Cloud Dream GL

In the next few days, Liu Cheng returned to the dormitory, her life turned black and white, and she was in a daze.

She couldn't wake up during the day, but at night, the darkness magnified all the senses, expanded the pain, and expanded the helplessness. She opened her eyes and clearly perceived all these dark emotions.

She didn't answer Yan Qing's calls, nor did she reply to any messages.

In the next few days, the companies that had received the offer before all regretted it, and those who went to the interview also fell into the sea, and even a small company that was completely unknown in the industry rejected her.

She couldn't bear it anymore, and after another rejection, she angrily deleted all of Yan Qing's contact information. The imprints that had remained for several years and occupied most of the space on her dilapidated phone were all deleted.

She didn't know what was wrong, and she didn't know how to correct it.These incidents pushed her further and further, deeper and deeper.

Seeing that the time to leave school is getting closer and closer, the students have found corresponding jobs, or some have returned to their hometown cities, but Liu Cheng doesn't know where she should go or where she belongs.

When my aunt called, Liu Cheng was in a daze in the dormitory.

Auntie: "Chengcheng... woo woo woo..."

Liu Cheng: "Auntie, what's the matter? What happened? Is it... Aunt Song..."

Aunt: "Hmm... woo woo... Your aunt... She suddenly fainted in the morning... Afterwards, she couldn't do it anymore..."

Liu Cheng raised her hand to cover her mouth, and the sound of sobbing filled the entire dormitory.

When Liu Cheng returned to Yangliu Village, Aunt Song's body had already been put into the coffin, and the coffin was placed in the prepared mourning hall.My aunt, uncle and their sons all came back to help with the cooking.

My aunt told Liu Cheng that Aunt Song had difficulty breathing that morning and felt very uncomfortable in her chest. In the afternoon, she fainted when she was helping the obstetrician in the village organize the delivery.The obstetrician heard that Aunt Song had undergone surgery for colon cancer and also had high blood pressure. According to this situation, it may have caused pulmonary infarction.

Liu Cheng knelt in front of the mourning hall, listening to what her aunt said, but couldn't cry.

Standing in the waiting hall of the airport, Yan Qing took out her mobile phone and dialed Liu Cheng's number again.

"The number you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later. Sorry the subscriber youdailed..."

Yan Qing dialed more than a dozen times, but still did not hear the familiar voice.She lowered her head and typed on the keyboard to send a message to Liu Cheng, but saw a red exclamation point next to the message after it was sent.Yan Qing's expression was gloomy. She held the phone and looked at the blue sky outside the window for a long time before walking towards the boarding gate amidst the voice broadcast at the airport urging boarding.

After the vigil, Liu Cheng and her aunt and uncle buried the coffin under the escort of the villagers. Aunt Song was buried next to a crop field in the backyard of the orphanage.

Because the children in the orphanage have already entered the public special school, the yard and house in the orphanage are no longer used, but Aunt Song will go there to clean it from time to time, and will put the children's broken toys in broken boxes. to go.

Liu Cheng opened the door and walked into the yard, the surrounding was silent, only the buzzing of insects could be heard from the tall grass beside the courtyard wall in summer.

And Liu Cheng suddenly felt that there were children around him, some running around, some chasing, and some staring blankly. When she raised her eyes, she seemed to see Aunt Song coming to welcome her. Rubbing her hands on her clothes, she even told Liu Cheng that her hands were dirty with embarrassment, but in the next second, Liu Cheng held those rough hands tightly.

Liu Cheng walked into the room, and those torn books were neatly arranged on the wooden high and low cabinets, and the big black pot seemed to be still burning in the pot.Liu Cheng turned around, and the water tank by the door stood there quietly, Liu Cheng lifted the grate curtain on the tank, and the gourd ladle floated on top.This is the water that Aunt Song asked someone to fetch in the morning.

Liu Cheng scooped up half a scoop of water, took a sip, and took another sip.She remembered Yan Qing at that time, took the ladle in her hand, drank water with her, and wiped the corner of her mouth with her sleeve just like her.The water is so sweet and cool, but Liu Cheng feels a stream of warmth flowing down, she bites the ladle to let herself continue to drink, continue to drink, she sees tears streaming down her face quietly in the water in the tank.

When returning to Binhai, Liu Cheng returned to the downstairs of the dormitory in a daze, but was informed by the administrator that all the graduates had already left school.

After calling Gu Shortan, Liu Cheng was taken back to the apartment rented by her and Dong Fei.

"Short, thank you." Liu Cheng's thank you was extremely toneless. "I'm going to take my stuff right away."

Gu Shortan stood aside, holding a water glass, tilting his head, looking at Liu Cheng, who had eye circles like a panda's due to lack of sleep, and who was yellow and emaciated because he hadn't eaten for a few days.He asked in a tone that he knew the answer but insisted on asking, "Where are you going to get it?"

That's right, where do I get it... After Liu Cheng was asked, she slumped down on the sofa.

In the past, there was Aunt Song, and Yangliu Village was home, and there was Yan Qing, and Yan Qing's side was home.And now, there is nothing, nothing.I don't even know where to go, where to get these things...

Gu Shortan poured a glass of water for Liu Cheng and put it on the tea table.

"This is a two-bedroom apartment. Dong Fei and I live in one over there, but he doesn't come here often. You live in this one. I didn't ask for your permission, but I don't allow you to object. I've put your things in It's inside the house, you can clean it up."

After finishing speaking, Gu Short got up from his side and picked up a hair tie to tie up his hair briefly, then walked to the bathroom.

"The rent will be kept on the account, and I will pay it back later. I'm going out for a while, and I'll bring you dinner in the evening. There is a pair of keys for you in the entrance hall, you can go around, but when I come back, I want to see you put your Pack your things."

Her tone was not as domineering as when she was talking to Dong Fei, but Liu Cheng was indeed not allowed to object at all.

Although she has a temporary residence, Liu Cheng still can't get out of her depressed mood.

After submitting some resumes again, basically after hearing nothing, Liu Cheng was completely in a state of confusion, confused, eating instant noodles when she was hungry.

After a few months of this kind of life, Liu Cheng became listless day by day and became thinner day by day.Until Gu Duan couldn't stand her like this anymore, so he forced her to talk.

Like a boneless person, Liu Cheng was pulled out of the room by Gu Shortan, and sat limply on the sofa.Liu Cheng reached for the kettle to pour water.Gu Shortan snatched the water glass away.

"What are you drinking! You just sit down!" Gu Shortan said fiercely.

Liu Cheng had no choice but to put down the pot, and sat slumped and hunched over.

Gu Short-term: "What are you doing? Look at you, the people who are living now are neither human nor ghost, what do you look like!"

Liu Cheng lowered her head, her eyelids drooped, she didn't want to explain or refute, her whole body was acknowledging Gu Short's words.

Gu Shortan: "Mr. Yan has gone to America, did you know?"

Liu Cheng shook her head, then nodded again.

Gu Shortan: "She may not know when she will come back this time, it may be a long time."

Liu Cheng raised her head slightly, then lowered her head again.

Gu Shortan: "I didn't ask you if you didn't tell me before. I think you would tell me if you wanted to tell me. But looking at you now, I have to ask you what happened to you and Teacher Yan. ? She always thinks about you, and she survived the difficult year before, and she came back to you to defend you when she graduated. She was very good, why did you become like this?"

Liu Cheng pursed her lips, her dry lips were already peeling.Gu Shortan watched, picked up the jug and poured her a glass of water in front of her.

Liu Cheng: "That time...that time I went to Ruizhi for an interview, do you remember..."

Gu Short-term: "Well, I remember, I think you were well prepared, but you didn't say anything when you came back, and your mood was also very low. I was afraid that you might have failed, so I didn't dare to ask."

Liu Cheng: "Yes, but, it's actually..."

After listening to what Liu Cheng said about what happened that day, and the series of things that happened between her and Yan Qing because of that incident, Gu Shortan was about to explode.

"Fuck!" Gu Short stood up angrily and walked back and forth by the sofa.

"Fuck him!" Gu Shortan slammed the back of the sofa hard, and picked up a vase next to him.

"Don't, don't—" Liu Cheng hurried up to grab it. "This vase is quite expensive, you forgot what you said when you bought it."

"I'm so pissed off! I really didn't realize that this Zhang Chu is such a dog, and even a person of such a status is so despicable!"

Gu Shortan walked back to the coffee table, saw the water glass on it at first glance, and reached out to take it.

"Ah, short, don't, this cup is for a couple, what if you drop this one and that one!"

"Then the old lady will throw two!"

With great difficulty, Liu Cheng stopped Gu Short-term and pulled her to sit on the sofa, helping her to relax.

Gu Shortan: "Did Zhang Chucheng do that post too!"

Liu Cheng: "Probably not, I asked, but he denied it."

Gu Short was thoughtful, but still very angry.

Gu Shortan: "I heard from Teacher Li from the School of Biology that Teacher Yan's ex-husband always went to school to find her for a while, and they wanted to get back together. Maybe it was because Teacher Yan had academic achievements and developed well, but it is said that Yan The teacher refused very simply. Teacher Li had already mentioned this matter, but I really didn't expect that Teacher Yan's ex-husband was Ruizhi's Zhang Chucheng."

Liu Cheng sighed helplessly.

Gu Shortan: "But having said that, he did act disgusting, but how could you treat Teacher Yan like that? It's all Zhang Chucheng's fault, what did Teacher Yan do wrong?"

Liu Cheng lowered her head: "She...she never told me that that person...was him..."

Gu Shortan took off his shoes and sat cross-legged on the sofa.

Gu Shortan: "Yes, Teacher Yan didn't tell you, that's because it's all in the past. She was divorced for a few years when you two met. Why did she tell you this? It makes you feel that her ex-husband is very Awesome? Don’t you think you’re shit? She’s protecting your self-esteem. And in the past few years, she’s been helping you build up your self-confidence. Don’t you understand what she’s thinking?”

"I..." Liu Cheng choked up, how could she not know Yan Qing's thoughts, what Yan Qing said, what he did, what he gave her, which one was not Yan Qing's thoughts on her.

Liu Cheng put her hands between her legs and looked at Gu Short.

"I understand, it's just that after that day, I think about those words and those pictures almost all the time, which makes me feel that what I see in front of me is particularly unreal. I even feel that I can't control myself, so I feel that I have to hold her tightly. It's like being next to me. I... I'm overwhelmed..."

Liu Cheng rubbed her hands and continued: "I really feel that I am nothing. I don't know what Teacher Yan likes about me. I don't have anything worthy of her liking. I have no money, no job, and I am not that good. Without those achievements, now, I don't even have a relative or a family, I...how can I compare with Zhang Chucheng..."

Gu Shortan: "What is your comparison with Zhang Chucheng? How can he have the sincerity you have for Teacher Yan?"

Liu Cheng: "Then I won't compare him with anyone else, he is Teacher Yan's ex-husband, and he is so outstanding..."

Gu Shortan: "You're really pissing me off. I think Teacher Yan must have regretted it all the time. Why did you teach such a stupid student like you!"

Liu Cheng: "I... What's wrong with me... Am I wrong..."

"That's right!" Gu Short was so angry that he folded his hands on his chest and leaned hard on the backrest.

Gu Shortan: "Did you know that after Teacher Yan got divorced, the people who chased her would line up outside the school gate. Whoever is not good-looking and handsome? If she wants to find a rich and outstanding person, she can't find anyone." ? Do you think what you think is rich, powerful, and well-rounded, do you think Teacher Yan is interested in these?"

Liu Cheng shrank her neck, not daring to speak.

Gu Short-term: "Teacher Yan is a person with dreams, and she is not a sophisticated person. She cannot accept that those people do whatever they can to achieve their goals, lose themselves for money, and become only caterers. What you have is precisely What people like Zhang Chucheng don’t have is sincerity, persistence, and innocence, but you also have low self-esteem. Teacher Yan knows this very well, so she keeps making you work hard and helping you push you, because continuous progress can cure all low self-esteem and Frustrated. And feelings are things, what are you talking about for? Does she not like you when you don’t have what you have? "

Liu Cheng looked into Gu Short's eyes, and at this moment Gu Short's eyes were like a torch.

"But... I don't know what to do, I, I, I can't find a job..." Liu Cheng said timidly.

"Hiss—! You!"

Seeing that Gu Shortan was about to come down to beat her up, Liu Cheng quickly stood up and hid beside the sofa, using the sofa cushions to block herself in front of her.

Liu Cheng: "Here...we have something to talk about, can we...don't do anything..."

Gu Shortan threw a cushion and was caught by Liu Cheng.

"Find a job quickly! Don't be idle! Only when you have done something and created value can you recognize yourself, and you won't always think about escaping from reality. And, pay the rent quickly!"