin Cai smiled: "You don't have to be so nervous... Although Zhihai never told me about your relationship, he never evaded it in front of me."
Hearing that she knew that he and Jiang Zhihai were lovers, Gu Yang couldn't help being a little shocked even though he had a premonition.
Lin Cai continued: "But I'd rather he hide it from me—or bring you to me for a formal introduction."
Before Gu Yang could resolve the shock in his heart, he heard her melancholy again.
He hastily suppressed his emotions, but was still a little at a loss for the situation in front of him: "Auntie..."
Lin Cai smiled embarrassingly again: "I think Zhihai told you about our situation. I was not good at the beginning. I didn't take the responsibility that a mother should have. I couldn't even protect him, so I just cared about it. look at yourself."
The more she talked, the more bitter the smile on Lin Cai's face became.
"Auntie, don't say that..." Gu Yang had to admit that even if Jiang Yan was the only one he knew was wrong intellectually, Lin Cai was just a victim, but when he thought of how Jiang Zhihai knew how to sacrifice himself to protect his mother as a child, he felt so deeply in his heart. He still couldn't help complaining to Lin Cai.
At least...you can try to take him with you.
Gu Yang knew that he thought this was from an outsider's condescending angle, but he couldn't control his heart.
But now facing Lin Cai's self-resentment, a kind of sympathy spontaneously arose in his heart.
These two emotions coexist in the bottom of his heart, so that he didn't know what he was feeling for a moment, so he could only comfort him formulaically: "That situation is beyond your control, both of you are innocent."
Lin Cai suddenly said something off topic: "Do you still call your mother 'you' when you talk to your mother?"
Gu Yang was stunned.
Lin Cai smiled wryly and shook her head: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean you...and I didn't want to blame Zhihai. After walking away for a few years and seeing each other again, Zhihai was already an older child. I could feel that he didn't mean to He alienated me, but as soon as he spoke, I knew we were alienated. He was so clingy to me when he was young, how could he use the word 'you' to me. I have been absent from his life for too long..."
She turned her head to look like Gu Yang again: "I'm not afraid of making fun of you when I say it. I can't help being envious when I hear his tone of voice when talking about your mother. That kind of intimacy is something I've been dreaming of all these years. He and your mother are no different. We've known each other for more than half a year, how can you be closer than me?"
Speaking of this, she seemed to be afraid that Gu Yang would not feel comfortable listening to these words, and then explained: "I'm not blaming him, I just... don't know how to get closer to him, and I'm a little envious of your mother. "
Gu Yang thought about the situation when his mother got along with Jiang Zhihai. Although Jiang Zhihai kept calling him an aunt, Shen Jing clearly treated him as half a son. No matter what she bought, she always made duplicates. The same is true.
Needless to say, material gifts, Gu Yang knew that with Lin Cai's conditions, Jiang Zhihai could provide Jiang Zhihai with much higher living conditions than his own mother, but the things that can bring people closer to each other are often the things that are most related to money. irrelevant.
"I heard from Zhihai that you would follow him when he was filming?" Gu Yang asked.
In fact, I also want to know that if Lin Cai's psychology is followed, let alone Jiang Zhihai's offer to borrow money, as long as he wants it, she may be willing to give him what she has without even blinking an eyelid. In exchange, I'm afraid it's just to spend more time with him.
Lin Cai nodded: "I want to spend more time with him."
The answer was as expected.
But immediately after Lin Cai's words, she was a little disappointed: "But it feels like he really doesn't need me anymore. So I said that just now, not because I thought I had to buy whatever your mother helped buy, but... I really Hope he has something he needs, the first person that comes to mind is me, you understand?"
Gu Yang can understand her thoughts, but he who gets along with Jiang Zhihai day and night, is more able to understand his lover's inner world.
He pondered for a while, and the next words began to become a little uncomfortable: "I heard from Zhihai that you had another son later, didn't you?"
Lin Cai didn't know why he would ask this, but at this time, when she mentioned another marriage relationship that made her more comfortable, it was obvious that her mentality became a little more relaxed, and even her face eased a lot: "Yes Ah, his name is Song Yue, he just entered elementary school this year, but Zhihai is more obedient and very mischievous."
"Although such a question is not appropriate for such a young child, but...if Song Yue is the same age as Zhihai now, and he says he will make a meal for you, you will sit down obediently like a guest." Shall we wait then?" Gu Yang's questioning was also a little cautious, no matter what, his way of asking was a bit rude to an elder.
Lin Cai was stunned.
"My mother has never been here, but every weekend he will come home with me." Gu Yang hesitated a bit when he spoke, as if he was thinking about whether he should speak so bluntly, "It's not like he hasn't tried My family cooks, but usually my mother kicks me out of the kitchen because the technique is too clumsy. Of course, my mother may not be right to do so, but the intimacy contained in it may be what he needs now. "
Unknowingly, Lin Cai had already stopped in her tracks, her face also dazed.
"You have been separated for too long, and when we meet again, you already have another child who has grown up under your careful care, but there is no one around him who can replace the role of mother." Gu Yang said these words are not In order to be harsh, it’s just that these thoughts occasionally pop up in his mind in private, and he can’t help feeling distressed, “He doesn’t blame you, but he doesn’t know how to get back to the way you were before. I know you have the mentality of repaying him for everything he asks. , but this kind of politeness also made him feel that he is different from Song Yue."
Tears glistened in Lin Cai's eyes.
Her lips trembled for a long time before she asked in a low voice, "Did he tell you?"
Gu Yang shook his head: "If you understand him well enough, you will understand that he will not say these things to anyone on purpose, because these feelings are all in his subconscious, and he may not even have a systematic understanding of them himself. In his eyes, you are his mother, and he even likes Song Yue as a younger brother, but he no longer gets along with you. He has grown up like this since he was a child, so please forgive me, you should teach him to approach him, not Waiting for him to learn by himself. In terms of feelings, he is actually very clumsy. He can get along well with my parents because they don’t feel guilty about Zhihai. I need this kind of indiscriminate love from the elders... that's all. It's not because my parents are better than you."
Gu Yang was thinking a lot, but the words he used were subconsciously euphemistic: "For example, during the Chinese New Year, if I hadn't found out, he would have passed school alone..."
Lin Cai was stunned for a moment: "But what he said is that he will stay in the Northeast for a year before coming back."
"Didn't you ever think that this might be his excuse? On a big day like the Chinese New Year, if I say that I want to go out with my friends, even if my mother agrees, she will definitely criticize me." Gu Yang felt that he would also You can't make an analogy like this. After all, he and his mother have had a deep relationship since they were young, and they have never been separated. "It's just... If you can ask a few more questions, he will definitely reveal... He is not a good liar."
Jiang Zhihai never blamed his mother, and Gu Yang, as a latecomer who just joined his life, has no position to blame him.
What's more, Jiang Yan, the real culprit, was there, and Gu Yang couldn't help but reflect in private, whether the trace of resentment towards Lin Cai in his heart was too much.
His words were like a flash of lightning that instantly illuminated Lin Cai's heart.
Just like what Gu Yang said, she has always had a strong compensatory mentality towards Jiang Zhihai, and she almost responded to every request, but perhaps because of this, the number of times the child was willing to speak to her became less and less.
In fact, Lin Cai always had a kind of fear in her heart. She was really afraid that if this continued, her son would walk out of his life again, and it was not because of helplessness, but quietly and irreparably washed away by time.
So this time when Jiang Zhihai proposed to borrow money, while Lin Cai was happy, he also put forward some unprecedented conditions.
She just wanted to have a deeper bond with her son.
But in these days of getting along, she found that she was really powerless to deal with the situation between the two of them.
The son was very polite to her, and he was very gentle when he took care of his younger brother, but this kind of politeness and gentleness... were too polite, as if they were just strangers who needed to get along with them for a short time.
Gu Yang's words undoubtedly helped her find the crux of the matter in an instant.
Lin Cai's lips trembled: "I didn't expect..."
"This question is not difficult to think of." Gu Yang quickly interrupted her. He was always kind to others, but he was rarely so sharp.
Although Lin Cai was still looking at him, her eyes were obviously flickering.
"It may be offensive for me to say this, but I think it's not that you can't think of such a thing, but that you want to avoid it subconsciously. Perhaps what you fear most is that he doesn't really blame you." Gu Yang didn't repeat Hesitating, but said out loudly, "You are afraid that after you take the initiative to approach, you will find that the final result is still the same. As long as you don't do it, the ending will be unknown. You don't dare to know whether she is blaming you... Of course, this is also true. It's just my crazy guess, if I guess wrong, I apologize to you now."
Lin Cai stared at him blankly for a long time, then lowered her voice and said, "Is that so? Actually, I don't even dare to think about it myself."
Gu Yang looked at her teary eyes, and couldn't bear it: "Sorry, I seem to have talked too much."
"No, you don't need to apologize." Lin Cai raised her hand to stop his self-criticism, and even smiled a little stiffly, "I should thank you, knowing that you are always thinking of him, I can rest assured Quite a few."
She lowered her eyes, and the mascara that was originally flawlessly applied became a little obvious because of the tears she repeatedly blinked: "You are right, I... I was sorry for him in the first place, and I am now. I hope that he can be like Yue Yue Get close to me, act like a baby to me, but don't dare to take the initiative too much. I'm just afraid... I'm afraid that if I take the initiative and he still keeps me in the air like this, I won't be able to bear it. You are right...you said That's right, if I don't even dare to give this bit of courage, how can I be a mother."
Looking at her tears, Gu Yang felt uncomfortable: "I don't want you to blame yourself... But, I know he needs you very much, and it's also my selfishness, so I can't bear to point him out, so I'm here to tell you ...Actually, if you think the current state is better, you can keep it like this. There is no such thing as whether you are worthy of being a mother. You also have your own life. It is everyone's right to want to live a comfortable life …What he lacks from you, I will try my best to make up for him.”
Lin Cai's face was a little hot: "You are really a child... If I can't get close to him, how can I talk about comfort? I have been more comfortable than him for several years selfishly. How can I talk about selfishness?"
"Auntie, don't say that..." Gu Yang smiled awkwardly, "A kind person would blame himself like this, and the most extreme person would not feel any guilt towards you at all. I just... I just... I want to make your relationship better."
He stretched out his arms comfortingly, wanting to give Lin Cai a comforting hug, but they obviously didn't know that well.
Lin Cai noticed his movement, leaned over and hugged him, buried her face in his shoulder, and said softly, "Thank you."
He said something to her, but when he heard her thank you, Gu Yang felt a little embarrassed for a moment, so he could only reply restrainedly: "You're welcome...I'm sorry."
This hug was short, but it seemed to have given Lin Cai a lot of strength.
She straightened up, tapped her wet eyes with her finger, took out a small mirror from her bag to look at her makeup, and then said to Gu Yang, "What do you want to drink?"
"Huh?" Gu Yang was stunned.
"Didn't you tell me to buy a drink? What do you want to drink? Auntie will buy it for you." Lin Cai smiled at him.
Gu Yang couldn't help but sigh in admiration in his heart. Just now, he still looked like a sad person who couldn't control himself, but now he looks like a different person. Lin Cai's recovery ability is really good, which made him understand why after leaving Jiang Yan, she A new life started quickly.
Maybe this is her original face, but Jiang Yan's controlling violence to her is like boiling a frog in warm water. With her guilt slowly seeping through, it will corrode her heart and make her irresistible.
"I can do both, but Zhihai likes AD calcium milk the most." Gu Yang secretly said.
Lin Cai was stunned: "I thought he didn't like to drink these flavored things, and he always bought mineral water when he went out."
But Gu Yang's words also blew away the fog in her memory.
When he was a child, he did say that he wanted to buy it... only once, but he was severely reprimanded by Jiang Yan.
That reprimand was really nothing in their lives, and Lin Cai had already forgotten it.
But now that Gu Yang mentioned it, she felt even more guilty.
She was not just a mother who couldn't buy him a bottle of AD calcium milk under Jiang Yan's oppression.
She didn't even remember her son's desire.
Life at that time was too dark, and she cared more about the fists falling on her body, so she had no energy to think about other things.
But the child who needed her protection was also living in the darkness. At least she could remember his desire.
Not wanting to continue to fall into such endless self-pity, Lin Cai took a deep breath and smiled at him: "Let's go! Auntie is going to buy AD calcium milk for you!"
Ten minutes later, Jiang Zhihai, who was half-cooked, was pushed out of the kitchen by Lin Cai, with a bottle of calcium milk with a straw inserted in his hand, looking at Gu Yang with a puzzled expression on his face.
"Apron, give me the apron too!" Lin Cai leaned out again.
Gu Yang hurried forward, stripped off Jiang Zhihai's apron, and handed it to her.
Jiang Zhihai frowned at Gu Yang inquiringly.
Gu Yang spread out his hands, looking helpless.
"Mom... I'll do it." Jiang Zhihai still wanted to go in.
"Why are you here? Look at the potato shreds you cut, they are thicker than ham sausage, go sit and wait, I can make it faster." Lin Cai finished speaking, thought for a while, and added, "Your kitchen If it doesn’t go well, just a frying pan, and later you take Gu Yang to eat at home, and Mom will make some special ones for Gu Yang to try.”
Jiang Zhihai opened his mouth, but Gu Yang bumped into him before remembering to answer: "Ah, yes..."
After he finished speaking, he turned his head and asked Gu Yang in a low voice, "What did you tell her? Huh?"
Gu Yang's expression was inscrutable: "I won't tell you!"
"Say it or not!" Jiang Zhihai narrowed his eyes dangerously, but he was holding a bottle of calcium milk in his hand, his appearance was really not convincing at all.
Instead, Gu Yang couldn't help but burst out laughing.
"What are you laughing laughing?"
"Hey! Auntie is here! Don't make trouble—I was wrong!"
Lin Cai, who was cutting meat with her head down in the kitchen, paused when she heard the noise outside, and the lines on her face softened.
What is she worried about?
The son will obviously not refuse her approach...
Originally, she was somewhat worried about the fact that her son had found a boyfriend, but now that she thinks about it, if this person is Gu Yang...it seems to be much better than any other person.
It doesn't matter whether it's appropriate or not about feelings.
To ask the hearts of those two people.
The author has something to say: Hey, it’s been so long since the episode, I can’t find a reason!
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After more than half a year of operation, the swimming team really did not have the deserted scene in the past. The freshmen who signed up this year were very enthusiastic. Xu Xiaobei even canceled the plan of pretending to be a club to win over people like in previous years. The standard has been raised by another level. For this reason, the recruiting site had to be moved to the swimming pool. After a day of testing, several people were so tired that their backs ached.
In Xu Xiaobei's words: "It's even more exhausting than practicing swimming all day."
Qin Xian is also very insightful about this: "Captain Xu, you have changed! Last year I was so busy all day and I didn't see you as tired!"
Especially in the end of the busy work, they couldn't recruit a few newcomers, which was quite different from the current situation.
Xu Xiaobei chuckled, "I'm just kidding, I'm really floating a little bit lately."
It's not his fault. Although the competition he participated in last time was not too big, he was the one who beat the professional athletes at the meeting. The swimming team is running so well, and it is definitely due to his great contribution as the captain.
"Don't you still want to hit the Universiade? It's worth being a little bit tired. Maybe there will be some talented seedlings among the freshmen, and they will shock the audience." Chen Weiwei said.
Li Dawei drooped his head listlessly: "How can you find so many talented people? Instead of pinning your hopes on illusory newcomers, you might as well put all your energy on Lu Ang and Xiaobei."
"This is called fresh blood, understand? Xiaobei is about to go to practice. Even if he can participate in this Universiade, what will he do next year? Don't let him graduate?" Qin Xian clenched his fists full of hope, "It's so easy Let the swimming team become what it is now, but it can't be blown by like a gust of wind! Are you right, Gu Yang?"
She turned her gaze to Gu Yang who had been silent by the side, and as expected, she saw someone frowning, looking back and forth at the phone, as if she hadn't heard everyone's discussion in her heart at all.
But after hearing her call, Gu Yang finally woke up like a dream, and he blurted out while holding the phone: "Yes, you are right!"
"Come on! I don't believe what you heard her say just now!" Chen Weiwei laughed, "What? Didn't our Jiang model boyfriend Zhihai not reply to your message today?"
It's easy to hide things like falling in love from outsiders, but it's somewhat difficult to face such a group of people who get along day and night, and with these two careful girls in the team, the relationship between the two can't be concealed too long.
Jiang Zhihai didn't mean much to avoid taboos. After everyone knew about it, it became more natural to get along with Gu Yang. It can't be said that he was showing affection. In Qin Xian's words, it was love that came from the details unconsciously. Show it.
In short, it is very enviable.
Gu Yang took the phone back and stuffed it into his pocket: "Maybe he's still taking pictures, he's really been a little busy recently."
Since receiving the "hidden approval" from Gu's parents, Jiang Zhihai, who used to be indifferent to everything, suddenly became energetic, and soon agreed to his mother Lin Cai's request to continue filming commercials for him.
After graduating from senior year, you can borrow a considerable amount of start-up capital. This deal is very cost-effective no matter what.
It's just that in this way, there will always be a period of time in a month when he has to be busy, and Gu Yang is the only one left in the rented house of the two of them.
But even if he was left alone, Gu Yang was used to staying in the rented house. In the past six months, under the intentional or unintentional renovation of the two of them, the room gradually revealed more and more warmth, and there was a special dining table for eating. There is no need to make do with the dining chair on the desk. There is also a soft double sofa next to the desk, plus a small projector that Shen Jing kindly sponsored. Unconsciously, the warmth has been raised by several gears.In the room, there is also a bedside lamp in the shape of a paper lantern that Gu Yang found in the flea market when the last senior student left school. It made Gu Yang feel that this place is more and more like a home.
Even if Jiang Zhihai is not here for the time being, he still wants to stay at home.
It's not often that Jiang Zhihai is too busy to go home, and he can't even bear this separation.
It's just that today is really different.
He also confirmed repeatedly during the day that Jiang Zhihai's filming work can be completed today, and he will definitely rush home for dinner.
But now, Jiang Zhihai doesn't know what's going on, he doesn't respond to WeChat, and the phone doesn't work. This kind of situation is really rare. Although Gu Yang is worried, he has no other way to contact him, so he can only wait anxiously.
What's more, he was also afraid that Jiang Zhihai hadn't finished filming, and his continuous calling would affect his filming.
It wasn't a big deal at first, and it wouldn't be a big deal if he couldn't make it back in time, but Gu Yang couldn't stop worrying, he just wanted to go home early and wait.
After rejecting everyone's proposal to go to dinner together, Gu Yang rode on his electric bike and rode very impatiently along the way.
Normally, if Jiang Zhihai had come back, he would definitely buy some vegetables to take home this trip, but when he was riding past the vegetable market, he stopped and hesitated, then turned the handlebar again and left.
I don't have much interest in cooking when I stay alone, so I just make do with it.
After returning home without hindrance, he turned the doorknob. Before he could leave the entrance, he heard the noise of variety shows coming from the living room.
Gu Yang was overjoyed, and while changing his shoes, he blurted out, "You're back? I couldn't get through on the phone, and I thought you couldn't finish filming today, and you didn't even buy food, so I'll go shopping later. "
As soon as the words fell, he also walked through the entrance, met the eyes of the person standing by the stool, and stood there in embarrassment, even stopping halfway to take off the backpack: "Auntie? You...you and know Did you come with the sea?"
The longer they were together, the more dissatisfied Jiang Zhihai was with his title of "Brother Hai", and before he knew it, he had changed it for a long time.
And the person he calls "Auntie" is Jiang Zhihai's biological mother, Lin Cai.
Jiang Zhihai wasn't close to her, and Gu Yang was even more unfamiliar with her. He met her unexpectedly in the hut where the two lived together. He didn't know if the other party saw something, and he couldn't help feeling a little flustered.
He asked, and subconsciously glanced at the bedroom, kitchen and bathroom in several directions, but there seemed to be no movement anywhere.
Lin Cai was also a little cautious in front of him: "Yes, I sent him back and said that I wanted to follow him to take a look. He is now shopping for vegetables. He has been there for a while, and he will probably be back soon."
Gu Yang took off his backpack and hung it on a shelf beside him: "I didn't answer my calls to him, so I thought he hadn't finished filming, otherwise I'd just buy some vegetables by the way."
He tried his best to speak lightly, but there was still some tension in his tone.
"Oh, he left his mobile phone in the car on rest today. I'll ask my assistant to bring it back for him tomorrow." Lin Cai uncomfortably brushed a strand of hair behind her ear. It could be seen that after she left Jiang Yan Living a good life, the skin condition in her 40s looks at least ten years younger, and the light makeup on her face makes her look bright and dazzling. If you look closely for a while, you will find Jiang Zhihai's handsome facial features Inherited from her, especially the pair of narrow and long phoenix eyes, which seem to be more charming on a woman's face.
Just based on this appearance, Gu Yang couldn't help but feel a little affection for her.
"I heard from Zhihai that the two of you live together now." Lin Cai broke the embarrassment again and asked.
But hearing her questioning, Gu Yang felt even more embarrassed.
He didn't know if Jiang Zhihai had revealed anything other than "living together".
Moreover, thinking about the only double bed in the bedroom, even if Jiang Zhihai didn't say anything superfluous, he would inevitably feel guilty in front of Lin Cai.
But Gu Yang replied honestly: "Yes, I also live here...the swimming team has been a little busy recruiting newcomers these two days, and I haven't cleaned it up too much. It's a bit messy."
Speaking of these homely topics, Lin Cai's expression became much more relaxed: "The two boys have already cleaned up very well."
Gu Yang was still worrying about what topic to continue, so he heard the door click and opened it from the outside again.
The relatively speechless two people breathed a sigh of relief, and looked towards the door. Gu Yang stepped forward to meet him, and took the two large bags of vegetables in Jiang Zhihai's hands.
"Don't tell me in advance." He wrinkled his nose and complained with his mouth.
Jiang Zhihai hurriedly kissed him on the lips through the obstruction of the entrance, before bending over to change his shoes: "I forgot my phone in the car, only to realize that I am used to contacting through WeChat, and I don't even remember your phone number, write it down for me later , I’ll memorize it, and you have to memorize mine too.”
His tone of voice was extremely relaxed, as if he didn't regard Lin Cai's arrival as a very serious matter at all, and the relationship revealed in these words was also slightly intimate, but it was just an accidental forgetting to bring his mobile phone, I'm afraid no one Will specifically tell friends to remember each other's mobile phone numbers.
Gu Yang vaguely agreed.
"Zhihai is back?" Lin Cai followed suit.
After Jiang Zhihai changed his shoes, he took the bag from Gu Yang's hand.
"Mom, I'll cook first, you can continue to watch the show and wait." Jiang Zhihai was very polite to Lin Cai, but compared to the tone he spoke with Gu Yang, it was less intimate anyway.
Lin Cai followed a few steps: "Can you do it? How about me?"
"I can't make any hard dishes, but I usually make homemade ones. You are not familiar with our small kitchen, so just wait." Jiang Zhihai said casually, "Besides, you haven't tasted my cooking."
His gaze landed on Gu Yang again: "He's the only one who's eaten what I've made. He's been praising it all the time. I don't know if it's true or not. You just happened to help identify it today."
Ever since he entered the door, Jiang Zhihai's every sentence seemed extremely ordinary, but every word and every sentence seemed to reveal the intimacy between him and Gu Yang which was different from ordinary people.
Gu Yang was only listening from the sidelines, feeling terrified.
Regarding the relationship between the two, he is not afraid of any exposure. Now not only many friends know that they are a couple, but even his parents are only a layer of window paper that has not been pierced in front of Jiang Zhihai before officially accepting it.
But when he thought that it was Jiang Zhihai's mother standing in front of them, he still felt a little unspeakably uneasy.
No matter what outsiders think, he can ignore it, but he still can't help but hope that the most important person to Jiang Zhihai will not object to his existence.
This anxiety made him dare not even stay alone in the living room with Lin Cai.
"Auntie, sit down first, I'll go in and help him." After Gu Yang finished speaking, he hurriedly followed Jiang Zhihai into the kitchen.
Jiang Zhihai had expected that he would follow him a long time ago, sorted the vegetables in the bag, and looked back at him with a smile: "What? Nervous?"
There is no sound insulation anywhere in this small house, and his voice was also suppressed.
With a sad face, Gu Yang also complained in a low voice: "If I had known, I would have had dinner with them before coming back."
He took the cauliflower, and before he got the food tray, he heard Jiang Zhihai say: "That's not okay, I have to eat at home today."
Gu Yang's heart moved, and he raised his eyes to look at him, only to find that Jiang Zhihai looked at him with obvious seriousness in his eyes.
He stammered, "Why?"
Jiang Zhihai remembered something, and suddenly smiled: "Celebrate the first anniversary of your moving into the dormitory?"
Gu Yang's eyes lit up, "You remember!"
At that time, to Jiang Zhihai, he was just a strange roommate who had just moved into the dormitory for the first day. Gu Yang thought he would not care about such a boring day.
In a moment of forgetfulness, he even forgot to hide from the people in the living room, and shouted too loudly.
After yelling, he realized his own volume belatedly, and hurriedly closed his mouth again.
This bewildered look inevitably made Jiang Zhihai laugh a little.
Gu Yang patted him on the shoulder in frustration, and reprimanded him in a low voice, "Cook well!"
When two people live together, cooking usually means that whoever has less class will do the cooking. If both of them have no class, they will nest in the kitchen and choose to wash and wash together. It doesn't matter who does the cooking.But today, since Lin Cai was here, Gu Yang sensibly did not intervene. He steamed the rice and washed the dishes together with him. After suffering too much, he went back to the living room.
"You can eat it in a while." Sitting with Lin Cai, he was still a little embarrassed.
Fortunately, because the projector was turned on, the lights in the guest room were not turned on on purpose, and nothing else could be seen except the light on the screen. Otherwise, it would be even more embarrassing for the two of them to sit like this.
"I heard from Zhihai that this was given by your mother?" Lin Cai was at a loss for words.
Gu Yang didn't expect them to even mention this. He froze for a moment, nodded hurriedly, and then smiled embarrassingly, "Actually, I asked for it, and my mother even scolded me a few times, saying that I don't do my job properly and come to school. Still thinking about these."
After speaking, he felt that he seemed to be talking too much nonsense, and scratched the back of his head even more embarrassedly.
Unexpectedly, Lin Cai's expression was somewhat envious.
She pondered for a while, and said, "If you need anything in the future, you can tell me."
It was only then that Gu Yang realized that his words sounded inappropriate from Lin Cai's point of view, so he hurriedly explained: "Auntie, that's not what I meant..."
Lin Cai smiled at him comfortingly, but there was a bit of melancholy in her smile: "I know, this is what I mean."
Lin Cai was still about to say something, when Jiang Zhihai's voice of putting the food into the pot came from the kitchen, it sounded loud and clear, as if it was coming from beside her.
Lin Cai subconsciously looked in the direction of the kitchen, hesitated to speak.
Gu Yang understood, turned his head, and yelled at Jiang Zhihai who was cooking: "I'll take my aunt around to buy some drinks and come back. I leave my phone at home. If you have something to do, call my aunt."
"Okay!" Jiang Zhihai responded, and then said, "Do you have her number in your phone?"
Similarly, he didn't remember Lin Cai's mobile phone number at all, but until now, he didn't seem to want to keep her number in his heart.
He didn't notice it himself, but Gu Yang clearly felt that Lin Cai's eyes darkened again.
However, Lin Cai's subtle emotions were quickly covered up by her.
She took out her mobile phone and said to Gu Yang, "Let's just add a WeChat account. If you can't find Zhihai like today, you can still find me."
Gu Yang added her friends and left his phone at home, so he took her out together.
It's still early, it's dinner time, and it's bustling outside, but most of the people coming and going are students. Lin Cai is dressed elegantly and gracefully. Unintentional glance.
But Lin Cai didn't pay attention to other people's eyes, and her worry became more obvious after leaving the house.
Gu Yang spoke first with understanding: "Is it not convenient for Auntie to say something in front of Brother Hai?"
Subconsciously, at this time, Gu Yang still called out Jiang Zhihai in the past.
Lin Cai turned her head to look at him, as if she meant something: "You guys really have a good relationship."
For a moment, Gu Yang didn't know how to continue with these words.
Lin Cai smiled: "You don't have to be so nervous... Although Zhihai never told me about your relationship, he never evaded it in front of me."
Hearing that she knew that he and Jiang Zhihai were lovers, Gu Yang couldn't help being a little shocked even though he had a premonition.
Lin Cai continued: "But I'd rather he hide it from me—or bring you to me for a formal introduction."
Before Gu Yang could resolve the shock in his heart, he heard her melancholy again.
He hastily suppressed his emotions, but was still a little at a loss for the situation in front of him: "Auntie..."
Lin Cai smiled embarrassingly again: "I think Zhihai told you about our situation. I was not good at the beginning. I didn't take the responsibility that a mother should have. I couldn't even protect him, so I just cared about it. look at yourself."
The more she talked, the more bitter the smile on Lin Cai's face became.
"Auntie, don't say that..." Gu Yang had to admit that even if Jiang Yan was the only one he knew was wrong intellectually, Lin Cai was just a victim, but when he thought of how Jiang Zhihai knew how to sacrifice himself to protect his mother as a child, he felt so deeply in his heart. He still couldn't help complaining to Lin Cai.
At least...you can try to take him with you.
Gu Yang knew that he thought this was from an outsider's condescending angle, but he couldn't control his heart.
But now facing Lin Cai's self-resentment, a kind of sympathy spontaneously arose in his heart.
These two emotions coexist in the bottom of his heart, so that he didn't know what he was feeling for a moment, so he could only comfort him formulaically: "That situation is beyond your control, both of you are innocent."
Lin Cai suddenly said something off topic: "Do you still call your mother 'you' when you talk to your mother?"
Gu Yang was stunned.
Lin Cai smiled wryly and shook her head: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean you...and I didn't want to blame Zhihai. After walking away for a few years and seeing each other again, Zhihai was already an older child. I could feel that he didn't mean to He alienated me, but as soon as he spoke, I knew we were alienated. He was so clingy to me when he was young, how could he use the word 'you' to me. I have been absent from his life for too long..."
She turned her head to look like Gu Yang again: "I'm not afraid of making fun of you when I say it. I can't help being envious when I hear his tone of voice when talking about your mother. That kind of intimacy is something I've been dreaming of all these years. He and your mother are no different. We've known each other for more than half a year, how can you be closer than me?"
Speaking of this, she seemed to be afraid that Gu Yang would not feel comfortable listening to these words, and then explained: "I'm not blaming him, I just... don't know how to get closer to him, and I'm a little envious of your mother. "
Gu Yang thought about the situation when his mother got along with Jiang Zhihai. Although Jiang Zhihai kept calling him an aunt, Shen Jing clearly treated him as half a son. No matter what she bought, she always made duplicates. The same is true.
Needless to say, material gifts, Gu Yang knew that with Lin Cai's conditions, Jiang Zhihai could provide Jiang Zhihai with much higher living conditions than his own mother, but the things that can bring people closer to each other are often the things that are most related to money. irrelevant.
"I heard from Zhihai that you would follow him when he was filming?" Gu Yang asked.
In fact, I also want to know that if Lin Cai's psychology is followed, let alone Jiang Zhihai's offer to borrow money, as long as he wants it, she may be willing to give him what she has without even blinking an eyelid. In exchange, I'm afraid it's just to spend more time with him.
Lin Cai nodded: "I want to spend more time with him."
The answer was as expected.
But immediately after Lin Cai's words, she was a little disappointed: "But it feels like he really doesn't need me anymore. So I said that just now, not because I thought I had to buy whatever your mother helped buy, but... I really Hope he has something he needs, the first person that comes to mind is me, you understand?"
Gu Yang can understand her thoughts, but he who gets along with Jiang Zhihai day and night, is more able to understand his lover's inner world.
He pondered for a while, and the next words began to become a little uncomfortable: "I heard from Zhihai that you had another son later, didn't you?"
Lin Cai didn't know why he would ask this, but at this time, when she mentioned another marriage relationship that made her more comfortable, it was obvious that her mentality became a little more relaxed, and even her face eased a lot: "Yes Ah, his name is Song Yue, he just entered elementary school this year, but Zhihai is more obedient and very mischievous."
"Although such a question is not appropriate for such a young child, but...if Song Yue is the same age as Zhihai now, and he says he will make a meal for you, you will sit down obediently like a guest." Shall we wait then?" Gu Yang's questioning was also a little cautious, no matter what, his way of asking was a bit rude to an elder.
Lin Cai was stunned.
"My mother has never been here, but every weekend he will come home with me." Gu Yang hesitated a bit when he spoke, as if he was thinking about whether he should speak so bluntly, "It's not like he hasn't tried My family cooks, but usually my mother kicks me out of the kitchen because the technique is too clumsy. Of course, my mother may not be right to do so, but the intimacy contained in it may be what he needs now. "
Unknowingly, Lin Cai had already stopped in her tracks, her face also dazed.
"You have been separated for too long, and when we meet again, you already have another child who has grown up under your careful care, but there is no one around him who can replace the role of mother." Gu Yang said these words are not In order to be harsh, it’s just that these thoughts occasionally pop up in his mind in private, and he can’t help feeling distressed, “He doesn’t blame you, but he doesn’t know how to get back to the way you were before. I know you have the mentality of repaying him for everything he asks. , but this kind of politeness also made him feel that he is different from Song Yue."
Tears glistened in Lin Cai's eyes.
Her lips trembled for a long time before she asked in a low voice, "Did he tell you?"
Gu Yang shook his head: "If you understand him well enough, you will understand that he will not say these things to anyone on purpose, because these feelings are all in his subconscious, and he may not even have a systematic understanding of them himself. In his eyes, you are his mother, and he even likes Song Yue as a younger brother, but he no longer gets along with you. He has grown up like this since he was a child, so please forgive me, you should teach him to approach him, not Waiting for him to learn by himself. In terms of feelings, he is actually very clumsy. He can get along well with my parents because they don’t feel guilty about Zhihai. I need this kind of indiscriminate love from the elders... that's all. It's not because my parents are better than you."
Gu Yang was thinking a lot, but the words he used were subconsciously euphemistic: "For example, during the Chinese New Year, if I hadn't found out, he would have passed school alone..."
Lin Cai was stunned for a moment: "But what he said is that he will stay in the Northeast for a year before coming back."
"Didn't you ever think that this might be his excuse? On a big day like the Chinese New Year, if I say that I want to go out with my friends, even if my mother agrees, she will definitely criticize me." Gu Yang felt that he would also You can't make an analogy like this. After all, he and his mother have had a deep relationship since they were young, and they have never been separated. "It's just... If you can ask a few more questions, he will definitely reveal... He is not a good liar."
Jiang Zhihai never blamed his mother, and Gu Yang, as a latecomer who just joined his life, has no position to blame him.
What's more, Jiang Yan, the real culprit, was there, and Gu Yang couldn't help but reflect in private, whether the trace of resentment towards Lin Cai in his heart was too much.
His words were like a flash of lightning that instantly illuminated Lin Cai's heart.
Just like what Gu Yang said, she has always had a strong compensatory mentality towards Jiang Zhihai, and she almost responded to every request, but perhaps because of this, the number of times the child was willing to speak to her became less and less.
In fact, Lin Cai always had a kind of fear in her heart. She was really afraid that if this continued, her son would walk out of his life again, and it was not because of helplessness, but quietly and irreparably washed away by time.
So this time when Jiang Zhihai proposed to borrow money, while Lin Cai was happy, he also put forward some unprecedented conditions.
She just wanted to have a deeper bond with her son.
But in these days of getting along, she found that she was really powerless to deal with the situation between the two of them.
The son was very polite to her, and he was very gentle when he took care of his younger brother, but this kind of politeness and gentleness... were too polite, as if they were just strangers who needed to get along with them for a short time.
Gu Yang's words undoubtedly helped her find the crux of the matter in an instant.
Lin Cai's lips trembled: "I didn't expect..."
"This question is not difficult to think of." Gu Yang quickly interrupted her. He was always kind to others, but he was rarely so sharp.
Although Lin Cai was still looking at him, her eyes were obviously flickering.
"It may be offensive for me to say this, but I think it's not that you can't think of such a thing, but that you want to avoid it subconsciously. Perhaps what you fear most is that he doesn't really blame you." Gu Yang didn't repeat Hesitating, but said out loudly, "You are afraid that after you take the initiative to approach, you will find that the final result is still the same. As long as you don't do it, the ending will be unknown. You don't dare to know whether she is blaming you... Of course, this is also true. It's just my crazy guess, if I guess wrong, I apologize to you now."
Lin Cai stared at him blankly for a long time, then lowered her voice and said, "Is that so? Actually, I don't even dare to think about it myself."
Gu Yang looked at her teary eyes, and couldn't bear it: "Sorry, I seem to have talked too much."
"No, you don't need to apologize." Lin Cai raised her hand to stop his self-criticism, and even smiled a little stiffly, "I should thank you, knowing that you are always thinking of him, I can rest assured Quite a few."
She lowered her eyes, and the mascara that was originally flawlessly applied became a little obvious because of the tears she repeatedly blinked: "You are right, I... I was sorry for him in the first place, and I am now. I hope that he can be like Yue Yue Get close to me, act like a baby to me, but don't dare to take the initiative too much. I'm just afraid... I'm afraid that if I take the initiative and he still keeps me in the air like this, I won't be able to bear it. You are right...you said That's right, if I don't even dare to give this bit of courage, how can I be a mother."
Looking at her tears, Gu Yang felt uncomfortable: "I don't want you to blame yourself... But, I know he needs you very much, and it's also my selfishness, so I can't bear to point him out, so I'm here to tell you ...Actually, if you think the current state is better, you can keep it like this. There is no such thing as whether you are worthy of being a mother. You also have your own life. It is everyone's right to want to live a comfortable life …What he lacks from you, I will try my best to make up for him.”
Lin Cai's face was a little hot: "You are really a child... If I can't get close to him, how can I talk about comfort? I have been more comfortable than him for several years selfishly. How can I talk about selfishness?"
"Auntie, don't say that..." Gu Yang smiled awkwardly, "A kind person would blame himself like this, and the most extreme person would not feel any guilt towards you at all. I just... I just... I want to make your relationship better."
He stretched out his arms comfortingly, wanting to give Lin Cai a comforting hug, but they obviously didn't know that well.
Lin Cai noticed his movement, leaned over and hugged him, buried her face in his shoulder, and said softly, "Thank you."
He said something to her, but when he heard her thank you, Gu Yang felt a little embarrassed for a moment, so he could only reply restrainedly: "You're welcome...I'm sorry."
This hug was short, but it seemed to have given Lin Cai a lot of strength.
She straightened up, tapped her wet eyes with her finger, took out a small mirror from her bag to look at her makeup, and then said to Gu Yang, "What do you want to drink?"
"Huh?" Gu Yang was stunned.
"Didn't you tell me to buy a drink? What do you want to drink? Auntie will buy it for you." Lin Cai smiled at him.
Gu Yang couldn't help but sigh in admiration in his heart. Just now, he still looked like a sad person who couldn't control himself, but now he looks like a different person. Lin Cai's recovery ability is really good, which made him understand why after leaving Jiang Yan, she A new life started quickly.
Maybe this is her original face, but Jiang Yan's controlling violence to her is like boiling a frog in warm water. With her guilt slowly seeping through, it will corrode her heart and make her irresistible.
"I can do both, but Zhihai likes AD calcium milk the most." Gu Yang secretly said.
Lin Cai was stunned: "I thought he didn't like to drink these flavored things, and he always bought mineral water when he went out."
But Gu Yang's words also blew away the fog in her memory.
When he was a child, he did say that he wanted to buy it... only once, but he was severely reprimanded by Jiang Yan.
That reprimand was really nothing in their lives, and Lin Cai had already forgotten it.
But now that Gu Yang mentioned it, she felt even more guilty.
She was not just a mother who couldn't buy him a bottle of AD calcium milk under Jiang Yan's oppression.
She didn't even remember her son's desire.
Life at that time was too dark, and she cared more about the fists falling on her body, so she had no energy to think about other things.
But the child who needed her protection was also living in the darkness. At least she could remember his desire.
Not wanting to continue to fall into such endless self-pity, Lin Cai took a deep breath and smiled at him: "Let's go! Auntie is going to buy AD calcium milk for you!"
Ten minutes later, Jiang Zhihai, who was half-cooked, was pushed out of the kitchen by Lin Cai, with a bottle of calcium milk with a straw inserted in his hand, looking at Gu Yang with a puzzled expression on his face.
"Apron, give me the apron too!" Lin Cai leaned out again.
Gu Yang hurried forward, stripped off Jiang Zhihai's apron, and handed it to her.
Jiang Zhihai frowned at Gu Yang inquiringly.
Gu Yang spread out his hands, looking helpless.
"Mom... I'll do it." Jiang Zhihai still wanted to go in.
"Why are you here? Look at the potato shreds you cut, they are thicker than ham sausage, go sit and wait, I can make it faster." Lin Cai finished speaking, thought for a while, and added, "Your kitchen If it doesn’t go well, just a frying pan, and later you take Gu Yang to eat at home, and Mom will make some special ones for Gu Yang to try.”
Jiang Zhihai opened his mouth, but Gu Yang bumped into him before remembering to answer: "Ah, yes..."
After he finished speaking, he turned his head and asked Gu Yang in a low voice, "What did you tell her? Huh?"
Gu Yang's expression was inscrutable: "I won't tell you!"
"Say it or not!" Jiang Zhihai narrowed his eyes dangerously, but he was holding a bottle of calcium milk in his hand, his appearance was really not convincing at all.
Instead, Gu Yang couldn't help but burst out laughing.
"What are you laughing laughing?"
"Hey! Auntie is here! Don't make trouble—I was wrong!"
Lin Cai, who was cutting meat with her head down in the kitchen, paused when she heard the noise outside, and the lines on her face softened.
What is she worried about?
The son will obviously not refuse her approach...
Originally, she was somewhat worried about the fact that her son had found a boyfriend, but now that she thinks about it, if this person is Gu Yang...it seems to be much better than any other person.
It doesn't matter whether it's appropriate or not about feelings.
To ask the hearts of those two people.
The author has something to say: Hey, it’s been so long since the episode, I can’t find a reason!
对不起!感谢在2020-10-1520:42:10~2020-11-1321:10:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: _Cheng Shilin, Qing Zhengzhi Yi;
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 28 bottles of Huanmeng Weixin; 20 bottles of Baiqun; 1 bottle of Beijing Roasted Duck Neck;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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