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Chapter 173: Memory Loss
After a long time, the person lying on the bed moved and woke up slowly.Slowly getting up from the bed, she stared blankly at Zhang Yixing who was sitting on the chair and frowned: "Lay, you are here."
"What's going on? What happened to Zhiyun?" Zhang Yixing looked at Cui Zhiyun with a serious face, and he no longer smiled.
This is the first time since he took over Cui Zhiyun's disease, Cui Zhiyun's personality is in the state of a mentally ill patient.She is no longer a sober protagonist, she looks like a mental patient in a mental hospital, crazy and no longer sober.
She looks like a madman.
Suddenly, Zhang Yixing realized that if she didn't speed up her pace to find the root of Cui Zhiyun's disease, she might become a personality that was no longer important in this body, a personality like a lunatic.No reason, no ego, and no future.
Cui Zhiyun's fate is either to become a lunatic personality, or to wait to be wiped out by other stronger personalities!
Cui Zhiyun got up and leaned on the bed, wrapped her legs and knees and said calmly, "I may have lost my memory."
"Maybe? Amnesia?" Zhang Yixing was stunned, unable to understand what she was talking about.
"Lay, I don't remember the time between returning from the United States and working in the company. I think that should be the time I have existed, right! But who picked me up, met me, and how did I return to the group to resume my job I don’t even remember, I only remember what happened after the board.”
She thought about it, and identified a period of time that she had no memory of.
Zhang Yixing stared at Cui Zhiyun, so fast?A few days ago, I just found out that there is an unknown personality in her body, He Xi'an.It was discovered that she had a memory blind spot, but did she experience memory loss again today?
Memory loss, isn't that what happens before personality disappears?Could it be...
Zhang Yixing didn't dare to think about it any further. Even a psychiatrist like him would be afraid of such assumptions, let alone her client!
"Zhiyun..." The professor of psychology, who had been calm all of a sudden, and who had hidden it so deeply, didn't know what to say.
He didn't know how to tell her that this was a sign of loss of personality!
"What's going on? Tell me, don't hesitate, that's not you, and it's not what a doctor should do." Cui Zhiyun's cold voice sounded hopeless to Zhang Yixing.
"Memory loss, slowly your memory will disappear a little bit, and time may become faster and faster."
It was the approach of death, like a premonition.
"Memory disappears? First is memory blindness, then memory disappears. Lay, what will happen in the end? Did you fail? Was defeated by these personalities?" Cui Zhiyun looked up at Zhang Yixing with a sudden smile.
Zhang Yixing just looked at Cui Zhiyun, and looked at her silently.He knows very well that for people with identity disorder, whether it is separated or present, memory is the hallmark!
Memory is the sign of identity existence!
If there is no memory, how can she prove that she existed, or that she existed?
What is there to prove that she exists in this world?No one can prove it, and no one knows how to prove it!
"Zhiyun, you need to rest. Your nerves are too tense." She is too much like a created personality, this is what Zhang Yixing was most afraid of at the beginning.
Zhang Yixing was suddenly in a daze, he thought of a hypothesis, Cui Zhiyun's condition progressed so fast, the rate of deterioration was beyond anyone's imagination, was it because he gave her that medicine?Is there another side effect of this drug that accelerates the deterioration of the condition?
He dare not continue to imagine.
Zhang Yixing regained his senses, took out a white medicine bottle from his bag, poured out a pill the size of a mung bean and handed it to Cui Zhiyun: "You should have a good sleep now. Think about other things after you wake up."
Cui Zhiyun took the pill, looked down at the pill in her hand, she knew what it was, tranquilizer plus sleeping pill.
Zhang Yixing wants her to sleep now?
Well, let's take a break for a while, anyway.
Cui Zhiyun's current attitude is on the verge of breaking the can, she has no choice, and the same is true for resistance.
She picked up the half bottle of mineral water that was left on the table at some point and mixed it with the pills and drank it.Then he covered his head with the quilt and lay down on his side.
Watching Cui Zhiyun fall asleep, Zhang Yixing came out of the bedroom and gently closed the door. He took out his mobile phone and went to the balcony to make a call: "Come to Jinding, I hope we can talk."
Less than half an hour after the call was hung up, Cui Zhiyun's door in Jinding Apartment sounded a reminder that the password was correct.
The door opened, Baekhyun walked in wearing a black leather jacket, dark gray jeans underneath and high-top black leather shoes.His hair was a little disheveled by the wind, he raised his hand and gently flicked his hair a few times, standing still and looking at the man standing at the door of the glass sliding door of the balcony.
"What are you talking about? She's not at home?" Bian Baekhyun looked down at the neatly placed shoes at the door.
"She took sleeping pills and fell asleep." Zhang Yixing turned to look at Bian Boxian.
He is so stylish!If he hadn't been the general manager of such a leading company, wouldn't Bian Boxian be more casual and fashionable?
"Sleeping pills? What's the matter? Why did you ask me to come here to talk?" Bian Boxian closed the door behind him and walked in.
"She has lost her memory, I think I should tell you." Zhang Yixing took it for granted.
"Memory loss?" A memory blind spot is not enough, another memory loss?
Bian Boxian stared at Zhang Yixing, hoping to see something: "Why do you think you should tell me?"
Zhang Yixing lowered his head and smiled, is Bian Boxian showing off his feet?Why?When he is stupid?
"Her situation does not allow her to live alone. Even if there is surveillance in this room, and I live opposite, it may not work."
Cui Zhiyun can no longer live by herself, her situation is too dangerous.
"What do you mean!" Bian Baekhyun felt like being spied on, and there was nothing to hide.
"Obviously." Zhang Yixing shrugged and spread his hands, "You can only watch her."
"Me?" Baekhyun frowned.he?Why him?Because this house is his?
"She went crazy just now. She didn't listen to any advice. Calling her name was useless, and she didn't allow anyone to get close. Even my suggestive inducements didn't work. Do you know what made her let her guard down?"
"What is it?"
"I said I am Byun Baekhyun."
"?"
Bian Boxian frowned, what kind of psychotherapy is this?
"I said I was Baekhyun, she instinctively started to call for help, started to put down her guard, and started to listen. So..."
"so."
"So, you are the one who can make her go crazy next time and calmly release from the outside world. She only listens to you." Zhang Yixing is very sure that Bian Boxian's special meaning to Cui Zhiyun may not be family, not lover, but her Savior of the world!
"Bian Baekhyun, she may not be suitable to continue to appear in normal life. Loss of memory is a precursor to loss of personality, but this is the first time I have encountered such a situation with the main personality and I have never heard of it."
Every word Zhang Yixing said is telling of Cui Zhiyun's current serious illness, which may not get worse.
Bian Baekhyun lowered his head and sat on the sofa, thinking.He was thinking about what to do, whether to continue to let Cui Zhiyun live in the side house or...
The day before yesterday, Kim Taehyung bought the nearest flight to Xiamen because of his own urgent business, and the Bian family couple also left City S because of Bian Boxian's urging, and went to the countryside.
Bian's house has now become a place where only Bian Baekhyun is alone. It is undoubtedly the most convenient and safest way to bring Cui Zhiyun back to Bian's house. There are all-round servants monitoring, and the security system of Bian's house will also monitor Cui Zhiyun in real time. every move of the house.
"You said, I will consider it." Bian Boxian thought for a while before looking up to Zhang Yixing and said: "However, your treatment method still needs to be accelerated."
"It's natural."
Zhang Yixing knows better than Bian Boxian that Cui Zhiyun's current situation can't wait anymore!
What Cui Zhiyun needs is to find the memory blind spot immediately, and in this matter, the biggest helper is undoubtedly Bian Baekhyun!
"Bian Boxian, you might be Trigger!" Zhang Yixing suddenly thought of something, his eyes lit up!
"Trigger? What's that?" Baekhyun frowned at the unfamiliar word, it was the first time he heard this word.
"trigger!"
Just this one word is enough to explain what Zhang Yixing wants to say, Bian Boxian is the trigger of Cui Zhiyun's dissociative identity disorder.
Thinking carefully since Cui Zhiyun returned to China, in the critical situation before almost every personality change, most of the cases have Bian Baekhyun's existence or indirectly because of him.
"Trigger?" Bian Baekhyun savored the word repeatedly, did it affirm his existence in her heart differently?
Bian Boxian didn't know, let alone dare to think about it.He was entangled, entangled with himself, and his rational judgment told him that Cui Zhiyun's feelings for him were true, but she refused to admit that she loved him.
But the feeling and what he saw told him instead, don't think about it, she never belonged to him.Since she was a child, she has been avoiding him, avoiding the title of fiancee, avoiding his feelings, and avoiding everything related to him.Obviously his feelings are so obvious, everyone understands his feelings, only she is running away!
"Bian Boxian, your cooperation may be the key to unlocking the shackles in her heart. Believe me." Zhang Yixing pulled one corner of his lips lightly, he dared to bet his long career and his pursuit of medicine.Baekhyun must be involved in Choi Jiyun's illness!It's just that these two people don't know it.
Cui Zhiyun's memory that caused the disease was thrown in a corner of her mind that she didn't know. There were demons in that memory, but there must also be angels!
With only the existence of demons, she will never survive today!
"I will try my best to cooperate, and I hope you don't let me down!" Bian Boxian looked directly at Zhang Yixing, his eyes were so sharp, as if he was torturing something.
There was no panic on Zhang Yixing's smiling face: "I..."
"what!!!!!!"
Before the words came out, Cui Zhiyun's screams came from the bedroom.Bian Boxian and Zhang Yixing looked at each other, Bian Boxian's eyes widened and he immediately got up and ran into the bedroom.
"What's going on? What happened to Zhiyun?" Zhang Yixing looked at Cui Zhiyun with a serious face, and he no longer smiled.
This is the first time since he took over Cui Zhiyun's disease, Cui Zhiyun's personality is in the state of a mentally ill patient.She is no longer a sober protagonist, she looks like a mental patient in a mental hospital, crazy and no longer sober.
She looks like a madman.
Suddenly, Zhang Yixing realized that if she didn't speed up her pace to find the root of Cui Zhiyun's disease, she might become a personality that was no longer important in this body, a personality like a lunatic.No reason, no ego, and no future.
Cui Zhiyun's fate is either to become a lunatic personality, or to wait to be wiped out by other stronger personalities!
Cui Zhiyun got up and leaned on the bed, wrapped her legs and knees and said calmly, "I may have lost my memory."
"Maybe? Amnesia?" Zhang Yixing was stunned, unable to understand what she was talking about.
"Lay, I don't remember the time between returning from the United States and working in the company. I think that should be the time I have existed, right! But who picked me up, met me, and how did I return to the group to resume my job I don’t even remember, I only remember what happened after the board.”
She thought about it, and identified a period of time that she had no memory of.
Zhang Yixing stared at Cui Zhiyun, so fast?A few days ago, I just found out that there is an unknown personality in her body, He Xi'an.It was discovered that she had a memory blind spot, but did she experience memory loss again today?
Memory loss, isn't that what happens before personality disappears?Could it be...
Zhang Yixing didn't dare to think about it any further. Even a psychiatrist like him would be afraid of such assumptions, let alone her client!
"Zhiyun..." The professor of psychology, who had been calm all of a sudden, and who had hidden it so deeply, didn't know what to say.
He didn't know how to tell her that this was a sign of loss of personality!
"What's going on? Tell me, don't hesitate, that's not you, and it's not what a doctor should do." Cui Zhiyun's cold voice sounded hopeless to Zhang Yixing.
"Memory loss, slowly your memory will disappear a little bit, and time may become faster and faster."
It was the approach of death, like a premonition.
"Memory disappears? First is memory blindness, then memory disappears. Lay, what will happen in the end? Did you fail? Was defeated by these personalities?" Cui Zhiyun looked up at Zhang Yixing with a sudden smile.
Zhang Yixing just looked at Cui Zhiyun, and looked at her silently.He knows very well that for people with identity disorder, whether it is separated or present, memory is the hallmark!
Memory is the sign of identity existence!
If there is no memory, how can she prove that she existed, or that she existed?
What is there to prove that she exists in this world?No one can prove it, and no one knows how to prove it!
"Zhiyun, you need to rest. Your nerves are too tense." She is too much like a created personality, this is what Zhang Yixing was most afraid of at the beginning.
Zhang Yixing was suddenly in a daze, he thought of a hypothesis, Cui Zhiyun's condition progressed so fast, the rate of deterioration was beyond anyone's imagination, was it because he gave her that medicine?Is there another side effect of this drug that accelerates the deterioration of the condition?
He dare not continue to imagine.
Zhang Yixing regained his senses, took out a white medicine bottle from his bag, poured out a pill the size of a mung bean and handed it to Cui Zhiyun: "You should have a good sleep now. Think about other things after you wake up."
Cui Zhiyun took the pill, looked down at the pill in her hand, she knew what it was, tranquilizer plus sleeping pill.
Zhang Yixing wants her to sleep now?
Well, let's take a break for a while, anyway.
Cui Zhiyun's current attitude is on the verge of breaking the can, she has no choice, and the same is true for resistance.
She picked up the half bottle of mineral water that was left on the table at some point and mixed it with the pills and drank it.Then he covered his head with the quilt and lay down on his side.
Watching Cui Zhiyun fall asleep, Zhang Yixing came out of the bedroom and gently closed the door. He took out his mobile phone and went to the balcony to make a call: "Come to Jinding, I hope we can talk."
Less than half an hour after the call was hung up, Cui Zhiyun's door in Jinding Apartment sounded a reminder that the password was correct.
The door opened, Baekhyun walked in wearing a black leather jacket, dark gray jeans underneath and high-top black leather shoes.His hair was a little disheveled by the wind, he raised his hand and gently flicked his hair a few times, standing still and looking at the man standing at the door of the glass sliding door of the balcony.
"What are you talking about? She's not at home?" Bian Baekhyun looked down at the neatly placed shoes at the door.
"She took sleeping pills and fell asleep." Zhang Yixing turned to look at Bian Boxian.
He is so stylish!If he hadn't been the general manager of such a leading company, wouldn't Bian Boxian be more casual and fashionable?
"Sleeping pills? What's the matter? Why did you ask me to come here to talk?" Bian Boxian closed the door behind him and walked in.
"She has lost her memory, I think I should tell you." Zhang Yixing took it for granted.
"Memory loss?" A memory blind spot is not enough, another memory loss?
Bian Boxian stared at Zhang Yixing, hoping to see something: "Why do you think you should tell me?"
Zhang Yixing lowered his head and smiled, is Bian Boxian showing off his feet?Why?When he is stupid?
"Her situation does not allow her to live alone. Even if there is surveillance in this room, and I live opposite, it may not work."
Cui Zhiyun can no longer live by herself, her situation is too dangerous.
"What do you mean!" Bian Baekhyun felt like being spied on, and there was nothing to hide.
"Obviously." Zhang Yixing shrugged and spread his hands, "You can only watch her."
"Me?" Baekhyun frowned.he?Why him?Because this house is his?
"She went crazy just now. She didn't listen to any advice. Calling her name was useless, and she didn't allow anyone to get close. Even my suggestive inducements didn't work. Do you know what made her let her guard down?"
"What is it?"
"I said I am Byun Baekhyun."
"?"
Bian Boxian frowned, what kind of psychotherapy is this?
"I said I was Baekhyun, she instinctively started to call for help, started to put down her guard, and started to listen. So..."
"so."
"So, you are the one who can make her go crazy next time and calmly release from the outside world. She only listens to you." Zhang Yixing is very sure that Bian Boxian's special meaning to Cui Zhiyun may not be family, not lover, but her Savior of the world!
"Bian Baekhyun, she may not be suitable to continue to appear in normal life. Loss of memory is a precursor to loss of personality, but this is the first time I have encountered such a situation with the main personality and I have never heard of it."
Every word Zhang Yixing said is telling of Cui Zhiyun's current serious illness, which may not get worse.
Bian Baekhyun lowered his head and sat on the sofa, thinking.He was thinking about what to do, whether to continue to let Cui Zhiyun live in the side house or...
The day before yesterday, Kim Taehyung bought the nearest flight to Xiamen because of his own urgent business, and the Bian family couple also left City S because of Bian Boxian's urging, and went to the countryside.
Bian's house has now become a place where only Bian Baekhyun is alone. It is undoubtedly the most convenient and safest way to bring Cui Zhiyun back to Bian's house. There are all-round servants monitoring, and the security system of Bian's house will also monitor Cui Zhiyun in real time. every move of the house.
"You said, I will consider it." Bian Boxian thought for a while before looking up to Zhang Yixing and said: "However, your treatment method still needs to be accelerated."
"It's natural."
Zhang Yixing knows better than Bian Boxian that Cui Zhiyun's current situation can't wait anymore!
What Cui Zhiyun needs is to find the memory blind spot immediately, and in this matter, the biggest helper is undoubtedly Bian Baekhyun!
"Bian Boxian, you might be Trigger!" Zhang Yixing suddenly thought of something, his eyes lit up!
"Trigger? What's that?" Baekhyun frowned at the unfamiliar word, it was the first time he heard this word.
"trigger!"
Just this one word is enough to explain what Zhang Yixing wants to say, Bian Boxian is the trigger of Cui Zhiyun's dissociative identity disorder.
Thinking carefully since Cui Zhiyun returned to China, in the critical situation before almost every personality change, most of the cases have Bian Baekhyun's existence or indirectly because of him.
"Trigger?" Bian Baekhyun savored the word repeatedly, did it affirm his existence in her heart differently?
Bian Boxian didn't know, let alone dare to think about it.He was entangled, entangled with himself, and his rational judgment told him that Cui Zhiyun's feelings for him were true, but she refused to admit that she loved him.
But the feeling and what he saw told him instead, don't think about it, she never belonged to him.Since she was a child, she has been avoiding him, avoiding the title of fiancee, avoiding his feelings, and avoiding everything related to him.Obviously his feelings are so obvious, everyone understands his feelings, only she is running away!
"Bian Boxian, your cooperation may be the key to unlocking the shackles in her heart. Believe me." Zhang Yixing pulled one corner of his lips lightly, he dared to bet his long career and his pursuit of medicine.Baekhyun must be involved in Choi Jiyun's illness!It's just that these two people don't know it.
Cui Zhiyun's memory that caused the disease was thrown in a corner of her mind that she didn't know. There were demons in that memory, but there must also be angels!
With only the existence of demons, she will never survive today!
"I will try my best to cooperate, and I hope you don't let me down!" Bian Boxian looked directly at Zhang Yixing, his eyes were so sharp, as if he was torturing something.
There was no panic on Zhang Yixing's smiling face: "I..."
"what!!!!!!"
Before the words came out, Cui Zhiyun's screams came from the bedroom.Bian Boxian and Zhang Yixing looked at each other, Bian Boxian's eyes widened and he immediately got up and ran into the bedroom.
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