Can I still save it? [Transmigration Book]

After eating, Su Yunjing brushed his teeth with Fu Hanzhou and went to bed.

It was probably time to part. Fu Hanzhou was very clingy tonight, and asked Su Yunjing several times if he would be far away from him because of the distance.

Knowing that Xiao Kujiao lacked a sense of security, Su Yunjing patiently told him no.

They chatted until twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Su Yunjing was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, and fell asleep in a daze.

Fu Hanzhou looked at the sleeping person in the dark, he leaned over and hugged Su Yunjing.

As Su Yunjing said, the two of them are still young, and there are many things that they can't decide.

Especially Fu Hanzhou.

He is very weak and depends on others for food, clothing and housing.

Although Song Wenqian and his wife were kind to him, that kindness stemmed from the cute illusion he deliberately created.

And this kind of goodness is extremely unstable. When she gives birth to the baby in her belly, she will no longer focus on a person who has no blood relationship with her.

Their current harmony, like the fireworks that day, is fleeting and full of uncertainty.

This is also an important reason why Fu Hanzhou agreed to go back with Shen Nianyun.

He has to get stronger.

Since Su Yunjing is unable to support him, then he can support Su Yunjing.

Su Yunjing had nightmares for half the night.

In the dream, there was a viscous and creepy giant snake that wrapped him around several times, strangling his chest and making him short of breath and hard to breathe.

Waking up early the next morning, Su Yunjing didn't sleep well, as if most of his energy had been sucked by a goblin.

The feel of the furry in his hand made his temples thump wildly.

Looking down, it turned out to be Fu Hanzhou's hair.

Xiao Kujiao pressed on him, and Su Yunjing's entire arm was crushed unconscious.

As soon as Su Yunjing moved, Fu Hanzhou's thick eyelashes trembled, and then he opened his eyes. There was a moment of confusion in the dark eyes.

Seeing Su Yunjing frowning and gasping for breath, Fu Hanzhou got up quickly and squeezed his numb arm.

It was fine if Fu Hanzhou didn't pinch, but when he pinched, Su Yunjing felt that tens of thousands of needles were poking his bones, and he yelled non-stop.

When Su Yunjing felt better, he slowly moved his numb arms.

He couldn't help asking Fu Hanzhou, "When you were sleeping last night, didn't you dislike chrome?"

Fu Hanzhou pinched Su Yunjing's shoulder and said in a low voice, "I feel a little cold after sleeping in the middle of the night, so I sleep together to keep warm."

Su Yunjing: ...All right.

Shen Nianyun booked the plane at [-]:[-] in the morning, and he came to pick him up before [-]:[-].

When Shen Nianyun came, Su Yunjing and the others were having breakfast.

Today is Thursday, and Su Yunjing still has to go to school, so he cannot be sent to the airport.

Song Wenqian prepared a large bag of food for Fu Hanzhou, which contained her pickled cucumbers, marinated big stick bones and dried tofu.

A schoolbag full of odds and ends.

When Song Wenqian asked Fu Hanzhou to come back often, Su Yunjing said to Shen Nianyun, "Uncle, can I talk to you alone?"

Shen Nianyun glanced at Su Yunjing in surprise, then nodded, and followed him to the bedroom.

Su Yunjing gave Shen Nianyun a small notebook, "I wrote this. Han Zhou is not a very picky person, but he also has taste preferences and small habits of life."

These things can help Shen Nianyun understand Fu Hanzhou.

It can also allow Fu Hanzhou to integrate into the new life faster.

Shen Nianyun's cold and handsome face was stained with a smile, and the eyes he looked at Su Yunjing were much gentler, "You have a heart."

Su Yunjing said seriously with a childish face, "Han Zhou is a very lonely person. When I knew him, he basically didn't play with other children."

"Later I heard that his mother used to treat him very badly, and I have also seen many injuries on his body."

Hearing this, Shen Nianyun couldn't help sighing.

Shen Nianyun knew exactly what kind of character Fu Tang was.

Having Fu Hanzhou follow her for so many years has indeed suffered, and Shen Nianyun also feels bad.

Seeing the guilt on Shen Nianyun's face, Su Yunjing continued.

"Han Zhou seems to have seen his mother jump off the stairs with his own eyes. He often has nightmares at night, and he will be very depressed when he wakes up."

"I hope my uncle can accompany him more in the future, especially when he has nightmares. My mother sometimes feels sorry for him, saying that he has suffered a lot, and there must be a shadow in her heart."

At this time, Su Yunjing was not afraid that his overly mature expression would arouse Shen Nianyun's suspicion.

Shen Nianyun is undoubtedly guilty of Fu Hanzhou.

Therefore, I am very worried that Fu Hanzhou will become the second Fu Tang. After all, their family has a hereditary mental illness.

In the novel, Shen Nianyun attaches great importance to Fu Hanzhou's mental problems and finds many psychiatrists for him.

Shen Nianyun is usually busy with work and rarely communicates with Fu Hanzhou.

Ever since he was a child, Fu Hanzhou has spent time receiving injections, medication, and psychotherapy.

This made Fu Hanzhou feel that everyone regarded him as crazy.

Shen Nianyun's original intention may not have been like this, but his actions have brought harm to Fu Hanzhou.

Fu Hanzhou's childhood experience made him very lacking in love. In addition, he witnessed the death of his own mother, and it was still such a tragic way of death.

Any normal person will leave a psychological shadow.

Family care is more important than a psychiatrist.

But for the father and son, one is busy with work, and the other is self-closing and doesn't trust others easily, which makes the situation worse and worse.

So Su Yunjing took a two-pronged approach. He persuaded Fu Hanzhou last night and reminded Shen Nianyun today.

When Su Yunjing went downstairs to see Fu Hanzhou off, he was hugged tightly by him.

Knowing Fu Hanzhou's reluctance, Su Yunjing smiled and comforted him, "You can come back to visit me when the winter vacation is over, and I'll buy you candied haws."

Fu Hanzhou silently grabbed Su Yunjing's sleeve.

He didn't want to leave, didn't want to leave Su Yunjing, especially at this moment.

Su Yunjing will have a younger sister in a few months, and Fu Hanzhou's attention will be greatly reduced. Now that he leaves the orphanage, Su Yunjing will pay less and less attention to him.

He was very jealous of the child in Song Wenqian's belly.

Jealousy that when she was born, she naturally became a part of the family.

Unlike him, no matter how well he pretends and blends in, he is actually an outsider.

It was precisely because Fu Hanzhou knew this that he had to leave.

In the end, Fu Hanzhou slowly let go of Su Yunjing. He lowered his eyes and said suddenly, "Then don't buy it for others."

"Huh?" Su Yunjing didn't understand what he meant for a while.

Fu Hanzhou raised his head, his dark eyes were very serious, "Since you promised to buy me candied haws, you can't buy them for others before then."

Not in the future.

What is given to him cannot be given to others!

Su Yunjing: ...

It's just a candied gourd, how could it make him feel like he's making an oath to eachother.

If you promise to Fu Hanzhou, you can't promise to others, otherwise you will be a little scumbag.

Su Yunjing interpreted Fu Hanzhou's confusing behavior as pre-separation phobia.

"Okay, I'll wait for you to come back from winter vacation." Su Yunjing understood Fu Hanzhou's sensitivity and indulged him.

Now Fu Hanzhou is satisfied.

When Fu Hanzhou got into the carriage and watched the black car gradually go away, Su Yunjing felt a sense of melancholy.

Little Kujiao, whom he raised for half a year, still left with his parents.

Fu Hanzhou kept staring at Su Yunjing from the rearview mirror.

He didn't look back until the person disappeared.

The scenery on the side of the road quickly retreated from Fu Hanzhou's eyes, and none of them could really be reflected in those dark eyes.

I don't know how long it took before Fu Hanzhou spoke. He asked Shen Nianyun beside him, "What did you talk about?"

Fu Hanzhou saw Su Yunjing call Shen Nianyun into the room, but he didn't know what the two said.

It is rare that Fu Hanzhou is willing to take the initiative to talk to him, and Shen Nianyun is also interested in chatting with him more.

And Su Yunjing is a good breakthrough, Shen Nianyun can see that Fu Hanzhou has a deep affection for this child.

"I didn't talk about anything. He gave me a small notebook and told me some of your living habits."

Shen Nianyun didn't want to talk about his mother with Fu Hanzhou yet, so he withdrew all the words behind Su Yunjing.

Fu Hanzhou looked at Shen Nianyun with black and white eyes, and he asked politely, "Can I read that notebook?"

Seeing Fu Hanzhou so well-behaved, Shen Nianyun was in a good mood, and he gave Fu Hanzhou the palm-sized notepad that Su Yunjing gave him.

Fu Hanzhou turned a page.

He is very familiar with the handwriting on it, it was indeed written by Su Yunjing.

In order to conform to the personality of an eight-year-old child, Su Yunjing deliberately wrote the characters very large.

Su Yunjing wrote in crooked characters that he is allergic to peach hairs and doesn't like ginger and coriander...

The content is not too much, only two pages, but Fu Hanzhou read it for a long time.

He didn't know some characters, but he could guess them right by relying on the radicals he knew.

Shen Nianyun hadn't read what Su Yunjing wrote, so he asked Fu Hanzhou for this little notebook before boarding the plane.

Fu Hanzhou's reaction was very cold. He closed the book and put it in his schoolbag, "If you have any questions, you can ask me directly in the future."

The meaning of these words is very simple, he confiscated the small book.

Shen Nianyun: ...

Looking at his son with two faces, Shen Nianyun was speechless for a moment.

Although Fu Hanzhou left, the two of them remained in touch.

Every day, Fu Hanzhou pinches, calls or sends text messages to Su Yunjing.

Su Yunjing was very happy to learn from the phone that Fu Hanzhou and Shen Nianyun had a loving father and filial piety, and that their relationship was becoming more and more harmonious.

Probably Su Yunjing's mission was completed, so the system didn't plan to let him stay in this world.

One night, Su Yunjing was rushed to the hospital.

When he woke up, it was already the next day, and two numbers---10 appeared on his wrist inexplicably.

At the beginning, Su Yunjing didn't know what these two numbers meant, but as each day passed, the number decreased by one.

No matter how stupid Su Yunjing is, he understands that this is not a number, it is clearly his life counting down.

Su Yunjing couldn't help but wryly smiled, the system really just killed the donkey.

Once he completed the task, he was immediately arranged to leave this world without even a performance award.

Su Yunjing's body became weaker day by day, and Song Wenqian and Lu Tao became more and more sad.

Whenever this happened, Su Yunjing didn't know whether to tell them the truth, nor how to say goodbye to Xiao Kujiao.