Wall climbing observation diary

After a long time, Chu Qishou was also sleepy, he took a nap with his hands on his forehead, and when he opened his eyes again, Naixin had already come back from below on her high heels.She stomped on the makeshift iron frame seat.

Probably because physical communication was too effective, the noise hit Chu Qi's head directly, and his consciousness gradually woke up.

Naixin put on a long trench coat.It was a men's windbreaker, much wider than her little birdie figure. The length of the cuffs covered her palms, and the slit back hem extended to her calves, wrapping her almost completely in it.

Naixin sensed Chu Qi's gaze fixed on her, and grinned, "Xuanru gave it to me."

Lin Xuanru?

Didn't Naixin catch his tricks...

Chu Qi glanced at her face while he was thinking: the corners of her upturned mouth were unavoidably stiff, and she smiled on the surface, but it didn't look like it was intentional, as if trying to cover up deeper emotions with a fake smile. It's a pity that the cover-up is not good, and there are many mistakes.

She must have seen Lin Xuanru's scandal in the piano room, maybe she didn't want to make it public for the sake of face.

But why did she still put on Lin Xuanru's trench coat?

This time, Chu Qishou couldn't tell whether the opponent had seen through Lin Xuanru's sanctimonious hypocrisy.

"He's about to play." Naixin jumped over Chu Qi, straightened her arms and poked Xiao Wu and Xiao Kong who were still asleep, "Don't sleep! If you sleep again, it will be dawn."

In this environment, the sleep was very shallow, and the two of them were woken up immediately.Xiaowu squinted his eyes and stretched his waist, yawning with his mouth wide open: "I'm so sleepy. What time is the performance? What time is it?"

Chu Qi closed his hands and looked at his watch: "03:30."

He also just woke up, and he doesn't know where he is now.

"No. 14 group." Naixin pinched the windbreaker fabric covering her legs with her fingers, and finished wrapping her in her legs, "He's in No. 15 group. Let's go after he finishes his performance?"

Xiao Wu closed his eyelids and staggered his head: "Okay. Anyway, I don't want to stay here anymore. I really want to go back to the hotel and lie down. I'm so tired."

Xiao Kong also agreed.

In order to prevent fans from leaving after watching their idols, the program team formulated an unwritten rule: all viewers must be locked in the venue to watch the whole process, and confiscated mobile phones are not allowed to be returned until the end of the program.

But Naixin and Chuqi are different, they have their own privileges.Naixin's privilege is higher than that of Chu Qi who holds the work card.She could order the security guard to take out Xiaowu and Xiaokong's mobile phones in advance.

"What about you, Chu Qishou? Do you want to go out with us?" Naixin looked at the camera under his feet with a smile, "I don't think you really want to take pictures of Yizhen anymore."

Chu Qishou weighed the possibility of Yan Ming being able to show his thanks for a few minutes at the end.He said, "Okay, I'll go out with you guys."

There's no need to waste time here anymore, he plans to go back to the hotel early and wait for Yan's explanation.

The No.15 group is on the stage.Sure enough, Lin Xuanru was among them.He mainly raps in it, the dance music is very hot, and the movements of his body and mouth are very smooth, which awakened some audiences who were in a sleepy state. The atmosphere in the audience was mobilized in an instant, and everyone began to follow Lin Xuan Such as the rhythm of waving lights.

As soon as Lin Xuanru came out, the two girls next to her started dancing and booing, but Naixin's mood was abnormally indifferent. She kept her face silent, and Chu Qishou saw that she was rubbing her index finger nail hard on the thumb. flesh and blood.

Separated by a person, neither Xiaowu nor Xiaokong noticed anything strange about Naixin.Xiaowu was attracted by the cool stage, and she sighed from the bottom of her heart: "Lin Xuanru is quite capable and good-looking, why didn't he become popular before? He is too old among all idols. I've been a trainee for a long time, but I've never heard his name."

Naixin: "The company he signed with was terrible. He had no ability and no business to give them room to develop. After his five-year contract expired, he changed to another company, and the situation improved a little."

Xiao Kong murmured: "If he can't make his debut this year, he will be 24 years old next year. It's too old to make his debut as an idol. This year, we must hurry up and seize the opportunity."

Naixin smiled lightly, with a hint of arrogance in her laughter: "Now it's up to him what choice he will make."

Xiao Wu Xiaokong didn't hear the deep meaning in her words, and was immersed in the vivid stage performance.Only Chu Qi listened and understood.

Naixin made a bet that Lin Xuanru would choose her and abandon her underage girlfriend who had nothing to offer.This is no longer a dilemma, any starlet will not be stupid in front of Naixin.She can give him everything on the road to fame, and the conditions hidden behind are full of temptation.

After the performance of group No.15, they all left the auditorium ahead of schedule.There was a driver waiting outside to pick up Naixin and go home, while the other two girls had booked a youth hostel nearby.

Chu Qishou walked around the front door and came to the entrance of the hotel where the trainees and mentors lived.

Just as he was about to walk through the revolving door, he was suddenly stopped by someone.Chu Qi looked back and saw a girl in a down jacket with long hair reaching her waist in the shadow of the lights under the stairs.She wrapped herself like a rice dumpling in the cold winter night, wearing warm earmuffs and a mask.In the darkness, she blinked her watery eyes, and there seemed to be his reflection in her dark pupils.

"Are you...?" Chu Qishou couldn't remember knowing her.

"It's me." She pulled off her mask, squinted at him and smiled, "We were on the set that day, and I was an extra, you got three hundred, I only got the one with seventy. Remember me!"

After she said this, Chu Qi remembered it.Once he was called by Bei Chuan to shoot Fang Shengju, and on the set he met a girl who came to see Yanming as an extra.They chatted very late that day, and finally Yanming came to find him, and the girl knew that the two were friends.

"Remember. What are you doing here?" Chu Qishou wondered why she squatted here at four o'clock in the morning.When the biting cold wind blows in the winter, the body temperature is estimated to have dropped below zero.

"My house is nearby, and I ran back from school when I learned that Yanming was coming here to record an audition." She ran over and grabbed Chu Qishou's arm, "Unfortunately, I didn't get a ticket... But I heard from fans that Yanming will receive the letter and hand it over to him after he finishes recording the show. Is the show about to end? I have been standing since one o'clock until now."

As she spoke, she took out an envelope with a rabbit sticker on it from her bag, and there was a signature on it: Brother Yanming received—from Huiyun.

It turned out that her real name was Huiyun.

Chu Qi looked back at the dome of the studio, which reflected the shining lights from the stage.He replied: "It should be over. But he promised not to go back to the hotel through this door. There is a long corridor in the studio leading directly to the second floor of the hotel."

The fire of hope in Huiyun's eyes disappeared instantly.She was disappointed: "Then what should I do? I waited all night for nothing, and my legs are numb from the cold."

Her gaze suddenly locked onto Chu Qishou's face, and she grabbed the last straw: "Brother extra performer, can you help me bring the letter up? You and Yanming are friends and have such a good relationship. See him It's easier than mine."

Chu Qishou stared at the delicate handwriting and bunny stickers on the envelope, thinking that she must have prepared very carefully.

"Okay, I'll take it for you."

Chu Qi received her letter and put it in his arms.

"Thank you so much!" Hui Yun's face returned to joy, she smiled and shook hands with him, "I'm freezing to death, if I knew you were here, I should have looked for you directly... Then I'm leaving, go home to eat and sleep Yes. Hard work brother."

Chu Qi took the letter and went upstairs.Use Yanming to swipe his room card to open the door.After stacking Huiyun's letter and Zhan Jiameng's letter on the round table at the door, he went into the bathroom and began to undress and take a shower.

The comfortable hot water dispelled his fatigue and cold.At this time, he heard someone coming back.

Chu Qi put away his bathrobe and walked out of the bathroom, and saw Yan Ming leaning on the small sofa to read his fan letters on the table.On the other hand, Wang Chou tidied up the overstuffed cosmetic bag: "Don't look at Brother Yan, just go to sleep for a while. There are activities at nine o'clock in the morning...I'll put it away for you."

"Let me read this letter." Yan Ming easily avoided Wang Chou's movement to draw the letter with a lift of his wrist.What he is currently reading is the letter Huiyun wrote to him.

Chu Qi received and said to him: "I sent this letter for your fan. She didn't have a ticket, but she wanted to pass the letter to you, so she waited at the bottom of the building overnight."

Wang Tzu winced when he heard that: "My god, Brother Yan, they really like you. If I were to stand downstairs all night, I would definitely freeze to death."

In a few words, he made it clear that he had finished reading the letter, and he folded it back and stuffed it into the envelope, with a serious look like a precious treasure.Wang Chou winked, and put this letter together with other fan letters in a yellow leather file bag.

Yan Ming's lips were bloodless after removing makeup, a few slender veins appeared on his forehead, his eyes were bloodshot and full of tiredness.Mitao's talent show group is used to having mentors and trainees working 24 hours a day. After so many days of exhaustion here, even a god can't hold on.

Yan Ming changed into pajamas after taking a shower, and lay on the bed with Chu Qi shoulder to shoulder under the quilt. He closed his eyes, and before falling asleep, he did not forget to ask: "When the sun rises, do you want to go back to work?"

Chu Qi accepted: "I won't return. I will ask for leave today to accompany you."

"Um……"

Chu Qi moved Yan Ming's hair back and stroked his hair outward. Yan Ming liked to be touched by him. During this reassuring caress, Yan Ming Shu relaxed his brows slightly frowned due to exhaustion, and fell into a deep sleep. up.

At eight o'clock in the morning, the two were woken up by Wang Chou.A three-hour nap wasn't enough to refresh them, but it was good enough to restore some strength.

At nine o'clock, it was stated that I would go to a place 10 minutes away by car to record a draft spin-off variety show, and I could go home after the recording.

Wang Zhao took Yan Ming's coat and trousers one by one, neatly: "Brother Yan, the program team has hired two buses to take us there, it will be a bit crowded because there are so many people, we may have to stand...We can also drive , but the director said that the road over there was not repaired, it was full of potholes, and there was no parking lot.”

Some artists are unwilling to squeeze into the same car with other staff members in order to maintain their image, but Yanming is easy to speak: "It's okay, then I won't drive."

Chu Qishou got up from the bed sleepily: "Let's talk about work, I'll go downstairs to buy coffee... I'll bring you two cups by the way."

The program team prepared instant coffee for them, and Chu Qi was not used to drinking it.

After tidying up a bit, he went out the door.There is a coffee shop on the first floor of the hotel.

After ordering, he sat in front of the cashier and waited.

After a while, he heard someone knocking on the glass window, followed the sound, and found that the person knocking on the window turned out to be Hui Yun.

Carrying a pack of hot soy milk in her hand, she went around the door and rushed towards him: "Good morning! Extra performer brother, have you handed the letter to Yanming for me?"

Chu Qi nodded: "Leave it to him. And he read it."

She immediately smiled: "That's great, that's great. You're so reliable!"

Chu Qi received: "You didn't go back all night?"

She sat down on the bench next to her: "I'm going back. Hey, the instructor called me early in the morning and asked me to go back to school, and woke me up. I bought the high-speed train at nine o'clock and stopped by to try my luck. I thought maybe I could take this opportunity to touch Yanming. As a result, I haven't seen half of them...I'm leaving."

Chu Qishou said goodbye to her: "Bon voyage."

But Huiyun didn't intend to leave just now. She was staring at the screen of her mobile phone, and suddenly gritted her teeth: "I'm so mad. I didn't sleep at all last night, and I was torn up with black fans all night."

She said viciously: "Damn it, those black fans actually said that the reason why they don't have a girlfriend is because he likes men!"

Chu Qishou almost choked on his saliva: "What?"

Hui Yun was proud: "I saw your surprised reaction, so I could guess that Yan Ming is not gay. As his friend, your reaction is the most believable."

Chu Qishou had nothing to say.

Huiyun: "How can it be gay? Yanming has a sense of CP with every female star he has worked with. If he likes a man, I can turn my head and walk backwards. My observation of people will never make a mistake, he can't Do such a disgusting thing."

After Chu Qi heard the last description, his heart sank.

"nausea"……

Would it be disgusting for the public?

Huiyun didn't notice the pain that flashed in Chu Qishou's eyes: "Actually, I'm not a fan of girlfriends. I said that if I have a public relationship with a female celebrity, I will definitely support it one hundred times, and I won't be like those idol fans. Crying and shouting, it's so embarrassing."

Chu Qishou tried his best to keep his face calm, and he pretended to smile casually: "So, if he doesn't like women anymore, you won't be his fan?"

Huiyun curled her lips: "I probably won't like him anymore... I don't discriminate against homosexuals. I just simply think that homosexuals cannot be celebrities, and they will spoil children."

Take bad children.

Can't be a star.

Nausea.

This kind of description of Chu Qishou has been seen on the Internet no less than a hundred times. Before, he could easily slide his fingertips across the screen full of these horrible words with a mentality as if he had nothing to do with himself, but now he put it on Yan Ming. , he could no longer ignore it.

A sense of desolation and desolation flooded into his blood.He couldn't take it easy any longer.

This is still a fan who likes Yan Ming and waits all night in the cold winter to deliver a letter to him.What if you are not a fan, but just an ordinary spectator?What would they think of Yan Ming if his sexuality was exposed?

Chu Qishou didn't dare to think about it.

Huiyun left the coffee shop and went to catch the high-speed train.

Chu Qi took the three cups of coffee packed by the waiter and came to the parking lot.

They agreed to meet in the parking lot.At [-]:[-], the first fully loaded bus closed its doors and drove away.Yan Ming and Wang Chou did not come down.

At 45:[-], the second rented bus was full.At this moment, Yanming finally appeared in sight.

Chu Qishou got into the car first, followed by Yan Ming.There were no seats left, and the two stood facing each other holding onto the railing.Later, a group of staff carrying camera equipment came up, they occupied most of the vacant area, and Yan Ming had to get closer to Chu Qishou.

Yan Ming lowered his head and asked him, "You seem unhappy."

He wore a sports cap covering his forehead, and when he looked down, only Chu Qishou could see the expression in his eyes.

Chu Qishou quickly denied: "No. It's just that I didn't sleep well."

Although the surrounding area was crowded with people, everyone seemed to be asleep and did not communicate with each other very much. It was very quiet.So their conversation was also very quiet, afraid of being overheard.

"I saw the fan who delivered the letter to you last night at the coffee shop." Chu Qishou didn't know why he insisted on bringing this up, he felt that his brain might be misguided.

Yan Ming raised his eyebrows once: "The fans didn't go back all night?"

Chu Qi received: "She went back. She got up early only because she had to catch the high-speed train. The train station is nearby."

Yan Ming: "That's good."

That's good.

Chu Qi listened bitterly. He remembered that Yan Ming was still reading Huiyun's letter before going to bed last night. He folded her letter and put it back in the envelope.He asked Wang Cho to put away the letters, cherishing them very much, and wanted to take them home.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt uncomfortable. Chu Qishou's eyes gradually filled with moist and sour moisture. He lowered his eyes, not daring to let Yan Ming see them.

At this moment, the tip of Chu Qi's finger that was holding the coffee was pulled by Yan Ming. Because the rope had been strangled for too long, the blood was not circulating, and his sense of touch was a little dull.By the time he realized it, the bag of coffee had already been taken away by Yan Mingshun.

Yan Ming said, "I'll get it."

But after taking the coffee, he didn't let go of his thumb hooking Chu Qishou.Chu Qishou could feel a wide palm wrapping his four fingers, and the temperature in his palm was slowly rising.

Chu Qishou's thoughts are still immersed in the memory of saying that fans say that homosexuals should not be celebrities.He was terrified, he was afraid that Yanming's love affair would be discovered and exposed by fans, and he was afraid that Yanming would be beaten by countless conservative and just people.

It shouldn't be like this.

Say you did nothing wrong.

There were so many people in the car, under the watchful eyes of everyone, Chu Qi subconsciously wanted to take his hand away, but Yanming held it tightly, not giving him a chance to escape.

Standing and sitting around are Yan Ming’s colleagues in the talent show group. They stare blankly ahead, praying in their hearts that this rickety 10-minute journey will end soon. Even if the car is full of people, maybe as long as Someone lowered their head and glanced down, and they could see Yan Ming and Chu Qi clasping their fingers.

Yan Ming raised his face and looked away, his sharp jaw was at the same level as Chu Qi's gaze.He is like a student who is just in love holding the hand of his lover on a crowded bus, happy in his heart, but pretending to be calm on the surface.He didn't speak anymore, but Chu Qishou knew what he wanted to say, and he felt the pulse of the other party beating faster and faster.

Yan Ming wrote on his palm: I like you so much.