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Li Ran took a sip, then gave him a thumbs up, "Not bad!"

Chi You thought for a while, and then asked, "Aren't you good at cooking, how about letting me try it next time?"

Li Ran carelessly planed the rice with his chopsticks, and said slowly, "Let's talk about it later, after all, the company is so busy."

"Okay." Chi You bit his chopsticks hard, feeling a little disappointed.

"Have you...haven't thought about finding a boyfriend?" Li Ran hesitated for a moment, then asked.

Chi You raised his head and glanced at him, "I thought about it, it's just that I haven't closed my eyes."

"Eyes?" Li Ran smiled, "It seems that you have high requirements on appearance?"

"You think I'm the kind of person who pays attention to appearance?" Chi You asked.

Li Ran nodded, and looked at Chi You with deep meaning, "Actually, to put it bluntly, eye margins are a standard for appearance, as long as it meets the standard and conforms to your own aesthetics, it's considered attractive, anyway, I I think so."

Chi You didn't know how to reply for a while, and said after a while, "I don't agree with your statement, the standard is just a reference, in the process of contact, there will be many variables, and the standard will be changed due to unknown variables. And constantly changing, and adjusting your own...standards."

Li Ran paused, savoring the meaning of his words, "Then your standards are really mysterious."

"Actually, it's very simple, just make my heart beat." Chi You looked at Li Ran with a smile.

Li Ran thought for a moment, then asked, "Then did you find it?"

Chi You was sweating in his heart, he was so nervous that every pore shrank, he glanced at Li Ran quietly, then he pretended to be nonchalant and planed a mouthful of rice, "I feel excited, but I don't know if the other party has it."

Li Ran acted like a staff member, and didn't notice Chi You's abnormality, "Have you tried it?"

"I guess there is..." Chi You thought about Li Ran's every polite refusal, "He doesn't seem to have that intention, but I don't know, after all, he didn't ask directly."

"If you ask, it would be embarrassing to be rejected." Chi You said again.

"Then are you going to do this first?" Li Ran asked.

"Of course not." Chi You has his own plan, "Let's talk about it after a while, first find opportunities to get along with each other more, so the success rate will be higher."

"Oh." Li Ran replied lightly, "Then I wish you success soon."

Chi You looked at Li Ran, "Yes."

After eating, Li Ran packed the bowls into the kitchen, rolled up his sleeves, and looked like he was going to wash the dishes, Chi You saw this, and pushed Li Ran aside, "I'll do the washing, you go sit next to me."

"You helped me clean up the house and cooked for me. To express my gratitude, at least let me wash the dishes." Li Ran insisted.

"It's okay, when you cook for me next time, I'll just watch you wash the dishes." Chi You said calmly.

Li Ran thought about what Chi You said, and figured out something was wrong, but he couldn't say it.

He sincerely thanked Chi You, "Thank you for today."

Hearing Li Ran's polite words, Chi You stretched out his hand and flicked it in front of Li Ran, feeling angry, "Why are you thanking me?"

His hands were still wet, water droplets bounced on Li Ran's face, there was a smell of detergent, Li Ran took out a tissue and wiped his face, with a serious face, he almost bowed, "No, I still want to Thanks."

Chi You sighed, as if helpless.

Li Ran thought for a while, and then said, "I still have to buy some daily necessities, so I won't take up your time, and I will treat you to dinner another day."

Chi You accelerated the speed of washing dishes, while saying, "You wait for me, I will go with you!"

"No need, I can go by myself, I'm embarrassed to take up too much of your time." Li Ran said.

"Don't be embarrassed in front of me." Chi You said.

But Li Ran listened, and he looked up at Chi You.

"You are going to award me a pennant, so I will naturally implement good neighbors." Chi You said again.

Li Ran felt a little headache, he shook his head, "It's really unnecessary."

Chi You put the bowl into the cupboard, and took a look at Li Ran, "I found that you are very embarrassed, you don't need to feel burdened, you have to learn from Zhang Zhi about this, only shameless people can enjoy it .”

Hehe, Li Ran laughed uncomfortably.

Chi You locked the door, and entered the nearby supermarket with Li Ran.

He walked beside Li Ran and observed him all the time. He found that when Li Ran was shopping, he would not stop to ask his companions for their opinions like most people did. As long as there was something he liked, he would stop directly. Then take it away.

He couldn't find a chance to give advice.

He watched Li Ran pick up a water glass and put it in the cart, and when he didn't plan to buy another one, he finally couldn't help but say, "Aren't you going to buy two more? What if there are guests at home later?" Yes, do you use the washbasin to offer water to the guests?"

Li Ran was obviously stunned for a moment, he didn't quite understand, and then under his gaze, he took another cup.

Chi You felt that as long as he didn't remind, Li Ran would never take more, as if his actions just now were just to gag him.

Chi You didn't intend to speak anymore, just watched him silently from the side, and then saw that Li Ran bought a big bowl that was very suitable for instant noodles, and also unconsciously took an extra one.

Now he understood, it wasn't that Li Ran had forgotten, it was because he didn't have this awareness at all.

"Aren't you a local?" Chi You asked.

"No." Li Ran shook his head.

"Then how long have you been here?" Chi You asked again.

Li Ran thought for a while, "It's almost ten years."

It's been ten years, but he hasn't subconsciously bought an extra pair of chopsticks and an extra cup. Chi You wonders what his usual life is like.

After buying all the things he needed, Li Ran pushed the cart to the self-service cashier, Chi You looked at the things in the cart, and couldn't help asking, "Are you sure you've finished shopping?"

Li Ran raised his eyes and looked at him, he was sure that what he needed had been chosen, "Is there any question?"

Chi You seemed to have compromised, he shook his head, "It's nothing, let's pay the bill."

At this moment, he felt that the road ahead was far away, and his goal was difficult to conquer.

Li Ran finally bought all the things, he put the things in the house he just rented, and then took a taxi to the big house that Ren Wanlin left for him.

He doesn't have many things, just some clothes, the Uniqlo brand, not the Brion custom-made ones that the shopping guide lady said last time. Apart from these, there is nothing in this big house that he can take away.

Carrying the suitcase, he went to the garage first. There were two cars inside. No one had driven them for a long time. There was a thick layer of dust on them, and there were some children's palm prints.

Li Ran was worried about what he should do with it, but on second thought, forget it, just let it go, he doesn't need it, and he doesn't want to use it.

He dragged the suitcase, and took a last look at the house, unable to tell what it felt like.

Although his name is written under his name, but...

He felt that this place was more like a hotel. He only stayed here temporarily because he had no place to stay. He would not feel sorry for leaving, and of course he would not have the idea of ​​staying.

I just rented a one-bedroom apartment when I came back. Compared with that big house, it is much smaller than that big house, but the room is decorated very warmly. The setting sun shines through the glass window and falls on the desk. This picture is very artistic, and it can be photographed directly. The kind on the cover.

Li Ran nestled on the sofa, looking around.

New house, new job, new life...

He suddenly wanted to smoke, touched the bag, and found that the cigarette case was empty, he crumpled the case into a ball a little annoyed, and threw it into the trash can.

But he missed, knocked against the side of the trash can, then rebounded under the force, and rolled back to his feet.

Li Ran picked it up again, aimed at the trash can again, this time he used force with his hand, only heard a bang, hit the target, and the trash can shook twice painfully.

……

In Ren Wanlin's hand was the file bag Song Ming gave him, which contained Li Ran's materials. He looked at the yellow file bag, and was stunned for a moment, but didn't open it immediately.

Song Ming sat on the sofa and watched his movements, "Why don't you open it?"

Ren Wanlin didn't know either, he couldn't tell what it felt like, Li Ran was in front of him before, but he didn't want to understand at all.

Seeing that he had already left, he realized that this person would also be angry, quarrel, and fight.

Then he used to pretend to be gentle and virtuous just to show him?

Just for money?

If it was really for the money, a lot of bills were placed in front of him, and he would not be so curious.

But... the trouble is there.

No bill.

Does he feel that he is a bit cheap?

Knowing that Li Ran doesn't care about him at all, but now he is trying his best to find out the root cause.

It's a bit cheap...

He didn't open it hastily, but put the file bag aside, and said to Song Ming, "Come and tell me."

"Don't you watch?" Song Ming asked.

I don't know... I don't want to watch it... But I can't help but want to find out, Ren Wanlin doesn't know what's wrong with me.

Song Ming didn't ask him what happened, but said the information he found, "His family is not rich, and he can't even reach the level of well-off, and he is still a low-income household."

Ren Wanlin was a little surprised, and the term low-income households was unfamiliar to him.

After all, what age is it now.

"The main reason is Li Ran's mother. Her mother has always been in poor health. Li Ran suffered from chronic kidney disease when she was young. She basically relies on drugs and dialysis to maintain her life. His parents are ordinary farmers. If it weren't for this accident , his life is considered stable, Li Ran has good grades since he was a child, he received a scholarship every year, and the school also provided subsidies, so it can be considered that he was admitted to the university in a stuttering manner."

"It was only later that an accident happened."

"What accident?" Ren Wanlin asked.

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