[HP] look at you
Chapter 100
The two walked out of the house, went outside, and stopped by the wooden fence in the yard, standing between two people.
Potter's old house was on a higher slope in the valley, and it was early spring, and the night was cool and windy. Olivia gathered her robe and cast a warming spell.
The night was already extremely dark, and there was no light source outside. We could only see each other's blurred figures through the slightly dim moonlight and the light from the windows of the house, and the expressions on our faces were all hidden in the shadows.
Seeing that Sirius seemed unable to speak for a while, Olivia took the initiative to raise the topic.
"I saw Alphard's tombstone in the cemetery." There was only the sound of the wind in the surrounding area, so she lowered her voice very softly, "The epitaph on it doesn't quite look like his style."
Although she and Alphard didn't get along very often and didn't communicate deeply, but based on her understanding, he would not be willing to tell every stranger his pain in such a slightly resentful tone after his death.
That was not in keeping with his character of decency and dignity to the end of his life.
Sirius turned his head and glanced at her, but since he couldn't see anything, he turned his gaze to the shadows of trees in the distance.
"He said that there is no need to write anything on the stele, but when I was sorting out his belongings, I saw this sentence he wrote on the title page of a collection of poems. I thought it should be what he thought in his heart, so I engraved it on it."
Olivia couldn't help chuckling.
If Alphard can turn into a ghost, he will definitely be pissed off.He said he didn't want her to offer flowers, but she insisted on offering them; he said he didn't want an epitaph, but Sirius insisted on writing it.
If he could have predicted this, he might be able to persist for another year with willpower.
Sirius tightened his grip on the fence when he heard her laugh.
"I..." His voice was dry, "I heard from Alphard that your parents..."
Olivia answered quickly, "Yes, as he said."
Sirius was silent for a while, then whispered, "I'm sorry."
Olivia thought of Lucius, he also said sorry to her, and she forgave him.
"I did hate you."
What Orion Black had said before he left touched her deeply.
Why can he say the words of pampering his son in such a relaxed tone, after killing her parents mercilessly?
When she hated him so much, she thought more than once that if he killed his two sons, he would not be so casual anymore.
But reason is telling her that the mistakes of the previous generation should not affect the children.Sirius didn't do anything at all, and he always wanted to leave the family. He just happened to be named Black, so why should he cut his bones back to his father and his flesh to his mother?
It's just that no matter who it is, it is difficult to make a clear separation between reason and emotion.
She had already used a lot of strength to suppress her anger towards him, and it was very difficult for her to feel any good feelings.
"But that was a long time ago." Olivia's tone was gentle, but she didn't mean any kindness, "And that has nothing to do with you, and it doesn't make sense to me whether you apologize or not." She suddenly After a pause, he laughed, "If you could apologize to Severus, it would make some sense."
Sirius moved his footsteps, but he didn't change his position, but the ups and downs of his emotions made him roll the stones on the ground involuntarily.
"Sometimes I would rather you hate me a little bit." He smiled wryly, "That's better than treating me as a stranger who has nothing to do with you."
"Are you serious? You may not know very well that the people I hate generally don't end well." Most of them are already dead, or she has given a death notice in their hearts.
Sirius: "...Forget it, I didn't say anything." How could he not know that if something happened to Snape at that time, he would definitely be dragged to be buried by her on the spot.
"It is indeed unfortunate to be hated by you, but to be loved by you may be the happiest thing in the world."
When analyzing his feelings for Olivia, Sirius found that it was difficult for him to deny it. Part of his liking was her desire to conquer because of her ignorance of him, and part of it was her defense of Snape's strength. And the resulting unwillingness and jealousy.
He has very little genuine liking for her because he doesn't know her at all.
What he likes may just be the image he imagined.
Even so, once people's emotions are invested, it is difficult to retract freely.She has left a deep imprint on his heart, and it is useless to analyze the purity of feelings. The important thing is that it is difficult for him to erase her shadow.
Maybe it was a curse of the Black family too.
Sirius thought of Alphard.
They all have their own desires.
Olivia was noncommittal to Sirius' words.
Sirius suddenly raised his voice, "But let me apologize to Snape, it is impossible to die. I just hate him, I hate him, I wish he disappeared, you ask him if he thinks the same way. Then I used despicable means this time, but I don't believe that if he had the same opportunity, he would not use it on me."
Olivia thought for a while, nodded in agreement, but shook her head again, "If he had the chance, he would have planned more carefully than you, so that you have no possibility of escape, and he can keep himself out of the incident."
"...Why do you still use the tone of admiration and showing off?" Sirius couldn't understand, is this something to be proud of?
"Because I'm like that too." Olivia smiled, but her bottom line might be a little higher than his - but there is no difference between fifty steps and a hundred steps, and she has no position to ask him to raise the bottom line.
Sirius didn't quite believe it, thinking she was just saying that to defend Snape.
"Anyway, it's impossible for us to shake hands and get along with each other." Sirius thought it through, and his tone relaxed, "I apologize to you, but you don't accept it. I don't apologize to Snape, and you won't accept it either. Anyway... that's it, I'm unlucky, I fell into a pit that I can't climb out of."
Olivia laughed, and Sirius' free and easy attitude made her feel a lot easier.She doesn't want to carry other people's emotions too strongly.
"It's just that I still have a question I've been meaning to ask you."
"what?"
"That time, were all the evaluations you made of me your true thoughts?" This question has been entangled in Sirius' mind since that day.
He really wanted to know if he was such a useless person in her heart.
Olivia was silent for a while, and in the end, she followed her inner thoughts and said, "Not all." You are a warrior who will dedicate his life to his friends. "I think the Sorting Hat's decision to sort you into Gryffindor is the most correct."
Sirius' mood immediately soared, as if all the emotions he gave had a proper response.
Early the next morning, everyone in Potter's old house was busy.
The boys dressed up first, and then went to the church to set up the venue.
It was complicated for the girls to dress up. It took Olivia nearly an hour just to comb Lily's hair.
Lily's buttocks were numb from sitting, and she wriggled back and forth, "I want to say that I didn't have such a difficult time when I was in Professor Binns' History of Magic class."
Olivia patted her, "Don't move, the eyeliner is going to be crooked."
"Oh, Ollie, spare me."
"No, I want you to be the most beautiful bride in the entire wizarding world today."
Mary couldn't help saying: "This sentence seems to be more suitable for James."
Lily imagined it for a while, then trembled, "Forget it, Oli's words are more convincing."
It wasn't until noon that Lily dressed up from head to toe and won the unanimous approval of the people around her.
"Don't worry, James will be so fascinated by you that he will forget how to say the oath."
Lily finished dressing up, and the bridesmaids also changed into long white dresses and made a little modification.
Seeing that Olivia put on a light layer of lipstick without even powdering herself, Lily immediately frowned.
"Why, do you think you are more beautiful than me, and you will steal my limelight when you dress up?" She said fiercely, "This is my wedding, so you can't be perfunctory!"
Lily directed Mary and Alice to push Olivia to the mirror, preparing to return to her all the training she had just received.
Olivia smiled and followed them.
At around three o'clock in the afternoon, when they surrounded Lily and came to the church, James couldn't roll his eyes when he saw Lily in the wedding dress.
When Lily took his arm and walked towards the pastor, Olivia even felt that his eyes were slightly red.
With a smile on her face, she looked at this pair of lovers who were quite well matched in talent and appearance, and silently wished them in their hearts that they would grow old together.
At this time, Olivia felt a gaze resting on her.
She knows who it is.
So she looked at Snape's position without looking for it, and sure enough, he was not paying attention to the couple above who were making their wedding oaths, but was looking at her.
Olivia glared at him quietly, telling him to pay attention to the occasion and give the newcomers some minimum respect.
Snape wanted no respect at all.
He was annoyed by the giggling idiot next to Lily.
And when he looked at Lily, he couldn't help but fantasize about Olivia's wedding dress—it should be more beautiful than the white dress she's wearing now.
Before he was with Olivia, he never felt that marriage was something worth admiring and possessing, and of course, he didn't feel it now either.
He didn't long for family, he just longed for a relationship, as strong as a chain, that would bind them together forever.
The officiant of Lily and James' wedding was Dumbledore. After the wedding, Olivia and him found a secluded place to talk.
"Any news about Slytherin's locket?" Dumbledore texted her before she returned to England.
"It should be." Dumbledore was visibly older than the previous few years, and the confrontation with the mysterious man obviously consumed a lot of his energy.
"should?"
"The news comes from a conversation between Sirius and Regulus on SOME. Regulus told Sirius that the mysterious man asked the house-elf of the Black family to hide something."
"You think it's Slytherin's locket?"
"Even if it is only possible, it is good news." Dumbledore would not let go of any details.
But Olivia knew that [-]% of them were what they were looking for.
"Don't know the location yet?"
"He didn't say it. I'm considering whether to let Sirius ask directly." He still had some doubts in his heart, worried that it would reveal that he had a special source of information.
Although Sirius joined the Order of the Phoenix, and his attitude has always been very clear, but since the Lupine incident, he has slightly reserved his views on Sirius.
After all, this is a war, and it is difficult for him to trust someone completely.
Olivia pondered for a while, "I'll go talk to him."
Dumbledore looked at her slightly surprised.
Olivia smiled, "Since he doesn't believe that I'm an unscrupulous person, I have to make him realize the reality."
After finishing the conversation with Dumbledore, Olivia pulled Sirius away under the watchful eyes of everyone.This time, they stayed out of the crowd for quite a long time.
Mary couldn't help but carefully looked at Snape's face, only to find that he looked thoughtful.
"You know what they're going to say?" Mary asked curiously.
Snape glanced at her, and asked without answering, "How are you and Lupine?"
How could he still receive caring inquiries from him in his lifetime?
Mary was flattered and said: "My poor love flower died young."
"Do you know why?"
"?"
"Because you were not attentive enough to water and weed your poor love-flower."
Mary: "..." Are you mocking her for meddling?
Well, it's still the same Snape, she shouldn't have naive expectations.
When Olivia came back, she saw Mary next to Snape with an aggrieved expression on her face.
"what happened?"
Mary wanted to make a small report, but she still didn't dare to think about it, and said in a low voice, "I'm full, I'm going to find some digestive potions."
Seeing Mary slipping away so fast, Olivia smiled and looked at Snape, "Why did you bully her?"
Snape didn't feel that his behavior was bullying, "I just made a small suggestion about her emotional path."
Wouldn't have thought it would be good advice.
Olivia didn't get to the bottom of it, she looked at the crowd who were still having a lively party, and asked him, "Go back?"
"Let's go."
"To my house or yours?" That's the trouble with both having an estate each.
Snape was slightly displeased with her words, and said softly: "I don't mind changing the ownership of Prince Manor to us."
Olivia smiled and took his arm, "Okay, then go back to our house."
The author has something to say:
I originally planned to marry Ollie to the professor in chapter 100, but I didn't expect to marry Lily to James.
Maybe Lily is the destined goddess.
------
In the next chapter, Professor Gao Shuai warned.
At least when I wrote it myself, my heart was so rippling that it was about to flood.
Please bring your own tissues.
------
Potter's old house was on a higher slope in the valley, and it was early spring, and the night was cool and windy. Olivia gathered her robe and cast a warming spell.
The night was already extremely dark, and there was no light source outside. We could only see each other's blurred figures through the slightly dim moonlight and the light from the windows of the house, and the expressions on our faces were all hidden in the shadows.
Seeing that Sirius seemed unable to speak for a while, Olivia took the initiative to raise the topic.
"I saw Alphard's tombstone in the cemetery." There was only the sound of the wind in the surrounding area, so she lowered her voice very softly, "The epitaph on it doesn't quite look like his style."
Although she and Alphard didn't get along very often and didn't communicate deeply, but based on her understanding, he would not be willing to tell every stranger his pain in such a slightly resentful tone after his death.
That was not in keeping with his character of decency and dignity to the end of his life.
Sirius turned his head and glanced at her, but since he couldn't see anything, he turned his gaze to the shadows of trees in the distance.
"He said that there is no need to write anything on the stele, but when I was sorting out his belongings, I saw this sentence he wrote on the title page of a collection of poems. I thought it should be what he thought in his heart, so I engraved it on it."
Olivia couldn't help chuckling.
If Alphard can turn into a ghost, he will definitely be pissed off.He said he didn't want her to offer flowers, but she insisted on offering them; he said he didn't want an epitaph, but Sirius insisted on writing it.
If he could have predicted this, he might be able to persist for another year with willpower.
Sirius tightened his grip on the fence when he heard her laugh.
"I..." His voice was dry, "I heard from Alphard that your parents..."
Olivia answered quickly, "Yes, as he said."
Sirius was silent for a while, then whispered, "I'm sorry."
Olivia thought of Lucius, he also said sorry to her, and she forgave him.
"I did hate you."
What Orion Black had said before he left touched her deeply.
Why can he say the words of pampering his son in such a relaxed tone, after killing her parents mercilessly?
When she hated him so much, she thought more than once that if he killed his two sons, he would not be so casual anymore.
But reason is telling her that the mistakes of the previous generation should not affect the children.Sirius didn't do anything at all, and he always wanted to leave the family. He just happened to be named Black, so why should he cut his bones back to his father and his flesh to his mother?
It's just that no matter who it is, it is difficult to make a clear separation between reason and emotion.
She had already used a lot of strength to suppress her anger towards him, and it was very difficult for her to feel any good feelings.
"But that was a long time ago." Olivia's tone was gentle, but she didn't mean any kindness, "And that has nothing to do with you, and it doesn't make sense to me whether you apologize or not." She suddenly After a pause, he laughed, "If you could apologize to Severus, it would make some sense."
Sirius moved his footsteps, but he didn't change his position, but the ups and downs of his emotions made him roll the stones on the ground involuntarily.
"Sometimes I would rather you hate me a little bit." He smiled wryly, "That's better than treating me as a stranger who has nothing to do with you."
"Are you serious? You may not know very well that the people I hate generally don't end well." Most of them are already dead, or she has given a death notice in their hearts.
Sirius: "...Forget it, I didn't say anything." How could he not know that if something happened to Snape at that time, he would definitely be dragged to be buried by her on the spot.
"It is indeed unfortunate to be hated by you, but to be loved by you may be the happiest thing in the world."
When analyzing his feelings for Olivia, Sirius found that it was difficult for him to deny it. Part of his liking was her desire to conquer because of her ignorance of him, and part of it was her defense of Snape's strength. And the resulting unwillingness and jealousy.
He has very little genuine liking for her because he doesn't know her at all.
What he likes may just be the image he imagined.
Even so, once people's emotions are invested, it is difficult to retract freely.She has left a deep imprint on his heart, and it is useless to analyze the purity of feelings. The important thing is that it is difficult for him to erase her shadow.
Maybe it was a curse of the Black family too.
Sirius thought of Alphard.
They all have their own desires.
Olivia was noncommittal to Sirius' words.
Sirius suddenly raised his voice, "But let me apologize to Snape, it is impossible to die. I just hate him, I hate him, I wish he disappeared, you ask him if he thinks the same way. Then I used despicable means this time, but I don't believe that if he had the same opportunity, he would not use it on me."
Olivia thought for a while, nodded in agreement, but shook her head again, "If he had the chance, he would have planned more carefully than you, so that you have no possibility of escape, and he can keep himself out of the incident."
"...Why do you still use the tone of admiration and showing off?" Sirius couldn't understand, is this something to be proud of?
"Because I'm like that too." Olivia smiled, but her bottom line might be a little higher than his - but there is no difference between fifty steps and a hundred steps, and she has no position to ask him to raise the bottom line.
Sirius didn't quite believe it, thinking she was just saying that to defend Snape.
"Anyway, it's impossible for us to shake hands and get along with each other." Sirius thought it through, and his tone relaxed, "I apologize to you, but you don't accept it. I don't apologize to Snape, and you won't accept it either. Anyway... that's it, I'm unlucky, I fell into a pit that I can't climb out of."
Olivia laughed, and Sirius' free and easy attitude made her feel a lot easier.She doesn't want to carry other people's emotions too strongly.
"It's just that I still have a question I've been meaning to ask you."
"what?"
"That time, were all the evaluations you made of me your true thoughts?" This question has been entangled in Sirius' mind since that day.
He really wanted to know if he was such a useless person in her heart.
Olivia was silent for a while, and in the end, she followed her inner thoughts and said, "Not all." You are a warrior who will dedicate his life to his friends. "I think the Sorting Hat's decision to sort you into Gryffindor is the most correct."
Sirius' mood immediately soared, as if all the emotions he gave had a proper response.
Early the next morning, everyone in Potter's old house was busy.
The boys dressed up first, and then went to the church to set up the venue.
It was complicated for the girls to dress up. It took Olivia nearly an hour just to comb Lily's hair.
Lily's buttocks were numb from sitting, and she wriggled back and forth, "I want to say that I didn't have such a difficult time when I was in Professor Binns' History of Magic class."
Olivia patted her, "Don't move, the eyeliner is going to be crooked."
"Oh, Ollie, spare me."
"No, I want you to be the most beautiful bride in the entire wizarding world today."
Mary couldn't help saying: "This sentence seems to be more suitable for James."
Lily imagined it for a while, then trembled, "Forget it, Oli's words are more convincing."
It wasn't until noon that Lily dressed up from head to toe and won the unanimous approval of the people around her.
"Don't worry, James will be so fascinated by you that he will forget how to say the oath."
Lily finished dressing up, and the bridesmaids also changed into long white dresses and made a little modification.
Seeing that Olivia put on a light layer of lipstick without even powdering herself, Lily immediately frowned.
"Why, do you think you are more beautiful than me, and you will steal my limelight when you dress up?" She said fiercely, "This is my wedding, so you can't be perfunctory!"
Lily directed Mary and Alice to push Olivia to the mirror, preparing to return to her all the training she had just received.
Olivia smiled and followed them.
At around three o'clock in the afternoon, when they surrounded Lily and came to the church, James couldn't roll his eyes when he saw Lily in the wedding dress.
When Lily took his arm and walked towards the pastor, Olivia even felt that his eyes were slightly red.
With a smile on her face, she looked at this pair of lovers who were quite well matched in talent and appearance, and silently wished them in their hearts that they would grow old together.
At this time, Olivia felt a gaze resting on her.
She knows who it is.
So she looked at Snape's position without looking for it, and sure enough, he was not paying attention to the couple above who were making their wedding oaths, but was looking at her.
Olivia glared at him quietly, telling him to pay attention to the occasion and give the newcomers some minimum respect.
Snape wanted no respect at all.
He was annoyed by the giggling idiot next to Lily.
And when he looked at Lily, he couldn't help but fantasize about Olivia's wedding dress—it should be more beautiful than the white dress she's wearing now.
Before he was with Olivia, he never felt that marriage was something worth admiring and possessing, and of course, he didn't feel it now either.
He didn't long for family, he just longed for a relationship, as strong as a chain, that would bind them together forever.
The officiant of Lily and James' wedding was Dumbledore. After the wedding, Olivia and him found a secluded place to talk.
"Any news about Slytherin's locket?" Dumbledore texted her before she returned to England.
"It should be." Dumbledore was visibly older than the previous few years, and the confrontation with the mysterious man obviously consumed a lot of his energy.
"should?"
"The news comes from a conversation between Sirius and Regulus on SOME. Regulus told Sirius that the mysterious man asked the house-elf of the Black family to hide something."
"You think it's Slytherin's locket?"
"Even if it is only possible, it is good news." Dumbledore would not let go of any details.
But Olivia knew that [-]% of them were what they were looking for.
"Don't know the location yet?"
"He didn't say it. I'm considering whether to let Sirius ask directly." He still had some doubts in his heart, worried that it would reveal that he had a special source of information.
Although Sirius joined the Order of the Phoenix, and his attitude has always been very clear, but since the Lupine incident, he has slightly reserved his views on Sirius.
After all, this is a war, and it is difficult for him to trust someone completely.
Olivia pondered for a while, "I'll go talk to him."
Dumbledore looked at her slightly surprised.
Olivia smiled, "Since he doesn't believe that I'm an unscrupulous person, I have to make him realize the reality."
After finishing the conversation with Dumbledore, Olivia pulled Sirius away under the watchful eyes of everyone.This time, they stayed out of the crowd for quite a long time.
Mary couldn't help but carefully looked at Snape's face, only to find that he looked thoughtful.
"You know what they're going to say?" Mary asked curiously.
Snape glanced at her, and asked without answering, "How are you and Lupine?"
How could he still receive caring inquiries from him in his lifetime?
Mary was flattered and said: "My poor love flower died young."
"Do you know why?"
"?"
"Because you were not attentive enough to water and weed your poor love-flower."
Mary: "..." Are you mocking her for meddling?
Well, it's still the same Snape, she shouldn't have naive expectations.
When Olivia came back, she saw Mary next to Snape with an aggrieved expression on her face.
"what happened?"
Mary wanted to make a small report, but she still didn't dare to think about it, and said in a low voice, "I'm full, I'm going to find some digestive potions."
Seeing Mary slipping away so fast, Olivia smiled and looked at Snape, "Why did you bully her?"
Snape didn't feel that his behavior was bullying, "I just made a small suggestion about her emotional path."
Wouldn't have thought it would be good advice.
Olivia didn't get to the bottom of it, she looked at the crowd who were still having a lively party, and asked him, "Go back?"
"Let's go."
"To my house or yours?" That's the trouble with both having an estate each.
Snape was slightly displeased with her words, and said softly: "I don't mind changing the ownership of Prince Manor to us."
Olivia smiled and took his arm, "Okay, then go back to our house."
The author has something to say:
I originally planned to marry Ollie to the professor in chapter 100, but I didn't expect to marry Lily to James.
Maybe Lily is the destined goddess.
------
In the next chapter, Professor Gao Shuai warned.
At least when I wrote it myself, my heart was so rippling that it was about to flood.
Please bring your own tissues.
------
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