drink moonlight alone

After a long time, whenever she wakes up from her dream at midnight, Zhou Qingyan still thinks of that night before midsummer, when the supposedly lonely and gloomy building slowly heard the disturbing sound of cicadas, embellished with the sieve of clouds and shadows. With the moonlight all over the place, and the song "The Peony Pavilion" sung by an actor in harmony, the heat on his body is comparable to that of bathing in the hot summer sun.

Zhou Weiyue sat side by side with him, the distance between shoulder and shoulder was like the distance under that umbrella in that rain curtain.The stubble from long hours of work and the hair hanging down his forehead are clearly visible. He didn't speak loudly, but the syllables hit his beating heart as if he had been amplified.

"How does it taste?" Zhou Qingyan asked a little nervously.

"It's delicious, but..." Zhou Weiyue put the last piece of tomato into her mouth, and chewed it twice, "It's even more delicious than before."

Zhou Qingyan laughed wantonly: "Scared me, I thought my skills had regressed."

"No, really, and the fish-flavored shredded pork tastes like a restaurant."

Whether the speaker is unintentional or not is unknown, but the listener is intentional.Hearing Zhou Qingyan's words, the heartbeat in his chest was as fast as rain, he subconsciously clenched the hem of his clothes, and then let go.He didn't know if his voice was trembling, but he still asked calmly, "Really?"

Zhou Weiyue nodded, and cleaned up the last bite of rice by the way: "Really, it tastes almost exactly the same as the Sichuan restaurant opposite the Buddha University."

Of course they are exactly the same, after all, I deliberately found someone to steal from the chef of the Sichuan restaurant.

But Zhou Qingyan will not say these words for the time being.

But whenever Zhou Weiyue was involved, Zhou Qingyan felt that he was a scheming person. He thought that if he caught up with Zhou Weiyue in the future, he would tell him frankly that the formula of fish-flavored shredded pork was indeed true. It was based on the Sichuan restaurant you like. Maybe he will tell Zhou Weiyue pitifully that he secretly learned to cook a lot of his favorite dishes. After being scalded, it transformed into an appearance comparable to a restaurant.

All because of him.

But if not, then Zhou Weiyue will never know his many secret thoughts for the rest of his life.

Zhou Qingyan came back to his senses, pretending to be noncommittal: "Exaggeration, can this be eaten?"

"Sure, that's my favorite Sichuan restaurant, and the taste is very authentic." Zhou Weiyue paused, "Would you like to eat together next time?"

Zhou Qingyan smiled and narrowed her eyes: "Okay."

"we have a deal."

After being silent for a long while, Zhou Qingyan said again out of words: "Is the parrot okay?"

"It's fine for the time being. It's common for elderly pets to suffer from serious illnesses and minor pains. Sometimes, when living too seriously will only increase the pain, they will choose euthanasia." Zhou Weiyue smiled lightly, "Birth, old age, sickness and death, Everything is normal."

Zhou Qingyan gave a "hmm", hesitated for a while, and finally asked the question that had been in his heart for a long time: "So why do you want to be a veterinarian?"

"I used to be sure that you would be a teacher."

"Why do you feel that way?" Zhou Weiyue didn't look at him, but turned her eyes to the distance, "It's nothing, I just wanted to be a man suddenly."

"It's a spur of the moment, isn't it?"

Zhou Weiyue is lying to him.

The tacit understanding cultivated over the years of getting along is just like Zhou Weiyue understands Zhou Qingyan's duplicity, Zhou Qingyan also secretly knows that he has something to hide - he will always look away and do something irrelevant with his hands. Extra movements, like now, he is rubbing the corners of the lunch box.Zhou Qingyan laughed from the bottom of her heart. Sure enough, the 12 years of separation were real. There was a gap in time, which cut off the tacit understanding that only depended on each other. Zhou Weiyue had something to hide, and she had something to hide. thought.

Therefore, those harsh words that were exposed were like rose thorns choking the throat, which could not be spit out or swallowed.

"Intuition, probably." Zhou Qingyan treated his body in his own way.

Zhou Weiyue wanted to be a teacher, and Zhou Qingyan knew about it since high school.He likes children, and occasionally sneaks back to the children's welfare home where he was originally, to teach books to children who have no chance of education, or teach them to write and recognize.Mostly because of sympathy for each other, they are used to the coldness of the world, and they see through the bonds of the world. If these children are not as lucky as Zhou Weiyue, they may live a lingering, not good life.

Zhou Weiyue always sneaks into the orphanage without telling her family and Zhou Qingyan.When Zhou Qingyan saw that Zhou Weiyue was filling out the form of "Teaching Department of the First University of Foshan City" when he was filling out the application for the middle school, he chose to secretly support Zhou Weiyue's decision without any surprise.

This also naturally prompted when he heard that Zhou Weiyue had changed his choice in a foreign country and was studying the Department of Veterinary Medicine, which had nothing to do with education. Get up and ask him to find out what made Zhou Weiyue make a decision that he never thought of.

Zhou Qingyan vaguely remembered that he lost sleep all night because of this.

By the time Jian Rong told him the news, it was already midnight in California, and he clearly heard Jian Rong say that Zhou Weiyue changed her choice because she wanted to pursue the department flower of the Institute of Veterinary Medicine.

Absolutely absurd.

Zhou Qingyan didn't believe it at first, he firmly believed that there must be other reasons, but soon afterward, he could always hear the details of Zhou Weiyue and Xihua's stories being spread vividly, and his persistence gradually wavered.Probably because of walking the tightrope for love, or really deeply in love, Zhou Qingyan has no way of knowing.Since then, Zhou Qingyan has subconsciously stopped asking how Zhou Weiyue is doing. He is afraid that one day he will hear the news that he is dating Xihua, and that one day his brother will no longer belong to him alone.

I am afraid that one day, they will really just become passers-by in the world of mortals.