I'm a bit troubled at home

"You can come to visit the room." The nurse didn't close the door gently, and turned to Gu Yichuan and Jin Xi who were sitting on the chairs outside the door.

"I won't go in." Jin Xi glanced at Gu Yichuan, whose face was terribly gray.

Gu Yichuan nodded, got up and walked to the door of the ward, held the handle for a while, took a deep breath, and pushed it away.The corridor was relatively dark, and when the door of the ward was opened, the sunlight instantly flooded the whole body.

Xiaoman was lying on the hospital bed, with a gauze on his face, holding the hospital identity bracelet in his hand and playing with it non-stop. The single ward was very spacious, the curtains were drawn, and the bright morning sun filled the room , making the white wall and floor tiles brighter, Gu Xiaoman probably knew that his brother was coming in, and poked his head with a smile on his face.

"Ah, bro, you're here, I'm so sorry I didn't see it as your concert, but remember to reimburse the ticket price!"

Gu Yichuan stopped. Seeing that the girl was smiling like before, he didn't know how to speak for a while.

"Brother, your expression is too scary, don't worry, it's nothing bad, I'm lucky." Gu Xiaoman made a face at himself.

"Yeah." Gu Yichuan sat next to Gu Xiaoman's bed, seeing the bruises and scratches all over Gu Xiaoman's body, his eyes hurt with distress, and he restrained himself desperately.

"Yeah, nothing bad."

"Your sister resisted desperately." What the police said to him in the morning was still in my ears: "The mouth was full of blood, and it was later found that it was left by the prisoner she bit."

"Luck is really good. The suburbs of Xicheng were rescued, and the girl was very clever. In that case, she called the police in time."

At that time, Gu Yichuan only felt a great sense of relief, he almost couldn't stand upright, Jin Xi gave him a hand on his waist.

"We have identified the suspect, and we are arresting him in the past two days." Afterwards, Gu Yichuan was greeted by a young police girl, who looked very childish. While asking about related matters, she chatted with Gu Yichuan about Xiaoman Situation: "The girl is really outstanding, she doesn't panic at all, she is very cooperative with the investigation, and she has a special sense of justice. I feel that the girl is very suitable to apply for the police academy in the future."

"Hmm..." Gu Yichuan filled out the form handed over by the little policeman, feeling like he was alive after a catastrophe. If it wasn't for the coldness of the tabletop that his elbow touched, he almost thought he was trapped in a dream.

"Brother...it's okay..." Gu Xiaoman said again: "I'm all skin wounds, and the stinky driver didn't succeed, and I guess he will be caught soon. I think I'm still killing harm for the people. It would be a bad thing to let other precious girls meet."

Gu Yichuan looked at Gu Xiaoman lying sideways on the hospital bed, and there was a hint of understatement in his tone.

"Aren't you, baby girl?" Gu Yichuan didn't even realize that his brows were tightly furrowed, his hands were gripping the railing of the hospital bed vigorously, trembling slightly along with the railing.

"Sorry." Gu Xiaoman was startled by Gu Yichuan's appearance: "I won't take illegal taxis in the future, sorry for making you worry."

"No..." Gu Yichuan took a deep breath, only to feel sore eyes: "You're right..."

"I ordered porridge." Jin Xi brought the takeaway that he just went out to get: "I also bought two tea eggs." They didn't have time to eat all day, tired and hungry, Jin Xi took the paper bowl from He took it out of his pocket and put it in Gu Yichuan's hand, but the other party lay on the table without moving.

"Eat it while it's hot."

"No appetite." Gu Yichuan propped himself up and took the plastic spoon, and lifted the plastic cover on the paper bowl, but he didn't scoop it up for a long time.

"Eat some, you haven't eaten all day." Jin Xisheng took a spoonful of his own and handed it to Gu Yichuan's mouth. When his lips touched the warm porridge, Gu Yichuan opened his mouth and swallowed the spoonful.

"Brother Chuan is the best."

Gu Yichuan ate the second mouthful, pushed the porridge that Jin Xi handed over again, picked up the spoon and stirred it in the bowl, Jin Xi called him the porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, the white porridge surface was sprinkled Large and small scallions, Gu Yichuan never liked eating scallions, so he patiently picked the scallions away first.

"I didn't sprinkle green onions on mine." Jin Xi saw Gu Yichuan shake the chopped green onion sticking to the spoon onto the plastic lid blankly, and pushed his porridge in front of Gu Yichuan.

"No need..." Gu Yichuan replied, the onion couldn't be shaken off anyway, so he just ignored it, took another mouthful of porridge and handed it to his mouth, big drops of tears fell down and splashed on the table , Gu Yichuan lowered his head, bit the spoon tightly, and the plastic spoon was deformed with a click.

"Don't eat, don't choke, bro." Jin Xi hurriedly put down his spoon and grabbed Gu Yichuan's elbow. The other party lowered his head, and tears wet his neckline

"Xiao Man, is she alright?" Jin Xi was relieved to hear that the little girl was fine and alive and kicking, but Gu Yichuan was worried again.

"It's fine." Gu Yichuan shook his head, wiped his face with the back of his hand, "...it's fine..."

"Wouldn't that be great?"

"It's not good." Gu Yichuan covered his eyes tightly with both hands, and suddenly growled: "If I asked her to come here yesterday, I should have picked her up yesterday..."

"Don't think so, you can't change anything if you think this way now."

"I never picked her up when she went to and from school. She always worked as a taxi and went home alone at night..."

"You've done the best you can, really." Jin Xi comforted weakly.

"Why... she doesn't blame me and doesn't scold me..."

"She actually comforted me... She comforted me like... like you, obviously I didn't do a good job..."

"Why didn't she blame me...why did I just...she just fell in love with a brother like me..."

"I do not deserve……"

"You cry." Jin Xi stretched out his hand to hug Gu Yichuan tightly, and patted Gu Yichuan's back with his right hand, feeling the other's shoulder blades trembling depressively: "It's okay, brother, it will be much more comfortable to cry."

"She didn't take herself seriously..."

"Ah?" Jin Xi's hand patting Gu Yichuan's back paused for a moment.

"Is it my problem? She doesn't seem to take herself seriously..."

"I......"

Gu Yichuan couldn't continue, and the broken sentences were blocked in the uncontrollable sobs. Gu Yichuan began to cry like a child. Jin Xi grabbed Gu Yichuan's violently shaking shoulders and tried his best to wrap Gu Yichuan's body in his arms. The old Gu Yichuan lost a lot of weight, he could touch the obvious spine when he touched his back, his whole body was shaking with the crying, as if he wanted to cry out his heart and lungs.

"It will be fine." Jin Xi could only say so softly.

I don't know how long after maintaining this stiff posture, Jin Xi's left arm was numb and tingling, the voice of the person in his arms turned into a low sob, Gu Yichuan turned his head away and suddenly coughed violently. Nausea flooded his throat, and he struggled to get up.

Jin Xi let go of Gu Yichuan, who covered his mouth and ran to the pool and bent down.

Gu Yichuan didn't eat anything, couldn't vomit anything, he just retched against the sink, but his stomach felt tight and his throat was on fire, which made him curl up. Jin Xi caressed the hand on Gu Yichuan's back and clenched tight.

"I'll get you a glass of water." Jin Xi was about to turn back to the room, but Gu Yichuan grabbed his sleeve. He raised his head, and he was still coughing. And the rough panting sound, like the sound of some old and rusty objects, he slowed down for a long time, then turned on the tap to wash his face and mouth.

"Are you more comfortable?" Jin Xi only felt that his heart was entangled with pain, but he was at a loss. He knew that the current Gu Yichuan was not something he could comfort with a few words.

Gu Yichuan nodded, he staggered and stood up straight.

"Don't think about it, take a shower and get some rest." Jin Xi unbuttoned Gu Yichuan's shirt.

Gu Yichuan nodded again, as if he wanted to say something, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he frowned, the pain in his throat seemed to penetrate the spinal cord, and he quietly cooperated with Jin Xi to take off his clothes and unbutton his belt.

He remembered that when Gu Xiaoman was young, he pointed at Gu Xiaoman and said, "Don't cry."

"Why? Brother! Brother, brother!" Gu Xiaoman was still a low-grade elementary school student with two braids. Because he was fighting with boys, his braids were crooked, like two pinches of grass, while Gu Yichuan had a cold face and thought he was invincible. A teenager who has broken through adolescence, it is a rare time to go home from the company, and was dragged by Gu Xiaoman crying to take revenge on the boy who bullied her.

"I won't help you if you cry." Gu Yichuan knelt on the ground and helped Gu Xiaoman tidy up the wardrobe for changing seasons, thinking of the two boys Gu Xiaoman mentioned on the road, one head was more cracked than the other Powerful, it's really not sure who is bullying who.

"I don't want—you're my brother——" Gu Xiaoman lay on the ground and played around. The children in the lower grades are very annoying, and the adolescent children are very irritable. But Gu Xiaoman is not a cute and cute child, and Gu Yichuan is not gentle. Considerate brother.

"What's the use of crying? What's the use of lying on the ground?" Gu Yichuan folded the last piece of clothing and stuffed it into the cabinet. He slammed the door of the cabinet, and Gu Xiaoman fell silent instantly.

"Don't bother me please? I'm tired already."

In fact, when Gu Yichuan thinks back now, pointing at the little girl and saying that you are not allowed to cry is really too much. He always seems to put his own pressure on Gu Xiaoman, "I am very tired" because "with your presence ", "Crying is useless" so "You are not allowed to cry for me".

It's a bad guy.

Sitting by the bathtub, Gu Yichuan was thinking in a daze, watching Jin Xi walk over with the bath products.

"Close your eyes." Jin Xi rubbed the facial cleanser in the palm of his hand, and his tone was like coaxing a child. Gu Yichuan closed his eyes and felt the other person's fingers rubbing his face, and then down, neck, shoulders, back, until The whole body is greasy.

Jin Xi took down the shower, and hot water poured over Gu Yichuan from above. Gu Yichuan felt his nose was gently pinched by Jin Xi, and the foam on his face was washed away.

"I shouldn't..." Gu Yichuan said suddenly, his voice was extremely hoarse, and was interrupted by Jin Xi.

"Talk less." Jin Xi was a little worried about Gu Yichuan's throat: "I'll help you see if there is any medicine to moisten your throat later."