unconventional love

Spring Festival is the most important festival of the year.People who have returned from afar are reunited, and all the sadness and sorrow are gone the moment they see their family members.People get together and have fun as a family.

But where there is joy, there is sorrow, and where there is a lot of singing and dancing, there is a lonely shadow...

Gu Yanshu left last night, and now Bai Yiqing is alone at home.The house is empty and the air is far apart.The air conditioner was turned on in the room, but it was still abnormally cold. Everyone was reunited, but he was alone, alone.

It was extremely cold inside the room, and this smell not only invaded the body but also corroded the heart.It is said that people can't be alone because they will think wildly. This is true. Isn't he like this now?

I usually didn't think there was anything in this room when I looked at it, but now it looks abnormally large, which makes people feel flustered and empty.

Before Gu Yanshu left, he only looked at Bai Yiqing, his eyes seemed to ask again, 'When are you leaving? '.Bai Yiqing looked uncomfortable, so he kept urging the other person to leave, but when the person really left, he felt even more uncomfortable.

"Just leave, I'm the only one at home." Bai Yiqing sighed, resting his chin on his arm, playing with the decorations on the table with his fingers.The little tumbler kept falling towards the tabletop under the shaking of the fingertips—back—falling back to the tabletop.

This tumbler is one of Gu Yanshu's favorite objects, and Bai Yiqing felt that it resembled its owner from the first time they met.She looks alike and has a similar temperament, and she will be punished.At this time, fiddle with it because it is boring, and the other is to discourage.

"Stupid alpha! Do you believe what I say?" Bai Yiqing became more and more angry as he thought about it, and pushed the tumbler vigorously.That tumbler is not like a human being, as much force as you give it, it will return to you as much as it does.One bumped into his hand without paying attention, and his thin white wrist immediately turned red.

"Hiss—" Bai Yiqing hurt from being bumped, so he stopped touching the tumbler.Without the influence of external force, the tumbler quickly stopped in place, as if nothing had happened.

Looking at the object, I was deeply moved.No matter how great the waste is, it will return to its original state in a while. If the object is like this, what about the person?

The turbulent heart couldn't calm down. Looking at the dark room, my heart felt even more lonely. It seemed to be self-deprecating and jokingly said, "Go home? How can I still have a home?".

Bai Yiqing buried his face in the crook of his arms, only showing his eyes.If Gu Yanshu were here at this moment, he would find tears streaming from his Omega's eyes.

"After grandma left, I have no home..."

Bai Yiqing closed his eyes, tears were squeezed out of the eye sockets to moisten the eyelashes.How much he wants to go back to the past and spend a year with his grandma... But fantasies are fantasies after all, what is gone can never come back...

What is he doing now?Gu Yanshu, who was in the distance, was staring at the plate in a daze, thinking about the other party all the time.Did he drive or go by car?Are you in the car now?Did you get home?

The white plate in front of me slowly blurred—fragmented—and re-solidified, and the reflection in the plate also changed from myself to a person who was thinking day and night......

"Why are you in a daze after eating!" Mr. Gu knocked on the ground with his cane to attract the other party's attention, and his beard was raised angrily. "Since you entered the house until now, you haven't even called grandpa! Xiaobai didn't bring you back." , eating in a daze! Are there any rules!"

These words stimulated Gu Yanshu. He slowly put down his chopsticks, chewed the food in his mouth, sneered and said expressionlessly, "What rules can I have? Who can teach me the rules? Father? Dad? Or you?" Afterwards, the tone became more and more aggressive, and every expression and every sentence was questioning.Very aggressive posture.

"You..." Mr. Gu was so stunned that he couldn't refute a word, and his words finally turned into silence and dissipated in the air, leaving only a sigh. "Forget it, let's eat."

I got angry for a while, and I felt relieved after I said it.He picked up the chopsticks again, and never glanced at Mr. Gu during this period.

The estrangement between two people cannot be resolved overnight. The two of them seem to be eating alone for dinner without any communication.Gu Yanshu didn't want to talk to the old man, and the old man was even more stubborn, even though they were only a few meters away, he didn't even want to criticize him.

Gu Yanshu had nothing to discuss with the other party, so he went upstairs after eating.Looking at the layout of the room, Gu Yanshu breathed a sigh of relief and sat upright on the bed.

This room is full of memories, and the old objects in front of him brought his thoughts back to the past.Familiar pictures flashed through his mind one by one, and the tactile sensations of joy, sadness, sadness, and pain were also displayed in his heart.

There are many ornaments in the house, each of which is old and incompatible with this luxurious home.From old-fashioned tapes to old and yellowed books, from small beds to photos in front of the window.

photo..........

Gu Yanshu looked up at the photo, staring at the people inside.The photos are well preserved, and it can be seen that someone wipes them frequently.The man inside was holding a child in his arms at the moment, smiling wildly.This smile infected Gu Yanshu, and he couldn't help laughing, but the memory of this smile was bitter, like old bitter wine.

"Father..." Gu Yanshu's lips and teeth moved slightly, his eyes were confused and nostalgic...

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Bai Yiqing lay down for an unknown how long, and the emotions in his heart finally dissipated, and he felt lonely looking at the dark room again.Standing up staggeringly with the support on the table, but he fell to the ground just after taking two steps. He has no strength at all?

This earnestness made him a little panicked, and it didn't help that he supported himself on the stool beside him.His legs were as soft as cotton, and he had no strength.Not to mention leaving, it was extremely difficult to even stand up straight.Bai Yiqing was a little annoyed, he had just taken care of the pain and didn't even notice when his body temperature rose.

Boom—boom——

The sense of hearing is constantly amplified, but the sight is becoming more and more blurred.Breathing became heavy, head, also began to faint.

"Ah...ha..." Bai Yiqing clutched his chest and panted heavily, his eyes were rosy.The unspeakable place unexpectedly felt itchy, and the glands were also hot.

Is this... in heat?

Realizing this, Bai Yiqing immediately wanted to get up and go to the side to get the medicine, but he had more energy than he wanted.His strength was getting weaker and weaker, and he couldn't even stand up after wasting his strength for a long time. He could only curl up on the ground and lean against the coldness of the ground to relieve the scorching heat.

This bit of coldness is nothing but the light of fireflies, and it is difficult to even lower the temperature.The hands and feet became softer and weaker, and the glands began to release the smell wantonly.Although the smell is completely blocked by the suppression ring, Bai Yiqing still smells his own smell... This is his body's unconscious courtship...

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In the huge room, the lights were dim, and there were a few provocative groans in the room from time to time.Because Bai Yiqing kept twisting, the clothes on his body were half torn, revealing his pale skin.The blush on his face couldn't fade away as if he was drunk, and he grasped the floor feebly just to seek that sliver of comfort.

What he needs at this moment is the pheromone of alpha, the appeasement of inhibitors, but where is his own alpha?

The moon outside the window is extraordinarily round, but all this can't be seen clearly by Bai Yiqing.His eyes were covered with mist, and his ears were filled with his shameful panting.There is only a warm yellow light in front of him, and he vaguely thinks it is the moon?Gu Yanshu seems to like it very much...

Gu Yanshu......

The body was paralyzed on the ground weakly, and a drop of transparent tears fell down, not only because of the unbearable estrus, but also because of the loneliness in the heart.

A crescent moon hangs high in the sky, alienated but fraternal.He is not stingy with his own light, letting it illuminate the night sky.But he doesn't want to be close to people and flies in the sky.

"It's getting late, I should go home." Gu Yanshu spoke into the air, not knowing whether he was talking about the moonlight or the person in the photo.

After sitting for a long time, my limbs became stiff.He simply stretched his muscles, forced a smile towards the photo frame, and said in an endlessly gentle tone, "Father, I will come to see you again when I have time." After saying that, a kiss landed on the man's face through the glass.

When I went downstairs, I happened to meet Mr. Gu who was sitting downstairs reading a book.No, it can't be said to be a coincidence, Mr. Gu was specially waiting for Gu Yanshu downstairs.He knew that his grandson would not stay in the old house, and he only came to see Yan Yi.

Thinking of this, Mr. Gu's eyes dimmed a lot, and the newspaper in his hand also made a 'crash' sound.He pushed down the reading glasses in front of him, and continued to look at the newspaper in front of him. "Going back so soon?"

On the surface, Gu Yanshu didn't want to talk, but still slowed down, "Well, I'm going back."

"It's been so many years, can't you let it go?" The old man closed the newspaper, his face full of confusion. "If your father is still here, he doesn't want you to be trapped in chains for the rest of your life."

lay down?How to let go of this?

Gu Yanshu's lips twitched slightly, and his eyes flashed with different emotions.Rubbing his face with his hands, he sighed deeply, "If my father was still there, I wouldn't be entangled in this matter at all. Since I wouldn't be entangled, why would I let it go?"

Yes, if everything never happened, how could Xiaoshu be like this?

The old man's hand slowly dropped, and he placed it twice weakly.Just a few words can make him physically and mentally tired, and even his face looks a little old.The voice was like an old giant tree, and he said slowly, "What qualifications do I have to persuade you to let go..."

Gu Yanshu turned his back to the old man, his eyes were water-stained.Every New Year is like an experience, and every old scene in every place is a verification of his growth.Everything is like asking him "Hey, have you improved in a year? You won't feel bad seeing me, will you?"

It is said that time dilutes everything, but where can the truly unforgettable things be erased by external factors?Even if it sinks into the deep sea, it is useless.All it takes is a little memory, and those sleeping giants of an old thing will wake up again, and even sweep through a more violent hurricane to disturb people's minds.

"Master..." Gu Yanshu tried to speak, but found that his voice was terribly hoarse.He tilted his head involuntarily and adjusted his vocal cords, "Grandpa, I'd better go home. Everything here is related to my father. I feel uncomfortable and even more uncomfortable."

In one sentence, two people are mixed with thousands of emotions.These things are indescribable and obscure in human language.

What can Mr. Gu do?He can't help it either.Even if he has mastered the mall for many years, it is still difficult to unlock the lock in his heart.And he himself was deeply involved, so how could he pretend to be nonchalant and persuade Xiaoshu to let go?

"Go back..." Mr. Gu's ending sound was very long, full of helplessness and disappointment.He looked at the building blocks in the corner, which were built by his son himself and were a gift for him.This gift was well preserved, time didn't erode it, time just took away his most precious thing—his most precious gift.

"En." Gu Yanshu's steps were a bit heavy, every step was like a boulder on his body, and he couldn't breathe and couldn't move his legs under the pressure.Pushing open the door, holding the doorknob tightly, he said his last words tonight, "Take care of yourself."

With the end of the words, the door closed little by little.A slanting shadow was drawn from the lamp in the room by the crack of the door, and then gradually disappeared.

The cold air made Gu Yanshu clearer, and he let out a long breath.The white mist formed from the mouth due to the cold led the wind up and then slowly disappeared.Time, it's already very late.

Gu Yanshu took out his mobile phone and called Bai Yiqing, thinking: I don't know what he is doing now.

Although she felt that the other party should be asleep at this time, she couldn't help but call him.

beep - beep - beep -

There was still no one answering the phone, Gu Yanshu was used to it.I took the initiative to make a few calls, but didn't answer each time.He shook his head with a smile and put the phone back in his pocket.

It's getting colder, it's time to go home.

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The road in the middle of the night is silent, and today is New Year's Eve, so there are not many people there.Gu Yanshu went all the way unimpeded, and soon arrived at home.While waiting for the elevator, he sent a text message to Bai Yiqing, telling him to wake up and remember to text him back.

Just as he was writing, the elevator door opened.The floor went up little by little, and the orange warning light went off with a 'snap'.Gu Yanshu, you're home.

The door lock is fingerprinted, and the handle is held in warm palms.His body temperature was very high, and it made him uncomfortable to hold something so cold at first.

The room was the same as when he left, without any change, and the other party had indeed left.Gu Yanshu's eyes drooped slightly, and he reached out to turn on the light beside him.

But when the bright lights shone into the room, Gu Yanshu's pupils gradually dilated, and it was not easy to lose his mind and be dazed.This is the look that people will form under extreme fear. He saw the scene that made him panic.

With a 'snap', the thing in his hand fell to the ground, but Gu Yanshu couldn't care less about it.He used the fastest speed in his life to grab the person on the ground into his arms, and patted the other person's cheek with his hand.

"Bai Yiqing! Bai Yiqing!!" Gu Yanshu was so flustered that he forgot all the common sense of etiquette in an instant, and only knew how to respect and instinctively call out to the other party.

Bai Yiqing was covered in sweat, and his cheeks were flushed abnormally.The thick and slender eyelashes were closed in front of his eyes, and there were still tears on them.The lips are somewhat chapped, and the jaw line is obviously abnormal.His whole body seemed to be salvaged from warm water, hot and sweaty......

Gu Yanshu thought that his body temperature was already considered high, but it was only half as high compared to the other party.

Bai Yiqing frowned amidst the calls, his eyelids gradually lifted to reveal a confused look.The lips also opened following the movement of the person, and gasps followed.

"Well......"

When he woke up, he had to bear the boundless pain of estrus again. This pain made him close his eyes again and refused to face it.

"Bai Yiqing? Bai Yiqing!" Normally, Gu Yanshu would have thought about it when he heard the voice in his ear, but now he didn't have any thoughts at all, and he was completely focused on the other party.

He spoke very quickly, as if in fast-forward.He seems to want to rely on the number of times to get a response, but the effect is not obvious.Call the people around you in the most stupid way, hoping to get a little response.He is so stupid and stupid...

"What's wrong with you? Talk? Don't ignore me?" Gu Yanshu was the one who cared about talking nonsense.

Bai Yiqing's body was very dry, and his mood was even bad.The voice of the other party's constant questioning in the ear is really noisy.He wasn't there when he was needed most.Will the him who appears now be real?The panic of the unknown, the helplessness of the estrus period, all these things made him irritable.

"Gu Yanshu..." Bai Yiqing's voice was hoarse, full of lust, and every word was rubbed into tears, like a soft feather floating over the tip of his nose, with itching. "I'm in heat... so uncomfortable..." At the end of the words, he really cried out, his body trembling constantly.

In fact, he wasn't sure whether it was an illusion or reality, but he was unwilling to let go of any chance, so he used his last bit of strength to say what he just said.If this is true.......perhaps......he is really going to die in this estrus......

With the last syllable of the words falling, the power of the suppression ring was finally exhausted.The long-suppressed pheromone instantly filled the air, attacking every corner.Every inch of air is mixed with it, and within a few seconds, the room is stained with the smell of white tea.

He tightened his arms and held him tightly in his arms.Gu Yanshu's heartbeat accelerated a lot due to the temptation, and he released his pheromone to comfort his partner under him.

"Hey, don't be afraid, I'm here."

"I am back."

I stand up! ! ! ! !