unconventional love

The stalemate has eased, but the embarrassment is still embarrassing.Gu Yanshu's act of pretending to be smart slapped him hard in the face.

The round glutinous rice balls were like invisible palms, which were printed on his face one by one.

The air was filled with suffocating embarrassment, Gu Yanshu felt embarrassed and embarrassed.

And Wang Yi'an also realized that something was wrong, what happened to the two couples?Why is the atmosphere so weird?But it's too late to say anything now, so I can only freeze there and wait for Bai Yiqing.

Bai Yiqing looked at Gu Yanshu, then at Wang Yi'an, feeling that this scene was familiar.Why does this kind of thing always happen when the three of them get together?

He was really helpless, looked down at the glutinous rice balls in the bowl, and felt it was a pity.

"I'm actually not very hungry." Bai Yiqing slowly put down the spoon, the dark spoon slowly sank into the bowl, and the snow-white glutinous rice balls floated up one after the other.After all, he still felt sorry for Gu Yanshu and didn't want to see him in trouble.

Gu Yanshu stood where he was, his lips were tightly stretched.My own Omega is really good, even if it is so stiff, I don't forget to accommodate myself.On the other hand, he...did such excessive things during pregnancy.There was a numbness in the heart, and the blood rushed to the throat, which was sore.

After a long time, he said softly, "Eat quickly if you're hungry, your stomach will hurt when it's cold."

After he finished speaking, he was afraid that Bai Yiqing would not eat it because of his face, so he inadvertently pushed Wang Yi'an away, squatted down in front of the bed and held the glutinous rice balls up.Holding the handle of the spoon in his right hand, he passed it to Bai Yiqing's hand, with an extremely gentle voice, "It's because I don't know you well enough, I will pay attention to it in the future."

Gu Yanshu said so, so Bai Yiqing naturally ate.There was Wang Yi'an beside him, he was afraid that the other party would see the clue, so he didn't dare to say anything, so he ate the food spoon by spoon.

But Gu Yanshu's eyes were too hot, every movement was full of love, and he was at a loss as to what to do with his affection.I tried my best to ignore it, but that was also deceiving others, not myself, and I didn't know the taste of this meal.

After the meal, Wang Yi'an dragged Bai Yiqing to chat continuously, from the south of the sky to the north of the earth, non-stop.During this period, Gu Yanshu had been sitting by the side without speaking, just listening to them quietly.

Although he didn't say anything, he thought a lot in his heart.Wang Yi'an knew Bai Yiqing well, knew his preferences, and was able to chat with him.Looking at the other party's smile, Gu Yanshu knew that he was really happy.

What right do you have to be angry?Wang Yi'an just did what a friend should do, and did not cross the line at all.Besides, isn't it more important than anything else to make Bai Yiqing happy at this time?

Gu Yanshu looked down at the floor. The tiles were connected one by one, and the edges were sealed with cement.The light shines from behind him, leaving shadows above.

A lonely shadow...

Bai Yiqing was still chatting with Wang Yi'an, he only had a rough idea of ​​what they said and what they did.Anyway, it was something he didn't understand, and it had nothing to do with him anyway.

Gu Yanshu squeezed his palm, moved from one side of the sofa to the other, and moved his right hand to the side...

His shadow touched Bai Yiqing's hand.The corners of his mouth raised slightly, and he said silently, "That's great."

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Hospitalization was too boring, Bai Yiqing proposed to go home when he was almost in good health.Gu Yanshu didn't agree at first, he was afraid that something would happen and he wouldn't be able to go to the hospital in time.

But seeing Bai Yiqing holding back his silence, he couldn't bear to soften his heart.After the final discussion, I stayed in the hospital for two more days and then went home.

Because Gu Yanshu didn't like people coming into the house, so what the house was like when it was gone, is what it is now.

After helping him to the sofa, he went into the house alone to clean up.In the middle, he poured some hot water for Bai Yiqing, handed him a quilt, and wrapped him tightly on the sofa.

Bai Yiqing just said his thanks and didn't say anything more.

The study room was really messy, a lot of things fell to the ground.Although the smell of alcohol had dissipated, Gu Yanshu could recall that smell as long as he saw this scene.The blood on the ground has dried up, but the memory in his heart is always fresh...

Bend down, get up, and repeat a process over and over again.The books were straightened one by one, and the wine bottles were picked up one by one.

The most conspicuous thing among them is the divorce agreement...

Gu Yanshu was heartbroken by the dazzling white flash. He took the paper and squatted on the ground to look at it slowly.

There are a lot of clauses listed above, the original self was afraid of being sorry for Bai Yiqing, so most of them were beneficial to Bai Yiqing.On the premise that he thought he was good, he did the cruelest thing to the other party.It now appears that these terms are more like humiliation.

The three characters of flamboyant and flying phoenix dance are his own name.The black pen is particularly conspicuous on the white paper.I was drunk at the time, thinking of my father, thinking of that Omega... in a daze, I took out the paper and read it there.

What is there to see...and what is there to be away from...

Yiqing must have seen it.

"I should have watched it... Otherwise, how would I know." Gu Yanshu's eyes were a little dim, and his hands were a little hard, pinching one side of the paper to wrinkle it.

After that happened, Bai Yiqing kept a distance from him.She won't be buried in his arms acting like a spoiled child, she won't laugh with him again, her attitude is gentle and polite, and she keeps a distance.From outsiders' point of view, their relationship may be good, but only Gu Yanshu knows that Bai Yiqing like this is too wrong.

I really miss the past, I really miss Bai Yiqing...

I really want to hold him in my arms without any scruples, kiss, hug... I really want to go back to the past with him...

It's really sad...

Gu Yanshu closed his eyes, and the memory in his mind suddenly floated back to the past.When he was young, he held his father's hand, with a childish face, "Father, are you angry with Dad?"

His father knelt down and picked him up, teasing him to giggle.When the trouble was enough, he said seriously, "I definitely will, but my father really likes my father. So every time he finds me, his heart softens. Whenever he cooks me food and asks me about my health, I will I can't bear to be angry with him again."

"Every time I talk to him and ignore him, but as soon as he comes to talk to me, the previous anger dissipates."

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Gu Yanshu raised his head, the room had been restored to tidyness, and nothing that happened before could be seen.Everything disappeared without a trace, without a trace.His father's words still echoed in his mind.

Actions matter more than anything else...

Gu Yanshu rubbed his forehead, thinking about those words.He chewed repeatedly and thought carefully.Looking down at the divorce agreement in his hand, he figured it out in a split second.

He thought he knew how to apologize.

With both hands, the paper crumbled into pieces.With a slight rubbing of the palm, the shredded paper slowly formed a ball, forming a paper ball.

Words are empty, he will use actions to explain everything.

He wanted to tell Bai Yiqing that I like you.Then dedicate everything to him and take care of him for half his life