I have a crush on both home and me

And for the role of Feng Yinxi, to be honest, Gu Qi is also a little bit moved.

Gu Qi went to audition for Feng Yinxi in the end. As expected, the actor who played Feng Yinxi in his previous life also auditioned. Gu Qi tried his best, but he didn't expect too much.

After all, the role of Feng Yinxi in his previous life did not belong to him.

Therefore, when Gu Qi received the call that the audition was successful, he was very surprised, "Boss Lin, are you sure it's me? You really want me to play Feng Yinxi?"

"Mr. Gu Qi, we communicated with the author and director of the original work, and after discussing in three meetings, we unanimously decided that you will play the role of Feng Yinxi." After a pause, the other side of the phone said, "But in Before that, I would like to ask Teacher Gu Qi a question."

"Mr. Lin, you ask."

"You...can you accept the kissing scene?"

"can."

"What about the same sex?"

"???" Gu Qi asked, "Isn't Feng Yinxi a straight man? Doesn't he have an official girlfriend?"

Mr. Lin smiled and said: "It's like this. Teacher Su Nan, the original author, learned that you played Feng Yinxi, so she decided to change Feng Yinxi's emotional drama. We will broadcast this drama while filming. Voted by the audience, the person with the highest number of votes will become your official CP, so you can’t decide who your partner is, whether it’s a man or a woman.”

"..."

The plot seems to have not developed according to the previous life.

The audience voted for CP?

Pretty good at playing.

"Who plays Fen You?" Gu Qi finally asked.

"Jiang Wei."

"Okay, I accept."

Gu Qi hung up the phone and checked the time. It was only 17:15. Jiang Wei had filming today and said that he might not be back until after dark, and it was too early to cook now.

Gu Qi took two books and sat on the balcony to read them. After reading for a while, he found that he couldn't read them. He simply put down the books and stared at the gradually darkening sky in the distance in a daze.

Big ip, big production, original author as screenwriter, director Li Moda directing, excellent production team... The show "Xiaoyaoyou" is rushing to win awards.

Gu Qi debuted for so many years, although others gave him the evaluation of "being indifferent to the world", "Buddhism", "working hard and not caring about vanity", he is also very "competitive", living up to everyone's definition of him, debuting For so many years, he has never won the Best Actor Award.

Everyone praised him for his innocence like a chrysanthemum, not fighting or grabbing, but does he really not care?Really don't want that award at all?Gu Qi asked himself.

the answer is negative.

He cares.

It's just that he has been defined by the outside world with the labels of "Buddhist" and "indifferent to the world" for so long that even he himself has almost forgotten his inner desires and ambitions.

Even though there are many unspoken rules and injustices in the circle, that trophy is a kind of affirmation.

It is an affirmation of his acting skills.

He didn't fight for too long in his previous life, but in this life, he wants that award!

That night, after the two of them had dinner, Jiang Wei got up to pack the dishes. Gu Qi grabbed his wrist and said, "Sit down first, Jiang Wei, I have something to tell you."

Jiang Wei put down the bowl and chopsticks, took off his apron, sat next to Gu Qi, and joked, "What's the matter? Boyfriend wants to wash the dishes today?"

Gu Qi ignored Jiang Wei's joke, held Jiang Wei's hand, raised his eyes to look at Jiang Wei, and spoke carefully and seriously.

"Jiang Wei, it's been 11 years since I debuted in November this year. During these 11 years, I was nominated for Best Actor five times, but I have never been on that stage, and I have never had a real performance. Got that award."

"Everyone says that I am indifferent to fame and wealth and do not fight for it. Many times I feel the same way. I think that as long as everyone likes me and can see my acting skills, it doesn't matter whether I win an award or not. But these days, I have thought a lot about it. , I suddenly felt that I cared."

"That award is not just an award, it is a symbol of honor and an affirmation of my professional ability, which is different in meaning from other people's praise of me."

"So, before starting a family, I want to go to that stage first."

Gu Qi looked at Jiang Wei quietly, and there seemed to be something surging in those calm black eyes, "Jiang Wei, are you willing to wait for me for a while?"

"When I get that award, we'll go get the certificate."

Jiang Wei inserted his fingers into Gu Qi's fingers one by one, and interlocked with them.

He said, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

Jiang Wei was not worried, because the actor who played Feng Yinxi won the best actor award in his previous life, and Gu Qi's acting skills and appearance were better than that actor.

It is inevitable for Gu Qi to win the award.

It's only a year or so, he can wait.

"Brother Qi, at the restaurant that day, Xu Xia said that you would retch when you smell jackfruit. I want to know, is this true?" Jiang Wei asked.

"It's true." Gu Qi said, "Not only jackfruit, but also many tropical fruits, such as durian and mango, I would retch physiologically when I smell them, um... the doctor said that people like me are rare, so many people Do not know at all."

"Then..." Jiang Wei paused, "That year, on the day of the filming of the kissing scene on the crew of "For Your Own Desire", you also..."

"You that day..." Gu Qi coughed lightly, his face a little embarrassed, and finally said, "You ate a whole three jackfruits that day."

"..."

Jiang Wei was so fucking dumbfounded.

Did he eat jackfruit?Did he eat it?Three more?when did he eat itHow can he not remember?

"That is to say, you didn't dislike the kissing scene with me at the time, nor did you dislike me, but... it was because of the food I ate, because you couldn't smell me..." Jiang Wei scratched impatiently. Scratching his head, "I'm so stupid! Really!"

Seeing Jiang Wei like this, Gu Qi couldn't help laughing, but after laughing for a few seconds, his expression froze.

They lived together for half a year, held hands, hugged, and shared the same bed every day, but Jiang Wei never kissed him.

He always thought that Jiang Wei was a gentleman, but now it seems that, could it be that the shadow cast on Jiang Wei was too great at that time?

So!

Gu Qi was startled. If this is the case, then in his previous life, Jiang Wei clarified that he was not gay because he retched after seeing him kissing him, and felt that he hated this kind of behavior between the same sex, so he clarified that he was not gay?

If so...

If this is the case, then he is really stupid, really!

They missed their entire lives because of one jackfruit, no, three... No, no, no, this is not the point, the point is, why is he so stupid?

Gu Qi was still in a trance, but was thrown down on the sofa by a strong force, and then his eyes darkened, and his lips were covered by Jiang's curtain.

……

After a long time, the rapid panting in the room calmed down a little.

"Boyfriend, you haven't kissed someone yet, have you?"

Gu Qi's jerky made Jiang Wei suspicious.

The corner of Gu Qi's mouth twitched, and then quickly recovered his expression. He maintained a dignified and calm voice and said: "I debuted many years before you, and I have filmed dozens of movies. You can search for my works online. , On average, one out of every three movies has a kissing scene, no doubles, no borrowed seats."

Jiang Wei frowned, and then leaned over.

"That's different..." Jiang Wei's voice was hoarse, and the two of them were very close. Jiang Wei turned his head slightly, and the hot and humid breath sprayed against Gu Qi's ear, "I mean, have you ever had a boyfriend before?" ? Or girlfriend?"

Gu Qi said: "I am 26 years old, I have good looks, and my own conditions are not bad. After so many years, I said no, do you believe me?"

"Then..." Jiang Wei's eyes darkened suddenly, "Has he ever done this before?"

After finishing speaking, Gu Qi's two wrists were grabbed by Jiang Wei with one hand and pressed to the top of his head, his jaw was pinched, his lips were slightly opened because of this movement, Jiang Wei took a deep look at him, and kissed him again.

Kissing scenes in TV dramas are just touching lips. Gu Qi has never kissed anyone like this before, nor has he kissed Jiang Wei like this.

Gu Qi never knew that a kiss can also make people breathless, like drowning.