drink moonlight alone

"You said you wanted to confess!?"

Jian Rong's voice was so loud that Zhou Qingyan subconsciously covered the microphone, fearing that Zhou Weiyue could hear it through the sound of the sprinkler water.

During dinner, just as Zhou Qingyan and Zhou Weiyue expected, although grandma seemed to be indifferent and her face was calm, she still brought up the matter of the blind date.Zhou Weiyue is still like an outsider, she doesn't hear what's going on outside the window, she keeps her head buried in the food, and she doesn't have the slightest intention to save Zhou Qingyan from the fire.Zhou Qingyan curled her lips, put down her chopsticks, and said to her grandma without typing a draft, "Miss Song is very nice, but there is one thing I forgot to tell you. I have someone I like."

After Zhou Qingyan finished speaking, she felt as if the mute button had been pressed on her body instantly, so quiet that even her breathing disappeared, and the cicadas and Xia Feng fell silent.He looked sideways quietly, Zhou Weiyue still maintained the posture just now, but she didn't pick up the rice anymore, she chewed the things in her mouth leisurely, with one cheek puffed out, a bit simple and honest.

The scene was a bit familiar for a while, like yesterday when grandma mentioned the blind date to him, Zhou Weiyue kept herself out of it as usual.

Zhou Qingyan thought it was funny for a moment, so she couldn't complain about him.In the final analysis, my elder brother went on a blind date, and my elder brother has someone he likes, so what is the direct relationship with him?At best, it will be regarded as a candidate for comparison and worry by the elders.Zhou Qingyan withdrew her gaze, and looked directly at grandma fearlessly. The eyes under grandma's loose eyelids had turned yellow, not as clean and bright as when she was young, but they were still shining brightly, like a dusty pearl , inlaid in full-textured old wood.

Then, as if someone pressed the play button again, grandma's movements resumed as before, and she put a piece of thick egg into his plate, "Really? Then when will you bring it back for grandma to see?"

Zhou Qingyan choked for half a second, and said hesitantly: "...the horoscope hasn't been written yet."

"Have you caught up yet?" Grandma asked back.

"People don't know I like him yet."

Grandma shook her head, clicked her tongue in amazement, and sighed in disbelief: "With your face that can't hide your worries at all, does the little girl know that you like her?"

"Grandma," Zhou Qingyan smiled helplessly, "That was when I was a child, but now that I have grown up, I have become a hypocritical adult."

"It's good if you have your own idea. If you are really a good girl, then seize the opportunity and don't let people get away."

Pinching the tail of grandma's words, Zhou Weiyue stood up with the empty bowls and plates, and said lightly: "I'm full."

Zhou Qingyan came back to his senses, Jian Rong was still babbling tirelessly on the phone, but he couldn't hear clearly, so he was only focused on the conversation with grandma earlier.At that time, Jian Rong hummed and laughed on the other end of the phone, and asked, "Are you serious?"

Zhou Qingyan suppressed the volume: "Yes."

"What's the matter, you guys, what happened when you went back to your hometown?" Jian Rong wondered repeatedly, "You two won't be dating!?"

"You'll just make up for what's missing."

"Ah, why not?"

Zhou Qingyan was silent for a long while, subconsciously picking at the flannel on the bed sheet with her fingers, "I just suddenly thought, since I realized that I like him, I am already 30 years old. Today I don't know what will happen tomorrow. Whether it will collapse, whether the ground will fall apart, no one knows."

"...Have you been brainwashed by preaching?"

"Just tell me if you have any ideas?" Zhou Qingyan was too lazy to waste time talking nonsense with Jian Rong, he had to end the call before Zhou Weiyue came out of the shower.

"Oh, then do you want to be vigorous or plain like water? Just rent an advertising space in the municipal building for vigorous and vigorous. The big LED screen around the city is not afraid that someone will not see you." Finally, Jian Rong was silent for half a minute meaningfully, " Or put the candles in the shape of hearts, hold 99 roses and kneel on one knee to express your true feelings?"

Zhou Qingyan made him angry and funny, and sighed helplessly: "Well, I even forgot that you are also single, so I might as well figure it out by myself if I ask you."

"Depend on!"

Taking advantage of Jian Rong's hysterical runaway, Zhou Qingyan hung up the phone, holding the slightly hot phone, with a smile on his brows before he could let it go.Indeed, the conversation with grandma just now was not an excuse, nor was it an unscrupulous deception. It was something Zhou Qingyan wanted to do day and night, and had accumulated countless years of courage to do. , he thought that his liking for Zhou Weiyue was just a whim of a young man, and it would pass over time, but the reality always backfired, with thousands of kilometers away, less than [-] phone calls and text messages a year, simple and boring greetings and messages. Asking about the cold and warm, it turned out to be a wall built to polish his mind over the passing years, allowing love to grow savagely inside it.

When he dug out the time capsule today and saw the long-lost letter, he learned that young people are always straightforward and meaningless, possessing the courage to put all their eggs in one basket and speak without restraint, and speak out eternity with confidence.He should have had Zhou Weiyue's 12 years of growing up. This opportunity has been ruined by his own cowardice and timidity. So what about the future?He is 29 this year, and Zhou Weiyue is 50. If he is lucky enough to live to his [-]s or [-]s, then there are still [-] full years left.

Zhou Qingyan was quite unwilling.Rather than continue to dawdle in a daze, it is better to obey the heart and be frank for a while. At worst, he will fail and become the most familiar stranger to each other.Zhou Qingyan couldn't help looking forward to it.

He rubbed his fingertips, and suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette, and use the spark to ignite himself with courage.

"Call Jian Rong?"

But Zhou Weiyue's voice always cleverly appeared at the tail of his soaring thoughts, which caught him off guard.Zhou Qingyan was taken aback, but she didn't lose her composure. Instead, she turned her head and glanced at Zhou Weiyue, who had just come out of the bathroom and was steaming all over her body: "Why don't you make a sound?"

"It's brother, you and Jian Rong don't know what to say, you are too engrossed in what you said."

"I didn't say anything, just gossip."

Zhou Weiyue turned her back to Zhou Qingyan, without any other emotions in her tone, she said casually, seemingly indifferently: "Really."

Zhou Qingyan originally thought that Zhou Weiyue would ask about the fact that he said he had someone he liked during the meal just now. He even rehearsed the wording in his mind and the expression and emotion he was going to improvise.Unexpectedly, Zhou Weiyue didn't ask, Zhou Qingyan was a little unpredictable for a while, just opened his lips to say something, but Zhou Weiyue turned on the switch of the hair dryer, and hid all his hesitation in the "Hula" Hula" in the wind beat.