drink moonlight alone

After Chen Yan took Yan Ruoguang away, all he left was the hot pot that was still warm, the messy empty cups and bowls, the pungent and spicy smell of the red soup in the room, and Zhou Weiyue, who was lying on the corner of the dining table and breathing regularly, seemingly sleeping peacefully .

Zhou Qingyan kept in mind what Chen Yan said just now, and he half-believed, "Weiyue."

"Heart."

did not wake up.His eyelids didn't even tremble.

But no matter what, it's not the same thing to let him slump on the hard dining table like this. Zhou Qingyan half-lifted and half-carried him with ease, helped Zhou Weiyue to the room, lifted the quilt and put him down gently.He frowned slightly, but he still didn't look like he was awake, his thin lips muttered for a while and then turned over, as if he had fallen asleep again.

Zhou Qingyan stared at it for a while, not knowing whether to wake him up or let him go.He closed the door, turned around and went to the kitchen. When cleaning up the dishes, the sound of touching and ping-pong was not small. Even Nian Nian, who was dozing on the sofa, was awakened. In the light, there was no movement at the slightly closed door.

Sure enough, Chen Yan was bluffing himself?

Zhou Qingyan obviously felt that the amount of information he had received tonight was a bit too much. Now that the voices of the people had dispersed and returned to silence, he had time to slow down his thoughts and go back to what he just learned, things that Zhou Weiyue had never told him .

Zhou Weiyue knew that she was inquiring about him.

Zhou Weiyue felt that she was too clingy, so she was alienating him.

So even though he knew that he was inquiring for news, the tentative hand trembled, he still shrank back, and only dared to tell himself his news in his own way carefully and without showing any trace.

The inextricable threads are now connected in series, like crushing a sour fruit on the apex of the heart, overflowing with hot fresh bitterness and rancidity, flowing along the main artery to the limbs and bones.In the past 12 years, how many stupid things did the two do for each other, how many times they whispered their names all night, and crushed their love into Xingxing's bedtime stories.

Zhou Qingyan asked herself more than once, is the crush painful?bitter.Especially when facing the unknown future, facing the not knowing when to let go of the mind, and facing the possibility that one day it will run counter to it—fortunately, everything has come to an end now.Seeing the ring of her ring finger gleaming under the top light, Zhou Qingyan was stunned, her soapy hand slipped, and the glass wine glass fell to the ground with a "touch" sound and fell to pieces .

Zhou Qingyan frowned in annoyance. After washing off the bubbles on her hands, she was about to turn around to get the dustpan and broom, but she was caught off guard. When she faced the door, her expression was a little panicked, but it was Zhou Weiyue who was sober and sober. s eyes.

"I..." Zhou Weiyue pursed her lips nervously, as if hesitating to make an excuse.

With just one glance, Zhou Qingyan knew that what Chen Yan said was true, his heart was not drunk, he was just pretending to be drunk.So when did you start to sniff out the details that he had missed in the past?Not long after the reunion, he was drinking madly to keep him from sharing the same bed, to the time not long ago when he pretended not to drink and induced himself to drink, and stayed overnight.

"Don't come here, be careful to step on the broken glass." Zhou Qingyan raised his voice to stop Zhou Weiyue's movement, took the broom in the cupboard without changing his face, swept the broken glass, wrapped layer after layer of newspaper, and threw it into the into the trash can.

Only then did Zhou Weiyue walk over, stretched out her hand to hold Zhou Qingyan in her arms, and arched his neck with her head flatteringly, "Brother."

"Hey."

"I don't get drunk that easily."

"Oh."

"Last time, it was on purpose. I wanted to keep you, but I couldn't find a suitable reason. When I came to my senses, I already..."

He paused, and then said, "But the wine given by Chen Yan is real."

Hearing his trembling voice, Zhou Qingyan couldn't help laughing, pinched the back of his neck to signal Zhou Weiyue to look up, then licked the corner of his chattering mouth with the tip of her tongue, "Then you're taking advantage of me, now I'm going to charge interest."

Zhou Weiyue's expression darkened, she held Zhou Qingyan's waist and lifted him up, so startled that Zhou Qingyan could only exclaim, her legs subconsciously landed on Zhou Weiyue's strong waist, and her hands hugged his neck tightly.The room was dark, with a sticky smell of alcohol brewing, and the wet kiss was full of the aftertaste of white wine. Zhou Qingyan snorted, only to hear Zhou Weiyue's belated response.

"As you wish."

In autumn, the crabapple tree loses its crunchy pinkness, leaving only the withered yellow leaves, desolate and quiet.The sunny day was dazzling, and in an instant, clouds appeared on the horizon again. It was foggy and desolate, and the sun could not be seen. The wind made it even colder. Zhou Qingyan shrank into the scarf, and the fluff tied his neck a little itchy.

I couldn't help but want to scratch, only to realize that my skin was tattooed a few days ago, and it can't withstand touching for the time being, even Zhou Weiyue had to be careful to avoid it when kissing.

Holding the lesson plan, he stood for a while in the Pingdao Yugai corridor. At that time, there was no smell of smoke under the crabapple tree, and there was no one with an umbrella. That late spring seemed to have passed away for a long time.Then the phone rang, and the caller displayed the words "heart and liver", and Zhou Qingyan smiled instantly, and he pressed the connect button with a smile in his mouth, "Hello."

"Brother, it seems to be raining soon. I'll message you when I get there. Don't come out."

"Where are you going? You're 15 minutes late." Zhou Qingyan asked him pretending to be angry if he wanted to kill him.

"Sorry, there's been a delay."

Seeing that he was serious, Zhou Qingyan couldn't bear it anymore, and he returned to his usual tone, "Okay, I understand, don't worry, drive carefully."

After hanging up the phone, the rain fell from the sky step by step, not big, but densely formed a layer of fuzzy rain curtain.

Zhou Qingyan didn't wait long, the news that Zhou Weiyue had mentioned was sent to his mobile phone, and he replied with an emoji, Zhou Qingyan began to wait patiently.Then, in the rain curtain, a figure holding an umbrella walked at an unhurried pace, from blurry to clear, and finally stood in front of Zhou Qingyan.

"Here we come." Zhou Qingyan squinted his eyes, and raised his hand to wipe off the water droplets hanging on Zhou Weiyue's glasses.

Zhou Weiyue put the umbrella on top of the two of them, shoulders were next to each other, keeping an intimate distance without overstepping, "Well, go home?"

"Go home."

Where the scarf was looser, Zhou Qingyan's fair skin was glowing red, and in the center was a round of moon phases side by side.

"So where have you been?"

Zhou Weiyue didn't even think about it, and led Zhou Qingyan to carefully avoid the puddle, "Selling vases, enamel painted ones, to match the bouquet of gardenias from yesterday."

"Is it expensive? Have you been taken advantage of again?"

"Hmm..." Zhou Weiyue hesitated, "It's okay."

"Okay, as long as you are happy." Zhou Qingyan shrugged his shoulders and smiled, turned out of the campus gate, looked left and right to see that most of the students were overwhelmed by the sudden rain, then turned their heads and kissed Zhou Weiyue for a fleeting kiss.

No matter how the moon phases from now on will be full and waning, whether the morning light will be bright or faint, the grass snake gray lines in those years have already built a future worth rushing for for them.Zhou Qingyan has the bright and bright moonlight in his dream forever, like the absurdity of a flower blown by the wind, it is also a long-lasting dream that he is willing to indulge in.

At that time, the twilight was all around, and the clouds were cruising, and their future was still long.

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