Can I still save it? [Transmigration Book]

This night, Fu Hanzhou's mental state was not very good.

Su Yunjing stayed with him all the time. On the second day, Fu Hanzhou's mood still did not improve.

He was lying beside Su Yunjing, his long eyebrows were hidden in the messy hair, his half-closed phoenix eyes were flushed, his eyelids were swollen, and he looked sick.

From yesterday to now, both of them have not eaten all day.

Su Yunjing asked him, "Are you hungry?"

Fu Hanzhou shook his head, his eyes were dull and his lips were pale.

Su Yunjing looked distressed, and tried his best to smile, "I'm hungry, can you eat something with me?"

Fu Hanzhou buried half of his face in the furry bear. He silently looked at Su Yunjing and nodded.

Su Yunjing ordered two takeaways, both of which were Fu Hanzhou's favourites.

But Xiao Kujiao's appetite was very bad. He only drank one-third of the porridge, which was not a big portion, and the dishes were basically untouched.

He didn't like to talk anymore, when Su Yunjing asked him something, he just nodded or shook his head.

Su Yunjing used all the methods to appease Xiao Kujiao in the past, coaxing him, teasing him, telling him that he likes him very much, but he is still in a bad mood.

"Hanzhou." Su Yunjing kissed Fu Hanzhou's eyebrows, his throat rolled slightly, "Do you want to..."

Because of the pain, Fu Hanzhou's reaction was a little slow, and he couldn't see Su Yunjing's expression clearly.

In Fu Hanzhou's eyes, those gentle eyes in the past turned into two black holes, empty, staring at him like an endless abyss.

Su Yunjing got up suddenly and got out of bed.

Fu Hanzhou jumped up suddenly, his body tensed, his eyelids twitched sickly, and his eyes were firmly glued to Su Yunjing.

Su Yunjing didn't leave the bedroom, took something from the drawer, returned to the bed and gave it to Fu Hanzhou.

Fu Hanzhou lowered his eyes and saw that it was a bottle of lubricant.

During this period of time, Su Yunjing has been doing psychological construction for himself. He checked a lot of things on the Internet, and he bought the lubricant a long time ago.

But Su Yunjing was still a little afraid of pain and couldn't pass the test in his heart, so he didn't dare to try with Fu Hanzhou.

Now Su Yunjing suddenly thinks about it, as long as it can make Xiao Kujiao happy, and bear the pain or something, it will be fine.

Or, as those people on the Internet say, you will be happy when you are in pain.

Since the two of them have this kind of relationship, they will definitely come to this point, there is nothing to be afraid of, everyone else can do it, why can't he?

Su Yunjing was so comforting.

He is always like this, in order to make Fu Hanzhou happy, he has been making concessions and lowering his bottom line.

Because he likes Fu Hanzhou, he doesn't want to see him sad and miserable.

Su Yunjing's face was covered with burns, and there were traces of those insects eating.

Fu Hanzhou couldn't see Su Yunjing's tenderness when he was coaxing him from this unrecognizable face, and he couldn't see the smile in his eyes.

Trembling fingertips caressed Su Yunjing's bloody face, and panic climbed onto Fu Hanzhou's mouthpiece.

His body will rot little by little, and then be devoured by white worms.

Never to be seen again.

As long as he thought of these things, Fu Hanzhou's heart felt as if a piece of his heart had been forcibly dug out, and an indescribable pain spread across his limbs.

The painful Fu Hanzhou almost forgot how to breathe, but he didn't know how to save Su Yunjing, how to stop those bugs and take him away.

Su Yunjing panicked. He hugged the man in front of him in pain and despair, and asked him in a trembling voice, "What's wrong? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

He didn't know what happened to Xiao Kujiao, seeing him like this, Su Yunjing's heart twisted.

The moment they were embraced by Su Yunjing, the dense insects, like a gushing tide, completely submerged the two of them.

Under the severe pain of tearing, Fu Hanzhou suddenly felt a strange satisfaction in his heart.

He is blending with the person he loves the most in another way.

Such lingering flesh and blood, no one will be able to separate the two of them in the future.

No matter where Su Yunjing goes, Fu Hanzhou will accompany him, even in death.

This thought made Fu Hanzhou's body ache, but his spirit was joyful and satisfied.

After thinking it through, Fu Hanzhou lowered his head and kissed Su Yunjing deeply.

Since he can't save him, it's better to leave with him.

Su Yunjing was terrified of what happened for nearly a month, but after he actually did it, he felt a little speechless.

It was the first time he experienced this kind of thing, without any experience, the physical sensation was neither as scary as in the movie, nor as described in the novel, um, so...

It was not as scary as Su Yunjing originally thought, because Fu Hanzhou's movements were very light.

Fu Hanzhou couldn't see Su Yunjing's expression. The pain in his body made him very dull, and he couldn't feel Su Yunjing's reaction at all.

He doesn't even have lust, only an almost paranoid possessive desire for Su Yunjing.

She stubbornly wanted to possess him completely, but also simply wanted to be with Su Yunjing.

Even if the face of the person in front of him has changed beyond recognition and is terrifying, Fu Hanzhou doesn't care, he still wants to get close to him as he did in the past.

White worms wriggled inside both of them.

They wanted to take him away again, Fu Hanzhou was powerless, he just wanted to leave with Su Yunjing.

Jiang Chunian hadn't contacted Fu Hanzhou for a long time. He didn't know that Fu Hanzhou's condition was getting worse. Instead, he thought that with Su Yunjing by his side, his mental state was gradually stable.

The crew of "Mercury Retrograde" called Jiang Chunian to see if Fu Hanzhou could join the crew half a month earlier.

This movie is divided into two parts. The first part was filmed two years ago. It was a big hit in the National Day file last year. It ranked first in the movie box office for several weeks, with a score as high as 8.6.

After Fu Hanzhou read the script, he directly signed the contract for the upper and lower parts.

He didn't have many roles in the second film, but the role was very important, and it was the key to the growth of the male lead in the film.

When Fu Hanzhou received a call from Jiang Chunian, his first reaction was to refuse.

He doesn't want to go anywhere now, he just wants to stay with Su Yunjing for the last time.

Turning around to look at Su Yunjing, the other party was also watching him, his dark eyes were still empty, and seemed to be asking him silently.

Fu Hanzhou's eyes fluctuated, and the words of refusal rolled on the tip of his tongue, and finally agreed to Jiang Chunian's entry into the film crew early.

Hearing that Fu Hanzhou was going to be filming soon, Su Yunjing was in a mixed mood, both worried and thought it was a good thing.

In the past few days, he has always been in a bad mood, staying sick in the bedroom, Su Yunjing has been with him all the time.

Several times, Su Yunjing couldn't help but want to persuade Fu Hanzhou to see a psychiatrist.

But Xiao Kujiao is a very xenophobic person, even if he really went to see a doctor, there is nothing he can do if he refuses to cooperate.

Psychiatrists can't read minds, and they can't provide effective treatment plans when patients are unwilling to cooperate and confide in their illness.

Su Yunjing also had a headache, so he could only think objectively, maybe with a job, Xiao Kujiao's attention could be distracted, which is better than him being bored at home all day.

Fu Hanzhou was going to the filming crew, and Su Yunjing, who was his personal assistant in name, would naturally follow him into the filming crew.

In February of this year, the crew asked the main actors to try on costumes, and the costume team ordered costumes according to the actors' body sizes.

"Mercury Retrograde" is a historical drama about a male protagonist. It mainly tells the story of how the male protagonist seized power from the eldest son in a feudal dynasty where seniority and inferiority were different and orderly.

Fu Hanzhou plays the moody, debauched, and extravagant eldest son of the East Palace in the movie.

His mother passed away since he was a child. There is a majestic and powerful father on the top, and a younger brother who is talented and clean, who dominates him everywhere.

The eldest son lived in depression and depression, and gradually developed a distorted and bloodthirsty temperament.

The beloved, best friends, and respected teachers around the hero were all killed by the suspicious first prince.

Under the frame of the prince, the hero finally started to fight back.

In the first part of the movie, Fu Hanzhou has a lot of scenes, mainly with the male protagonist. He presses the male protagonist every step of the way, and the opponent uses his intelligence to resolve it again and again.

It wasn't until the people around him were killed by the prince that the male protagonist began to wake up and wanted to resist the prince and the ancestral precepts of inheriting the great line.

The script is very good, the director is especially good at using light and shadow, and the acting skills of the two leading actors are good, so the filming is full of tension.

Compared with the generous and kind male lead, the role of the second male lead is easier to shine.

Fu Hanzhou is especially good at playing this kind of gloomy, twisted and complex character, and is known as a professional villain.

Netizens laughed and said that the flowing male protagonist and the iron Fu Hanzhou, no matter how bad the male lead is, their three views will follow the five senses.

Fu Hanzhou seldom takes the role of the male lead, because he doesn't make emotional scenes.

Even for a large-scale production like "Mercury Retrograde", which has literary and artistic connotations, in order to succeed commercially, it has to add affection to the hero and heroine.

The heroine of the first part was killed by the prince, and a new female character was added in the second part.

This role was played by Mu Ge, who had a blood feud with the first prince, and was rescued by the hero after the assassination failed.

After Mu Ge entered the entertainment industry, she has been playing tricks, or acting as a stuntman. This is the first time she has taken on such an important role.

In the novel, Mu Ge's first movie was a martial arts movie, in which she played a 17-year-old girl who is innocent but has amazing martial arts skills.

Mu Ge's appearance fits the character very well, and there is a clean and clear aura in his eyes.

In addition, the character is well set, the shape is good, and a dynamic picture of holding a long sword makes Mu Ge popular all over the Internet.

But Mu Ge doesn't act in that movie now, instead he is in the same crew as Fu Hanzhou.

Now that Xiao Kujiao's condition is getting worse, the heroine's debut work has undergone such a big change.

Su Yunjing didn't know if he started to force the plot line again, somewhere, was he trying to make Xiao Ku Jiao fall in love with Mu Ge?

There is a setting in Mu Ge, as long as she is by Fu Hanzhou's side, those messy hallucinations will disappear.

Su Yunjing felt a bit of a headache, because of his existence, the plot has undergone earth-shaking changes, but it seems that no matter how it changes, some plots still have to go.

On the first day they entered the film crew with Fu Hanzhou, they met Mu Ge in the hotel elevator rented by the film crew.

In addition to Su Yunjing, Jiang Chunian sent two assistants to Fu Hanzhou.

Su Yunjing was only responsible for staying with Fu Hanzhou for 24 hours, and other matters were handled by two other experienced assistants.

There were five people in the elevator, and Mu Ge stood in the corner, sizing up Su Yunjing secretly from the car wall that was so visible.

The person in the mirror was wearing a shirt, with a slender neck protruding from the collar, and a suspicious red mark behind his ear.

He is very good-looking, with clean and elegant facial features, and a clean temperament. In terms of appearance alone, he is no less than any popular idol.

Mu Ge always felt that Su Yunjing looked familiar. Could it be that Aunt Wen had shown her Wen Ci's photo before, so seeing Su Yunjing who looked like him, did she think she had seen it somewhere?

When she was thinking wildly, an extremely cold gaze glanced over, the sharp eye tails were like bee stingers.

Mu Ge was startled by the malicious look in his eyes, and quickly looked away.

The tall man has a pair of extremely beautiful phoenix eyes, his complexion is as cold and white as jade, his pale lips are pursed, he looks flimsy and indifferent, not easy to get along with.

After arriving at the floor where Mu Ge lived, the elevator opened, and she left in a hurry.

Su Yunjing looked at Mu Ge's hurried back, and couldn't help but glance at Xiao Kujiao beside him.

Fu Hanzhou couldn't distinguish Su Yunjing's expression for a long time, and couldn't understand the question on Su Yunjing's face. He just looked down at him with a tired expression.

Su Yunjing pursed his lips, feeling a little uncomfortable.

For a celebrity like Fu Hanzhou, the crew booked a suite for him.

In order to make it easier for the two of them to live, Fu Hanzhou added money to upgrade to the presidential suite.

After sending the suitcase to the door of the room, the two assistants went back to their own room, and asked Su Yunjing to contact them on WeChat if there was anything wrong.

As soon as Su Yunjing closed the door, Fu Hanzhou hugged him from behind, resting his forehead on Su Yunjing's shoulder, as if he was extremely tired.

Now Su Yunjing doesn't know what Fu Hanzhou is thinking, his vitality seems to be gradually disappearing, and he is not as fresh as before.

Su Yunjing's uneasiness reached its peak, his throat was astringent, "Han Zhou, can you talk to me?"

"it is good."

"What's wrong with you?"

"No." Fu Hanzhou's expression was light and tired, like a rolling cloud, and he didn't know when it would disperse.

"Then why are you eating less and less? Do you want to go to the hospital for a check?"

"I'm fine, just not hungry."

Fu Hanzhou's appetite is very poor. During this period of time, he has not been able to sleep well, and his perception is getting worse and worse. Now he can no longer feel Su Yunjing's body temperature.

Only when he hugged Su Yunjing and those white insects began to bite him, could Fu Hanzhou be sure that he was still alive and hadn't completely left him.

Fu Hanzhou is very tired, every day is very tiring.

Su Yunjing vaguely felt something, and the uneasiness in his heart became more and more intense.

He forcibly suppressed the anxiety in his heart, and said with a smile in a gentle voice, "When you finish filming this movie, we will go to that island for vacation, just the two of us."

Knowing that Fu Hanzhou liked to be alone with him, Su Yunjing urgently wanted to appease his depressed mood, and also appease his inexplicable panic.

Fu Hanzhou hugged Su Yunjing tightly, buried his face in his neck, and said in a clear voice, "Okay."

Su Yunjing originally thought that Fu Hanzhou's mood and appetite would improve after he joined the crew and started intense filming.

But it was no different from when I was at home.

In the movie, after the prince was abolished, his situation became worse and worse, and he completely lost control.

In order for him to act that kind of paranoid and surly, the director even asked Fu Hanzhou to go on a diet to lose weight, to be skinny and in a state of mental breakdown.

When filming, Fu Hanzhou was like a cornered beast, violent and crazy.

But after there was no camera, he returned to that tired and weak state, always sick, unwilling to talk, unwilling to speak, and not at all energetic.

Su Yunjing was very worried about Fu Hanzhou's mental state. He didn't know if the crazy Fu Hanzhou in front of the camera was a reflection of his heart, and he even wanted him to see a psychiatrist.

The director asked him to go on a diet, and Fu Hanzhou himself didn't have a good appetite, so he lost weight very quickly.

In the first scene with Mu Ge, Fu Hanzhou fainted, but fortunately, Mu Ge on the opposite side quickly supported him.

Mu Ge was weak, and Fu Hanzhou's whole body weight was on her, and it was very difficult for her to support her.

Su Yunjing rushed forward and took Fu Hanzhou from Mu Singer.

The face of the person in the arms was as pale as paper, and the long eyelashes that looked like ink were drooping weakly. He was extremely weak, and Su Yunjing's heart was throbbing with pain.

Fu Hanzhou fainted suddenly, which scared everyone in the crew, including the director.

Su Yunjing didn't let others touch Fu Hanzhou, he got into the car with Fu Hanzhou on his back, and went to the nearest hospital.

Fu Hanzhou has not rested for several days, and his brain has been in a state of extreme fatigue.

This accident, he fell into a coma, and he slept in the ward until the next morning.

Afraid of disturbing Fu Hanzhou's rest, the crew did not come to visit during this time, only Su Yunjing stayed in the ward.

Fu Hanzhou's driver was waiting in the hospital parking lot, helping Su Yunjing with errands.

After sleeping for more than ten hours, Fu Hanzhou woke up very tired, with no strength at all, and a sickness between his brows.

Su Yunjing called and asked the driver to buy a porridge and two clean dishes to deliver to the ward.

After hanging up the phone, he got up and wanted to open the curtains.

Today's sunshine is very good, and large swathes of golden light pour in through the windows.

Su Yunjing melted into this golden glow, the strong light blurred his brows and eyes, making Su Yunjing almost translucent.

Fu Hanzhou's dark pupils trembled. Su Yunjing like this gave him the illusion that Su Yunjing would disappear with the light.

Fu Hanzhou stood up abruptly, rushed over and hugged Su Yunjing.

Su Yunjing was pressed against the wall by Fu Hanzhou, his shoulder blades hurt so badly that he frowned in pain.

Just as a vague sound of pain was about to overflow from his throat, Su Yunjing quickly swallowed it back.

Fu Hanzhou has accepted that Su Yunjing will leave, and he also wants to leave this world with him.

So he was very afraid that Su Yunjing would disappear alone and go to a place where he would never see him again.

Fu Hanzhou was still receiving fluids, and the needle was torn out from the back of his hand. Scarlet blood dripped down his hand, and soon a small pool of blood accumulated on the ground.

Feeling Fu Hanzhou's trembling, knowing that he was ill again, Su Yunjing also hugged him and comforted him softly.

"I'm here, I haven't left."

"Don't be afraid, I won't leave this time, we will always be together."

Su Yunjing asked anxiously, "Han Zhou, did you hear that? I will stay here forever, and it won't be like the previous two times. You have to trust me."

The sun shone warmly on them, but Fu Hanzhou couldn't feel the warmth at all, and he couldn't feel Su Yunjing's body temperature either.

This man is slowly rotting away.

And his flesh and blood also festered little by little, and then was swallowed by those white bugs.

Fu Hanzhou hugged him, felt the heart-wrenching pain, and finally felt at ease knowing that he was still by his side.

He rarely laughed, and said softly, "I know, I will always be with you."

With you forever, no one can ever separate the two of them again.

When Jiang Chunian heard that Fu Hanzhou had passed out on the set, he immediately rushed over from Kyoto by plane.

Fearing that fans would come to the hospital to disturb him when they heard the news, the crew specially sent someone to guard the door of Fu Hanzhou's ward.

Knowing that Jiang Chunian was Fu Hanzhou's manager, they let him in directly.

As soon as Jiang Chunian opened the door of the ward, he saw Su Yunjing supervising Fu Hanzhou drinking porridge.

He was sitting in front of Fu Hanzhou's hospital bed, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, looking down at the back of Fu Hanzhou's bandaged hand, his expression was suppressed and sad.

Su Yunjing was very worried about Fu Hanzhou, and he was also very panicked, but he couldn't collapse.

At least he can't show it in front of Xiao Kujiao, otherwise the other party will feel his emotional situation will only get worse.

So Su Yunjing could only hold on.

Fu Hanzhou's appetite was still poor, so he managed to drink half a bowl, but Su Yunjing didn't say anything, and silently drank Fu Hanzhou's remaining half bowl of porridge.

When he was packing the lunch box, Jiang Chunian saw that his fingertips were shaking.

Jiang Chunian can understand Su Yunjing's mentality very well. He has been here for so many years, and he has been worried that Fu Hanzhou will completely collapse.

But he didn't understand why Su Yunjing had such deep affection for Fu Hanzhou.

Looking at the face that was very similar to Wen Ci, Jiang Chunian gripped the doorknob of the ward and quietly tightened it.

He didn't enter the ward in the end, turned around and left the inpatient department.

Looking for a quiet place in the hospital, Jiang Chunian called Lin Lie.

Today is a rest day, Lin Lie doesn't have to go to work, so it's rare to spend time at Tang Wei's car dealership leisurely.

When he received Jiang Chunian's call, he raised his eyebrows unexpectedly.

After answering the phone, Jiang Chunian's polite voice came over, "Mr. Lin, can I spare you a little time?"

"Yes." Lin Lie got up and walked away from the noisy bar.

Jiang Chunian knew that Lin Lie had dinner with Su Yunjing and Fu Hanzhou, so he asked him about his impression of Su Yunjing.

Lin Lie smiled, and suddenly felt that the call seemed reasonable.

"How should I put it?" Lin Lie thought about his words, "I think he is nice, and I have a very good relationship with Brother Fu."

"It's better than I expected." Lin Lie said this sentence, which seemed to have a lot of meaning.

There was silence on the phone for a long time, and Lin Lie didn't urge him, just quietly waiting for him.

"I see, thank you." Jiang Chunian said politely to Lin Lie, and then hung up the phone.

Seeing Lin Lie holding his mobile phone and looking out of the window wondering what he was thinking, Tang Wei took a billiard cue and kicked Lin Lie's back knee from behind.

"What are you looking at? Heat in broad daylight?"

Tang Wei turned the second floor of the car dealership into a recreation room, where everyone played ball and chatted when they were not busy.

Lin Lie withdrew his thoughts, turned his head and glanced at Tang Wei, "I'll tell you when you come here, what's wrong with me."

Tang Wei's eyelids unconsciously twitched, he swung his pool cue and patted Lin Lie's buttocks, "You have a good fucking idea, brother doesn't want to know."

After finishing his hands, Tang Wei threw down his pool cue and ran downstairs.

Lin Lie was not in a hurry to chase, and took away Tang Wei's car keys on the table, and waited for him to come back to settle the score.