wet love

Lin Yuan squeezed the glass tightly in his hand in an instant, his plump fingertips turned white due to excessive force, leaving obvious finger marks on the glass.

He even briefly lost the ability to speak in the next half a second, and could only stare blankly at the man opposite him with wide eyes.Something that he didn't want to admit or think about slowly took shape in Lin Yuan's mind because of the man's words.

Selfish, he wished he could cover the man's mouth and deceive himself not to hear it.

"You look like you don't know." The man changed his posture casually, crossed his left leg over his right leg, and leaned half of his body on the sofa.It was clearly just sitting, but it gave Lin Yuan a condescending feeling.

The gentleness in his eyes seems to have faded away, just like the ebb tide of the sea, and the rugged reefs are revealed.Examining, sizing up, and a little bit of disdain, they kneaded together, passed through the air flowing with light music, and landed on Lin Yuan's body.

This feeling made Lin Yuan even more uncomfortable.

He tensed his back instinctively, and when he was about to speak, the man had already taken a step ahead.

"My name is Xia Qiyu. Since you may not know me, I decided to introduce myself briefly. I am..."

"No need!" Lin Yuan suddenly raised his voice, his eyes turned red for an unknown reason at that moment, and he looked at Xia Qiyu opposite him with almost fierce eyes.

The man was not scared by him, or the man had seen too many normal and abnormal people, so he didn't care about Lin Yuan like this.Xia Qiyu curled his lips into a smile, watching the violent ups and downs of the young man opposite him.

After standing in silence for a while, Lin Yuan slowly lowered his head.His voice became very dry and astringent, as if someone had squeezed his throat tightly and made it with all his might.

"You are a psychiatrist. I know you. You are Dr. Xia in my brother's phone notes, so I can find you."

"Yeah." Xia Qiyu still smiled, and changed back to that soft, coaxing voice, "What else do you know? About your brother, or about me?"

"...You are very special to my brother." The young man seemed to be very reluctant to spit out such a sentence. He lost the aura that he had just burst out, or maybe he himself was ruthless.

"Oh? Why do you say that?"

This time Xia Qiyu really became interested. He was very curious about the reaction of the boy in front of him, which made him very interesting.

"Because my brother has no friends and hardly knows how to socialize. He only saved my phone number and only yours!" Lin Yuan raised his head again, Xia Qiyu saw it clearly this time, he saw the boy's red eyes.

Oh, it turns out that the possessiveness and guilt of young people are at work.

"Why do you think so?" Xia Qiyu lowered his legs this time, and his sitting posture became very upright.

Tears welled up in Lin Yuan's eyes, he lowered his head hastily, not to lose his composure in front of Xia Qiyu.

"Because he is sick and sad, he won't tell me. He would rather come to you than tell me. He is always the elder brother who can take care of everything in front of me. I...I have always been He takes care, I don't know anything."

Lin Yuan's voice was so aggrieved that it was filled with tears and became sticky and moist.He tried hard not to make a choking sound, but he couldn't help it.Tears are the least valuable thing at this moment, and they are scrambling to flow out.

Xia Qiyu took all of Lin Yuan's reactions into his eyes, so he thought about it, and changed his words: "Then do you know what your brother told me when he came here for the first time?"

"He was in a bad state at that time. I asked his name, but he didn't speak. I asked him how he found me, but he didn't speak." Xia Qiyu narrowed his eyes slightly, it was an expression of reminiscence. "He was wearing your high school uniform at that time, and he was sitting in the same position as you are today."

"The first thing he took the initiative to say to me was, I seem to be sick, but my brother is still waiting for me to come home, can you hurry up?"

After Xia Qiyu's voice fell, the room fell into a long silence.

Then came a low whimper, muffled by the music of the old record, becoming less pronounced.Then the choking voice became louder and louder, the music became powerless, and the heavy sadness overflowed uncontrollably.In the end, the choking turned into howling, which completely covered the sound of the music and dominated the entire room.

Lin Yuan's back trembled from crying, as if his spine was bent by some invisible emotion.

He heard the sound of bones shattering, and he was in too much pain.

Not for himself, but for Lin Yu who was single a year ago.

For many years, many years, Lin Yu who was by his side but always lonely.

"Lin Yuan, you came to me, which means that there is something wrong with Lin Yu's condition." Xia Qiyu didn't give him any comfort, and her tone became serious, "You told me in the text message that Lin Yu refused to meet anyone , so I can't find out what's going on with him by communicating with him directly."

"That said, he's probably worse off than he was a year ago."

"But no matter what, if you come today, I just want you to know that no matter how serious your brother's illness is, you will always be the first in his heart."

"You can't give him up."

When he came out from Xia Qiyu's place, it was already half dark.

Before coming out, Lin Yuan specially washed his face several times with cold water to make the red and swollen eyes less obvious, so as not to attract Lin Yu's attention when he returned home.

When passing by a flower shop, he picked a flower at random.

After returning home, Lin Yu had already woken up.Wearing loose cotton pajamas, he sat motionless on the sofa like a statue.Hearing the sound of the door opening, he slowly twisted his neck and turned his head to Lin Yuan's side.

Lin Yuan suddenly felt that this scene was like the first day of summer vacation, and Lin Yu was waiting for him on the sofa like this.I brought him a cake myself, and everything changed from that day on.

It's just not that day after all.

What Lin Yuan brought back today was a fresh flower, and Lin Yu didn't speak to him.

An indescribable sadness enveloped Lin Yuan's chest, making his eyes feel a little hot again.

Putting the bought flowers into the vase, Lin Yuan quickly adjusted his expression in the dark, and then let himself walk in front of Lin Yu as normal as possible.

"Brother, are you awake?" He knelt down and naturally wrapped Lin Yu's bare hands into his own.

Lin Yu was really too thin. In just a few days, his whole body quickly withered like a dehydrated rose.The already loose pajamas were put on him, making him look even more empty.The oversized neckline drooped, revealing Lin Yu's slender neck and collarbone, which bulged out, as if trying to burst his pale skin.

The sleeves of the pajamas were too long, covering half of Lin Yu's hands. Lin Yuan patiently rolled up the sleeves for Lin Yu, and then slowly rubbed his fingers one by one.

"Brother? Can you talk to me?"

Lin Yu rolled his eyes with great difficulty. His eyes were dimmed, so this tiny movement looked a little scary in the dark room.

Lin Yuan saw Lin Yu's Adam's apple slid up and down twice, and remembered what Xia Qiyu had said to him.

"You have to try to communicate with him, but don't provoke him, don't force him to answer questions you don't want to answer, you have to be patient, after all, it took me nearly a week to get the words out of your brother's mouth."

"Brother? What are you thinking?" Lin Yuan raised his head and asked slowly and gently.

Lin Yu also looked at him, he was sure that Lin Yuan was tempting him at the moment.Use tenderness to lure him to take off his disguise and tell his secrets so that he can abandon himself.

He must be careful not to let his cunning brother get his way.

But Lin Yuan's gentleness was too difficult to resist, Lin Yu fought hard for 5 minutes, but was finally sucked by those tender eyes.

"I'm in so much pain." Lin Yu opened his mouth. Because he hadn't spoken for a long time, his voice was very low and hoarse. It was a voice that Lin Yuan could only hear in bed before.

"They hit me, it hurts."

Recently, I am preparing for the second level of computer, and I am really bald

Forget it, on the day when the site was closed, I just finished posting the manuscript, woo woo

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