drink moonlight alone

"elder brother."

After Zhou Qingyan walked down the corridor, she put away her umbrella, put the top of it on the stone steps and tapped it a few times to shake off the residual water.He looked at the small puddles oozing out of the ground and was silent for a while, "I just went to the animal hospital to look for you, and Wen Muqing said that you asked for leave in the afternoon."

"Yeah." Zhou Weiyue lowered his eyes, and responded with a voice that escaped from his throat, very low, almost hidden in the sound of rain, he rarely showed embarrassment, he opened his mouth but refused to close it.

"Are you all right? What's the matter?" Zhou Qingyan turned around slightly, and could not help but see some worry from his slightly frowning brows.

"No." Zhou Weiyue hurriedly shook her head, hesitated for a moment, and then let out a long breath as if discouraged, "I'm just waiting for you to come back."

"From the afternoon?" Zhou Qingyan's eyes widened in disbelief.

Unexpectedly, Zhou Weiyue did not answer directly, but smiled at Zhou Qingyan, and impatiently handed the bouquet in her arms to Zhou Qingyan, "Here, although it's not a special day, I'm passing by across the street In the flower shop, the old lady said that there is no way to keep the summer, but the flowers can be kept."

"It's called "Endless Summer""

Emerald pink mixed with small blue-purple petals are clustered together, forming a round hydrangea, surrounded by luxuriant and elegant broad-leaved eucalyptus leaves covered with a layer of hoarfrost. The matching flower is a yellow heart and white petal daisy that is not overwhelming at all, but unique.When Zhou Weiyue handed it over, it happened to be at the end of the sentence, which gave Zhou Qingyan the illusion that Zhou Weiyue was giving herself the whole summer.

He took the bouquet, and the rich and strong fragrance stained his body. It was not at all abrupt with the end note of his perfume, but blended well.

"Thank you." Zhou Qingyan said softly.

"Well, you're welcome." For some reason, the atmosphere suddenly became sticky. In the final analysis, the act of sending flowers is unintentional to the sender but not necessarily to the receiver, especially when both parties have unspeakable meanings.

After Zhou Qingyan thanked her so solemnly, Zhou Weiyue felt uncomfortable wherever she put her hands and feet, so she had nothing to say, "Then what, brother, have you eaten? How about we..."

"Why don't you ask me for a gift in return?"

"What?" Zhou Weiyue blinked and asked suspiciously.

"It should be a matter of course after receiving the things." Zhou Qingyan smiled slyly and rolled her eyes, pretending to be condescending and beckoning to Zhou Weiyue. The distance between the two was only a fist blocked by the bouquet, "Lower."

When Zhou Weiyue's head was within easy reach of her, as if the tip of her nose could touch each other just by moving closer, the noise of the rain and the sound of car horns on the road in the distance were instantly silenced. The rest of my heart was pounding, very much like the rainy night when he secretly kissed Zhou Weiyue, exactly the same apprehension, less hesitation, more certainty.

Also following the memory of that night, Zhou Qingyan raised his head, obliterating the close distance, and covered his dry lips.

Only when there was a feeling of touch on the lips, and Zhou Weiyue's breath became disordered, did Zhou Qingyan feel the truth—they kissed.It is true, when both of them are awake.

"This is a return gift, and it's what I want to tell you."

"I like you, not just the love between brothers, but the kind of love that wants to be justifiably jealous, hold hands, hug, act like a baby, and have sex."

Zhou Qingyan understands the truth, the so-called gifts given at the wrong time will expire, the peonies that are out of flowering will wither, and the cans that forget to open will decay after the shelf life. Knowing that love may not last forever, but eager to declare it .Everything is due to too much love.His heart was beating endlessly, and his hands were clenched into fists involuntarily due to nervousness, so tight that his nails were embedded in his palms, which brought a little pain and made him wake up a lot. He looked directly and fearlessly at Zhou Weiyue's pair of shocked eyes And the widened black pupils.

But he didn't know, in Zhou Weiyue's eyes, when he said this, it was very light, like the first thunder after the waking up.The trembling eyelashes are like a monsoon sweeping through the forest, premeditating a rain, the eyes are full of bottomless water, any falling rocks disturb the ripples, shattering the 12-year parting, the waves hidden under the water , and Zhou Weiyue's love that she thought would never come to fruition.

Zhou Weiyue only found out about her intentions after Zhou Qingyan left.

He has always confuse his dependence on his elder brother with his love for his lover, as if as long as his younger brother does well enough, Zhou Qingyan will always be by his side, he is his only brother, family, friend, even when he was at that time The unknown hides the budding love.But Zhou Qingyan still left, followed his parents to the other side of the ocean, and he returned to being alone again. When Wen Muqing confessed to himself, what he thought vaguely was, what would happen if Zhou Qingyan became his lover? What kind of scene is it?

After realizing that he had such moral thoughts, he began to feel guilty, trying to numb himself by diving headlong into his studies, trying to punish himself for these thoughts that shouldn't be there.But Zhou Weiyue has always been aware of his own temperament, with stubborn blood flowing in his bones, full of calculations, especially when he learned that Zhou Qingyan had been secretly inquiring about him, his joy was far greater than his guilt.He began to reveal his hobbies, life trajectory, and friendship to the people around him in a vague way, and even the relationship with Wen Muqing was just the relationship between the pursuer and the pursued. Girlfriend, he didn't clarify either.

Fu Liexing even joked that Zhou Weiyue was a cold person by nature, not to mention how unusual his behavior was.

Zhou Weiyue never took the initiative to think back to that long period of obscure years.What I looked forward to and feared the most at that time was when Zhou Qingyan made a condolence call, and during family video calls during the New Year and holidays, especially when facing Zhou Qingyan's clear and clean eyes, he always felt like The body was cut open, revealing the chaos and filth inside.

To Zhou Weiyue, Zhou Qingyan is like a clear stream on a high mountain, and she is not worthy to hold it in her hands.He is like the humble dodder clinging to, living by Zhou Qingyan, never expecting that this hidden love will one day be upright, take root and bloom a magnificent sea of ​​flowers alone.

But now Zhou Qingyan took the initiative to kiss herself, telling herself that he also had the same intention, even if he couldn't hide his shyness and timidity, he still said without fear that he would only hear it in the unbearable yellow beam dream. confession.Thinking of this, Zhou Weiyue couldn't control herself, and when she came back to her senses, her cheeks were already wet.

"Hey! You... I'm sorry for scaring you, right? It's okay if you don't agree, but don't cry—" Zhou Qingyan saw that Zhou Weiyue's eyes were flushed, and there was an endless stream of bean-sized tears pouring out of them, pattering on the lens , across his cheek, he stretched out a hand in a panic, trying to wipe his tears, but was held back.

Zhou Weiyue shook her head straight, lowered her usually cold and arrogant phoenix eyes, grabbed Zhou Qingyan's wrist and pulled him into her arms, then covered Zhou Qingyan's cheeks with her generous but sweaty palms, Zhou Weiyue stared at him with eyes full of water, and looked at him deeper and deeper than Zhou Qingyan before, then closed her eyes, and covered Zhou Qingyan's lips viciously.

Being pried open and accepting the deep kiss in a daze, Zhou Qingyan suddenly felt that all the strength in his legs had been lost by Zhou Weiyue's kiss. He could only hold on to Zhou Weiyue's shirt with great strength, even if it wrinkled too much. No time to take care of.While he was panting, what he thought was that what Yan Ruoguang said was right, Zhou Weiyue is a wolf cub, it is true to be loved and loved, and it is true that the ruthless force that wants to tear people apart is also true.Hearing the sound of tsk tsk water, Zhou Qing's eaves blushed, and finally Zhou Weiyue let go of himself before he was almost out of breath, but his lips were still stuck to the corners of his mouth, and his ears rubbed against his temples.

"I promise."

"I accept."

"I want to be with you."

The end of his words eagerly fell into the next kiss, embracing and exchanging each other's body temperature and heartbeat, every inch of breath and countless attachments that have been looking forward to day and night.In a daze, the rain seems to have stopped. The last rain in late summer has disappeared, leaving the gloomy summer and the noisy cicadas together.But Zhou Qingyan has the endless summer in her arms, and a lover who can walk through countless summers holding hands with her.

They will accompany each other day and night, share all the hidden secrets in the closet, and tell the most obscure ambitions, even if it is just pearls and hibiscus, it will be popular in the world.