I'm a bit troubled at home

For Gu Xiaoman, New Year's Eve is nothing more than magnifying his loneliness.

Jin Xi's mother wanted to take Gu Xiaoman to their house for a reunion dinner, but Gu Xiaoman refused. Although she has a good relationship with the Jin family, she always felt that it was strange for an outsider to participate in such a happy family occasion. Awkward.

She opened the refrigerator and saw the pile of vegetables that Jin Xi's mother stuffed for her. She rested her hands on several full bowls for a moment, then leaned down to take a pack of quick-frozen dumplings, and closed the refrigerator door.

At eight o'clock, she finished the dumplings, put them on a plate, and then walked to the living room with the plate. The light in the living room was not turned on, and Gu Xiaoman didn't bother to turn it on, so she sat in front of the TV cabinet and ate while changing channels. Each channel was the Spring Festival Gala. , She changed a few, and finally stayed on the page of the colorful CCTV Spring Festival Gala.

Gu Yichuan told her at night that she will be on CCTV's Spring Festival Gala this year. If there is no mistake, it should be the show before the countdown. In order to prevent any mistakes, Gu Xiaoman stayed in front of the TV on time at eight o'clock, not daring to miss a show.

There was a group photo of seven-year-old Gu Yichuan and his parents in front of the TV. Gu Xiaoman couldn't help but pick it up and look at it carefully while eating. Gu's mother was very good-looking, with very big eyes, almost carved out of the same mold as Gu Yichuan.

She put the family portrait next to her, feeling very strange, as if these three people should be in this house, and she is an outsider, and even more a destroyer, destroying the reunion of these three people, and only one person occupies this empty space Room.

The dumplings tasted a bit bitter in his mouth, Gu Xiaoman sniffled, thinking that there is no one now anyway, so he just gave up and let the tears flow down.

The prelude of T4's program music was very dynamic, and Gu Xiaoman was invigorated as soon as he heard it.

Gu Yichuan first strode out from among the men and women who accompanied the dancers. He was wearing a red suit with a yellow shirt inside. It was a bit funny while celebrating. Gu Xiaoman couldn't help laughing, then grabbed his phone and left a message for Gu Yichuan on WeChat : "I'm watching your Spring Festival Gala stage, this color scheme looks like scrambled eggs with tomatoes."

Gu Yichuan smiled naturally, and the dancers gathered around him, all wearing silver sweatshirts, making his brother stand out even more, then the lights suddenly dimmed, and the living room was not turned on, Gu Xiaoman was suddenly in the dark , she felt unreasonably nervous, although his brother never made a mistake in the scene, but she just felt the suffocation that her heart was about to rush to her throat.

"Our best stage, the curtain opens, and you are welcome—"

As soon as the sound sounded, all the light suddenly gathered on Gu Yichuan. He stretched out one hand to hold it forward, and pressed the other hand to his chest. The intonation and tone were still flawless. tone.

"Crowds of people, let's cheer together and feel my love—" Gu Yichuan continued the last sentence, and danced a few steps. The backup dancers behind him were neat and uniform. come over.

"Our best stage is now, keep up with the beat—" He smiled very gently. Gu Xiaoman remembered that this was the brother Hua that Gu Yichuan often talked about, and he described it as the team's mother.

"The whole audience is shaking and cheering to the future—" The camera shifted to a man with short hair, and after a sentence, it shifted to Jin Xi.

Jin Xi did not have any lyrics when he appeared on the stage. He just danced solo with the rhythm. His hair style was redone, and his thick bangs were fixed to the back. I haven’t seen Jin Xilu’s forehead for a long time. Gu Xiaoman couldn’t help laughing out loud. Added a sentence below the tomato scrambled egg complaint: "Lao Jin's hairstyle scares fans a bit."

But after looking at it, I think it is very pleasing to the eye. I had thick bangs before, and Jin Xi’s childish personality, I always feel that I have not grown up, but now I am very domineering. With a smile, he leaned over and suddenly performed a full spin. With a spin of his long legs, he landed three laps perfectly, which was unrestrained and unrestrained.

"Nimma Lao Jin is so handsome." Gu Xiaoman felt that he was so bad that he was about to become a fan of Jin Xi.

In the chorus part, the four people gathered together and danced together on the lifting platform. The four red suits and yellow shirts had a very beautiful effect and were very lively.

Jin Xi and Gu Yichuan stood together, every time the two stood together, Gu Yichuan looked particularly thin, and Jin Xi had exceptionally long arms and legs.

Wait, did you two look at each other?Gu Xiaoman was so excited that he pressed his entire face in front of the TV.

Yes, Gu Xiaoman read it right, Jin Xi sneaked a glance at Gu Yichuan, Gu Yichuan also quickly glanced at Jin Xi, and then the corners of their mouths rose a little.

Ah, the dog food was sprinkled in front of the people all over the country, Gu Xiaoman covered his face, but this action was very subtle, and only caring people like her would notice it.

When she looked up again, the close-up shot showed a fire-breathing performance in front of the backing dancer, and there was a tightrope swooping down behind, and then she saw the backing dancer who suddenly surged up in front of him and a hundred flowers blossomed. A show is so rich, Gu Xiaoman was convinced.

At the end of the song, the four people stopped dancing. They swayed passionately with the rhythm. The scene was very lively. The last chorus fell, and the four people patted each other with hooked shoulders. Jin Xi and Gu Yichuan only touched each other. They looked at each other as if they had nothing to do.

Damn, this damn brother-sister-in-law love.

Gu Xiaoman grabbed his phone and sent a WeChat message: "You guys looked at each other twice, but you can't escape this Leeuwenhoek girl, this sour brother-in-law love!!!"

"What's the matter?" Jin Xi moved to Gu Yichuan's side. His forehead was full of sweat and he hadn't even wiped it off. Gu Yichuan was busy looking at WeChat as soon as he got off the stage, and even laughed out loud.

"Girl's impressions, there are a lot." Gu Yichuan couldn't help laughing: "It's about your hairstyle."

"Huh? Ms. Gu has some kind words, please let me see." Jin Xi wanted to snatch the phone, but Gu Yichuan hid him: "There are too many people, don't get too close."

"Who is watching us, is it time to count down?"

"Is the countdown coming?" The backstage was very lively, someone was yelling and asking, the countdown to the end of T4's show, the sound from the stage could be heard in the backstage, but there were so many people and they were all in a state of excitement, it was a bit chaotic for a while.

"Quiet, quiet, listen and count together!" an executive director shouted, his voice was full of courage and courage, and the scene immediately fell silent. They all listened quietly to the movement on the stage. He stared at his watch, not daring to look away for a moment.

"There are still more than ten seconds." Someone said quietly, and was muttered by a girl who was a backup dancer: "Quiet and quiet."

Jin Xi hugged Gu Yichuan and retreated to the back of the crowd. The people were all crowded in front, and some even climbed on the table, quietly waiting for this moment——

The passionate voice of the host on the stage sounded:

"At this moment of saying goodbye to the old and ushering in the new—"

"Let's count down—"

"Fives"

The actors and staff in the backstage of "Four" all counted gently together.

"three"

"two"

"one--"

The air seemed to be stagnant for a second, and as the last sound disappeared, there was a burst of violent cheers——

"Happy New Year----"

The crowd was boiling and the cheers were uproarious. Everyone who participated in the show couldn't go home for a reunion. They could only hug each other passionately in the background to make up for the missing regrets.

Gu Yichuan looked at the cheering crowd in front of him, everyone embraced the people beside them, no matter whether they knew each other or not, they jumped up and shouted, the voices were full of voices, but in his eyes suddenly it was like slow motion, in this place where everyone was crazy At this moment, he turned his head, wanting to see Jin Xi cheering the New Year with the people around him, wanting to see the blooming life of this young man.

But when he looked at Jin Xi, he met the other's eyes. He was looking at himself seriously, and his crooked eyes were smiling, shining like a galaxy of stars.

"Brother Chuan, Happy New Year." He said, his voice was very soft, and the background sound was very noisy, but it fell heavily on Gu Yichuan's heart, it was so soft.

Gu Yichuan's mind stopped for a moment, and the cheering crowd around him also seemed to stop. In time and space, he and Jin Xi were the only ones stretching out their arms to each other.

The two hugged each other, and then Gu Yichuan raised his head and caught Jin Xi's lips. The other party ravaged every inch of him, tossing and turning, making him entangled.

They kissed in the corner of the backstage, behind the crowd, in front of the whole world, in the first second of the new year.

The fireworks are going off, the crowd is full of excitement, but each other is the ideal in the world.

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