I have a crush on both home and me

When Gu Qi heard about Jiang Yan's marriage, he didn't believe it.

Then, he saw the engagement invitation.

The invitation letter was not for him, it was received by a friend. In fact, the entire crew of the TV series "But For Yourself" was invited, except him.

In addition to playing the male lead, he fell in love with another male lead played by Jiang Wei in the play for 42 episodes.

TV shows are fake.

No matter how deeply the people in the play love, the people outside the play are living in reality.

Everyone knows that Gu Qi and Jiang Wei are opposites, the relationship between the two is not good, and the fans of the two families will pinch each other when they meet.

No one knew that they drank together, fought and stayed up all night together.

I also shared my secrets hidden deep in my heart.

Even, once kissed...

But those are all in the past.

Jiang Wei is getting married.

The sky was endlessly black, and the heavy rain engulfed the city in the night, and the windshield wipers drew fan shapes one after another on the car window glass.

In the driver's seat, Gu Qi leaned forward slightly. He held the steering wheel with one hand, and the other hand clenched the clothes on his chest. The knuckles of his five fingers turned white.

It hurts, I can't tell where it hurts, but it feels like my whole body is hurting.

When the car accident happened, he didn't even realize it, and fell into a coma.

The huge bang fell silent, and the rain was still falling, as if it would never stop.

It was late at night when Gu Qi woke up, with the sound of pattering rain in his ears.

The temperature in the room was moderate, and he himself was lying on the sofa in the living room, covered with a thin blanket.It may be because of the wrong sleeping position. When I sit up, my waist and arms feel a little numb.

Gu Qi pressed the tingling area and looked around.

This is his home, the property left to him after his parents divorced and got married:

- A two-storey villa.

This villa located on the bank of the Luoxia River in Wancheng was huge, luxurious, and cold. It didn't seem to have changed, but the rain outside seemed to be a little less.

Gu Qi wondered how he got home after the car accident, could it be Xiao Xia?

He looked out the window, then at himself, and then he found that he didn't have a single wound on his body.

How is this going?

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He stared at the phone for 5 minutes, until the screen of the phone went black by itself, and the living room fell into darkness again.

He got up and turned on the light, and went straight to the French windows.

The night sky is very dark, there are no stars, and the rain is still falling, not too big or too small, hitting the banana leaves outside the window one after another. In the distance is the silent river.

The glass under the light acted as a mirror, and Gu Qi looked at himself inside: white shirt, short black hair, pale complexion, very pale face, thin lips, very light lip color, hair a little messy because he just woke up, The broken hair on the forehead slightly exceeds the eyebrows, and under the broken hair are a pair of black eyes without the slightest wave.

The past was like a dream, and suddenly woke up.

The person in the mirror was exactly himself four years ago.

The next morning.

"Dong dong dong."

The knock on the door brought Gu Qi back to his senses, and it was already dawn.

He actually sat here in a daze all night.

The rain stopped outside, and the sun rose slowly from the east, evaporating all the water vapor on the ground, and the rain last night was like a secret love without traces and results.

Gu Qi got up and went to open the door. The person who came was a young woman of about 23 years old, wearing a dress, with long hair in a shawl, and a pretty face, holding a folder in her hand.

It was Gu Qi's manager, Xu Xia.

"Brother Qi, why are your dark circles so heavy, did you not sleep well last night?" Xu Xia looked up at Gu Qi and asked with a worried expression.

Gu Qi smiled and shook his head: "Looked a little late yesterday, I'm fine."

"Sleeping is quite a luxury for celebrities, especially you, Brother Qi. From the broadcast of "But for the King", how long has it been since you didn't get a good night's sleep because of the announcement? It's rare that there was no announcement yesterday. I don't know how to get more sleep..."

Xu Xia babbled for a while before opening the folder and starting to talk about business.

Xu Xia is here today to confirm next week's itinerary with Gu Qi.

Gu Qi sat on the sofa, and after listening to Xu Xia who was sitting across from him finish speaking, he said, "There are no other problems. Let me push the celebrity interview on Wednesday."

"Ah?" Xu Xia was stunned, "Why, Brother Qi? You didn't tell me on purpose before, it's fine to postpone other schedules, but you must set aside time for this interview because..."

Because that day, Jiang Wei will also go.

Xu Xia didn't say the last sentence.

When Xu Xia first joined the company, she was only an assistant, but later Gu Qi discovered her talent and recommended her as an agent. Her achievements today depend on Gu Qi's appreciation at the beginning. Be respectful.

She has been with Gu Qi for almost four years. The two are not only a relationship between a manager and an artist, but also friends. Others don't understand Gu Qi, but she does.

Gu Qi is an artist under Stellar Entertainment. At the age of 15, he played the role of a genius boy with high IQ in a criminal investigation film. The bright entertainment circle ranks among the first-line.

Gu Qi has a cold personality and doesn't like to socialize. Except for filming time, his face is always light, showing neither sadness nor joy.

He was polite and distant towards everyone, but he was different towards Jiang Wei.

Jiang Wei is the top performer in today's entertainment industry. He made his debut as the male number three in the script of the great director Li Mo at the age of 18. With his beautiful face, he became popular instantly. Netizens gave him countless evaluations for his beauty: What is the beauty of the prosperous age, the No. 1 beauty of the gods, the three thousand fireworks are not as good as Jiang Wei looking back, and so on.

An even more exaggerated statement is: seeing Jiang Wei once, it is worthwhile to walk in the world.

During the period when fans were chasing the most fiercely, there were even wealthy people who spent a lot of money to buy the most expensive hotel in Wancheng to celebrate Jiang Wei's birthday just to make him smile, but he was beaten in the face by Jiang Wei with a "1" followed by a string of zeros. pain.

Only then did everyone know Jiang Wei's other identity:

——The invisible rich Jiang family, the younger brother of Jiang Yun, the chairman of the Jiang Group.

Later, no one dared to approach Jiang Wei in such a way, and the rich man even left Wancheng as if fleeing, and avoided Wancheng when doing business.

However, what many people don't know is that Jiang Wei, the beauty of the prosperous age, actually became famous based on his strength at the beginning.

Although Jiang Wei had a background, he didn't rely on his background. He entered the entertainment circle through various competitions. His first male number three role was won by himself through auditions.Director Li Mo of that play is a well-known villain in the entertainment industry. Even big stars are scolded for not acting well, but the newcomer Jiang Wei's acting skills in the play have been recognized by Director Li Mo.

However, his face is so amazing, so everyone focuses on his face, thus ignoring his acting skills.

As for Gu Qi, who is a powerful actor in acting, at the beginning, he was discovered by scouts based on his appearance, and thus entered the entertainment circle.

If someone digs the posts in 06, they will find that Gu Qi was more stunning when he was still an amateur than Gu Qi after his debut. There is a photo in the post: the boy is wearing a white shirt and jeans sitting on the lawn of the campus basketball court. In the trousers, a thin and beautiful waistline is shown.He looked ahead quietly, the broken hair on his forehead was slightly over his eyebrows, the jet-black hair made his skin fairer, and the afterglow of the sunset outlined his beautiful jaw line.

No fancy clothes, no makeup, no lights, he just sat quietly like that, with no expression on his face, his slightly long bangs even concealed some of his beauty, and the pixels of the candid photos were not even good, but that A face of first love makes the hearts of those who have seen it move.

There is a reply at the bottom: This f*ck, looks really make people want to commit/crime!No, no, he's only 15 years old, he's only 15 years old... Say it a hundred times silently in your heart.

This reply was built with 11 floors, and until today, [-] years later, there are still people digging graves and building buildings.

After regaining consciousness from the wild thoughts, Xu Xia asked puzzledly: "Brother Qi, you didn't pay much attention to this interview before and made a lot of preparations for it. Why did you postpone this interview? Is it because..."

"It has nothing to do with Jiang Wei."

Gu Qi interrupted, he came over with two cups of hot milk, put one of them in front of Xu Xia, sat back in his seat before continuing, "I don't like this kind of program very much, in the future there will be similar interview programs that will help me pushed."

Knowing that Gu Qi doesn't like to socialize, and doesn't like others knowing his privacy, Xu Xia nodded, "Oh, good."

It's just that she didn't finish her sentence, how did Brother Qi know that she was going to talk about Jiang Wei?

Could it be that she misunderstood that brother Qi didn't mean that to Jiang Wei at all?

"That's right." Gu Qi lowered his head and took a sip of the milk, his tone was light, "From now on, whenever Jiang Wei is on the set, variety shows, events, commercials... any occasion, I will reject them all."

Xu Xia almost choked on the milk, and said "yes" on her mouth, and the little flame of CP in her heart that had just been extinguished thumped and ignited again. What is there a word called?To cover up.

Gu Qi didn't know that his manager had already staged a bloody drama of you love me, I don't love you, I love you, and you don't love me. Now his mind is very chaotic, all kinds of past life It hit him like a storm, and there was nowhere to hide.

But for your sake, the interview, Jiang Wei...

The first encounter between him and Jiang Wei in the previous life was in the tanmei costume drama "But For Your Own Love" directed by Li Mo.

Director Li Mo has never played his cards according to common sense. The two male protagonists of "But for the sake of the king" did not audition, so he and Jiang Wei were directly cast.

As soon as the news of the two of them filming a Tanmei TV drama came out, the entire entertainment circle set off a storm.

"But for the sake of the king" lived up to expectations and became popular after it was broadcast.

The two protagonists who have filmed tanmei dramas these years will basically become CPs, not to mention that the drama they filmed is still a hit. Logically speaking, they should become the popular CPs, but he and Jiang Wei have become opponents.

The reason they became rivals was also because of Jiang Wei.

"But for the sake of the king" has a kissing scene. Although it was cut to nothing when it was broadcast, the tidbits of the kissing scene finally came out: in the dark night, the fire was soaring into the sky, and the smoke filled the air. Break out of the siege, embrace and kiss in the silent woods.

Although it was just a tidbit, this scene was shot quite beautifully. After it came out, fans shouted "I can!"

But from the filming of this scene to the finale, Jiang Wei's attitude towards him was very cold.

In an exclusive interview with a celebrity a few days after the tidbits came out, the host asked them what they thought about the kiss scene. Jiang Wei didn't mind that he was there at all, and bluntly clarified that he was not gay.

No one beat their CP anymore, and the fans of the two families became enemies overnight.

"As long as you hate Gu Qi/Jiang Wei, we are good sisters."

After this incident in the previous life, they never cooperated again.

This year is the year when "But For Yourself" was broadcast.

Now, he and Jiang Wei have not yet become opponents.

But soon.

According to the timeline of the previous life, the footage of the kissing scene will be released tomorrow, and next Wednesday's celebrity interview will be the one where Jiang Wei clarifies that he is not gay in his previous life.

Gu Qi is curvy, by nature.

When he collaborated with Jiang Wei in "But For the King" in his previous life, he fell in love with Jiang Wei because of the play.

He has been positioned as a capable person since his debut, and Jiang Wei's acting skills are also very good. Before filming the kiss scene, the two had a very pleasant cooperation.

There was only one place where Jiang Wei was stuck fifteen times because he always forgot his words.

That place is the confession of the two protagonists in the play who communicated with each other after they got drunk.

They leaned against the peach grove they met for the first time and drank. For the sake of shooting effect, both of them drank real wine.

After drinking for three rounds, both of their faces were flushed. Jiang Wei pushed him to a tree and held him down. In front of him, their eyes met and their breaths met.

At that time, the spring was bright and beautiful in March, the peach blossoms were in full bloom, and the falling petals were colorful.

Jiang Wei's light brown pupils were as beautiful as glass, reflecting spring and peach blossoms, and him.

That look made him drown in it, and after that, it was hard to tell the difference between the inside and the outside of the play.

From the backstory of "But for the King's sake" to his death in a car accident, he and Jiang Wei have been rivals for four years.

From the age of 25 to 30, he had a crush on Jiang Wei for five full years.

It's a pity that Jiang Wei is a straight man.

In the interview, the phrase "I have no opinion on homosexuality, but I will not accept such scripts in the future" turned the two fans against each other, and also made Gu Qi's heart freeze.