Sun Yuanjun left for Northern Europe on December 23rd. When he went to the supermarket to buy vegetables, Sun Yuanjun found that the Christmas atmosphere in this city was getting stronger and stronger.Although in today's China, no matter what festival is linked with consumption and shopping, Sun Yuanjun still thinks of that Christmas Eve nine years ago.

Song Yu had just turned [-] in that year, and it was also in that year that they really got together.As soon as Song Yu finished his college entrance examination, he immediately wanted to come to Beijing to find him, but Sun Yuanjun was away from home to participate in a competition that he thought was very important at the time.

Sun Yuanjun remembers that he was very busy that year. Various competitions and studies almost squeezed all his time. The time spent with his little boyfriend had to be squeezed out of the little time left for sleeping. Sometimes the phone was on the phone at night. Asleep, even then Song Yu never seemed to complain.

It wasn't until the end of the year that Sun Yuanjun squeezed out several days of vacation and took Song Yu to Xishuangbanna in Yunnan, China for a tour.Even in December, Xishuangbanna, located in the tropics, still has a summer temperature, just like the fiery hearts of this pair of lovers who are in love.

Thinking of the past, a smile appeared on the corner of Sun Yuanjun's mouth. He suddenly wanted to buy some Christmas trees to decorate his home, and he also really wanted to buy a gift for Song Yu.

Sun Yuanjun is a man of action, he does whatever he thinks of.Before he went to Northern Europe, he spent Christmas with Song Yu ahead of schedule, and Song Yu didn't invite any other guests except for Meng Ke who had recently gotten closer.

Sun Yuanjun’s gift was a black Cadillac off-road that Song Yu had always liked. When Sun Yuanjun took out the car keys, Song Yu smiled and said thank you, and his expression was nothing like when he accepted the cake and apples bought by Meng Ke. different.

It's just that Meng Ke next to him was a little dumbfounded, because in comparison, his gift seemed so cheap that it wasn't worth mentioning.

Perhaps aware of Meng Ke's embarrassment, Song Yu glanced at the brand of the cake, and said pleasantly, "Meng Ke, this brand of cake doesn't seem to be very easy to buy, and you have to wait in line for a long time to get it."

Meng Ke quickly waved his hands again and again.Song Yu also gave them their own gifts. He gave Sun Yuanjun a pair of ski glasses and Meng Ke a pair of playing shoes.These are very practical gifts.

In fact, Sun Yuanjun knew in his heart that Song Yu looked like a very delicate and fragile young boy, but in fact he didn't worship money in his bones. In contrast, Song Yu might value those gifts with his heart.

Recently, I have been too busy, not only to plan the Nordic travel itinerary, but also to prepare for music matters.If you want to meet such a big-name music manager, you have to prepare in advance.

Once the time is squeezed, even cooking sometimes can't squeeze the time.Sometimes when it's meal time, Song Yu doesn't rush, and when he's hungry, he cooks noodles by himself, and remembers to cook the noodles for him too, and asks Sun Yuanjun to come over to eat together when it's done.

Sun Yuanjun looked at Song Yu as if everything was normal, but he always felt that it was different from before.He eats, sleeps, and attends classes as usual every day, but he seems to talk less and less, and the little fat that he had managed to accumulate before quickly disappeared.

One night, the two hugged and kissed under the dim light, and when they hugged, the deep butterfly bone on his boy's back almost made him ache.

Sun Yuanjun wanted to ask him why he was so thin, but when he hugged him, he realized that the boy under him was sobbing, and Sun Yuanjun touched the tears in his hands.

"Song Yu, Song Yu, what's wrong with you, aren't you feeling well?"

"No, no, I feel so comfortable that I want to cry." Song Yu explained.

The boy is very good, no matter how painful it was at that time, he would never say it was painful.He has always been like this, but no matter how much he explains that he is fine, his expression and the natural reaction of his body are all saying one thing, he doesn't want to be intimate with himself.

When Sun Yuanjun realized this, he suddenly felt dull.

Sun Yuanjun hugged Song Yu distressedly, frowned and asked, "Song Yu, are you sick?"

"No, I'm in good health." Song Yu leaned in his arms, stroking his hair, helping him purr like a boy, but instead seemed to be comforting him.

Sun Yuanjun hugged him tighter and said, "Song Yu, I don't want to go to Northern Europe anymore."

Song Yu: "Huh?"

"Actually, when I said I wanted to go to Northern Europe, I just wanted to make you jealous. I really don't want to go now." When Sun Yuanjun said this, he was like a self-willed child who changes every time.

Sun Yuanjun: "I want to stay with you, spend Christmas with you, and take exams with you."

Song Yu smoothed his frown with a smile, and said, "I've grown up, and I'll take care of myself."

Sun Yuanjun asked again: "Why don't you keep me? You are obviously unhappy."

Song Yu: "..."

Sun Yuanjun: "Maybe there will be hype? You hate it the most."

Song Yu: "Yes, I know."

Sun Yuanjun asked puzzledly, "Do you even mind?"

After a moment of silence, Song Yu said, "It's not that I don't mind, I just hope that you can realize your ideal."

"Even through some kind of shortcut, can you accept it?" Sun Yuanjun thought for a while, and finally asked what he had wanted to ask for a long time.

Song Yu's eyes were red, he sighed, and said, "I love you, so it's acceptable."

Their lips stuck together and kissed passionately, as if there was no way to separate them.It seems that the whole world doesn't exist anymore, only each other's breath and heartbeat are left in their world.Sun Yuanjun had the urge to swell his lips.

He knew that Song Yu's love for him was no longer a small fan's obsession with an idol, he began to love him as an ordinary person, to accept his imperfection, he loved him almost without principle, because Sun Yuanjun I feel that I don't have the most basic qualifications to be an ordinary lover.

He's not even a good guy, but Song Yu still says he loves him.

What kind of mood does Song Yu love him with?Later, whenever Sun Yuanjun thought of this, his heart ached so badly that he wished he could travel back and slap himself in the past.

The day before Sun Yuanjun left, Song Yu started to help him pack his things, and kept talking about him searching the Internet for Northern Europe. It's very cold this season, so he must bring more thick clothes.As he spoke, he took out two sets of thermal underwear that he had just bought online, "I've washed them, so just take them with you."

Sun Yuanjun hugged him and kissed him again and again, during which several times he had the idea of ​​not wanting to leave.

Song Yu drove him to the airport in that brand new Cadillac. The moment Sun Yuanjun boarded the plane, he would never have known that this was the worst decision he had ever made in his life.

On the first day Sun Yuanjun left, Song Yu studied for a day, and felt a little weird when he got home. After feeding Lang Zai and playing with him for a while, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't eaten all day. Not at all hungry.

As a consistent foodie, this is very abnormal.

The second day after Sun Yuanjun left, Song Yu discovered that he had begun to suffer from cell phone addiction again.After seeing the beautiful green aurora photos posted on Sun Yuanjun's Weibo, Song Yu began to refresh Weibo every 5 minutes, or even shorter intervals.

Watching him take out his mobile phone frequently, Meng Ke began to cough continuously to remind him, and finally forcibly confiscated his mobile phone, but he found that Song Yu still couldn't read the book.

On the third day after Sun Yuanjun left, Song Yu began to pay attention to some CP fans of Sun Yuanjun and Lu Shaoling again. Based on the photos posted by Sun Yuanjun and Lu Shaoling and the interaction on Weibo, these people could make up an inner drama with hundreds of thousands of words in their brains .

On Douban, there are also real skin-picking stickers, saying that they live in the same hotel, or even live in the same room.It is said that passers-by broke the news that the reason why they went to Northern Europe was to register their marriage there.Song Yu really wanted to call Sun Yuanjun and ask if what the netizen said was true.

Of course, he definitely didn't fight in the end. He felt that he was simply crazy.Then he thought with a wry smile, saying that he was crazy didn't seem like a curse word.

Before going to bed that night, he uninstalled all the software on his phone that could access the Internet.

But miraculously, he only lived peacefully for two days. After two days, he began to suffer from insomnia, and kept his eyes open all night long, waiting for dawn without any sleepiness.At night when he couldn't fall asleep, he began to recite English words and historical materials all night long.

After a few days like this, when Song Yu looked in the mirror and found that he was like a haggard skeleton with two huge dark circles under his eyes, he finally remembered that he should ask Shen Jie for help.Shen Jie delivered some nerve-soothing sedatives and sleep-promoting drugs to him that day.

However, he even fell asleep that day without taking the medicine.Because that night, Sun Yuanjun called him from a distant foreign country, told him a lot about his recent situation, and even sang for him on the phone.

Song Yu felt at ease when he heard his voice. At that moment, what he thought in his heart was, even if the whole world told you differently, I would only believe what you said.Then he begged and asked if he could call every night before bed.

Sun Yuanjun agreed, and then Song Yu fell asleep, sleeping peacefully until dawn.

January [-]th is the day of the postgraduate entrance examination.It was the first time in Song Yu's life that he worked so hard for an exam, even if he only worked hard for three months.Even if he knew that he would fail the exam nine out of ten times, he must let himself try once.

The English for the postgraduate entrance examination is very difficult. There are several long reading comprehension articles and many unfamiliar words, but fortunately, the templates memorized in the two essays can be applied.In terms of politics, the teachers in the remedial class are very accurate in betting on the questions, and they have memorized many big questions.

Song Yu didn't have much confidence in professional courses, because there were too many big topics and too much subjective initiative.Some teachers may like this idea, some may like that, and that's perfectly normal.

Everything is left to fate.In short, Song Yu has tried his best to do the best he can.

When the exam was really over, Song Yu and Meng Ke went to the bar for a drink together, and many men and women of all kinds came up to strike up a conversation.Song Yu thought, are there so many gays these days?It's normal for women to strike up a conversation, but there are so many men, so it's not gay!

The two drank until two o'clock in the middle of the night, then called a car, and went back to Sun Yuanjun's house together.

Sleeping in a daze until noon the next day, Song Yu's cell phone rang, and Meng Ke answered the call somehow.

Meng Ke said hello, and Sun Yuanjun over there jumped into a rage, and shouted "Let Song Yu answer the phone!" which woke him up suddenly.

Song Yu answered the phone and explained: "Don't think about it, he is a straight man, he can't be straighter, he was drunk last night."

Sun Yuanjun: "You can go to the same bed when you're drunk? What if you mistook him for me?"

Song Yu: "Who said he slept in the same bed as me? He slept on a sofa, a sofa! My phone happened to be on the sofa, so it's normal for him to answer it when his phone rang. After all, everyone uses iPhones. The ringtone is normal."

Only then did Sun Yuanjun feel relieved.He briefly asked about Song Yu's performance in the exam, and it seemed that someone was looking for him to talk to, so he hung up the phone quickly.

After being disturbed by this phone call, the two who were hungover couldn't fall asleep.Meng Ke got up and cooked porridge. When the two were eating, Meng Ke asked Song Yu about a topic he didn't understand just now: "What do you mean he is straight?"

Song Yu explained: "For example, you are straight and I am curvy."

Meng Ke asked again: "Do you mean that you like the same sex?"

Song Yu nodded and said, "Yes, you find it disgusting, don't you?"

Meng Ke blinked, thought for a while, and asked directly: "Are you and Sun Yuanjun lovers?"

Song Yu nodded again, thinking that if he couldn't be his true self in front of such close friends, then his life would be too tiring.

Meng Ke said: "To be honest, before I met you, I would not understand if someone told me about gay men. Think about it, girls who smell soft and fragrant don't like it, so why do you like it? my lords?"

"What about after meeting me?" Song Yu asked with a smile after taking a sip of porridge.

Meng Ke said truthfully: "After meeting you, I think I like you very much."

"Oh?" Song Yu's tone seemed to be teasing, did he bend too?

Meng Ke quickly explained: "No, no, it's not that kind of liking. But I just like you. It seems that after meeting you, I think homosexuality is not unacceptable."

Song Yu frightened him and said, "This is the rhythm you want to bend."

Meng Ke blinked, and simply joked: "Why don't we have a date? Let's try it." Meng Ke started chasing him all over the room.

In fact, Meng Ke didn't know if he was going to be led into a rhythm, but now thinking of Song Yu and Sun Yuanjun's demeanor and expression when they talked, it really doesn't look like brothers, but like the kind of couple who have been together for many years Feel.

Looking at the photos set as wallpaper on Song Yu's mobile phone, seeing the two people standing together and smiling so sweetly, Meng Ke suddenly felt that these two people seemed to be two trees with the same appearance, they were both so tall and beautiful, as if only He deserves the way he feels.

Later he described this feeling to Song Yu, and Song Yu said seriously: "Sun Yuan is a tree, but I am just a vine."

Then he said a lyric from the movie "Liu Sanjie" a long time ago: "There have always been vines entwined with trees, but I have never seen trees entangled with vines."

The author has something to say: Give the little cutie who was abused in this chapter a pat on the head!

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