[HP] look at you

I was so tired that I slept for a long time this time.

When Olivia woke up, Snape seemed to have been awake for a long time, but he didn't get up, sitting on the bed and thinking about something.

She rolled over into his arms, rubbing against his chest.

"What are you thinking about?"

Snape wrapped his arms around her shoulders, stroking her long hair one by one.

"Your other Mr. Snape."

Olivia: "..." The word "your" is very spiritual.

She raised her head decisively and kissed his chin, and said sweetly: "My husband is only you."

Snape snorted inexplicably, apparently not believing her glib words very much.However, he didn't dwell on this issue any longer, and said softly, "I'm wondering where the differences between me and him started."

Olivia blinked.

"Obviously, it's because the Olivia Orpington of this world didn't enter Hogwarts, he didn't meet her, but fell in love with... Lily."

Snape spent the night thinking about the possibility of this event, finding it irrefutable that it was almost a certainty.

Because of his surly temper, he will not easily have a good impression of others, and no one will have a good impression of him.Only Lily was a friend he had known before entering school, and Lily's tolerant character also made him rely on her.Looking back on the past, at the beginning, he did have a great affection and desire for exclusiveness towards Lily.

Because that was the only bit of kindness he had access to.

In addition to falling in love with Lily, it is to join the Death Eaters and follow Voldemort.

Becoming a strong man has always been his goal, and Voldemort's ideas coincided with his who deeply hated Muggles because of Tobias at that time. With no other choice and being in the environment of Slytherin, this It is also the path he will inevitably take.

It can be said that looking at the past from the present, Severus Snape's life was doomed from the beginning to the end. Every choice he made was derived from the inevitability brought by his character, and there could be no other develop.

However, the only variable was the accident of Olivia appearing in his world.

Olivia was like a lightning strike across the sky, cutting off all his established paths with an unstoppable force, and quietly pushing him behind him to reverse the direction of his feet.

Because she just blocked a road and didn't open another road to force him to go, so he thought everything was his own choice.

It turned out that someone secretly helped him remove the wrong option before the exam-no matter which of the other options can be the correct answer.

"gentlemen."

Olivia's voice interrupted Snape's thoughts.

"Do you think it's a good thing to meet me?" She leaned on his chest and looked up at him.

The dark black hair scattered around her face, making her white and delicate face almost glow.

Snape also looked down at her intently, "Of course." Nothing could be better than that.

"So, good things always happen to a person." Olivia put her arms around his neck and said softly, "In your place, you met me, and maybe in another world, you met me." Falling in love with Elivia, Sylvia... Besides, you didn't change your life because you met me."

Snape listened quietly.

"Sir, what kind of person you will become can only be your own choice. I stood there, you saw me first and came to me." She said softly and sincerely, "Perhaps in your opinion , I have brought you everything, but in my opinion, you have also brought me what I have longed for."

"What is it?"

"Your most precious thing - your love." Olivia half propped up her body, and kissed Snape's lips, "Sir, you are also the greatest blessing that has ever happened to me in my life."

They don't have anyone's salvation, they have achieved each other's happiness.

Snape's hand rested on the back of Olivia's head, deepening the kiss full of affection and attachment.

She can always give him the greatest sense of security every time he is uneasy.

"So...would you like to do some...better things with your husband?" He asked in a hoarse voice during the brief separation of lips and teeth.

Olivia responded with a kiss, "It couldn't be better."

It was past noon when the two of them left the dormitory refreshed.

They ate in the dormitory, and then went straight to see Draco in the infirmary.

Narcissa, who seemed to have kept her eyes open by the bed, immediately rushed over shaking after seeing them, trying to grab Olivia's hand, but was swung away by Snape.

"Why isn't Draco awake?" She looked like she was on the verge of breaking down.

Olivia didn't care about the mother who was protecting the cub, and went to Draco's bed to observe with a magic spell. Seeing that his spirit had stabilized and his soul was about to recover, she was relieved.

"Soon." She looked at Narcissa, "But you have to be mentally prepared."

Narcissa grabbed the clothes around her heart and held her breath, "What?"

"After he wakes up, there may be some changes in his personality."

Olivia is just guessing, since Draco on her side perceives the world here, Draco here should also see her side.

She didn't know the reason for this situation, maybe it came from some kind of hidden will, or it might just be some kind of tiny accidental coincidence.

And she had a hunch that when Draco woke up, it might be the time they left.

After watching Draco, Olivia and Snape went to Godric's Hollow, wanting to see the cemetery of the Orpington family in this world.

It's spring now, and Godric's Hollow is full of green grass and flowers, and because of the destruction of Voldemort and the Death Eaters, there is a lively and joyous atmosphere everywhere, and the cheerful and dancing songs in the small bar are unscrupulous from the open door. come out.

When they walked through the alley and passed the small square in the center of the village, they found a monument in the center of the square, which turned into statues of three people when they approached.

It was Lily, James and baby Harry.

The two stood in front of the statue, staring at it for a long time.

"Why is James' hair always so disheveled? Didn't the Potter family make a fortune from hair smoothing potions?"

"Apparently the Potters use it as a special sign of character."

"Harry is actually fine."

"It shows that Lily also has difficulty agreeing with this."

Olivia smiled and sighed softly, conjured a lily, and placed it gently in Lily's arms holding Harry.

They passed through the narrow door behind the church, bid farewell to the fireworks in the world, and entered the cold and lonely cemetery.

It took them a while to find the Orpingtons' tombstone - and Olivia Orpington's.

Because no one took care of them, weeds grew overgrown around their tombstones, and the marble stele was damaged and dim. Olivia endured the sourness and waved away all the dilapidated tombstones, restoring the tombstones to a new one.

The photo of the Orpington couple is the same as in memory. On the slightly smaller tombstone is a photo of a little girl about ten years old, with black shoulder-length curly hair and big black eyes, as if she saw something novel Surprised and smiling happily.

Snape turned his head a little unbearably.

In fact, the Olivia in this photo is slightly different from the Olivia he saw in the photo album of Orpington's house. It is more innocent and childish, and the special impressive look is missing in the eyes.

But he didn't want to stare at the photo and carefully discern the contrast.

His strong calm seems vulnerable in this respect.

Olivia's mood was still stable. She found that the epitaph of the Orpingtons had changed. It read "Whether it's earth or heaven, they are accompanied by the same angel." On the small tombstone, it read "Hush , the little angel fell asleep."

It must have been written by Elton.

She smiled wistfully, bent down and put down a bunch of daisies.

At this time, another person pushed open the door and entered the cemetery.

Olivia looked over, startled on both sides.

It's Snape.

He nodded his head slightly as a greeting, then searched slowly, and stood in front of a tombstone.He quietly looked at Lily's photo and the year of birth and death on the tombstone, and then put down the bouquet of lilies in his hand.

He'd never been here before—he didn't dare.

He didn't dare to face the familiar smile on the cold tombstone, and he didn't dare to imagine whether she was willing to see him, whether she was willing to accept his remorse and guilt.He didn't even dare to tell her that her only son was still in danger all the time, and his life and death were unpredictable.

Now that everything has been settled, he finally mustered up the courage to enter here and tell her——

He fulfilled the vow he made at the beginning.

It's not enough to make up for anything, but at least, nothing more is lost.

Will she forgive him?

Snape remembered what he had seen in the Pensieve last night.He knew all along that she would.As the woman said, because she is Lily, she can forgive all the hurts done to her.

It was he who never forgave himself.

It's just that continuing to torture himself in such a pretentious manner seems to have no other meaning except to give him some self-deception comfort in the pain.

Before he was on the verge of death and lost consciousness, he felt a sense of relief and long-lost relief.He thought he could pay for everything with his own life—this was the only thing he had and could pay for it.

However, he was dragged back from the gates of hell.

Inexplicably, a person appeared, sincerely, praying, and compassionately said to him, "Forgive yourself a little bit."

At that moment, he suddenly discovered that in the deepest part of his heart, he had been secretly longing for someone to say such a sentence to him.

He sadly and clearly faced the fact that he was not such a great person in essence, who was willing to sacrifice and dedicate everything to himself.

He is willing to atone, but also hopes to have an end.

He wants to die, but also wants to live.

Olivia and Snape left the cemetery first, waited outside, and Snape also came out.

Olivia found that his eyes, which seemed to be scorched by fierce fire, were no longer barren at last, but a little bit of life appeared.

This made her completely relieved.

She was still thinking of something to say when Snape spoke first, "Olivia."

"Yes?" Olivia was a little surprised, it seemed that this was the first time he called her name directly.

"Can I have a look at that pendant?" He looked at the chain around her neck.

"can."

Olivia untied the chain, took out the pendant inside the clothes and handed it to him.

When Snape took it, he could still feel a little warmth and fragrance from the top because it was placed close to his body, and he felt that the necklace was hot to the touch.

He resisted the feeling of strangeness in his heart, and took a closer look at the translucent hollow amber pendant. According to that Snape, it was a drop of blood that he originally placed inside that finally saved him.

The reason is unknown, but it can only be guessed that it is caused by the complex reaction of the protective spell inside and the fluctuating space.

He looked at it for a while, then took out his wand and pointed it at his heart.

Realizing what he was going to do, Olivia opened her eyes wide and stopped her: "Wait..."

However, Snape frowned and reluctantly pulled out a drop of dark red blood, wrapped it with magic power and melted it into the pendant.

His face turned pale, and he handed the pendant back, "I don't like to owe favors to others."

Olivia looked at the pendant in her hand with pursed lips, it had returned to its original appearance, with a faint red light flickering.

"However, this is not a repayment of a favor." He said flatly, "It is a gift—a thank you gift, a meeting gift, whatever."

Olivia smiled helplessly, while Snape's eyebrows raised higher and higher, and finally couldn't help but say, "Mr. Snape, I must remind you that this is a gift from me to my wife."

Want her to wear a necklace with another man's blood in it?Does he look like he has such a generous and good-natured look?

Snape glanced at him indifferently, and said tit for tat: "Of course, this is a gift from Severus Snape to Mrs. Snape, I'm not mistaken."

He just didn't like this smooth and pampered Snape.

Snape laughed angrily. Seeing that the situation was wrong, Olivia quickly pressed his arm, "No, sir, we will discuss this issue later."

"This gift, I think you will be willing to accept it." Snape deliberately smiled at Olivia as if he couldn't understand the atmosphere.

Olivia bit the bullet, "Uh, when, of course..."

Snape: "Huh."

Olivia: "..." This was simply the most difficult situation she had ever encountered in her life.

Just when she frantically turned her mind to think about how to deal with this crisis, the space around her that began to distort without warning saved her.

Seeing the slit resembling an animal pupil reappeared, Olivia quickly grabbed Snape's hand, and at the same time looked at Snape opposite, smiled and said quickly: "It seems that the time to part has come, I'm really happy this time To meet you, Mr Snape."

A gust of wind was blowing through the gap, and Olivia only had time to say "Mr. Snape, please take care of yourself." She and Snape beside her were dragged into the gap.

Snape subconsciously took a step forward, but there seemed to be an invisible barrier blocking him, preventing him from taking an inch.Therefore, he could only silently watch the two people who were clinging tightly to each other disappear into the air in an instant, as if they had never existed before.

The gap closed slowly, and a lily flower on the distant statue was picked up by the aftermath of the strong wind. As the wind died down, it floated unsteadily down, and finally, it landed in Snape's outstretched palm.

Only one person and one shadow remained in the calm space.

The startled gray and white pigeons flapped their wings and returned to the ground to look for food one after another. The singer in the bar played the guitar and sang hopeful songs.

Snape looked at the immaculate white lily in his hand, and gently pressed it to his heart.

The author has something to say:

Don't know if that counts as an end of comparison for the professor... I've tried my best.

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Next, I will write about the young love of children. I know you are not interested, but I have written everything, and I have to finish it well.

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感谢在2020-09-2900:10:13~2020-09-3000:14:57期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Dolores's daily life, Wu Yu'er, Yao Zixun 1;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Northwest; 10 bottles of Muggle; 5 bottles of Avada Gnaw Big Melon, Huangliang Yimeng; 1 bottle of Qinghe;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!