The past and the present are endless
Chapter 49
At this time, it started to rain again in city A at night, so Xu Jing took a shower early and went to bed to read a book when she had nothing to do.Put down the book in his hand, go to the window to close the curtains, then turn off the phone and lie down on the bed to sleep. As soon as he closed his eyes, his heart ached as if someone had hit him suddenly with something. Xu Jing thought something had happened to her, and when she got up in panic and wanted to go downstairs to find Ye Jingqian and her sister, she was fine again.
what's wrong with me?Obviously in good health before...
Xu Jing felt that he was always in good health, so he couldn't figure out why he was like this today. For the sake of his health, he decided to go to the hospital tomorrow to see what was going on, so as to avoid any bad things in the future.
He rubbed his heart and lay back on the bed without thinking too much about it, and that dream was like a wage worker who would report for duty on time every night, both long and short.
In the dream, Xu Jing saw the person who looked very similar to him appear again, and this time he was no longer inhuman like before, this time, he was a real person.And the man was wearing a war robe and riding an ancient war horse, shouting in a mountainous area, as if he was looking for someone.
***
"Luo Yi! Luo Yi, where are you, come out quickly!" Linhai in a battle robe rode a war horse in the mountains and looked for Luo Yi, looking around anxiously and anxiously for fear that something bad might happen, and Surrounded by bloodstains and those innocent villagers who died, he was so anxious that he shouted loudly again, until his voice became hoarse.
Linhai went all the way to the temple they had agreed upon but couldn't see anyone. Thinking of the streets and mountain roads in the past, they were all bloody scenes now. At this time, he couldn't imagine what would happen to Luo Yi.
In the small thatched hut on the mountainside, Luo Yi, covered in blood, was lying in the corner, the bell in his hand rang, and he knew that Linhai was approaching him.Afraid of being heard by the barbarians passing by, Luo Yi quickly put the bell away and put it in a small silver box, waiting quietly for Linhai to come find him.
But as time passed, the sky gradually dimmed.Luo Yi knew that he might not be able to wait for Lin Hai to arrive, and he was also afraid that Lin Hai would be frightened by his appearance at this time, so he quickly wiped his face with his clothes.
It felt like time passed really slowly. After waiting for a long time, the door of the hut was finally opened.Luo Yi's blurred vision couldn't see who was coming, but he knew that he was coming...
"Lin Hai... Lin Hai..." Luo Yi called out weakly, but he didn't know if he could hear him or not.
"Luo Yi!" Linhai was really startled and flustered.Because he had never seen Luo Yi like this before, he quickly took off his battle robe, and quickly stepped forward to hug Luo Yi. "I'm sorry, I'm too stupid to find you now, it's okay...it's okay...let's go home, does it hurt Luo Yi? I'll take you down the mountain to see a doctor."
"It doesn't hurt...I don't hurt...I..." I want to look at you a few more times...Luo Yi wants to say this, but now he really doesn't even have the energy to say a complete sentence.
Luo Yi tried his best to blink a few times, hoping to see Linhai more clearly.
"I don't feel any pain anymore." Luo Yi laughed, seeing Lin Hai's face clearly, and speaking more smoothly. "I'm so happy, I'm not alone... At least I can see you in the end, so I don't have to... be afraid of being alone..."
When Luo Yi was young, he ran around and fled to survive because of the country's ruin. Soon his grandmother died of illness, and he grew up alone. Later, he met Linhai again.I thought that if I died alone, I would just die of old age or illness alone on the mountain, but I never thought that God would treat me so favorably, and even let Lin Hai come to me before I died, that belief not long ago can be regarded as settled Some, and this is deeply weary.
Linhai hugged the person in his arms for a long time...a long time...The body has gradually cooled and stiffened, and it is unbelievable that the person who was going to spend the rest of his life with him is dead and no longer in this world.
Linhai cried bitterly, with hatred in his heart, hating himself for not protecting Luo Yi well, why he didn't find him earlier, hating why the world didn't leave Luo Yi behind!
Heart, all thoughts are lost...
Linhai raised the spear beside him, and in despair he wiped it between his neck, it was blood red, and he could still feel the hot blood spraying on his body, watching his lover leaning towards his body, leaning side by side.
***
Xu Jing woke up from her sleep, tears kept flowing down, seeing that there was no one or anything in the dream around her, but her fear remained undiminished.
Why did I cry, and I don't know if it was because the dream was too real.Xu Jing couldn't look at Luo Yi normally this time, and felt like she was going crazy.
"Jing Qian! Sister! Come here!" Xu Jing looked around in a panic, and couldn't calm down for a moment, he got up and rushed out of the room.
Ye Yun, the eldest sister who was near Xu Jing's room, heard Xu Jing's shouts first. Ye Jingqian's room was downstairs from Xu Jing's, so Xu Jing's voice could not be heard at this time.
When Ye Yun came out of the room, he saw Xu Jing sitting by the door of the room, looking very embarrassed, the tears and crying made people feel a little bit heartbreaking, and seemed to be hit by something Very scared, because Xu Jing was trembling.
"What's wrong with you?" Ye Yun quickly approached Xu Jing and asked softly.
"Sister... take me to the hospital... hurry up!" Xu Jing grabbed Ye Yun's hand, tears still didn't stop.Ye Yun had never seen her younger brother like this before, she was surprised and heartbroken.
"Jing Qian! Jing Qian, get up!" Ye Yun wanted to help Xu Jing up but couldn't move, so he quickly ran to the stairs to call Ye Jingqian, but he didn't hear his voice after shouting for a long time. "This stuff!"
Xu Jing would never show such a big emotion on weekdays, and it was only past six o'clock in the morning. Ye Jingqian guessed that Ye Jingqian had gone out for morning exercises, and Ye Yun had no choice but to abandon Xu Jing in frustration, and quickly went downstairs to find someone to help , Seeing Xu Jing like this as a sister is also uncomfortable.
Uncle Ye just finished his breakfast and came out of the kitchen downstairs, when he vaguely heard the sound of someone crying, and just when he felt that the sound was familiar, Ye Yun came down from the stairs.
"Uncle, take Xu Jing to the hospital quickly. He has been crying for some reason. Where has Jing Qian gone?" Ye Yun was so frightened that cold sweat broke out all over his body. He was wearing only the thin pajamas. Did not respond to the cold.
"He went out to eat, why is this man crying?" Uncle Ye panicked when he heard that, and ran upstairs crying louder and louder.
Seeing Xu Jing's situation, the two didn't say much, and took them to the hospital not long after. What they came to was not an ordinary hospital, but a psychiatric hospital.
When Ye Jingqian returned home, he could no longer see anyone. After hearing from family members that something happened to Xu Jing, he called his sister, but what he never expected was that Xu Jing entered a mental hospital.
When he arrived at the hospital, Xu Jing was fine. Now the doctor is giving him hypnotherapy. Xu Jing has successfully laid down on the hospital bed and slept without being awakened by the nightmare.
"Sister, what's wrong with Xu Jing?" Ye Jingqian was puzzled, pulling Ye Yun aside and asking in a low voice.
Ye Yun was worried about disturbing the doctor's treatment, so she signaled Ye Jingqian to go outside for a chat. She was also curious about what made Xu Jing like this.
"I said, what have you guys done these days?" Ye Yun questioned Ye Jingqian, staring at him with wide eyes, but he felt that he was innocent, so naturally he was not afraid of Ye Yun.
"You ask me, I don't know, I just came here, what's wrong with him and wants to come here? Sister, you don't know Chinese characters after being abroad for a long time, right? This is not an ordinary hospital." Ye Jingqian was cautious. Said, afraid of offending the people here.
Although I have never been to these places, I have heard these words quite often after living for so many years.
Seeing that Ye Jingqian was not pretending, Ye Yun didn't force him to question him, but what made her so hard to think about was what made him, a big man, cry like this.
"Xu Jing, he is broken in love, right?" After thinking about many possible and impossible things for a long time, he just couldn't figure out what made him become like this, and finally only this answer came out of his mind.
Lovelorn... Do you think it's possible?Ye Jingqian was just thinking about it and didn't tell Ye Yun.
"Anyway, let's hear what the doctor has to say later, let's go in and listen to what Xu Jing will say."
The two quietly returned to the treatment room.
At this point, the doctor was asking him questions.
"Do you think that person is very important to you? Whether you really know each other? Tell me, why are you crying?" The doctor stood beside Xu Jing, watching Xu Jing's face and body with emotions Reactions shown above.
Xu Jing was lying on the hospital bed with her hands clasped together.
"I don't know, and I don't know why I cried...he died..." Xu Jing answered everything she saw and heard in the dream. When recalling the dream, she still couldn't calm down. Fortunately, I didn't cry this time.
"Have you ever experienced that dream?" The doctor only heard Xu Jing tell the story, but he didn't tell the background of the time in the dream, thinking that he was affected by what he saw when he was a child.
What have you been through?Ye Jingqian stood aside and didn't realize what they were talking about. After thinking for a while, he realized that they were talking about Luo Yi.
Is it because Xu Jing is frightened by the memories of the past that remain in this life, so she can't accept it?what to do?This time is a great opportunity, but the person was sent to the hospital.
Ye Jingqian wanted to help them, but he was worried that it might really scare Xu Jing into a mental illness, which would not be good.
Lin Hai... Waiting for hundreds of years is just for this day, why is he unwilling to face himself?
Xu Jing was thinking carefully and seriously, but something seemed to be talking in his mind, which disturbed his thoughts.
"Who the hell am I?..." Xu Jing sat up suddenly, interrupted the hypnotherapy, looked at the ground with lonely eyes, and didn't know who he was asking.
After seeing the situation and saying a few words, the doctor asked the family to go home first. In the past few days, depending on the situation, the news can be brought to their home tonight.
[The author has something to say: It’s just that I watched too many bloody dramas back then, and the second grade was too deep... I checked a little information about psychiatry, but because it was too complicated, and my brain was not good, I just wrote some simple ones. After all, it is not professional. detached. 】
what's wrong with me?Obviously in good health before...
Xu Jing felt that he was always in good health, so he couldn't figure out why he was like this today. For the sake of his health, he decided to go to the hospital tomorrow to see what was going on, so as to avoid any bad things in the future.
He rubbed his heart and lay back on the bed without thinking too much about it, and that dream was like a wage worker who would report for duty on time every night, both long and short.
In the dream, Xu Jing saw the person who looked very similar to him appear again, and this time he was no longer inhuman like before, this time, he was a real person.And the man was wearing a war robe and riding an ancient war horse, shouting in a mountainous area, as if he was looking for someone.
***
"Luo Yi! Luo Yi, where are you, come out quickly!" Linhai in a battle robe rode a war horse in the mountains and looked for Luo Yi, looking around anxiously and anxiously for fear that something bad might happen, and Surrounded by bloodstains and those innocent villagers who died, he was so anxious that he shouted loudly again, until his voice became hoarse.
Linhai went all the way to the temple they had agreed upon but couldn't see anyone. Thinking of the streets and mountain roads in the past, they were all bloody scenes now. At this time, he couldn't imagine what would happen to Luo Yi.
In the small thatched hut on the mountainside, Luo Yi, covered in blood, was lying in the corner, the bell in his hand rang, and he knew that Linhai was approaching him.Afraid of being heard by the barbarians passing by, Luo Yi quickly put the bell away and put it in a small silver box, waiting quietly for Linhai to come find him.
But as time passed, the sky gradually dimmed.Luo Yi knew that he might not be able to wait for Lin Hai to arrive, and he was also afraid that Lin Hai would be frightened by his appearance at this time, so he quickly wiped his face with his clothes.
It felt like time passed really slowly. After waiting for a long time, the door of the hut was finally opened.Luo Yi's blurred vision couldn't see who was coming, but he knew that he was coming...
"Lin Hai... Lin Hai..." Luo Yi called out weakly, but he didn't know if he could hear him or not.
"Luo Yi!" Linhai was really startled and flustered.Because he had never seen Luo Yi like this before, he quickly took off his battle robe, and quickly stepped forward to hug Luo Yi. "I'm sorry, I'm too stupid to find you now, it's okay...it's okay...let's go home, does it hurt Luo Yi? I'll take you down the mountain to see a doctor."
"It doesn't hurt...I don't hurt...I..." I want to look at you a few more times...Luo Yi wants to say this, but now he really doesn't even have the energy to say a complete sentence.
Luo Yi tried his best to blink a few times, hoping to see Linhai more clearly.
"I don't feel any pain anymore." Luo Yi laughed, seeing Lin Hai's face clearly, and speaking more smoothly. "I'm so happy, I'm not alone... At least I can see you in the end, so I don't have to... be afraid of being alone..."
When Luo Yi was young, he ran around and fled to survive because of the country's ruin. Soon his grandmother died of illness, and he grew up alone. Later, he met Linhai again.I thought that if I died alone, I would just die of old age or illness alone on the mountain, but I never thought that God would treat me so favorably, and even let Lin Hai come to me before I died, that belief not long ago can be regarded as settled Some, and this is deeply weary.
Linhai hugged the person in his arms for a long time...a long time...The body has gradually cooled and stiffened, and it is unbelievable that the person who was going to spend the rest of his life with him is dead and no longer in this world.
Linhai cried bitterly, with hatred in his heart, hating himself for not protecting Luo Yi well, why he didn't find him earlier, hating why the world didn't leave Luo Yi behind!
Heart, all thoughts are lost...
Linhai raised the spear beside him, and in despair he wiped it between his neck, it was blood red, and he could still feel the hot blood spraying on his body, watching his lover leaning towards his body, leaning side by side.
***
Xu Jing woke up from her sleep, tears kept flowing down, seeing that there was no one or anything in the dream around her, but her fear remained undiminished.
Why did I cry, and I don't know if it was because the dream was too real.Xu Jing couldn't look at Luo Yi normally this time, and felt like she was going crazy.
"Jing Qian! Sister! Come here!" Xu Jing looked around in a panic, and couldn't calm down for a moment, he got up and rushed out of the room.
Ye Yun, the eldest sister who was near Xu Jing's room, heard Xu Jing's shouts first. Ye Jingqian's room was downstairs from Xu Jing's, so Xu Jing's voice could not be heard at this time.
When Ye Yun came out of the room, he saw Xu Jing sitting by the door of the room, looking very embarrassed, the tears and crying made people feel a little bit heartbreaking, and seemed to be hit by something Very scared, because Xu Jing was trembling.
"What's wrong with you?" Ye Yun quickly approached Xu Jing and asked softly.
"Sister... take me to the hospital... hurry up!" Xu Jing grabbed Ye Yun's hand, tears still didn't stop.Ye Yun had never seen her younger brother like this before, she was surprised and heartbroken.
"Jing Qian! Jing Qian, get up!" Ye Yun wanted to help Xu Jing up but couldn't move, so he quickly ran to the stairs to call Ye Jingqian, but he didn't hear his voice after shouting for a long time. "This stuff!"
Xu Jing would never show such a big emotion on weekdays, and it was only past six o'clock in the morning. Ye Jingqian guessed that Ye Jingqian had gone out for morning exercises, and Ye Yun had no choice but to abandon Xu Jing in frustration, and quickly went downstairs to find someone to help , Seeing Xu Jing like this as a sister is also uncomfortable.
Uncle Ye just finished his breakfast and came out of the kitchen downstairs, when he vaguely heard the sound of someone crying, and just when he felt that the sound was familiar, Ye Yun came down from the stairs.
"Uncle, take Xu Jing to the hospital quickly. He has been crying for some reason. Where has Jing Qian gone?" Ye Yun was so frightened that cold sweat broke out all over his body. He was wearing only the thin pajamas. Did not respond to the cold.
"He went out to eat, why is this man crying?" Uncle Ye panicked when he heard that, and ran upstairs crying louder and louder.
Seeing Xu Jing's situation, the two didn't say much, and took them to the hospital not long after. What they came to was not an ordinary hospital, but a psychiatric hospital.
When Ye Jingqian returned home, he could no longer see anyone. After hearing from family members that something happened to Xu Jing, he called his sister, but what he never expected was that Xu Jing entered a mental hospital.
When he arrived at the hospital, Xu Jing was fine. Now the doctor is giving him hypnotherapy. Xu Jing has successfully laid down on the hospital bed and slept without being awakened by the nightmare.
"Sister, what's wrong with Xu Jing?" Ye Jingqian was puzzled, pulling Ye Yun aside and asking in a low voice.
Ye Yun was worried about disturbing the doctor's treatment, so she signaled Ye Jingqian to go outside for a chat. She was also curious about what made Xu Jing like this.
"I said, what have you guys done these days?" Ye Yun questioned Ye Jingqian, staring at him with wide eyes, but he felt that he was innocent, so naturally he was not afraid of Ye Yun.
"You ask me, I don't know, I just came here, what's wrong with him and wants to come here? Sister, you don't know Chinese characters after being abroad for a long time, right? This is not an ordinary hospital." Ye Jingqian was cautious. Said, afraid of offending the people here.
Although I have never been to these places, I have heard these words quite often after living for so many years.
Seeing that Ye Jingqian was not pretending, Ye Yun didn't force him to question him, but what made her so hard to think about was what made him, a big man, cry like this.
"Xu Jing, he is broken in love, right?" After thinking about many possible and impossible things for a long time, he just couldn't figure out what made him become like this, and finally only this answer came out of his mind.
Lovelorn... Do you think it's possible?Ye Jingqian was just thinking about it and didn't tell Ye Yun.
"Anyway, let's hear what the doctor has to say later, let's go in and listen to what Xu Jing will say."
The two quietly returned to the treatment room.
At this point, the doctor was asking him questions.
"Do you think that person is very important to you? Whether you really know each other? Tell me, why are you crying?" The doctor stood beside Xu Jing, watching Xu Jing's face and body with emotions Reactions shown above.
Xu Jing was lying on the hospital bed with her hands clasped together.
"I don't know, and I don't know why I cried...he died..." Xu Jing answered everything she saw and heard in the dream. When recalling the dream, she still couldn't calm down. Fortunately, I didn't cry this time.
"Have you ever experienced that dream?" The doctor only heard Xu Jing tell the story, but he didn't tell the background of the time in the dream, thinking that he was affected by what he saw when he was a child.
What have you been through?Ye Jingqian stood aside and didn't realize what they were talking about. After thinking for a while, he realized that they were talking about Luo Yi.
Is it because Xu Jing is frightened by the memories of the past that remain in this life, so she can't accept it?what to do?This time is a great opportunity, but the person was sent to the hospital.
Ye Jingqian wanted to help them, but he was worried that it might really scare Xu Jing into a mental illness, which would not be good.
Lin Hai... Waiting for hundreds of years is just for this day, why is he unwilling to face himself?
Xu Jing was thinking carefully and seriously, but something seemed to be talking in his mind, which disturbed his thoughts.
"Who the hell am I?..." Xu Jing sat up suddenly, interrupted the hypnotherapy, looked at the ground with lonely eyes, and didn't know who he was asking.
After seeing the situation and saying a few words, the doctor asked the family to go home first. In the past few days, depending on the situation, the news can be brought to their home tonight.
[The author has something to say: It’s just that I watched too many bloody dramas back then, and the second grade was too deep... I checked a little information about psychiatry, but because it was too complicated, and my brain was not good, I just wrote some simple ones. After all, it is not professional. detached. 】
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