Millions of cannon fodder cross the river [Quick Transmigration]

I don't know why, but this time I always feel at a loss.It is said to be drowning, but the process is also quite aggrieved.

Until the sky was completely dark, Lan Yang lay down in front of the computer desk and buried her face in her arms.

He doesn't know how far he has to go, and how many more worlds he has to go through. After it's over, what can he do?It seems that I can no longer find my own direction, and there is one less person to guide the way.

I don't know the meaning of moving forward, but I can't stop, and I don't even know what kind of destination I am walking towards.

Doing the same thing over and over again is really boring, and it seems like something is missing.

Suddenly, I felt a little boring.

He raised his hand and rubbed his forehead, then stood up and closed the notebook on the table with one hand, walked to the bed, and fell on his back on the bed.

Is the completion of the soul something that makes people feel uncomfortable and indecisive... but that's the only way to be complete?

What kind of healthy people is this world prepared for?

There is no home.

It seems that Gu Yunzhi will never appear again, and so far, he has not found anyone who intentionally approaches his surroundings like him.

Probably stayed in the last world to live his own life.

It's great, everyone knows what they want, but he has completely lost interest in what he wanted to do at first.

A complete soul is nothing but a combination of all contradictory bodies. What good is such a completeness?

It's nothing good, at least it won't end tragically at an early age.

I wouldn't encounter so many messy things, and these messy people.

Thinking of Gu Yunzhi frequently made Lan Yang start to have doubts about himself. This kind of indecision was something he never had in the past.

I will not lose my soul because of an insignificant person, and I will not feel lost because of a sudden loss.

At most, you will only feel anger and resistance.

But now, it seems that there is no feeling of being too angry. Instead, it is inexplicably anxious.

He turned over and closed his eyes, but couldn't fall asleep anyway.

He began to ask himself, if when he asked Gu Yun at the beginning, his answer was to deny that the person in his eyes was Gu Huaisu, what would he think?

Thinking about it now, the opposite answer would only make him feel that Gu Yunzhi was an even more unreliable person.

It seems that there is no solution between the two of them.

If it is really like what Gu Yunzhi said, to complete the soul, then he is also a beneficiary, but why does he feel that the other party is unforgivable, but when he pushes him away, he starts to question himself.

Gu Yunzhi really did what he said, and never bothered him again as he said.

For the next month, Lan Yang devoted himself wholeheartedly to dealing with Xia Qiuqi and Qi Zijin, but this filled up his time and pulled his thoughts away, but it still couldn't stop his mood from getting grayer day by day Tune.

"Brother, are you listening to me seriously?" Xia Qiuqi, who was sitting opposite, slapped the table with a displeased expression.

Lan Yang came back to her senses, and showed her a warm smile: "Huh? I'm listening, and then?"

"There is no more, it's because I asked a few words about Yan Chen casually, saying that he said in front of many people that I called you very noisy in the early morning, but didn't you say everything, you don't have roommates in the dormitory You are the only one." Xia Qiuqi pursed her lips, and said pointingly, "I think he is deliberately trying to get along with me. Then, just because I said these things, Qi Zijin got angry!"

Lan Yang nodded, and after thinking for a while, asked, "Then you want to calm him down?"

Xia Qiuqi's face reads 'I'm duplicity': "I'm not concerned about whether he's angry or not."

Lan Yang raised her eyebrows and said, "That's it, then just ignore him."

"How can this be? After all, we are also friends, right?" Xia Qiuqi said gruffly.

Lan Yang supported her side face with one hand, shook her head and said, "What kind of friend are you and him? He doesn't even want to help you join the club and student union, don't you hate him too?"

Xia Qiuqi forcibly made friends with him: "For the sake of him sending me flowers, I consider him a friend."

"Rose is not for giving to friends." He said, looking at the time now, he saw that it was almost the same, so he took the menu placed in the center of the table in his hand, "Order first, let's not talk about it."

"No! Brother, you must help me solve this matter!" Xia Qiuqi stood up, grabbed the menu in his hand, bit her lower lip, with a look of embarrassment, "I, I... "

Lan Yang was also at a loss: "Didn't you say you don't care if he gets angry or not? What exactly do you want me to help you with?"

"But I can't just break up with him right now!" Xia Qiuqi still didn't sit down again, she stood there and stomped her feet anxiously, accidentally rubbing the chair behind her to the ground, "And when he gets angry this time Before, she was always nice to me..."

Lan Yang comforted her, and said with a smile: "Maybe it's just jealousy, do you mention Yan Chen too many times in front of him? The two of them have a festive relationship, and I always hear it from you..."

Xia Qiuqi lifted the seat and sat back, waved her hand and said, "No! It's really the first time I asked, but I was afraid that he would get angry, so after such a long time, I saw that he was in a good mood recently, so I asked him This matter."

"It seems that our Qiu Qi really likes Zijin very much. Seeing him jealous makes me anxious." Lan Yang deliberately joked, but on the other hand, she felt that Xia Qiuqi's mood was a bit wrong. After thinking about it, she said, "But according to Zijin's temperament, it is possible not to have any contact with you because of such a trivial matter. You will damage his self-esteem, Qiu Qi."

Xia Qiuqi didn't look like she was worried about Qi Zijin's anger, but rather about herself.

Sure enough, next, Lan Yang heard her say: "Then what should I do? If he just ignores me like this, I will..."

"Qiu Qi? What's the matter?" Lan Yang hurriedly asked, seeing Xia Qiuqi's eyes turned red, it made him more curious, and at the same time, he had an answer in his heart.

This kind of thing is not enough to just ask, but also to guide and threaten.

Seeing that she was only sobbing and not saying a word, Lan Yang frowned and said sharply: "What did he do to you!? I'll ask him to find out."

As soon as she heard that he was going to find Qi Zijin, Xia Qiuqi couldn't sit still in a hurry, she quickly stopped Lan Yang: "Brother, don't go, I was just about to tell you...can I really tell you?" ? You can't tell other people."

After Lan Yang was silent for a while, she seemed to have stabilized her emotions before saying: "I promise, no matter what you say to me next, I will not mention it to the third person."

"I... When Qi Zijin came to me with flowers, he said that he wanted me to be his girlfriend, but I didn't agree right away. He has always been very kind to me since then." Xia Qiuqi's attitude was a little twitchy, with a Feeling that I am at a disadvantage is not just a simple sad look, "I promised him last month. During this time, he will always take me to various places to play when he is free."

Lan Yang said that she had listened, nodded and said, "This is very good."

Xia Qiuqi hesitated for a long time, and then continued: "Didn't it suddenly start raining one night a while ago, because the rain was so heavy that there was a section of the road that was impassable, so I stayed in a hotel." One night. There were a lot of people going that night, and there were not enough rooms, so Zijin and I shared a room..."

She didn't say any more, and at this point there was no more to say, which already explained everything.

Lan Yang pretended to be both annoyed and forbearing, and said in a somewhat astringent voice, "Just this time?"

Xia Qiuqi raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and said softly, "Because Zijin was very happy, and he treated me better after that... I was with him all the time I didn't have class, I didn't expect him to be so happy." You will turn your face and deny anyone because of this!"

And then you go crazy...?

It goes without saying.

In fact, listening to this kind of gossip, Lan Yang's heart did not fluctuate at all, and she even wanted to laugh a little.

But now, he wanted to put on a serious face.

Xia Qiuqi was in a hurry. Seeing that Lan Yang had stopped talking, she couldn't help asking again and again: "Brother, what should I do now, he can't just ignore me like this."

What should I say at this time?

After thinking about it for a while, Lan Yang thought of some words that sound beautiful but are actually useless.

"Qiu Qi, if it's true that he treats you very well and really likes you as you said, why would he be willing to ignore you?" Lan Yang's persuasion was mixed with a few words, and she said sadly: "You trust him too easily. You are so irresponsible to yourself. How can I help you with this kind of thing? I can make decisions for you, and I can settle things for you. If he treats you If it’s really just for fun, no matter how I try to help you, I can’t change a person’s attitude.”

"Brother! You introduced me to him. Now you say you don't care. What do you want me to do? Is it my fault? Is it wrong to like someone so I believe him? I have to think of everyone You are responsible for yourself if you are bad, right?" The more Xia Qiuqi went on, the lower her tone became, the attitude an abandoned person should have.

Although Lan Yang wouldn't feel sorry for her, seeing her like this now, she couldn't help but wonder if he looked so ugly when the layer of paper between him and Gu Yunzhi was uncovered?