I have a crush on both home and me

He Cheng's operation was very successful, the doctor said nothing unexpected, the gauze could be removed in half a month.

When He Cheng woke up, the ward was full of friends who came to see him, and the lifeless ward was decorated with flowers and bustling with life.

"Son, your operation was successful, and I'm going back too."

Everyone chatted for a while, and the old man sitting by the bed suddenly spoke.

"Dad? You're going back?" He Cheng grabbed the old man's hand with his non-infusion hand, "Why are you going back? Don't you wait for me to remove the gauze?"

The old man said to himself: "Son, these friends of yours are very good. I am relieved to have them take care of you. You should take good care of your wounds. When you recover from your wounds, you can film well. I am going back. There is still farm work at home. You Mom, she can't do it alone."

"I know Dad, I will ask Xiaojun to buy the train ticket for you. Don't buy a station ticket when you take the train in the future. The money I send back every month, don't keep saving it for me. I am not short of money. You and Mom, buy more clothes, don't always wear your military coat."

"What? Do you think I don't know that you're wearing your precious military overcoat because I can't see it? I can hear it just by hearing the sound."

The old man's lips trembled, and tears welled up in his eyes.

He Cheng continued: "Dad, our family is not poor now, so we don't need to save as much as before. Let's hire a few workers if we can't finish the work in the field. Our family is really not short of money now. There is a lot of money for a play."

The old man was silent for a while, and continued after his body trembled less, "Son, in the future, if you meet a girl you like, talk to her. As long as you like her, she likes you too. Your mother and I will have a good relationship." no comment."

"Why are you talking about this again?" He Cheng frowned, and said with a smile, "Dad, I'm still young, and it's time to strive for my career. That's still early."

"Son, your mother and I don't have any big wishes in this life. We just hope that you can live a peaceful life. In the future, you will marry a good girl, have a child, and live a happy family life. Your mother and I will be satisfied."

He Cheng was worried that his father would go back alone, so he asked Chen Xiaojun to take his father back. Chen Xiaojun sent the old man all the way back to his home in Zhenjiang County, and then he took the train back with peace of mind.

However, just two days later, a piece of news from Zhenjiang County appeared on TV.

"At 4 o'clock in the morning on April 9th, a man passed by the Zhenjiang River for work, and saw a corpse floating in the river. According to the police salvage investigation, the deceased was surnamed He, aged 7, from Zhenjiang County, and was wearing an old Army coat, the time of the accident was between 56:3 and 40:4 in the morning, and it was preliminarily determined to be a suicide..."

He Cheng fainted when he heard the news.

Chen Xiaojun hurriedly called the doctor. After various examinations, the doctor said that there was no serious problem, so everyone was relieved.

On the same day, several relatives from He Cheng's hometown rushed over, and the police from Zhenjiang County also came to the hospital. However, because the deceased's son was currently in a coma and could not make a statement, Gu Qi and Chen Xiaojun cooperated with the police to go to the police station.

The process of taking notes was very slow and depressing, and it took two full hours.

After finishing the notes, Gu Qi didn't go back to the hospital, nor did he go home, he walked aimlessly on the road alone.

He walked to an artificial lake.

There was no one here, and it was very quiet. He stood for a while, then sat down on the lawn beside the artificial lake, staring at the calm water in a daze.

After sitting for an unknown amount of time, he heard the sound of leather shoes stepping on the lawn behind him.

The footsteps were steady, slow, and neither too fast nor too slow.

Finally the voice stopped behind him.

Gu Qi didn't turn his head, nor did he make any movements. He still looked at the lake calmly, and only spoke lightly.

"Before April 4th, you went to meet He Cheng's father, didn't you?"

There was no response behind him, he continued talking.

"On the day the old man returned to Zhenjiang, when he said goodbye to He Cheng, he was still thinking about the farm work and his wife at home. A person who has concerns and hopes in his heart will not have the idea of ​​committing suicide."

"Then, I would like to ask Mr. Zhu, why did an old man who cared about his wife and farm work end his life just two days after returning to Zhenjiang County?"

When Gu Qi said these words, he never looked back. With the end of the last sentence, he raised his hand and threw the pebble in his hand.

The stone caused a small ripple in the calm center of the lake. After a few seconds, as the stone sank, the lake surface became calm again.

At the same time, a man's voice came from behind.

"Your analysis is very reasonable, but unfortunately, I'm not a policeman, so I can't guess why other people have the idea of ​​committing suicide."

Accompanied by these words, Gu Qi heard rustling voices behind him, and then felt warm all over his body.

He turned his head and saw a black windbreaker draped over his shoulders.

"It's cold, you don't wear too much."

An unknown fire rose from his heart, and Gu Qi was about to get up immediately, but he was held down by a hand on his shoulder, which was so strong that he couldn't get up.

"This place is not suitable for drinking tea, let's talk in another place." Gu Qi felt that the voice was getting closer, and the voice was lowered, with some ambiguous tone in his tone, "Where can I find me, are you knew."

With the disappearance of the ending of this sentence, Gu Qi felt that the strength on his shoulders was gone, followed by the sound of footsteps behind him.

Gu Qi threw the windbreaker into the trash can, got up and left.

When we got back to the hospital, the door of the ward was closed, and Jiang Wei was the only one sitting in the corridor. Jiang Wei probably rushed over after the filming, before taking off his makeup. Seeing him coming, he pointed his chin into the ward, Said: "He Cheng just woke up, because it is inconvenient to leave the hospital, so the police are now taking notes for him inside."

"Relatives from his hometown, Chen Xiaojun took them to dinner."

"Yeah." Gu Qi nodded.

"There is another bad news..." Jiang Wei hesitated, "It was He Cheng's cousin who said that He Cheng's mother also fell ill after hearing that his wife had passed away, and is now living in the Zhenjiang County Hospital. He Cheng's aunt is taking care of him."

Jiang Wei said again: "Everyone is still hiding this matter from He Cheng, and dare not tell him."

Under the white lights of the hospital, Gu Qi's face was pale. He walked to Jiang Wei and sat down, moving his lips: "Then... don't say it for now."

After completing the transcript, it was determined that the cause of death was suicide, and then, it was time to take care of the old man's funeral.

Because He Cheng had just finished the operation, and the gauze had not been removed from his eyes, so he was inconvenient to move, so relatives helped take care of the elderly's funeral.

In the next few days, He Cheng lay on the hospital bed and kept silent. Whether it was Gu Qi, Jiang Wei, Chen Xiaojun, or relatives in his hometown, no matter who talked to him, he ignored him, as if isolating himself In another space, he couldn't hear anyone talking.

It wasn't until one morning that he heard Chen Xiaojun talking to Gu Qi about the funeral, and he said the first sentence.

"When is the funeral?" He Cheng's voice was hoarse because he hadn't spoken for several days.

Chen Xiaojun hesitated for a moment, and said, "Brother Cheng, you haven't removed the gauze from your eyes, maybe it's not right..."

"When is the funeral?"

"The day after... the day after tomorrow."

The attending doctor expressed understanding of He Cheng's situation and agreed that he should be discharged temporarily, but repeatedly told him not to cry, not to get emotional, and not to get wet on the wound.Let Chen Xiaojun and Gu Qi stare at him, and he must not cry.

The funeral was held in Zhenjiang County, except for all relatives of He Cheng's hometown, Gu Qi, Jiang Wei, Chen Xiaojun, and some friends in He Cheng's circle attended.

He Cheng really didn't cry that day, he just knelt quietly in front of the tombstone, neither eating nor drinking, knelt for a whole day, no one tried to persuade him.

After the old man's funeral was over, He Cheng was ill for a whole month.

In mid-May, the opening ceremony of the second season of "Getaway" was held.

On that day, He Cheng did not come to participate.

The role of Hua Quer was changed in the end.

It's just that this time it wasn't Stellar Entertainment that wanted to replace He Cheng, but He Cheng himself proposed to terminate the contract.

The day He Cheng removed the eye gauze was fine and sunny.

After removing the gauze, according to the doctor's instructions, he closed his eyes for 10 minutes before slowly opening his eyes.

His gaze first fell on the ceiling, adjusted to the light, and then slowly moved out of the window. He looked at the green plants and the sky outside for a while, then turned his head, and glanced at several friends guarding his hospital bed one by one, and finally His eyes stopped on Gu Qi.

He said, "Teacher Gu, I'm so tired."

The wounds on He Cheng's face are recovering very well, they are all fine wounds, the small wounds have healed, and the larger wounds only have a little white scar.

This kind of scar can be eliminated, it will not affect the appearance, and it will not affect the subsequent acting career of He Cheng.

However, He Cheng's second sentence was: "Teacher Gu, I want to take a break. In the second season of "Unfettered Journey", I... I will not act."

At that moment, the ward was so quiet that there was only the rhythmic dripping of needles and water.

In the ward, everyone was stunned.

After a long time, Chen Xiaojun came back to his senses and asked, "Then... Brother Cheng, what are your plans?"

Chen Xiaojun had a hard time accepting it for a while, but he could understand it. First he was almost blind, his eyes recovered but his father was gone, and then his mother fell ill and was hospitalized. It is impossible for anyone to act as if nothing happened.It's good to leave this circle for a while, adjust your mentality and come back.

"Do you want to travel?" Chen Xiaojun had many tourist attractions in his mind, and he continued, "I can recommend a few places for you, all of which I have been to, which are very suitable for relaxation..."

"I want to go back to Zhenjiang." He Cheng said, looking at the ceiling and thinking, "I have a cousin, he was as tall as my waist when I came out, he hugged my legs and never let go, now he looks like me It’s high. I just remembered that I came to Wancheng when I was 16, and I haven’t been back to Zhenjiang much except this year’s New Year’s…”

He Cheng turned his head, pulled the corners of his lips towards them, and smiled.

"I want to go back to Zhenjiang."

Chen Xiaojun's next words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything.

What this means is that he doesn't want to come back...

He doesn't want to act anymore...

The ward fell into dead silence again.

Gu Qi turned his back to the light, and there was a shadow in front of him. He moved his lips, but he didn't make a sound.