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Even when Cheng Yu comforts others, he will not have any hypocrisy, and will not tell the other party with some deceitful words "It's not your fault, everything will be fine", this is not his style.Instead of living in false self-comfort, being swallowed up and struggling to get out by the fear and guilt hidden in the bottom of my heart again and again in the dead of night, fermented to sticky bubbles, it is better to face that A fact that makes one want to escape.Let everything shine under the sun, the dim fog will disperse, and the poisonous smoke of pessimism will rise, and the swamp that breeds negative emotions will also dry up.

But the "swamp" in front of him obviously hasn't seen the sun for a long time.Looking at Yu Mu's appearance and his previous behavior, Cheng Yu felt that if he hadn't been willing to talk to himself about the source of his pain, after a while, or there would be a small event as a "spark", Yu Mu's heart would be broken. I'm afraid that the swamp will directly blow up to the sky, destroying his whole body by the way.

It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s not beyond the point of no return.He is still willing to show his true emotions with himself, and he is still trying to seek redemption.

Although he was looking in the wrong direction.Cheng Yu couldn't help sighing at this thought.Salvation can only be given to oneself. There is no "god" in the world who can bring salvation to others.However, it is also beneficial for Yu Mu to do so, doesn't this just invite a self who wants to help him.

"No, you can help me." Yu Mu reversed his previous despair and looked seriously at Cheng Yu who was frowning.

"What? Ah! You want me to..." Cheng Yu was stunned for a moment, and then quickly understood what Yu Mu said, that he could help him. "You want me to bring them back?"

Yu Mu stopped talking and just stared at Cheng Yu.

Cheng Yu knew the answer to this question.But he didn't agree to the desperate little bodyguard in front of him as happily as he sold his business before.

"Almost all people who come to me to do business and recall the souls of the dead are for unfinished business in this world. The most common ones are bank cards or safe passwords, or looking for the bones of relatives who have been buried in a foreign land and brought them back to their hometown. The rest , basically to satisfy the unfulfilled wish of the deceased. Of course, it’s only half an hour, and at most it’s just a roller coaster and a toy that I have never had a chance to buy. But, like you want me to bring them back I came here just to apologize, this is the first time I have encountered a request to repent of a sin."

Cheng Yu shook his head at this point, sighed softly, as if he was regretting something, and continued: "It's also my fault, I have never told anyone about it. I don't charge for the latter two, Doesn't make sense. Because, when the dead are back where they're supposed to be, they have no memory of anything that happened in the real world. He won't remember the touch of a toy, and he certainly won't remember his return to life. Words spoken or heard when returning to the real world. They are souls in the usual sense only when they are brought into this world. In their original world, their state is basically like a group of incomprehensible , some kind of... obsession that turns like a machine? I don't know how to describe it. I never told this truth to anyone. I think if people who come to me can be relieved from their compensation for the dead , to get spiritual comfort, it doesn’t matter if you don’t know the truth.”

Speaking of this, Cheng Yu's face became more serious: "But I can't see that what you want me to do can have any guiding effect on you. Even if I get them back, so what if they forgive you ? You haven’t forgiven yourself at all, it’s meaningless to talk about other people’s forgiveness at this time.”

"I..." Yu Mu froze for a moment, then shook his head with a wry smile. "Yes, if you look at it this way, I am really deluding myself. But how can I forgive myself, I did kill all of them, and the mission failed. I can't find any reason to beautify, or even just downplay The bad behavior of this incident. I am still alive, which is the greatest forgiveness I have given myself."

"Why, I look like I'm very accepting of suicide? Make you feel like you can discuss it with me without consideration?" Hearing Yu Mu's words, Cheng Yu's tone couldn't help but tingle, but he was very nervous. Soon he realized that the problem was mainly with himself, so he could only sigh. "That's right, I like the novelty and excitement of adventures, and I am more neutral about death. This may have caused you a little misunderstanding, blame me. However, as far as I have seen over there in the past few years Yes, if you want to have a chance to make up for your mistakes, I advise you not to think about it. The people over there...or the souls of people have no future at all, and they are boring to death. Once they die, The one-and-done idea is all wishful thinking brought about by ignorance of death. In fact, it is essentially untenable. Do you understand? You can’t get any sense of relief from death. I’m not bringing back people who committed suicide. Believe me , there is no one who does not regret it."

Yu Mu didn't seem to be moved by his words, he clasped his fingers and rested his elbows on his knees.The sadness was a little less, but it seemed that he was being overwhelmed by the sudden surge of exhaustion and powerlessness, and he continued to speak after a long time: "Brother, you never thought that if I wasn't here, would the world be different?" Is it better for you?"

"How do you say it?" Cheng Yu became the more rational of the two at the moment. He did not rush to refute Yu Mu's words, but tried to guide him to express his own thoughts.

"Why can't beast-like abilities be treated like ordinary people?" Yu Mu said.

"That's not our fault. It's the discrimination caused by many people who don't understand and don't want to understand. They deceive themselves and others. It's like setting a target and hitting it yourself." Cheng Yu shook his head.

"For a long time, various studies have shown that lycanthropy users will not lose their reason and consciousness when using their abilities. This is the consensus of all ability users, and it is also... the only one we can find for our own situation. Even because of the publicity in recent years, the public is willing to try to understand and accept us. If at this time, my mythical spectacle is extremely dangerous and out of control is known to others, all in order to improve All the efforts made by the people in our situation will be in vain. What happened to me before has caused certain doubts in the army about the attitude of beast-like people. If this incident spreads to society, all beast-like Those with abilities will be implicated by me. I have never regarded death as my relief, and I don't need it. But if this can make the entire society continue to be stable and prosperous, then please give me a reason to refuse."

After listening to Yu Mu's words seriously, Cheng Yu showed a helpless smile.The puppy who was about to cry in front of him actually knew himself like this, so disgusted that he even regarded himself as an obstacle to the progress of the whole society.What a joke, Cheng Yu himself didn't feel that his existence broke the law between life and death, because he also wants to compete with himself for the No.1 that destroys common sense in the world?

"Okay, just because you just called me brother, and finally you are willing to treat me as a close relative, I can't let you down, can I? Although I definitely want to hear you call me by that name... But there is still time later, so there is no rush At this moment." At this time, Cheng Yu has returned to Yu Mu's most familiar appearance, the same as most of the time during the journey, confident and energetic, as if nothing in the world can bother him.

"So, can you still touch the 'switch' now?" Cheng Yu asked.

Yu Mu was a little puzzled, but still replied: "Yes, it hasn't disappeared since it appeared."

"Will he open it automatically without your consent?" Cheng Yu asked.

"This...it won't be possible." Yu Mu was taken aback for a moment. "However, the follow-up experiments in the company have shown that I can't control the movement, intensity, duration and when the ability ends after it is activated. This is not..."

"Well, I will be responsible for making sure that in the rest of your life, there will be no need to turn on this 'switch' again." Cheng Yu said affirmatively. "You don't have self-awareness after you activate this ability, so you can't use it to protect people or objects at work. Although I don't know what the thing you gave me before is probably something that can temporarily control your terrible ability, right? Also, "If there is an emergency, I will teach you how to use it"? No! I will never let this happen. How? In this way, who can find out, who can prove that your ability is out of control? What's more, you're not out of control. As long as you don't go to the snowy mountains again, are you afraid of his avalanche?"

Yu Mu has been looking at him since he was interrupted by Cheng Yu, until Cheng Yu finished speaking, he still remained motionless, staring at him expressionlessly, his eyes were so hot that he seemed to stare at him.

Seeing that he didn't raise any further objections, Cheng Yu simply sat down beside him, put his arms around his shoulders, leaned closer and continued: "Hey, there is one more thing, you always think that the tragedy was caused by you, and Sufficient evidence to prove it? Have you ever thought that the final investigation result of the army is "insufficient evidence", is it true that there is not enough evidence to prove that you did it, or did you not do it at all? Except Apart from the video and data, you have no chance to get in touch with the scene, right? Now there is no final conclusion on this matter, let's hold the pot first, don't hit yourself on the head casually, be obedient."

Yu Mu, as if recovering from the petrification magic, slowly turned his head to look at Cheng Yu, the red corners of his eyes successfully made the latter feel guilty.

"That... hey!" The two stared at each other for a long time, Cheng Yu just wanted to ask, but Yu Mu pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly.As if he was afraid that he would say something he didn't want to hear, Yu Mu murmured something in Cheng Yu's ear, who was still in surprise, in this posture, the vibration of his voice vibrated Cheng Yu's eardrum through the air , and at the same time warm his heart through the opponent's chest, and the fluffy hair rubbed against Cheng Yu's ear, a little itchy.

"I know, I should know, you are such a person, but I am not. From the time I saw Shi Liang again, I knew that it is impossible to hide this matter from you, it is impossible."

Cheng Yu knew what he meant when he mentioned Shi Liang.Shi Liang's animal form is a wolf. Due to the status of werewolf legends in popular novels, he also has a mythical spectacle that he cannot control. Every night when the moon is full, he will lose his mind and act on instinct in a beast state. until the sun came up the next day.And the abnormality in Yu Mu's performance also began to appear after he bid farewell to Shi Liang.Now that he knew his past experience, Cheng Yu also understood what he was worried about and what he was worried about.Seeing people who are similar to themselves leave like this makes anyone anxious.

"So you shouldn't take it, I knew you would, but you shouldn't. I'm really, really afraid of hurting you, I'm afraid that one day this switch will go wrong, or that thing won't work, wake up It will be again..." There was a hint of fear in Yu Mu's voice.This was the first time Cheng Yu felt this type of emotion from him.

Cheng Yu gently caressed the other person's back, touched his neck to express comfort, and said, "Don't worry, you will only dislike me as an annoyance in the future, and there is no possibility that I will leave you. Although I have no fighting power, but Few people have the ability to kill me, don't worry, the life-saving method I mentioned before is also useful to you."

Blindly reassuring the other party that a disaster will never happen is more useful than showing him the goods he has hoarded. Blindly emphasizing the former may also bring more pressure to the other party.

"But, my 'mythical spectacle' is..." Yu Mu let go of his arms a little, facing Cheng Yu as if anxiously trying to explain something.

"No matter what it is, as long as it can kill me, this method can solve it." Cheng Yu concluded. "Need not……"

Just as Cheng Yu was halfway through speaking, he keenly noticed that Yu Mu's face changed, and his gaze crossed the side of his head and shot towards the door.

"There are people coming, many people." Yu Mu said. "Please be prepared, there is a high probability that they are not members of the Linglong Gang."

Before the words fell, there was a sudden knock on the door.