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drinking. "Cheng Yu turned the glass in his hand, and leaned forward to take a sip of the wine. "But I'm a little sad today, and I want to complain to you. If I drink some wine, I may be able to treat it as a mouth under alcohol anesthesia. It's not that I'm weak and lax. "

After going through too much, Cheng Yu finally developed a good habit of being honest with himself.He is not afraid to dissect his behavior to find the emotions and reasons, because he knows that no matter how he tries to avoid it, the result of being dissected cannot be avoided after all.

Yu Mu blinked, and said in a deep voice: "She went to a regular treatment center, and she won't suffer any harm. I assure you, what happened to you will never happen again."

"Ha! That's right." Cheng Yu raised his head and emptied the glass that had just been filled. "But I still feel uncomfortable. Maybe... her previous experience is a bit too much like me. Maybe it's because of this that I don't want her to grow up like me."

"You're fine." Yu Mu stretched out his hand to grab Cheng Yu's wrist, and with the other hand gently took the wine glass in his hand and put it out of his reach, and said slowly.

"I'm fine, but I don't feel so good right now." Seeing this, Cheng Yu simply leaned back on the sofa, moved his buttocks and rubbed against Yu Mu's side to cling to him. "It's not like I'm such a good person after going through all the shit and shit."

Yu Mu thoughtfully embraced Cheng Yu's shoulders to comfort him, but Cheng Yu pushed his body directly onto the sofa.

Yu Mu wanted to get up, but Cheng Yu hugged him like a fool and didn't let go, resting his head on his chest, and even rubbed against him maliciously: "Come on! I'm drunk! Let me hold my baby for a while Son!"

Yu Mu looked at the person who was messing around with him, and only sighed softly, broke free his hands, hugged and fixed the other person in this position, so that he would not fall to the ground due to the restless movement, and then hugged the other person in Cheng Yu's ear. Slowly said: "Just say what you want, I'm listening."

Cheng Yu paused, and then stopped "sabotaging", and only tried to cling closer to the person under him.Feeling the heat radiated from the other party's body to his heart through the two layers of clothes, his steady and firm heartbeat ringing in his ears, and feeling the other party's fingers slowly caressing his back and neck, Cheng Yu felt unprecedented relax.Closing his eyes, the alcohol and the low psychic ability given to him by the animal form just now almost gave him the illusion that in a trance, he even felt that the person under him had completely turned into a beast, turning into a completely The biggest canine of the world, and I was buried in his soft and warm belly, covered with soft medium-long hair.

It made him feel safe and warm.

"Since I came there when I was ten years old, I have observed a lot of messy people's experiences, and I have become familiar with many things, and nothing can impress me...Of course, you are one of the exceptions. When the Holy Consortium confronted that guy, he told me...that my experience was completely caused by him and my parents. Ha, I thought it would be super easy for me to accept this reality after going through that kind of thing, But I still feel...uncomfortable. I don’t even know that deep down, I still have such high expectations for them.”

"Want to say it?" Yu Mu caressed the back of the neck of the man buried in his chest.

"Of course." Cheng Yu sighed sullenly.

"My parents were the victims of the last manifestation of my cursed mythical spectacle. Not long after that, I had an accident in an experiment and was sent straight over there. As I said before, in Over there, the more familiar people I am, the easier it is to appear in the next door. Little kids who are less than double digits in age, no matter how much they hate their parents, they are still the most familiar and close people for children, aren’t they? So it's no surprise that the second door I opened was my mother."

"I was really happy at the time. After all, I met someone I knew well, didn't I? But unfortunately, the time I went in probably wasn't right. The time I went in, based on my mother's In the fictionalized world centered on consciousness, which keeps looping from beginning to end, I am already in that glass enclosure with white walls everywhere.”

"The little brat didn't know anything about it yet. He looked at the familiar place, hid in a corner, and was terrified in his heart, afraid of being seen and caught in the glass again. What happened? But he saw something even more terrifying. "

"There's something wrong with my hiding place. In the glass, the imaginary me turned my head, right in front of the intruder who was terrified. Well, this time I almost didn't get scared to death again. "

"In this life cycle of my mother, I have no face in the glass cover. I have a white board, and I can paste any ghost's face on it without being found. Can you believe it? At that time, I was far away from them. It only takes less than 3 months to die, even if they don't live for a long time, but only after tens of thousands of cycles, I, as their only child, have already forgotten their appearance? "

"Oh yes, you may not know what this means... In terms of the speed of time passing over there, my face's status in her memory is basically the same as that of a pancake vendor at the door of the house. But this is not true. It means that she doesn't 'love' me anymore. The data and results obtained from me can't be clearer. I have no doubt that this will be the end of her cycle and the last memory before disappearing One of the points. Hehe, tell me, shouldn’t I feel honored?”

"..." Yu Mu didn't speak, but hugged him tightly.

Cheng Yu smiled sullenly, with a bit of bitterness in his voice: "At that time, I didn't know what this shameless self represented, so I was so scared that I hurriedly left the door of my mother's life cycle. I have seen this kind of faceless character a lot, and after I know what it means, I don’t want to push those two doors anymore. After a long time, I don’t know where those two doors are. But I I just don’t care, I have a business to do, there are so many wonderful lives to watch, so many interesting people to communicate with, and I don’t hesitate to deal with the life cycle of those two people.”

"I will always be with you." Yu Mu adjusted his posture carefully, and supported the guy who couldn't get up on him, so that the two of them could completely lie flat on the double-back sofa large enough for two people. "no matter where."

"A tragedy won't turn into a happy ending just because the protagonist doesn't care, my little cutie. It's just that bystanders often mistake this kind of ending for a happy ending." Cheng Yu sighed softly, feeling extremely depressed. "You can't drink the wine of eternal life with me and become a complete..."

"For me, that's much better than waking up and seeing myself killing the person I promised to protect forever." Yu Mu interrupted Cheng Yu's muttering, bowed his head and gently kissed the hair on his forehead borderline. "I can do my best to protect the person I want to protect from a little harm. Thank you for giving me this opportunity."

"Fool." Cheng Yu was taken aback for a moment, then scolded embarrassingly. "It's so stupid, haven't you heard the fable about the wine of eternal life? After drinking this wine, you will watch the people you know grow old and die one by one in eternal life, and watch the glorious present be destroyed in the end There is no shadow and no end, seeing that this world will have nothing to do with you one day! What's more, the situation over there is more cruel than the reality of eternal life here, and the people who can be found there are only people related to us. A mere life, the offspring of relatives, the offspring of friends, what happened after that will never appear over there, do you understand? Endless strangeness will wear down people's will, we only have one life here to fight against the eternal loneliness over there .We all know that we can't resist."

"Then I will accompany you as the person you are most familiar with. You will be my anchor, and I will be your anchor." Yu Mu said this, and at the same time, he keenly grabbed Cheng Yu who was about to push him away and got up. Hug again. "I will not let go, even if it is you who ask me to let go, because you are not for yourself, but wishful thinking, self righteous for me."

"I'm not that noble." After a long while, Cheng Yu buried himself in his chest and muttered in a low voice.

"Then neither do I." Yu Mu coaxed, patting the back of the person on his back. "I just want you to be with me forever, and of course, I am also with you."

"You just saw that I am a poor and lonely wretch who lacks love, so you know that I will never refuse this proposal." Blush climbed up to the tip of Cheng Yu's ear, and he tried to tickle the person under him in embarrassment. Counterattack and cover up, but the opponent suppressed this small disturbance with absolute strength.Seeing that there was no hope of counterattack, Cheng Yu could only sigh and soften completely, and lay lazily in Mu's arms. "You are so wonderful to me. I can't believe everything in front of me. I can't say that I haven't seen such a good person as you, but I saw you there. To be honest, it makes you I was a little scared. Yes, for the first time, I was afraid that I would lose someone too soon. I thought that as a guy who was removed from both the world of life and the world of death, I had enough light on life and death. But, it really is I haven't met your self-righteous conclusion before. I'm not ready to see you over there, and maybe I will never be ready."

"I'm here, and always will be. But now... if necessary, maybe I can try to give you a sense of reality?" Yu Mu's fingers on Cheng Yu's back slipped quietly to his waist and rubbed them halfway. A consolation, half a hint.

Cheng Yu began to moan and chirp, and after a while he nodded in agreement indiscriminately.

"As you wish." There was a deep breath in Yu Mu's voice.

The signature pen flying out of his fingertip hit the light switch, extinguishing the last gleam of light in the room.

"Don't be afraid, I will take good care of you."

The author has something to say:

I thought about it for a long time when I wrote this episode... From a realistic point of view, this article is not really HE...Because the hero is doomed to sink into the world of the dead...Puppy is willing to accompany him and will not change this fact.

Anyway, this article is officially over~~~ Next, are you going to create a time travel story under the cyberpunk worldview?I don’t have time to write woo woo woo recently so maybe it will take a year or two to post⑧

Maybe write some short essays during the period?I guess so

If there is someone who likes to see this, allow me to offer my little thanks~~~Thank you for joining me~~Love you~~