I have a crush on both home and me

It was already dark when the phone rang.

Jiang Wei's cell phone had long run out of battery and automatically shut down, it was Gu Qi's cell phone that rang, and the caller was Xu Xia.

Jiang Wei glanced at the fainted person, and pressed the phone's breath screen. Within a minute, the ringtone rang again, and he had no choice but to answer the phone.

As soon as the phone was connected, the other side was gushing: "Brother Qi, do you know that Lin Haoyu called me a dozen times this afternoon, and I didn't know how to comfort him, Brother Qi, so what's going on with you guys?" Lin Haoyu said that he gave you the keys to Mr. Jiang’s house, have you seen Mr. Jiang now? Is he all right? Didn’t he cut his wrists? Did he wipe his neck?”

Jiang Wei: "..."

"I'm Jiang Wei."

"He's asleep. Let's talk about it tomorrow."

After two sentences, Jiang Wei hung up the phone.

He carried the person who passed out on the sofa into the bathroom, cleaned up Gu Qi's body, wrapped him in a nightgown, carried him back to the bedroom and put him on the big bed, tucked the quilt for Gu Qi, and then returned to the bathroom to take a bath.

After taking a shower, Jiang Wei changed his clothes and went out. He went to the pharmacy downstairs to buy alcohol, gauze, iodophor, Baiyao spray, wound ointment, cotton swabs, anti-inflammatory drugs... Just in case, he took another antipyretic, At the end of the checkout, I took two large boxes of condoms and a large bottle of lubricating oil in front of the cash register.

After returning home, Jiang Wei charged his mobile phone, treated the wound on his arm with iodophor and gauze, and then applied medicine to Gu Qi while he was still in a coma.

After taking the medicine, Jiang Wei went to the kitchen to make porridge for Gu Qi to drink when he woke up, but there were no ingredients at home, so he had to order takeaway in the end.

After everything was done, Jiang Wei picked up the 25% charged phone and called Lin Haoyu back.

When the phone was connected, Lin Haoyu uttered a sentence tremblingly, with a hint of sobs in his voice: "Gu...Mr. Gu, just speak directly, I...I'm already mentally prepared."

"..." Jiang Wei said, "How are you mentally prepared? Shall I cut my wrists? Or wipe my neck?"

"Ah! Brother Jiang, it's you!" Lin Haoyu's tone changed instantly, "Brother Jiang, you finally answered the phone, do you know that we've been worrying about you for the past few days, what's going on with you and Mr. Gu? Why are you arguing. By the way, is Teacher Gu at your house? You ask Teacher Gu to answer the phone, I have something to tell him. "

"What can you tell him? He's asleep, and it's inconvenient now."

"It's not me, it's Xiaoxia. Xiaoxia is very worried about Teacher Gu... What, Teacher Gu is still sleeping? Then when he wakes up, ask Teacher Gu to call me back. It's urgent, within tonight."

"Tonight, he might not be able to wake up. He was in a deep sleep..." After a pause, Jiang Wei said again, "No, to be precise, he passed out."

"Ah? Dizzy? Are you sick?"

"Too much exercise."

Leaving these four words with unclear meanings, Jiang Wei hung up the phone.

He guessed it right, Gu Qi didn't wake up all night, and in the middle of the night, he developed a fever. He fed Gu Qi with antipyretics, and stayed by the bed, checking the temperature of his forehead from time to time until it was dawn. , the fever subsided completely.

When Gu Qi woke up, it was already twelve o'clock the next day.

He looked around. This was a bedroom. He was lying on the big bed in the center of the room. There were several boxes of medicine and a glass of water on the bedside table. The curtains were drawn, but warm light came in through the curtains. It should have been sunny.

He moved his body and let out a "hiss" instinctively. It took him a while to get used to the discomfort on his body, and he slowly sat up with his elbows on the edge of the bed.

Jiang Wei was not in the bedroom, but there seemed to be movement outside.He got out of bed in his nightgown, saw that there were no shoes beside the bed, and simply walked outside barefoot.

Every step is extremely difficult.

The wine bottles in the living room have been cleaned up, and the strong smell of alcohol is gone.

Jiang Wei changed into clean home clothes, washed his face, shaved his beard, and neatly tied his long hair into a small tail. Everyone looked like a dog.At this moment, he was busy in the kitchen wearing an apron, and he was completely different from the bearded Jiang Wei who smelled of alcohol and was ready to go moldy at any time when he entered the door yesterday.

Hearing footsteps, Jiang Wei turned his head to look at him, stirred the porridge in the pot with a spoon and said, "Are you awake?"

Gu Qi took two steps forward and was about to say something when he heard Jiang Wei say something.

"Does it feel good to indulge/desire?"

As Jiang Wei spoke, his eyes also fell on his legs that were not walking very well.

He naturally understood that there was something in Jiang Wei's words, so he simply didn't leave, stood where he was, and continued to fight: "It's not bad."

Jiang Wei suddenly dropped the spoon and walked towards him, clasping his waist with one hand, poking his other hand through the nightgown, going down his back, pressing hard on a certain depression, and said in a deep voice: "Not bad?"

He obviously felt the person in his arms tremble violently, and he could hardly stand up, but he heard a sentence that made him even angrier.

"pretty good."

The room was silent for about a minute.

"Slap!" Jiang Wei slapped himself across the face with a backhand.

Gu Qi grabbed Jiang Wei's hand that was still about to slap, and said coldly, "What are you doing!"

"My fault..." Compared with the slap, Jiang Wei's slap was very soft, as light as if it would be blown away by the wind, but it was so heavy that it made people feel very uncomfortable.

Then, almost without any warning, he saw tears fall from Jiang Wei's eyes. At the same time, he was embraced by Jiang Wei, and the two arms around him were so strong that they almost trembled. Jiang Wei's voice Also trembling, "You are bleeding yourself, you don't feel pain, I slapped lightly without even a trace, you feel pain, my fault, it's my fault... I'm sorry..."

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that to you, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you behind, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have answered the phone and ignored you, I'm sorry..."

Gu Qi was furious in his heart, but he never thought that Jiang Wei would cry, and he was completely stunned now. He has no experience in coaxing people, so he doesn't know what to do now.

After a while, he patted Jiang Wei's back stiffly, "You... let go of me first, I... I'm going to be strangled to death by you."

Jiang Wei let go of him after hearing the last sentence.

What scene has he not seen?No, just crying... No, he has never seen this scene before.

Because he hadn't seen it before, he didn't know how to deal with it, so the first time Jiang Wei let go of him, he turned around and walked towards the bedroom. His pace was very fast, as if he was running away.

"I... I'm suddenly sleepy, I'll go to bed and sleep for a while."

As soon as the words fell, the world spun before his eyes, and he was hugged by Jiang Weiheng.

Jiang Wei walked into the bedroom in three steps, put him on the bed carefully, then knelt on one knee beside his bed, looked at him, he was not crying anymore, but his eyes were still red.

"Sorry……"

Gu Qi raised his forehead, his head hurts, it hurts, it hurts more than ever.

"I'm sorry, Brother Qi, I shouldn't have broken up..."

"It's okay." He took a deep breath, then exhaled softly, and said, "I didn't agree anyway."

Jiang Wei: "..."

Jiang Wei stayed by the bed for a while, and asked, "Brother Qi, I cooked porridge for you, do you want to drink it now? Or, if you want to eat something else, I'll make it for you."

"Do you think I have any other choice besides porridge now?"

Jiang Wei: "..."

So Jiang Wei brought a bowl of porridge, sat on the head of the bed, and said cautiously, "Brother Qi, do you want...do you want me to feed you?"

"Aren't you talking nonsense?" Gu Qi raised his right arm, which was covered with plaster, and said, "Do you think I can eat by myself?"

Jiang Wei: "..."

So, Jiang Wei sat on the bedside and diligently fed Gu Qi porridge, while Gu Qi used his other normal hand and this hand with a plaster cast as an assistant to drive around the map with his mobile phone in his arms. Scenery, and change motorcycles from time to time.

Jiang Wei was feeding him porridge while looking at the screen of his mobile phone, and finally couldn't help but say: "Brother Qi, this game is not played like this, in the map you have to pick up equipment, you have to pick up guns, you have to shoot with guns People, this is a shooting game, really...not a racing car, you will be reported by your teammates, and you will be banned if you report too much..."

"It's okay, it's not my number anyway."

Jiang Wei: "..."

Gu Qi still drove very happily.

After feeding the porridge, Gu Qi's game is over, and the screen shows: You have been complained for your negative attitude in the game, and your account has been banned for 24 hours.

He returned the phone to Jiang Wei, his expression lost the casualness just now, and became serious: "I want to know one thing, Jiang Wei, what is going on between you and your father?"

After Jiang Wei heard this, he was silent for a while. He took the mobile phone and put it aside without looking at it. He got up and sat down on the chair beside the bed.

The chair was right at the intersection of light and shadow. After he sat down, the shimmering light from the snow fell on half of his face through the glass, making the skin on the bridge of his nose white, while the other half of his face was shrouded in shadow.

He slowly leaned back, leaning his back on the back of the chair, and his whole body was completely hidden in the shadow. He looked ahead, his expression gradually became calm under the shadow, and he said a word.

"That man, he is not worthy of being a father, he is a beast."

Gu Qi sat on the head of the bed, did not speak, and listened quietly.

"He is a terrible predator. He has a high dual intelligence, but has an extremely dangerous personality. He is in a high position, but he despises justice and treats the law as nothing. My mother was destroyed by him."

Jiang Wei changed his posture, but he was still in the shadows. He stated in a flat tone, without any waves on his face, as if he was telling someone else's story.

"My mother was originally the daughter of a big family. She was proficient in everything from piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but later her family fell into poverty. In order to survive, she sang in a dance hall and met that beast."

"That bastard fell in love with my mother at first sight, and then launched an extremely passionate pursuit, sending flowers, jewelry, and villas... In short, he used up all the romantic scenes in current idol dramas. It stands to reason that for such The pursuit of a rich and attractive mature man would definitely be irresistible to any other woman, but my mother has someone she likes in her heart, so she can only politely refuse his pursuit."

"The beast couldn't ask for anything from my mother, so it started using despicable methods."

"Who would have thought that a mature man with a successful career and great charm is actually a beast in human skin. He found out all the information about the person my mother liked, and threatened my mother to marry him with that person's future. To him, my mother can only submit."

"After my mother passed away, I went to the dance hall and found a good friend who worked with my mother at that time to inquire about it."

"Because before that, I always felt that although my parents were not affectionate, they respected each other as guests."

"When I was 11 years old, that beast injected my mother with drugs to control her, and asked her to kill one of the beast's mistresses, what else did she say, hand over the group affairs to my brother, and then take my mother to some small island to live , My mother was trembling all over when she heard it."

"In the next two years, everything seemed to be peaceful, but the beast was still injecting medicine into my mother to control her. In the end, my mother couldn't bear this kind of life, and after arranging for me to go abroad, she chose to commit suicide."

"When I was 13 years old, I witnessed my mother die in front of me. At that time, I swore that I would make that beast pay the price."

"Jiang Wei..." Gu Qi moved to the side of the bed at some point, and reached out to hold his hand, with a worried tone, hesitant to speak.

Facing those black eyes, Jiang Wei saw Gu Qi's worry, took Gu Qi's hand back, pressed on the back of his hand, and said, "Don't worry, I'm not that bastard, I didn't do anything illegal. thing."

"After my mother passed away, I began to study law by myself, secretly investigating the origin of the beast's potions and the information of the mistress who died that year, collecting evidence, and at the same time, instigating the relationship between the group director and the beast."

"So in the end, when the truth came out, everyone, including my brother, thought that the bastard was framed by the board of directors."

Gu Qi frowned slightly, and asked, "Your brother...he doesn't know?"

"My brother was given high hopes by the beasts. He was sent abroad to study various things since he was a child. He rarely returns to China. In my impression, it seems to be only once or twice."

"I once thought about telling my brother about these things, but after thinking about it, I felt that even if I told him, my mother would never come back, and the beasts were also sentenced to death. Let these dark things be buried in the ground. Bar."

"Then Zhu Yan, why did you know about this?" Gu Qi asked again.

"I don't know about this, maybe he investigated it."

After saying this, Jiang Wei's fingers suddenly tightened, and Gu Qi felt pain in his hand, and he frowned slightly and looked at Jiang Wei.

"Brother Qi, you dare to give yourself to me when you are not sure about anything." Jiang Wei was in the shadows, his light brown pupils stared straight at him, and his strength remained unabated , "Aren't you afraid, I'm really a pervert with a dark heart, so you can't escape from my palm?"

Gu Qi resisted the pain coming from his knuckles, watched Jiang Wei shake his head slowly, and said, "I know you are not."

"What if I were?"

The strength of his grip on him increased, and the pain also increased. Gu Qi didn't have any resistance, just looked at Jiang Wei quietly, and spoke slowly for a long while.

He said, "I'll accompany you."

He said: "I am not threatened by anyone, but Jiang Wei, if this person is you, I can accept it. No matter what you do to me, I can accept it."

He said: "If you want to walk the path of sunshine, I will accompany you, if you want to fall into darkness, I will accompany you too."

The strength in his hand suddenly disappeared, and then Gu Qi felt himself being pulled into a firm embrace by a strong force.

The two arms holding him were tightened so tightly that his bones ached, but the voice that came close to his ears was extremely gentle and determined, "I want to walk the path of sunshine."

"Gu Qi, I want to take you on the path of sunshine."

Even if one day, I have to fall into darkness, I will not take you with me.