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The yellow light can only illuminate an area less than three meters away in the living room. The long and narrow light spills down from the cabinet next to the sofa, and the faint light is emitted by a small desk lamp.

In that kind of night, in the huge living room, only such a desk lamp was turned on, and even the plug of the vertical lamp stand not far away was inserted into the socket.

The range that the vertical light stand can illuminate must be wider than this small desk lamp.

A goblet was placed near the table lamp. The high-quality red wine in the glass was bright in color, and it looked like a high-end red wine with a long history!

There was only one figure in the living room, and the black shirt was almost hidden in the darkness.

Bian Baekhyun looked at the empty Bian's yard without moving or speaking.He just put his hands in his trouser pockets and looked at the yard expressionlessly.

The white T-shirt under the black shirt made him look less serious.Cui Zhiyun's business trip made Bian Boxian feel a little confused, what if she gets sick in City F?

Such a quiet atmosphere allows Baekhyun to think more calmly, thinking about himself, thinking about Cui Jiyun, thinking about her illness, and thinking about his feelings.

Since Choi Jiyun's memory blind spot already existed when she got sick, it must have existed for a long time, otherwise for so many years, even if she didn't have him all the time, she still had Wu Sehun and Kim Jongin anyway.If she had amnesia, how could no one have noticed?

After all, even her illness, the 'amnesia' of schizophrenia and schizophrenia that occurred in her lost time body was discovered by Jin Zhongda, so Bian Baekhyun is sure that her illness is definitely not in the years they have been together.

So where is her illness?

When you were studying in the US?Was it when you were with Wu Yifan?or when?

Bian Baekhyun is racking his brains to think, he and Choi Jiyun grew up together, and he basically knows everything he has experienced, so when exactly did she lose a memory?What does that memory carry?

For what reason did she lose her memory, time, and herself?

Bian Baekhyun knows that Cui Jiyun's memory disappears, and the consciousness of coexistence reappeared that time, which is a precursor to her disappearance.

disappear!Choi Jiyun disappeared!If Cui Zhiyun disappears, who will stay?Casey?Will it be Casey?

She didn't provoke him so many times, she told him so many times to get used to her.If Choi Jiyun becomes Casey, Byun Baekhyun doesn't know what he will become!

how come?How did things develop like this?Baekhyun doesn't know, what exactly is Casey asking for?Is it just survival?The personality that has been drowning behind all the personalities for so many years suddenly wants to survive?

Baekhyun suddenly had a bold guess at this moment, would Casey stay because of him?Could it be because of him?

After all, Casey's appearance was just when Baekhyun was disheartened and ready to give up, to give up their engagement, to give up this love that he had been obsessed with for 15 years.

At that time, Bian Baekhyun had already started to plan this gamble involving himself, Wu Yifan, and Choi Jiyun, betting on Choi Jiyun's heart, betting on his Bian Baekhyun's love, and betting that he loves Cui Jiyun more than Wu Yifan!

At that time, no one knew about the so-called plan to kill two birds with one stone that he had conspired. Everyone thought that he no longer loved Cui Zhiyun, he had completely given up on her, and even he acted so hard that he almost believed that his heart was already rock-solid.

At one time, Baekhyun lived in the "TV series" he wrote, directed and acted in. He entered the role, alienated Choi Jiyun, and sometimes even started to hate her.He was so ruthless that he almost lost himself.

However, the appearance of Kim Taehyung and the accident that night completely awakened Byun Baekhyun from the nightmare he had woven. His purpose was not to push away Cui Jiyun, not to make himself hate Cui Jiyun, nor to make his love miscarriage. But for my own happiness and the expectation of my parents, I did a 'good-hearted love scam'.

By the way, when did Choi Jiyun come to Byun's house?When did it happen?Is it kindergarten or elementary school?

Bian Boxian is trying his best to think back, after all, too many years have passed, and his childhood memories are already blurred.Bian Baekhyun raised his right hand to press the forehead between the eyebrows, and closed his eyes. He remembered the first time Cui Zhiyun came to Bian's house. Because he was too curious about this 'child bride', he came home early from school pretending to have a stomachache.At that time, he seemed to be in the third grade of elementary school. At that time, he had already met Jin Zhongda, the former underworld prince at school.

So at that time, Cui Zhiyun was already old enough to go to elementary school, so Cui Zhiyun should have come to Bian's house when he was seven years old!

Seven years old, that is an age that has already begun to understand the world. At that time, Cui Zhiyun saw him with a kind of timidity, but also a kind of curiosity. The unyielding energy in his eyes is something that Bian Baekhyun will never forget in his life.

At that time, Cui Zhiyun was still relatively estranged from him in Bian's house. She always played alone, not with him. She always held a box of crayons in her hand. In fact, that crayon looked very familiar to Bian Baekhyun. But I just can’t remember why it looks familiar, maybe it’s because everyone uses the same?

If it wasn't for Bian Baekhyun's repeated approaching and wishing to get along with her, Cui Zhiyun would not have looked at him directly.In the beginning, she always looked at him secretly, rejecting his teasing of 'child bride' and 'child bride'.

Later, if the dog from the neighbor’s house next door hadn’t run out and came to Bian’s back garden to scare Cui Zhiyun, and Bian Baekhyun stepped forward to protect her, she would not have started to be attached to him in times of crisis. That attachment was For 17 years, but that kind of attachment was only when she was afraid, she would hold on to his clothes and hide beside him.

and so!

Bian Boxian suddenly opened his eyes and looked down at the floor-to-ceiling window, the light in his eyes looked straight at him, and his expression became much more serious.

He recalled so much, according to various indications, Cui Zhiyun's memory blind spot that no one knew, the root cause of that dissociative identity disorder was before she came to Bian's house!

Before she was seven years old!If Baekhyun missed something, this is it.Cui Zhiyun's memory blind spot is before coming to Bian's house, those childhood days before coming to Bian's house.

Thinking of this, Bian Boxian suddenly felt a chill down his spine!If so, wouldn't it be more difficult to verify?Since it's a memory blind spot, it's something she doesn't want to remember. What did she experience in her childhood?What have you been through?

Bian Baekhyun has no way of knowing, the feeling of having escaped from his grasp, the feeling of the god of destiny's joke makes Bian Baekhyun terrified.Inexplicable fear!

The goddess of memory, Mnemosyne, not only had a game of chasing and seeking with Cui Zhiyun, but also had a memory test with Baekhyun.Such a long memory, nearly 20 years have passed, how can they still remember it?How can they think of those ages that may happen at an age when they don't understand the world, or at an age when they don't understand the world at all?

They are normal people, not child prodigies, nor geniuses, how could they remember so much?There are really too many times and events experienced in life, so much that I don’t have the energy and ability to memorize them one by one, like a movie on a DVD player, it’s impossible to recall those things when I was young in an instant. possible.

so what?So they cut off the clues, so Choi Jiyun can only 'wait for death'?is that so?

Suddenly Bian Baekhyun raised his head, the corner of his mouth raised slightly to look at the bright moon in the sky, he actually just asked yesterday, no!Should it mean that they tested Casey?

She didn't deny that she didn't know that memory blind spot. For a personality like Casey, she used to be an all-knowing personality, and she should remember those things when she was young.The memory blind spot that Cui Zhiyun does not exist is in Casey's place, and she should exist to carry the things in those memory blind spots.

Bian Boxian was delighted that they had another clue to pursue, and it was a very important clue.

But apart from being happy, Bian Boxian felt a little distressed.Since Cui Zhiyun's memory blind spot happened before the age of seven, and Casey has that memory, doesn't that mean that Casey existed before Cui Zhiyun was seven years old?

Casey existed before Choi Ji Yoon was seven years old?Then she was DID before she came to Bian's house!She was a dissociative identity disorder patient before she came to Bian's house?She was schizophrenic before she came to Bian's house!

Baekhyun's heart ached to death at this moment!The woman he had always loved deeply, who had always been on the tip of his heart, suffered from schizophrenia after experiencing an illegitimate child and the death of his dependent mother!

She was obviously born so unfairly. After closing a door for her, God also brought her a window. How could she not give her a breath?

Is it true that people born unlucky will become more and more unlucky in this life?Unhappy family, psychological distortion, what kind of life is this?Why is God so unfair?

Bian Boxian frowned and pressed his temples, he was very sad, and his originally handsome face was full of melancholy.Bian Boxian still loves Cui Zhiyun more, and loves that woman who is two years younger than him. She has experienced so much in just [-] years of life!

However, Bian Boxian also knew that no matter how much he felt sorry for Cui Zhiyun, he couldn't empathize with this matter, just like two people talking.One person said: The sea is beautiful, but the other said: Many people have drowned.

People will never be able to empathize and think in another way.Because thoughts, experiences, and senses are all different.You will never know how painful it is until the needle pricks yourself!

At this moment, Bian Boxian is calm like an old man who has experienced vicissitudes, and full of emotion like a godfather.That kind of him may be the person sent by God to open the door of Cui Zhiyun's fate that he closed. Byun Baekhyun is the person who will definitely appear in Cui Zhiyun's life. It is about love, about salvation, and about fairness!