wet love

Lin Yu used to think about why he came to this world.

If he could travel through time and space, Lin Yu would go back without hesitation and strangle the baby who was born in a simple rural health center.

He has known since he was a child that he is not a normal person, just because he has one more seam than others.

In his vague memory, there will always be only the damp and dim room, the never-ending quarrel, and the scolding and kicking that will fall almost anytime and anywhere.

The man in the family didn't like him, even resented him.The violent man thought that it was because of such a deformed son that he lost again and again in the casino.Lin Yu, who grew up later, would sneer uncontrollably whenever he thought of the man's distraught face and the fat cheeks shaking from anger in his memory.People are always like this, the more ignorant and ignorant they are, the more they attribute their failures to other people.

But at that time, Lin Yu didn't understand.

Amidst the men's insults and beatings again and again, Lin Yu blamed himself for all the family's misfortunes.So he tried to make himself better, and tried not to cry.He wondered if he could make this family happy as long as he worked harder and became a good boy.

Until one time, Lin Yu met a woman who basically never came home.He was so happy that he didn't care about the pain in his knee, and staggered into the woman's arms.The temperature in the woman's arms made him suddenly feel aggrieved, and felt that the wound on his body was very painful.

He huddled in the woman's arms and cried, vaguely saying that he was afraid of the dark, and that it hurt when his father beat him.

He said that he has a very good, very good boy, can my mother give me a hug.

But what greeted him was only the shaking wardrobe and the woman's disgusted eyes.

Add another sentence: "You are not allowed to make a sound. If you dare to make a sound, I will sew your mouth shut."

That night, Lin Yu fell asleep in the closet and woke up from the cold. He counted [-] numbers, heard more than forty women's coquettish groans, and saw white flesh on women's bodies six times through the cracks in the closet.

The obscene smell in the air spread into the closet, mixed with the pungent smell of cigarettes.Lin Yu tightly covered his mouth, tears streaming down his face.

Lin Yu suddenly understood that all these misfortunes were not brought by himself.

He is the product of that misfortune.

In order to punish the woman's infidelity and the man's incompetence, God put all the punishment on him.

It turns out that no one in the world loves him, and no one saves him.

It turns out that I am the stupidest person.

Since then, the eight-year-old boy has picked up the knife hidden in his bedroom more than once while the man was asleep, and poured cheap rat poison from the supermarket downstairs into the bubbling pot more than once.Lin Yu wanted to end all this more than once, and let these rotten things and disgusting people go to hell with him.

But Lin Yu finally regretted it.

Because he saw Lin Yuan.

It was a coincidence.

He saw a woman holding a little boy. The little boy was wearing brand new short sleeves and shorts, showing his chubby calves.The woman knelt down and said something to the child, and the boy leaned forward and kissed the woman.

They got into a car together, and no one saw Lin Yu standing in the darkness.

Lin Yu had never seen that boy before, but for no reason, Lin Yu was sure at that moment that the boy had the same blood as him.

Dirty blood from that woman.

He was wearing clothes that Lin Yu had never had the chance to wear, enjoying the tenderness that Lin Yu had never had the chance to enjoy, even the sun favored him, enveloping him softly and warmly.

Those were all things that Lin Yujiang had fantasized about countless times.

It's just that these were all stolen by that nasty boy.

What can an eight-year-old boy do?

It can't be changed in an instant.

For example, that night, Lin Yu was no longer afraid of the dark.

Another example is at this moment, Lin Yu suddenly doesn't want to die.

He only needs to tell the man the news that the woman has been cheating for a long time, and then look at the man's furious expression with cold eyes.The cold fist fell on his body, but he couldn't feel the pain, only happy.

You see, this man is just so stupid, so pitifully and ridiculously used by him.

Everything is coming to an end, Lin Yu thought.

Within a few days, he saw the woman again in that damp rental room as he wished.

It was clear that the person who was so glamorous a few days ago was pinned to the ground by a kitchen knife at this moment, lying in a pool of sticky blood.

He saw the woman's pale lips, saw the bleeding hole in the woman's stomach.He just watched, watching the woman begging himself to save him, like a poor dog.

There was a strong smell of blood in the air.

Lin Yu just stood there, watching.

Until the woman stopped twisting, her empty and resentful eyes stared at the boy in front of her.Until the fresh blood dries up and sticks ugly to the old floor.

It wasn't until the noisy voices outside the window gradually sounded that Lin Yu finally came to his senses.

He locked the door, wiped the blood off his shoes, went downstairs, walked a kilometer, and entered the only police station in this small town.

As if he had rehearsed it many times, he threw himself into the arms of a policeman and burst into tears.

"Uncle, my father, my father stabbed my mother to death with a knife!"

Lin Yu kept crying, he didn't know what he was crying for and who he was crying for.He seemed to simply want to shed tears for his rotten self.

Four days later, the man was arrested and sentenced.

A week later, Lin Yu went to a big city for the first time, and picked up a boy he had only met once.

"Are you afraid?" Lin Yu sat on Lin Yuan's lap, feeling his gradually cooling palm, and smiled lightly.

"When I saw that woman, she was actually saved. As long as I ran out and yelled casually, maybe she would survive."

"Then you won't be here!" Lin Yu tilted his head and slowly expanded his smile, his beautiful eyes were cold, like glass that was about to shatter.

"Why...why don't you...don't tell others...you...encountered such...such a thing!" Lin Yuan was completely frightened by Lin Yu's words, and his brain completely lost The ability to think, I only feel terrible and distressed in my heart, and I can only subconsciously ask a meaningless sentence.

Sitting in his arms was his brother whom he had always been proud of, admired, and who had given his sincerity to him.

He was also a gangster who refused to save him, ruined his life, and committed the most heinous crimes.

"A Yuan, you are too simple!" Lin Yu laughed even happier when he heard Lin Yuan's words, and even laughed out loud.He lowered his head and kissed Lin Yuan's lips very affectionately, like many times before.

But his lips were cold, which made Lin Yuan feel scared and flustered.

"I've done so much just to get you."

"My silly brother."

Finally revealed the past!

[I finished my physics exam today, although I have three exams to take next week, I still climbed up and picked up a chapter]

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