[Comprehensive] Intermittent complacency

Lou Bei was stunned for a moment, took out the phone from his pocket, and pressed the power button, the screen went dark and there was no movement.

"out of battery."

So I didn't know you called.

Midorima Shintaro moved his lips, but in the end he didn't say anything, and let the door open.

Lou Bei took out the key and opened the door, "Come in."

The inside of the door was dark, and there was a strong smell of apples. It was the apple porridge that Loubei cooked in the morning, and it was too late to clean it up.

"You didn't tell me you didn't have tutoring today." Midorima said.

The young man went to the table and picked up the plate and put it into the kitchen, "...Sorry, I have something to do at school today, I forgot to tell you." He turned on the faucet to rinse the stains on the plate, the apology in his voice was not so strong

"...will you forget even if you say it..."

The sound of the water was a little loud, and he didn't know if he heard it.

Midorima Shintaro was pinching the phone, his hands were stretched with blue veins, and he couldn't control the emotions in his heart. Is it resentment?Still wronged?Or is it that rushing feeling that wants to vent desperately?

After washing the dishes, Lou Bei sat on the sofa, lit a cigarette, and took a deep puff. After a long time, he said slowly, "Still living here?"

He should have agreed, but he didn't.

Shintaro Midorima shook his head, "I was here yesterday."

If you don't go home for two days, your mother will be worried.

Lou Bei nodded knowingly, "Then I'll take you back." He took another two puffs of cigarettes and exhaled beautiful smoke rings. The smoke rings were placed one after the other, which was very post-modern and artistic, and then dissipated in the air. up.

Midorima Shintaro looked at him expressionlessly.

There are not many people on the road. Although it is not sultry but it is not cool in the summer night, the high temperature is a bit uncomfortable.

Lou Bei moved his neck uncomfortably. Lu Jian didn't want to take the car, so he walked with him and sent him home.

How many years have you not accommodated others?He is not the first, but he must be the most special one.

"I'm hungry." Shintaro Midorima stopped at the door of a Mala Tang restaurant. Lou Bei looked up and saw that it was a Chinese restaurant with very spicy food, and it was opened by a Chongqing native.

"Do you want to eat this?" the young man asked, and after getting affirmation, he signaled him to go in.

Midorima Shintaro ordered a lot of things, pushed his glasses, "I treat you this meal, you invited me last time."

Lou Bei was noncommittal, "I am a teacher."

"I'll treat."

The two looked at each other for a long time, and finally, Lou Bei nodded in compromise.

After eating spicy food, it slides down the esophagus into the stomach, filling the whole stomach, making it uncomfortably hot.He wasn't hungry at all, not at all, he stuffed food into his mouth mechanically, even if he was about to spit it out.

Lou Bei finally realized that something was wrong, he stretched out his hand to hold Midorima's hand, and stared straight at him with dark eyes.

After a while, the green-haired boy signaled him to let go, and he got up to pay the bill.

The night lights on the street were on, dim and yellow, and some of them seemed to be broken, and they made a hissing sound.

Shintaro Midorima walked in front, his stomach churning.

Lou Bei silently followed behind him, looked at his back for a while, and suddenly said:

"You didn't say anything?"

As soon as the words came out, it was like lighting a firecracker. The other party caught fire all of a sudden, turned around in a swish, his eyes dilated slightly, and his pupils shrank violently, "What do you know!"

Lou Bei looked at him, and it seemed that Lu Jian couldn't hold back any longer. He collapsed and stepped in front of Lou Bei in three or two steps. The young man who was half his head taller grabbed the front of Lou Bei's chest with one hand, "Gao Qiaobei! You are enough! Why do you always have such an expression! An expression that has nothing to do with you, it will always be like this, I am a student and you are a teacher, so you have to treat me like this?! You will always be like this So self righteous! Know me well? Know what I'm going to say? Do you think I have no temper?!"

The voice was scary, his eyes were red with anger, and the hand holding him was still shaking, but the young man tilted his head to look at him. Although there was no expression on his face, his pupils shrank slightly, as if he had been suddenly erupted by the young man. scared.

"Why...why did you appear in front of me!!" Shintaro Midorima said intermittently, his bangs hanging down to cover his eyes, his expression unclear.

Lou Bei looked at the neon lights in the distance in a little astonishment, and next to his ears was the youthful voice, hoarse and full of grievances, "Why do you appear in my dreams every night, why do you drink the milk for me, Why is it different in front of me and in front of others! It's too much Takahashi Kita, you... will only make me feel that I am special to you... What are you! Tell me the fuck! What am I in your heart!!"

Lou Bei came back to his senses and saw that the young man's eyes were glittering and moist, his heart was shocked, and he couldn't say anything immediately.

He slowly raised his hand and placed it on the young man's hunched back. The young man's body trembled violently, "I'll control you to death! You are this kind of person...this kind of person..."

The voice disappeared on the lips.

He tasted the faint taste of tea, the fragrance of barley tea.

The world under the light seemed to be transparent, and it was a public place, and the originally angry emotions calmed down.

What is he doing! !

Midorima Shintaro opened his eyes suddenly, his lips trembled, unable to speak, he pushed away the young man beside him, turned around and walked away, he was a coward, he didn't dare to turn back.

# # #

Time flies, and the time is too short.

If you add Time Like an Arrow, it is the beginning of a standard student composition.

Akashi Seijuro knocked on the table, motioning for the person on the opposite side to come back to his senses, "You can also be distracted when you come out with me, should I reflect on my own charm?"

Hearing the teasing words, the young man looked at him and twitched his mouth, "Okay, I refuse."

"Why?" Akashi raised his eyebrows high, "I think the conditions I offered are very generous. After all, you—as a member of the Takahashi family, since you are not the heir, why come to my company for fun? You are not here to sell , I just asked you to be an artist, you don't want to?"

"I...look like I'm going to sell it?" Lou Bei twitched his eyebrows, pointing to one of the signing clauses about "beautiful, suitable for the role", and asked.

"It's quite similar." Akashi said seriously.

"……"roll.

In the end, he still didn't sign the clause, "I only have one wish at the moment, which is to take care of this class of students, and let's talk about the future."

Most of the class in Loubei went to public schools, so they had to take the unified college entrance examination.

Before the college entrance examination, Lou Bei directly rented a clubhouse, took the students in the class to have a meal together, and told them that he would not teach anymore, and that they should be the last class of students he took care of.

I have to say that this kind of encouragement is based on warmth. It's clichéd, but it works.The group of silly children all said that they would not embarrass him.

Silly is a little silly, but it is really warm.

Lou Bei feels that sometimes such a person exists in your life, and what he brings to you is far more than a simple experience, but also emotions, beliefs, and many, many insights.

To be a happy person?Feed the horses, chop wood, and travel the world.

Dreams and reality are never hostile, it depends on whether you can find a balance.

【Extra: Dreams as Horses】

I just want to face the sea and the spring flowers bloom.

On the day Midorima Shintaro entered the examination room, he ran into Loubei, who happened to be invigilating the school of Midorima.

He asked Takahashi Bei, you said that day that people cannot refuse to grow up, and there must be better things waiting for them in the future.What do you mean by this sentence, will you wait for me?

He remembered that the man was stunned for a long time before he nodded with a smile and said nothing, but Midorima Shintaro wishfully thought that he agreed.

He ran away that night, probably because he felt that the current self was not good enough.

When you become a better person, you can be together openly, right?

So, he performed very well in the exam, and when he came out, the man was gone, only a message on the phone.

"Your future is not limited to me."

He was quite right.

Midorima told himself in his heart, but he didn't want to hear it.

Admission to the Kyoto University School of Medicine was expected, but unexpectedly, he met Kazunari Takao on the day of the report.

Why are you here, kid? !

He still remembered that guy Takao and Cheng scratched his head with a grin and a grin, and said, Xiaozhen, you are so stupid, you were crying miserably at that time, I was afraid that if I didn't look at you, you would seek death hahahahaha!

roll!You're the one crying miserably!idiot!

Having said that, Midorima Shintaro was relieved a lot.

People are social animals, and if there is someone they know to accompany them, everyone will be happy, right?

They are both medical students, and they have stayed together for eight years. During the eight years, they attended classes together almost every day, and fought and fought together.

Midorima also finds him annoying. Didn't you say you want to play basketball for the rest of your life? !What kind of medicine do you study!

Who knew Gao Wei and Cheng Cheng would speak with such a playful smile, if I didn't stay with Xiao Zhen, no one in the world would love Xiao Zhen so much!

Fart, and my mother!

He didn't say a word, because Takao Kazunari looked very serious.

Later, they were assigned to a hospital, with Midorima doing neurology and Takao doing surgery.

One day, he was free to go to the cancer monitoring room on the 11th floor. When he passed by a ward, he stopped. He saw a person standing by the window, whose back was very familiar.

He hasn't changed at all.

The memory that was once thought to have been forgotten suddenly became extremely vivid, and the heart throbbed for a moment.He thought that he was very strong, but the scar that had grown up was still festering inside.

The man looked at him quietly, the former white moonlight turned into rice grains, are you disappointed?

Midorima felt that his blood was cold.

Are you a doctor now?

Midorima nodded, he looked towards the door, as if he had a tacit understanding, Takao Kazunari appeared.

The moment he saw Takahashi Bei, the man froze, then immediately covered it up, and said with a smile, why is Mr. Takahashi here?

Then he thought about where this place was, and his smile suddenly subsided a lot.

Are you a partner?

……Um.

pretty good.

Lou Bei touched his chest, feeling a little happy.

Gently closing the door, Midorima put down the case in his hands, and Takao Kazunari's expression became serious.

Advanced bone cancer.

Things in the world are always changing, and it is better to go to the same goal by different routes.

It's a pity that people and ghosts take different paths.

[Something to say is inner analysis↓]