Wall climbing observation diary

Yanming had heard about Lanlou, it was a luxurious tower building.The name is ordinary, the appearance is ordinary, but the inside is very unusual, not only unusual, but also extravagant.

It is the place where Li Banyan will go to have fun.

When the appointed time was approaching, Li Banyan sent Yanming a specific location, accurate to the floor and room number.Yan Ming arrived at 55:[-] as scheduled.

Outside the room was a golden frosted glass door, and a bodyguard in black.Wearing sunglasses, the bodyguard glanced at the visitor, probably recognizing Yan Ming, so his eyes froze for a second - such subtle emotional changes were probably only known by the sunglasses.Immediately afterwards, he pulled the shoehorn-shaped face again, and spit out a sentence like a machine: "No one is allowed to enter now."

Yan Ming was not surprised by Lan Lou's weird service: "Then when can I go in?"

The bodyguard clasped his hands in front of his crotch: "Two points."

Yan Ming raised his wrist to look at his watch.It was already 56:4.It doesn't matter if you wait for [-] minutes, it will pass in the blink of an eye.

The corridor where the bodyguards and Yan Ming were located was exceptionally quiet, but a delicate voice suddenly came from inside the door.The silver-like laughter of the young woman rang in her ears: "Brother Li, you are amazing!"

The name of the blue building does not match the reality.Such an expensive place is not willing to change a door with better sound insulation.

As long as a layer of clear tape is pasted on the frosted glass door, the scene inside can be seen at a glance.There is no privacy.Fortunately, it was pitch black inside, so I couldn't see anything clearly.

Li Banyan turned off all the lights.

At the same time, another girl's voice sounded: "Ah! Give it to me, Brother Li...it's so good."

...what kind of foul language is this.

Yan Ming couldn't help feeling a little hot.Fortunately, he has worked hard in the entertainment circle for many years and knows how to use a cold expression to disguise himself in this situation.

He glanced at the dedicated bodyguard beside him. The bodyguard didn't seem to hear anything. He stood at the door like a wall of nuts in Plants vs. Zombies, waiting with his bell-like eyes.

An unbearable 4 minutes passed.During this period, the girl's exclamation of happiness continued to be heard in the room.There should be more than two or three, there should be a group of people.

At two o'clock the door opened, revealing a dark crack in the frosted glass door.Yan Ming was worried about seeing something he shouldn't have seen, so he turned his eyes away and looked at the toes of the leather shoes under his feet.

"Brother Li! You are too good. Look for me next time."

"Yes, Brother Li, this experience is unprecedented. I will never charge you next time."

"Brother Li, give me a kiss before you leave!..." A thin girl came out from the crack of the door first. She imprinted a lip print on Li Banyan's face, and turned around on stiletto heels, wanting to leave. However, her charming eyes and smile froze for a moment, her lips trembled twice, and a scream came out of her throat, "Ah... it's Yanming!"

"What? Is it the statement on TV?"

"Where is where?"

"It's right outside the door!"

"Ahhh!"

In the blink of an eye, Yan Ming was surrounded by fat, swallow and skinny girls. The scene was very chaotic at one point, with chattering chatter all over the place.

"It's really a statement! Please sign!"

"Can I sign it?"

The girls were jumping for joy.

Li Banyan slapped the air with his palm: "This is my distinguished guest, don't bother him, just stay where it's cool."

Even though the lipstick and lip marks of different colors on the face look very happy, Li Banyan's words are still easy to use.The girls quickly dispersed and disappeared after a while.

Yan Ming smelled the sudden scent of perfume on his body, and wrinkled the tip of his nose.

Li Banyan wiped his face with a wet towel, opened the door and made a gesture of "please" to Yan Ming: "Big star, come in!"

Yan Ming hesitated a little.The room must be filthy by now.

Li Banyan turned on the light, then turned it off again as if remembering something, raised his forehead twice to Yan Ming: "Teacher Yan Ming, do you want to see my baby?"

Yan Ming: "...what is it?"

Li Banyan smiled, showing a row of big white teeth: "It's my new little robot. He can sweep melon seeds on the table by himself, collect them, sterilize them and form them into firm balls, which can be used for my dogs to grind their teeth, turning waste into treasure." !"

Yan Ming remembered the exclamation of the girls in the dark room just now, and Li Banyan's action of turning on and off the lights just now.He had a vague guess: "Is it luminous?"

Li Banyan was stunned: "How do you know?"

Yan Ming thought to himself: No wonder Li Banyan and Chu Qi can be friends, the two of them are more stupid than the other.

Li Banyan thought he was interested, so he approached him expectantly and asked, "Then, do you want to watch, Teacher Yanming?"

Yanming is very straightforward: "Don't look."

So Li Banyan turned on the light dejectedly, and pulled back the tightly covered curtains.The sun poured in instantly, filling the room with light.He sat down on a spacious massage chair, and asked Yanming: "Why did you come to see me? The two of us have nothing to talk about, the only contact is Chu Qishou..."

Yan Ming sat down on the bench opposite him. The chair was a little low, and his slender legs seemed to be folded together from the side.

"Just to talk about him. I have something to ask you."

"What do you want to ask?" Li Banyan smacked his mouth, "You should be able to ask him directly, Qishou will not hide anything from you, he has been as clean as a piece of white paper since he was a child, without any stains."

"No..." Annoyed, Li Banyan clenched his fist and knocked on the marble table, "His only flaw is Pan Liang. The thing I regret the most now is that I gave Chu Qi a camera that year."

Yan Ming: "You don't like Pan Liang?"

"I don't like it." Li Banyan sneered, and even his nasal voice seemed to be teasing, "He is full of ghosts and spirits, but he can't see it when watching chess, so he rushes to post. We are no better than him in chess. I am speechless. In the end, I gave him money and took pictures for him to promote. What else does Pan Liang have besides having a slightly fair face? The foundation on his face is thicker than the skin of Hong Kong feet every day."

Li Banyan was full of resentment when he mentioned Pan Liang, and humiliated him with words in different ways.That would definitely be nothing to ask.I have to take the initiative to clarify the logic for Li Banyan.

Yan Ming carefully chose his words: "A few days ago I... I overheard the conversation between him and Pan Liang. I think there is something wrong with their relationship."

"Yeah, I overheard it." Li Banyan changed his eyes with pity, "You squatted in the corner and caught them?"

Where is this going?

"It's not what you think." Yanming tried his best to restrain Li Banyan's jumping nerves, "In short, their conversation gave me a very weird feeling. Later, I also took the initiative to ask Qishou, but he didn't understand what I was talking about at all. And his expression is bewildered, as if he is hiding something."

Li Banyan: "I don't understand what you are talking about at all. Can you be more specific, such as what did you ask him?"

Yan Ming: "I asked him why he likes to take pictures of celebrities, even for free."

Li Banyan: "Of course it's a hobby. He especially likes to shoot those little stars. Tsk, his hobby is different from others, so there is no way, you have to allow it to exist."

Talking dry, Li Banyan took the initiative to pour a glass of peach-flavored fruit wine into the glasses of the two.

Yan Ming: "General hobbies also have their origins. For example, there was a happy memory in childhood, which made him discover that he likes to do this thing."

"Hahaha." Li Banyan seemed to have heard something funny: "What happy memories does he have. He has been like a little adult since he was a child. Wearing the cheapest car in the family, driving the most common car in the family, like a lay monk who has converted to Buddhism."

Being able to make such an evaluation fully exposed that Li Banyan didn't know the sufferings of the world.

Yan Ming grasped the key words: "There is almost no rebellious period, but there are still explanations. Can you tell me about it?"

Li Banyan frowned slightly, and he stroked the stubble on his chin and took a sip of wine.

"The rebellious period I'm talking about is different from the rebellious period of ordinary people. It happened very early, when we were in elementary school or kindergarten." Li Banyan searched for childhood memories in his mind, and raised his eyes slightly involuntarily. He met the strong sunlight reflected on the glass, which made him almost cry, "At that time, his mother signed him up for an art troupe summer camp, but his father refused to let him go after he found out, thinking that participating in this kind of activity It was a waste of time. At that time, he and I were both in the shape of a small winter melon, and he didn't grow up, but he had a big temper and had to leave home when the weather came."

Running away from home in order to participate in the art troupe's summer camp is really not something Chu Qishou would do.

Li Banyan: "I remember that the summer camp was quite expensive. The registration fee was tens of thousands more than ten years ago. Chu Qi's mother later told me that on the first day of the summer camp, the children were taken by the teacher on a boat bound for N China's cruise ship. But we got lucky and he ran away from home."

Confused, she opened and closed her thin lips: "Where is the luck?"

Li Banyan raised his legs, and stroked the purple decorative belt on the sweatpants back and forth: "Because the cruise ship sank. If you search the information on the Internet, you may be able to find news. The group of children who participated in the summer camp were not saved. It was upside down in the deep sea, and the sinking place was at the national border. The governments of the two countries wrangled for several days before salvaging the body. Fortunately, the chess was confiscated, otherwise it would be taken away by the king of hell. There is a thin line between life and death, who Can you praise him for his luck?"

It turns out that the so-called "good luck" is such a "good luck".

To be able to escape from death by accident, Chu Qishou was worthwhile to run away from home this time.

Li Banyan shook his head and said with emotion: "Fate is tricking people. Chu Qishou and I can't remember what happened back then. It's all from his parents - because he was not at home at the time, his parents thought he had run away. Chuan, wept bitterly for two whole days, and prepared to mourn for him. In fact, he hid in my room during those two days, and even my parents didn’t know... Later, when the chess was taken home, his parents hugged him. He wailed loudly. It is said that since then his parents’ expectations of his life have dropped to zero. He is the biggest living being, and he is no longer cared about. But he is very competitive. He has strict and high demands on himself since he was a child, until he met Pan Liang The first half of my life so far has been perfect."

It can be seen how much Li Banyan hated Pan Liang, and recalled throwing him out halfway and stomping on him a few times.

Yan Ming asked: "Then does Pan Liang know about this?"

Li Banyan was a little sluggish, and said with a guilty conscience: "Are you talking about the sinking of the ship... He knows. I told him. Hey, don't look at me like this. I was also deceived by him at the time. He is a new friend of Qishou, and he came to ask me about Qishou, and of course I knew everything about it, after all, Qishou seldom makes friends, and I can’t run away because of a rare one.”

"Do you remember what he asked?"

Yan Ming kept asking one question after another like a policeman interrogating a suspect.He was going to think he was annoying.

Thanks to Li Banyan who didn't dislike him: "After so many years, how can I remember... Let me think about it. He asked a lot of things, and then I didn't know what to talk about. I followed his words and told him about the shipwreck. Before leaving, he said that he wanted to go to Qishou’s newly rented house to see later. Then, within a few days, Qishou actually told me that Pan Liang had confessed his love to him and that they were together???”

Yan Ming: "I understand."

Li Banyan was very surprised: "What do you understand? I am getting more and more confused."

"Thank you for your answer." Yan Ming stood up, "I have to go back."

"Okay, walk slowly."

Li Banyan didn't like to get to the bottom of it, and also hated to get involved in the messy and trivial matters between other young couples. He thought that Yanming was nothing more than wanting to learn more about Chu Qishou from him, and now he should withdraw after he understands it.

Yan Ming took the elevator from the top floor of the blue building down to the garage.He started the car with the key, the lights came on, and his cell phone rang.

There is a new message on the screen.It was from Shen Ziqiu.

The two met each other because of work and added to each other's address book, but they basically didn't chat for a few days.

Shen Ziqiu: Teacher Yanming, hello.

Yan Ming: Hello.

Shen Ziqiu: I have thought about something and decided to tell you.

The other party has nothing to do with him, so Shen Ziqiu can send this sentence to him, it must be something worthy of his attention.

Shen Ziqiu: I heard all your conversations in the game yesterday.This made me suddenly think that when Pan Liang and I were trainees, he once said a word to me.

When he saw the word "Pan Liang", Yan Ming felt his heart skip a beat.

Yan Ming: Say it.

Shen Ziqiu: Pan Liang told me that he and Chu Qishou met at their school’s campus singer competition, and then he accidentally discovered a secret buried deep in Chu Qishou’s heart, and wanted to use it .

Yan Ming: What secret?

can also be used...

Shen Ziqiu: He didn't tell me the specific secret, but not long after, Chu Qishou started running the website for him, diligently, hardworking, like a demon.

Shen Ziqiu's description may be embellished, but the phrase "Chu Qishou has a secret buried deep in his heart" is definitely not a random fabrication.Shen Ziqiu's supernatural powers will not be so powerful that it completely matches Yan Ming's guess.

Yan Ming asked: Why did you choose to tell me instead of him?

Shen Ziqiu replied: I'm afraid he will complain that I didn't say it earlier.

Whether the reason is true or not is irrelevant.Maybe it was because of his conscience, maybe he wanted to see a good show, maybe he had a bad relationship with Pan Liang, so he fanned Yanming, trying to make him destroy Pan Liang's prestige.

It was already eight o'clock when Chu Qi got home from work, and he was startled when he opened the door.He saw a tall black figure with his back facing him straight, standing motionless in front of the TV cabinet, which was extremely weird.

He quickly recognized the back of this "uninvited guest": "Teacher Yan? Why did you come here without saying hello?"

Chu Qi took off his sneakers and coat, went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, and when he came out, he found that Yan Ming was still in his original posture, not even blinking his eyelashes, like a stone sculpture.

He couldn't help being curious, and followed Yan Ming's gaze to the photo frames on the top row - there was a graduation photo of him wearing a bachelor's uniform, and the photo next to him was a group photo of him with other children when he was a child.

Chu Qishou observed clearly, it turned out that what Yan Ming was looking at now was his childhood photos.In the photo, Chu Qishou is surrounded by children and squatting in the middle position, holding an ordinary point-and-shoot camera in his hand, the pair of round eyes on his milky white face are extremely cute, he opened his mouth and smiled Innocent, and lost a front tooth.

Yan Ming, who had been silent since he entered the door, spoke out at this moment: "Who are these children?"

If someone asks Chu Qi this kind of question, he will definitely think that the other party has no brains, how can the children who played together more than ten years ago remember the name.

But Mingming is different, Chu Qi carefully searched the scattered memories of his childhood in his memory, and finally shook his head: "I don't remember."

Yan Ming stared at Chu Qishou's eyes, and after confirming that he didn't notice anything strange in the pair of eyes, he said "hmm", "It's fine if you don't remember."

He quietly closed the news page on his phone.

That was news more than ten years ago. On the headline, there was a line of "Parents sent their children to board the ship. Unexpectedly, it was a farewell". The text and pictures were all black and white to express condolences.

Yan Ming also found another group photo, which was taken by the children who participated in the summer camp before boarding the boat. In it, several identical little faces appeared in the photo frame at Chu Qishou's house.In the photo, the children sat around Chu Qishou and laughed heartily, completely unaware of the impending doom.

It seems that Chu Qishou has kept this photo from his childhood.He put it in the most eye-catching position in the living room, and even if he moved out from his parents when he grew up, he would take it with him, and it was hard to part with it.

Stringing the clues he found into a closed circle, Yan Ming felt that he had now roughly figured out the context of the past, and gradually guessed what Shen Ziqiu said about the so-called "secret that Pan Liang used Chu Qi to collect". thing.

It turned out to be the case.

It is the dove occupying the magpie's nest.

At this moment, Chu Qishou and Yan Ming were not on the same channel at all.Chu Qishou was a little puzzled, his boyfriend's behavior today was very inexplicable, and he began to wonder if Yan Ming's brain had been invaded by the stupid robot at home.

It was getting late, and there was a chilly drizzle blowing outside, Yanming didn't go home, and stayed at Chu Qishou's house that night.

Yanming doesn't often stay here in Chu Qishou.After all, no one knows when his mother will come to his house to make a surprise attack in real time.

It's cold, but the house is cozy and warm.At night, Chu Qishou leaned against Yan Ming's shoulder and had a weird dream, in which was a memory he had long forgotten.

He stepped on a small wooden bench, raised his fleshy arms, and managed to reach a photo frame on the table.In the photo frame is a group photo of him and the children a few days ago. He let Li Banyan's mother secretly wash it out without his mother's back.

Mom doesn't know who these children are. If she knew, she would definitely not allow him to keep it at home.The camera that Li Banyan gave him before was burned by his parents, saying that there were dirty things in it, and there were "dead" people, which was very unlucky.

"Chess! Little uncle and little aunt are here to see you." His mother's voice reached his ears. He turned his head and saw his mother walking in. She took the photo frame from his hand and put him on the small bench. He hugged it down, "Little uncle brought you a big bag of chocolates, and said he wanted to congratulate you, come out and have a look."

"Congratulations? Congratulations to me?" Chu Qi closed his mouth and let out a milky voice.

"Congratulations, you didn't get on the boat." Mom stroked his hairy head, "There is an old saying, 'If you survive a catastrophe, you must have a future blessing', and your 'future blessing' is coming soon."

At that time Chu Qishou was too young to understand the blessings and misfortunes of life and death in the adults, and he also did not understand why relatives and neighbors came to congratulate him.

When he grew up and met many elders who talked about "death" with distaste, he realized that the fear of death was rooted in the human heart. But at that time, he had already forgotten this thrilling past when he was a child, and forgot how he left. The family ran away to escape from the gate of hell.

His gaze swept to the photo frame on the table, there were his favorite Yaya and Zhuangzhuang there.

Yaya is the "dancer" in the Little Child Star Art Troupe. Among the children Chu Qishou met in childhood, she is the most beautiful. She has a pair of phoenix eyes and curved willow eyebrows on her oval face. Everyone praises her as Nuwa. A carefully sculpted face.She can dance ballet, and she looks like a white swan in a fairy tale book in a dance skirt.

White Swan Yaya loves to cry very much, every time she cries, Chu Qishou panics, he will frantically wipe away her tears with a tissue.

On the calm and unmarked coast, Chu Qi received his heavy camera and asked childishly, "Yaya, do you want to be a dancer?"

Yaya didn't know what a dancer was, she shouted: "I'm going to be a big star when I grow up."

Chu Qi snapped a photo of her holding her head up.

At this time, Zhuang Zhuang jumped over: "Chu Qishou, I want to be a big star too. I sing very well. When I grow up, I will give many, many concerts, just like Jacky Cheung!"

In fact, Zhuang Zhuang doesn't know who Jacky Cheung is, he only knows that Jacky Cheung is the best singer in the mouth of adults.

Chu Qishou admired Zhuang Zhuang who was a head taller since he was a child. He was shocked by Zhuang Zhuang's dream of "magnificent waves".

He was very happy.

"I'll wash it when I get home, and I'll bring it to you when I get on the boat the day after tomorrow." Chu Qi stared at the small camera, and touched it twice like a baby.

Zhuang Zhuang laughed, so fascinated by the laugh that he snorted: "Chu Qishou, when we become famous, you will be the special photographer for the big star! You will be famous too, and we will all become big stars !"

"We're all going to be big stars!"

Chu Qi listened with a surge of emotion.The palm of the hand holding the camera is full of excitement and sweat.

He smiled and showed a row of missing upper teeth: "Okay!"

It's a pity that the camera and film were burned by parents. Even if the film was developed intact, those photos lost their gift recipients.

Just like how Zhu Yuanzhang still remembers the pearl, emerald and white jade soup he ate in his early years even after he became the [-]th lord, Chu Qi seems to be thinking about those few photos that he failed to send when he grew up.

In his life, a group of friends suddenly disappeared.These friends were swallowed by the cold and ruthless sea in his ignorant childhood, which did not give him time for the memory to take root in his mind, but at the same time set off his luck.

As he grows older, even if childhood memories can no longer be easily retrieved, they will gradually integrate into his brain, affect his personality, control his destiny, and form part of his temperament.

He will like the immature and inexperienced faces in the camera, he will sit in front of the stage where the audience creates dreams, and he will look forward to a new star rising in the sky and say to him: "I want to become superstar!"

So on a hot summer day many years ago, Chu Qishou met someone who fit his expectations.The man's name was Pan Liang.

At this moment, the brain acted like a conditioned reflex, urging him to secrete exciting and throbbing hormones.Almost obsessed, piece by piece pieced together a dream that was broken when he was young.

He eagerly wants to see that person soar into the sky and become a dazzling star. He fantasizes that one day that person can stand on the stage of a concert with thousands of people and sing familiar songs. He is willing to give it all because he believes that People will be surrounded by hundreds of flowers and birds in the future, their strength will be recognized by everyone, and the public will be crazy about it.

He was throbbing but felt like he was sitting on pins and needles, and even mistakenly thought that he had met love.

Every fan will think that they have met love when facing their idols.

But is that love...

Chu Qi woke up.

The bed board was so tight that it was uncomfortable to lie on.But he obviously slept on a soft mattress... He opened his eyes in a daze, and met another pair of bright eyes in the dark night.

Only then did Chu Qishou realize that the bed was not a bed, but Yan Ming's body.It wasn't the bed board that separated him, but Yanming's ribs.

He arched over Yan Ming's body in a large shape, his hair was limp, his lips and face were flattened against Yan Ming's chest like soft bread.

"Sorry!" Chu Qishou hurriedly rolled off of him.

Yan Ming sighed: "Why do you keep leaning on me? Did the little piggy have a nightmare?"

Chu Qishou recalled it for a long time but couldn't remember the general idea: "It seems to be a dream... But I forgot it when I woke up. I only remember Zhu Yuanzhang... He wants to eat pearl, emerald and white jade soup."

Yan Ming raised his lips when he heard that, he patted Chu Qishou's head, and closed his eyes again: "I saw that there are leftovers in your refrigerator, I'll make them for you tomorrow..."

Chu Qishou leaned on his arm and groaned: "Don't put them together, I don't want to eat them."

Soak leftover rice with rotten vegetable leaves, can it be delicious?

Chu Qishou didn't feel sleepy at all, and there was always something in his mind that seemed to be ready to come out.But no matter how much he thought about it, he couldn't remember it.After lying down for a long time, he whispered softly in Yanming's ear: "When I came home today, what were you doing in front of the TV? You were so engrossed. You didn't even know I came in..."

Yan Ming rolled over with his eyelids closed, but he didn't answer aloud, probably because he didn't hear it and fell asleep.