honey don't run

Before knowing it, Lai Aibin never thought that boys and boys could be together; after knowing it, Lai Aibin didn't think that boys and boys could last for a long time.

Later, more than ten years later, Lai Aibin saw Wu Qiaoze and Ya Kuangtao showing affection for several years, and he finally knew that there is such a clean and beautiful love between men.

"Oh, men and men..." After the dinner party, Lai Aibin couldn't help expressing his emotions again.He could see Wu Qiaoze's uneasy look during the meal just now. With his many years of love experience, this is definitely an awkward stage after the two quarreled and didn't know how to make up.It's so cute. He's clearly in his thirties, yet he's so innocent in terms of feelings.

Lin Zhou glanced at him, "Have you said enough? You've talked all the way, and I just happened to be on your way, let me think about it?"

Regardless that it was on the street and the two were wearing bright suits, Lai Aibin grabbed Lin Zhou's neck and said with a smile: "Oh, old Zhou, don't be so rigid~ I don't think it's strange. What! I used to watch movies with my girlfriends or something, and I was really moved to tears by some bloody love stories, but men and men... It’s not that I look down on such a serious issue, it’s just that it’s not easy.” Even Chen Donghua and Both of Liang Chiyun have gone through a lot before they have a good life now, so how much must Wu Qiaoze and Ya Kuangtao have gone through before they can have today's happiness?

Slapping away Lai Aibin and hooking his hand, Lin Zhou said expressionlessly: "Whose feelings fell from the sky? Whether it's a man or a woman, don't they all have to manage well? Otherwise, like you, change your girlfriend and It’s as easy as changing clothes.”

Lai Aibin was dissatisfied, "I can't be casual! I was looking for my right girl! There are so many women in the world, who knows which one is my true love?"

After giving him a disdainful glance, Lin Zhou said perfunctorily, "Yeah, that's why you only look for four or five girlfriends a year, and you're still looking for them now."

Don't be so blocked that you have nothing to say, Lai Aibin babbled for a long time before he yelled unwillingly: "You still talk about me! What about you? It's been so many years, haven't you seen anyone you've been with?"

"Who said I haven't been with anyone?" Lin Zhou lightly beat back Lai Aibin's counterattack, until he was so stunned and unconscious.

Lai Aibin screamed: "Have you dated someone?!" No wonder Lai Aibin lost his composure, because Lin Zhou's daily life style is too low-key, so low-key that even their good friends who have been friends for so many years never He has never seen anyone around him, so now that Lin Zhou admits that he has or is now dating a certain person, Lai Aibin feels that he has hit some kind of big luck.

Lin Zhou still had that indifferent look, and he always didn't give Lai Aibin any good looks.

"I'm not a dead person. If I have a good feeling, I will also associate with people."

Lai Aibin still finds it incredible. "Then why didn't we know before?"

"Of course I didn't tell you."

"Why?!" Lai Aibin was injured.Obviously he would report to Lin Zhou every time he had a relationship, but Lin Zhou didn't say anything, which hurt his feelings too much.

Lin Zhou couldn't see Lai Aibin's naive accusation.Originally, he could just say a few perfunctory sentences, but he is not in the mood now, so Lin Zhou said in an uncommon tone: "Because I like men. Like Qiao Ze and Kuang Tao who only target specific objects." People with feelings are different, I like men, and I only have lust for men."

Lai Aibin was dumbfounded.

As if an atomic bomb had exploded in his mind, Lin Zhou's statement was so powerful that it completely wiped out all Lai Aibin's thinking, leaving nothing but blankness.

"Then...then..." Lai Aibin muttered, struggling for a long time before slowly uttering a dry sentence, "That can also be said, we won't do anything to Qiaoze, and we certainly won't do anything to you ah."

Lin Zhou smiled faintly, "I know, you are all my best friends, and I know that after I say it, you will treat me as always. But," sighing, the corner of Lin Zhou's mouth was a little bitter, "You said it all, feelings It's too hard to find, let alone between men? Those who are as lucky as Qiao Ze are a minority after all, and more are people like me who don't know what to do. I don't want you to get too involved in my mess. "

Lai Aibin frowned and looked at Lin Zhou, and spoke in a heavy tone, "What kind of nonsense are you talking about?" What do you mean you don't want them to be too involved?Is this what a friend should say!

Lin Zhou looked at him with deep eyes and many emotions, but Lai Aibin couldn't see them all clearly for a while.

"I'm just an ordinary man. Men, you can have sex without love. Do I want to talk to you about friends with benefits? Compared with Qiao Ze's matter, this is too boring." Because of this, so He didn't want them to know too much.To put it bluntly, the so-called relationship is nothing more than a fixed relationship with friends with benefits. How about a deeper communication?Maybe there was, but as these people of the same kind but hidden in the closet around him either voluntarily or forcedly got married and had children, Lin Zhou gradually gave up.

He, he lost his mind a long, long time ago. If that's the case, why bother to show this shit to everyone?

Lai Aibin really has nothing to say this time.There are reasons why Lin Zhou's words are too shocking, and there are also reasons why he doesn't know what to say, but the most important thing is because of Lin Zhou's tone of voice.

So lonely and so sad, although he didn't cry, how many nights of despair did he contain in those few sentences, what kind of experience made him say such heartbreaking words?

As long as he thinks of his good friend, his best friend who fell and was injured in a place he didn't know, Lai Aibin's heartache is so painful that he can't speak, and the real panic springs from the bottom of his feet, making him speechless.

"Zhou..." Lai Aibin stretched out his hand and put it lightly on Lin Zhou's shoulder. He lowered his head and leaned on the back of his hand.This is not the most intimate posture, but it gives people a heavy weight and inexplicable peace of mind.

Lin Zhou raised his hand and patted his head, and said with a light smile, "Okay, what's the big deal? Is it worth your life? Let's go, I have to go to work tomorrow, if I don't go back to sleep, I won't be able to wake up tomorrow gone."

Lai Aibin rubbed against Lin Zhou's shoulder for a while, then slowly stood up straight, and followed Lin Zhou without saying a word.

After returning home, Lai Aibin sat on the sofa, his head was in a mess, thinking a lot, but because he thought too much, he couldn't think through anything, his thoughts were in a mess, and he couldn't figure out a result.

If you can’t figure it out, then keep thinking, keep thinking, until you get it right—with this stubbornness, Lai Aibin sat on the sofa all night, didn’t take a bath, didn’t sleep, and forced himself to think on the sofa all night.

Finally, at dawn, Lai Aibin finally figured it out.

"Okay!" Clenching his fists and cheering himself up, Lai Aibin got up, rushed out of the house, went straight to Lin Zhou's house at the end of the next street, knocked on the door, and then there was a sound like knocking over a chair inside the door. After a while, Lin Zhou appeared in Lai Aibin's sight with a pair of red eyes that were obviously not fully slept.

"It's early in the morning, what are you doing?"

Lai Aibin stared straight at Lin Zhou's face, from the swollen eyes like walnuts to the dark circles under his eyes that were so black that they almost fell to the corners of his mouth, he could see everything in his eyes.

After a long time, Lai Aibin raised the corners of his mouth and smiled mischievously, "Zhou Zhou, let's date, anyway, you like me so much, it would be a pity not to date."