drink moonlight alone

"So what do you think?"

The desk in Zhou Qingyan's bedroom is next to the slightly open window. He has always been in poor health. Even when he grows up, he has slowed down a lot compared to when he was weak and sick before. Shi Ji was only splashed with a few insignificant drops of rain, and it can also develop into a disease that can be big or small on him.

The only thing to be thankful for is that even though the summer night in Buddha City is sultry, there is still a slight breeze as you go higher up, which is why Zhou Qingyan was determined to put the spacious and more convenient six I can't live in the building, so I just fall in love with the eighth floor.

And looking out from the window, the green and evergreen camphor leaves are lush and lush, and when the wind blows by, there will be sporadic "rustling" sounds. In the farther distance, the coastline stretches into a line, dotted with town lights and fishing boats. Flickering fire.Zhou Qingyan stopped typing, took off her glasses, and leaned on the back of the chair.

"I think? I think you are a coward as always," Jian Rong's voice was distorted from the speaker of the mobile phone, two degrees lower than usual, "If you really think Zhou Weiyue is so great, in order to realize If your dream is changed to the institute's aspirations, you can just ask, if you dare to ask, he may not answer you."

"You two really deserve to be brothers, and you are carved out of the same mold in how you treat people and things."

Zhou Qingyan sat up straight, and corrected him righteously: "It's not a kiss."

"That's not the point, okay! The point is what do you think, and what does he think?"

"What do I think? I want to chase him, I want to fall in love with him, I want to have sex with him." Zhou Qingyan twirled the crystal water droplets clinging to the glass, stuck to the table, and drew a semicircle with his fingertips The arc has no edges or corners, and only he knows that he drew a fleeting moon, "I know that it violates human ethics, so I never blame my dad. In the final analysis, I don't have the courage to face it calmly. "

"As for what Zhou Weiyue thinks... he probably wants to stay where I am cooler."

"No, love is in nature. No one can decide who to love for your own heart. God can't, neither can your father, not even yourself." Jian Rong sighed resentfully, "Then this Will you tell Zhou Weiyue about it?"

"What's the matter?"

"Farewell to the truth of 12 years."

Zhou Qingyan raised his head, and when he looked out of the window, a huge cloud shadow passed by slowly, revealing the moon hidden behind him, and the warm and thick moonlight poured down to the ground, illuminating the camphor leaves to be coated. A layer of restrained golden light.After the cloud rises, the first summer rain in Foshi will probably come in a few days, and the moonlight before that is always extraordinarily bright.

After being silent for a while, Jian Rong was neither rushing nor rushing on the other end of the phone, only the sound of even breathing came and went.

"Yes." Zhou Qingyan knew that no one would be able to see him, but still raised the corners of his lips against the bright moonlight, "I have a hunch that one day, he will know what he should know, and I will know what I should know. "

On the night of the last day of the summer exchange camp, Jian Rong grabbed Zhou Qingyan, who was secretly happy because she thought she would have escaped a catastrophe, and went to the school leader's celebration appointment.Zhou Qingyan really doesn't understand what there is to celebrate. For him, this is just one of the expedient measures to delay the summer vacation. What's more, the professors of the main department are all the shopkeepers. The burden of the battalion was carried heavily on his shoulders.

The best way to celebrate is to let everyone have a smooth summer vacation. Others don't know, at least Zhou Qingyan thinks so.

Going home, he changed the wet shirt he had been running around in the summer afternoon. Before going out, Zhou Qingyan subconsciously turned on his mobile phone to confirm the address sent to him by the school leader, but looked at it and inexplicably put the original swipe on the address with The finger of the history chat record of the school leader moved to the top, the gray and dark chat box, silently crouching with the word "Weiyue".Since he came back from the hospital the day before yesterday, he has always hesitated to ask the question that has been hovering in his heart, but every time he chooses the words carefully, he will always subconsciously choose the words , In the end, it didn't look right, and Zhou Weiyue was afraid that it would make Zhou Weiyue feel abrupt, so she simply pressed the Enter key and deleted everything.

Ordinary people fall in love, no matter whether their nature is willful or exquisite, they cannot escape being confined in the shackles of sentimentality and hypocrisy.

Zhou Qingyan glanced at the reminder consultation that popped up on the phone. It was Huang Li who was notified by default to remind him that today is a good day for traveling and expressing his love to the person he loves.He paused for a while, then long-pressed the red and purple, festive almanac on the homepage, and pressed the uninstall button.

Although the evening rush hour in Buddha City is not as busy as that in the city, it is a coincidence that just when Zhou Qingyan turned onto the branch road, the gas pedal had not yet been stepped on, and the red lights on the rear of the car outside the front window showed that There was an unexpected road condition, Zhou Qingyan honked the horn twice, but there was no sign of the car in front moving. When she clicked on the navigation, she was not surprised to see that the whole road was red and decorated with traffic accident signs.

This is called everything is suitable for travel?Zhou Qingyan moved his eyes away, thinking that the move to uninstall Huang Li was indeed correct.

The school leader ordered a mixed buffet, which is the restaurant with the highest style in the city of Buddha. There is a tall building standing in the middle of the city. I have heard that the old generation always said that the land is a treasure land of geomantic omen. As for the No, Zhou Qingyan had no way of knowing.All he knew was that the traffic jam caused by the car accident had made him late for a whole hour and a half. When he hurriedly walked and ran to the gate, he was stunned by the drunken and rich fans coming from the hall, unable to stop. into the arms of a stranger.

"Sir? Are you okay?" The man was silent for a while and asked.On the contrary, he could hold his breath, and he was as violent as the old man who sold cigarettes across the street when he came up.

Zhou Qingyan hurriedly broke free from the person's arms and said, "I'm sorry."

"fine."

He raised his head, and saw that the corner of the stranger's mouth was raised, but there was no trace of joy. Zhou Qingyan knew that it was just a subconscious expression of his humble and polite behavior.Maybe he was complaining about this reckless self in his heart. Thinking of this, Zhou Qingyan said sincerely: "I am very sorry that I was careless. If you feel unwell, you can go to the associate professor of the Department of Zoology at the Buddha University."

As he spoke, he took out a naked white business card from the three-in-one wallet in his pocket, and handed it to the strange man.

"My business card." He pointed to the small card the man held on his fingertips, and said something, without waiting for the man to say anything, nodded to him, turned and left.

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Transition Chapter