you like how i look

Ji Shiyao didn't take Yi Bowen's hanging up on his phone to heart, and drove around the city aimlessly.

He needs to give himself some time to think about it, and then make the best choice.

But there is no room for consideration in this matter.

What Zhao Nanji means to him is too clear to him, what he is obsessed with has never been Zhao Nanji, what he is obsessed with is only the self who was unable to keep someone and tried his best to practice himself many years ago.

It was never Zhao Nanji who couldn't let go, what he couldn't let go was why the better him many years ago wasn't treated well.

That memory was too hard for him.

So he didn't have time to think about others, or even Yi Bowen's feelings. He never forced Yi Bowen to be nice to him, but no matter how good Yi Bowen was to him, he just thought that Yi Bowen was a good person. That's all.

Whether he loves it or not, he never thought about it.Or he didn't have the habit of thinking about it.

When mentioning the word love, the only thing Ji Shiyao can think of is Zhao Nanji.But now Zhao Nanji, he doesn't love him anymore.

After thinking about these things, Ji Shiyao felt that it was necessary for him to have a chat with Yi Bowen.

But Yi Bowen's phone number has long been disconnected.

According to this situation, Yi Bowen would not return to his place, so Ji Shiyao went directly to Yi Bowen's place.

Just happened to pick up someone at the door of Yi Bowen's house.

Yi Bowen sat on the steps of the door, with his head down, half asleep and half awake.

"How did you come back?" Ji Shiyao asked him.

"Lin Qiao."

"I think so." Ji Shiyao helped him up, took out the key from him and opened the door, "Go in?"

Yi Bowen looked up at him, the bloodshot eyes were shocking.Ji Shiyao was taken aback, "Why did you torture yourself like this? It's not worth it for me."

After speaking, he laughed at himself, helped Yi Bowen in, and threw him on the sofa.

This is Ji Shiyao's second visit to this place, and he didn't even know where to pour the water. After searching for a while, he finally found a few bottles of water in the kitchen cabinet.

He gave Yi Bowen a bottle.

"What are you doing here?" Yi Bowen sobered up a lot.

Ji Shiyao unscrewed the bottle cap for him and handed him the water bottle, "If I don't come, won't you be waiting in vain?"

Yi Bowen looked at him with some disappointment, Ji Shiyao shook his hand to show that holding the water bottle was very tired, so Yi Bowen had no choice but to reach out to take it.

Ji Shiyao sat down opposite him, "I want to chat with you, can you do it now?"

"No."

Yi Bowen refused him resolutely, if Ji Shiyao said something that made him uncomfortable at this time, he really couldn't bear it.

"Then another day." Ji Shiyao didn't feel any regrets, and walked towards the door after speaking.

Before he took a few steps, the water bottle in Yi Bowen's hand fell in front of his eyes, and the water splashed. "If you leave today, it will really be the end of us." Yi Bowen shouted at him, his voice was extremely loud.

Ji Shiyao turned around unexpectedly, and looked at Yi Bowen helplessly.

In fact, the distance between them was not very far, Ji Shiyao could see that Yi Bowen's eyes were wet, and he was staring at him viciously.

"Don't be so naive." Ji Shiyao advised him.

Yi Bowen felt pain in his left chest, "What do you mean by that?"

"I……"

"What's so good about him? He's more than ten years older than you! You don't think he's old!" Yi Bowen said excitedly, stepped forward and hugged Ji Shiyao, and patted Ji Shiyao on the back hard, "My heart aches You!"

Yi Bowen's fingertips were trembling.

"I know." Ji Shiyao said.

"You know what a fart!" Yi Bowen hugged him tightly, "You should kneel down and apologize now, if you don't even know how to coax others, you will make me angry!"

Ji Shiyao comforted him and said, "Okay, it's all my fault."

Yi Bowen finally stopped and let go of Ji Shiyao, he found that Ji Shiyao looked at him with pity.Suddenly laughed, "Do you think I'm ridiculous now? I think so too. Why can't I let you go?"

Ji Shiyao was a little speechless, "Don't say that."

"What should I say?" Yi Bowen returned to sit on the sofa, "Don't you want to talk to me? I'll talk to you."

Ji Shiyao shook his head, "Forget about your current state."

"What's wrong with me in this state?" Yi Bowen jumped up and pushed Ji Shiyao to the wall, pressed him up and kissed him hard, while still pinching and pressing on Ji Shiyao's chest while kissing, "Fuck you as usual."

Yi Bowen's foreplay is mostly gentle, rarely so rough.

Ji Shiyao quickly responded to him, and soon became hard, Yi Bowen went down and touched it.

"You..." Ji Shiyao called out in a low voice.

Yi Bowen raised his eyelids to take a look at Ji Shiyao, and began to undress Ji Shiyao and his body. His kisses fell down all the way down.

Ji Shiyao's breathing began to become short, but Yi Bowen stopped, with a strange expression, "There is no oil here."

"I have it on me." Ji Shiyao gasped.

He sucked hard on Ji Shiyao's lower abdomen, and Ji Shiyao shuddered...

"Jump up and hook my neck."

Ji Shiyao did as he did, kissing all the way to the bed, when he finally put Ji Shiyao down, "Are you lying on your stomach?"

"Um……"

His hand moved down Ji Shiyao's back all the way, rubbing slowly in the gap between his buttocks, and the other hand covered Ji Shiyao's eyes, Ji Shiyao's senses were completely concentrated there...

Because of the sufficient lubrication, it is easy for Yi Bowen's fingers to penetrate, "You like to be fucked by me?"

"Hmm..." Where did he come up with so many questions at this time!

Yi Bowen lifted Ji Shiyao's waist, and Ji Shiyao knelt with him, he pushed it away, and stuck the tip of his tongue in to expand instead of his fingers.

Ji Shiyao couldn't stand such a strong stimulus for a while, his body trembled a little...

After Yi Bowen finished this round of expansion, he directly stretched three fingers in. To be honest, Ji Shiyao was in pain.

Ji Shiyao could bear it at first, but later, Yi Bowen went straight through, and Ji Shiyao couldn't speak at all. What's more, he stuffed his expanded fingers into Ji Shiyao's mouth...

Ji Shiyao: "..."

Ji Shiyao realized that he could no longer be so weak, so he fought with Yi Bowen, doing it while fighting...

After finishing the work, I found my butt hurts and was beaten...

After taking a shower and coming out with his pajamas, Yi Bowen sat on the bed and looked at him.

"You are so ruthless!" Ji Shiyao said.

Yi Bowen smiled, "Then Bibi, what about the bit you bit my shoulder?"

Ji Shiyao threw his pajamas at his face!

Ji Shiyao said: "Zhao Nanji came to me to tell me that he is going to get a divorce."

Yi Bowen pulled off the pajamas on his face, "I know it's not a good thing."

"It's not a bad thing." Ji Shiyao laughed, "At least I found that even if he puts forward such a condition, I don't want to be with him anymore."

"What did you say?"

Before Yi Bowen could be happy, Ji Shiyao answered, "Emotions will always fade."

"What do you mean?" Yi Bowen felt a little tired.

Ji Shiyao knew that Yi Bowen was thinking wrong again, "It means that if you have something to say, you can just say it, and if you don't want me to see anyone, you can say it, and I will listen to you."

"You really listen to me?"

"real."

"Then go buy me something to eat, I'm hungry."

"Is this what you are good at?" Ji Shiyao was overjoyed, "I'll buy what's nearby."

Yi Bowen seriously reported the names of a long list of dishes, then said the address and the name of the restaurant, and urged: "Go quickly, they will close in half an hour."

Ji Shiyao had no choice but to change clothes and go out.

He was wearing Yibowen's coat.

Ji Shiyao found the restaurant according to Yi Bowen's request, bought the food and packed it, and then returned.When was the last time he did something like this?

Yi Bowen was wrapped in a quilt at home and waited. He didn't come to live here for a long time, and he didn't even know that the heating was broken.

While waiting, he thought about Ji Shiyao.

They didn't break up with each other in the end, except that Yi Bowen felt that it was not worth it for Zhao Nanji, and he didn't want to be separated from Ji Shiyao.

Because he had been separated once, he knew he couldn't bear it. Thinking about it this way, he would find that as long as Ji Shiyao is always in a place where he can have it, it doesn't matter whether he loves it or not.

Shit.

How could it be unimportant, but you can't fight hard with Ji Shiyao, you can only wait for him to figure it out.

The turmoil passed like this, and it took several days for Yi Bowen to start to regret that he let Ji Shiyao go too easily, so he needs to have a longer memory.

But Ji Shiyao has indeed changed, the old preoccupied smile is gone, and he has started to really work hard.

Lin Qiao finally said that he would give up on making money with Yi Bowen, and let Yi Bowen live and die on its own.

Recently, Ji Shiyao looked at Yi Bowen with green eyes.

Yi Bowen was worn out by him, and every time he was recruited, he was reluctant to refuse Ji Shiyao's enthusiasm.

After the two of them had happened that day, Ji Shiyao asked him: "Are you going to live with your parents tomorrow?"

"Yeah, my dad likes to make troubles and has big rules," he asked Ji Shiyao again, "How do you arrange it? Go home too?"

"Yeah," Ji Shiyao nodded, "I'll leave as soon as you leave, my mother loves Chinese New Year."

Yi Bowen looked at Ji Shiyao thoughtfully, "I like you."

Ji Shiyao laughed, "I know, don't keep talking."

Yi Bowen was serious, "I'm afraid you will forget."

"I can't forget it!" Ji Shiyao picked up the cup and drilled it into it, "I know what you want to hear, and I like you too, I know that."

Yi Bowen came over and kissed Ji Shiyao, and said softly, "You just have to be so good."

Ji Shiyao didn't understand why Yi Bowen used the word "good" to describe him...

Is it really good to describe a man older than him like this...

The next day, Yi Bowen had a rare late sleep, and Ji Shiyao went downstairs to finish his run, bought breakfast and brought him up, and he just got up.

Ji Shiyao handed him the breakfast, "How are you doing? Compliment me."

He smiled and kissed Ji Shiyao, and took the breakfast bag, "Why do you suddenly think of buying McDonald's?"

"I just want to eat," Ji Shiyao walked to the bathroom, sweating all over Ji Shiyao had to take a shower, and said to him while walking, "I'm coming out of the shower, if you've already left, you're finished!"

Yi Bowen couldn't help laughing, "Then wash it quickly!"

Ji Shiyao didn't wash quickly, but when he finished, Yi Bowen was still eating breakfast slowly.

Ji Shiyao said in his heart that you still use a knife and fork and serve such a good coffee for fast food, is it really appropriate?

Yi Bowen was eating while watching the news, Ji Shiyao didn't understand why he would watch the made-up program, because the host was so handsome?

Ji Shiyao asked him: "How do you see this?"

Yi Bowen buckled the tablet upside down on the table, "It's nothing, I have an acquaintance."

Ji Shiyao was very curious.

Ji Shiyao took advantage of him going to the kitchen to wash the dishes, tuned out the program and glanced at it, and then his heart was shocked.

Isn’t this Zhao, who is prosecuted for embezzlement of public funds and may go to jail...

Zhao Hai?

Ji Shiyao put the tablet back, feeling a little complicated.