I'm lurking in EXO

Cui Zhiyun leaned on the door panel and looked at herself in the full-length mirror in the room.

Her consciousness is being devoured bit by bit, her memory is still blurred and chaotic, and now even her consciousness is starting to go wrong.Finding that memory may be the real way to face the unbearable past and face the pain.

Confusion has actually happened more than once, and that kind of crazy state is not sober at all.She can't even remember what she said or what happened when she was confused.

She couldn't break up her waking will and stand by and watch.

Memory, memory, everything ultimately points to that memory.

Looking at herself in the mirror, Cui Zhiyun was upset, she slowly approached the mirror, the self in the mirror smiled so contemptuously and disdainfully.Just like the self in the wine glass when I was in the lair.

Casey!It's Kathy!

She appeared coexistence consciousness again, looking at the two selves in the mirror and outside the mirror.

It is a space where they exist together, a moment of dialogue at the same time.Casey, that powerful personality who cannot ignore the sense of existence.She gave Cui Zhiyun a headache and even more fear, her smile seemed to Cui Zhiyun to be the mockery of death!

"you…"

"Cui Zhiyun." Casey in the mirror smiled as a matter of course: "Why did you become like this again? Cowardly and hypocritical!"

"Why do you question me? You are just a small fragment in my head!" Cui Zhiyun hates this feeling of being contemptuous. What is she, Casey?what is sheWhy are you laughing at her here?

"Are you still trying to remember what happened before you were seven years old? It's ridiculous!" Casey looked so confident, how could Cui Zhiyun remember that?

"It's up to now, obediently surrender and admit defeat! Everything you have done is in vain! Still daydreaming, thinking you will remember that memory? Is it just a childhood memory?"

Casey's words hit Cui Zhiyun's heart one after another, she knew it!Casey is aware of those memory blind spots?That memory is actually with her!

Cui Zhiyun looked at Casey in the mirror and couldn't say anything.

"If you want to know everything, you have to pay a price, Cui Zhiyun, ask yourself if you can afford that price? You can't bear it at all, can you? Don't think about how strong and great you are! I gave you your strength! If you don't Me, you are a shrinking turtle!"

"Why do you think I can't bear it, who are you? Why do you judge me? You are just an illusion, an illusion in my head!"

Cui Zhiyun was roaring, roaring at Casey's words.She used to be so calm and smart, why would such a mere personality laugh at her?

"Why? Heh! Isn't that what you were like back then? Because you couldn't bear the pain, you chose to escape and created me. Isn't it? Cui Zhiyun, it was me, I replaced you and faced those things you couldn't bear. The pain that comes. It's me!"

Casey was also roaring, roaring about Cui Zhiyun's accusation just now, and also roaring about the dissatisfaction accumulated over the years.Those pains she endured silently behind her back, those fears she endured in the dark, she has to vent out all at once.

Cui Zhiyun, it's time for her to repay, the debt she owed over the years!

"... "

"If it wasn't for me, you would have died in those pains long ago, wouldn't you? Who is the hallucination, who is the master personality, and who should disappear? Do you know? What do you know? What do you know? Just Can you yell and point fingers here? So, Choi Ji Yoon, what do you think of doing? You just keep being a coward, a runaway, isn't it good?"

"No, no. It's you who should disappear, it's you, you monster!" Cui Zhiyun looked at Casey smiling coquettishly in the mirror, screamed and pushed the mirror down.

No!Is she the protagonist just because she knows that memory?How can it be?How could she, Casey, be the protagonist?This body, this time, this life belongs to her Cui Zhiyun, and has nothing to do with Casey!

Cui Zhiyun fell to the ground, staring blankly at the mirror whose glass had been shattered all over the floor.Now Cui Zhiyun and her personality have begun to coexist, talking in her waking consciousness.But is retrieving memory really a good choice?

To retrieve that memory, does she have the confidence and ability to face the unbearable past that is why she chooses to be forgotten?

The memory that shattered her heart?That mother who committed suicide inexplicably, that mansion that hides so many secrets.

As Tsangyang Gyatso said, how many secrets does a person need to hide in order to spend his life skillfully?

People in this society are like this. They are always hesitating, weighing, and looking around, estimating the damage they will suffer at any time. It pulls out of the cage.But there is no such person around Cui Zhiyun, so Casey is the person she created, pulling her out of the abyss of pain.

In a certain sense, it was Kathy who saved her, but now the savior wants to hurt her in turn.

Cui Zhiyun was terrified, and Casey knew her to death!

Cui Zhiyun was leaning against the bed, holding her head and weeping. That kind of chaotic life, that kind of emptiness and helplessness was like throwing her into an empty dark room. She seemed to have another dark room flashed in her mind. , she seems to be in it.

There was a cold and damp smell that filled the nose, and that musty smell made Cui Zhiyun unconsciously vomit.Why?Will that colored glazed glass appear in front of her eyes again?

Who is that kid curled up in the corner inside?The top of the head with short hair is facing her. Who is that child?

Cui Zhiyun curled up beside the bed and called out Baekhyun's name tremblingly: "Baekhyun, Baekhyun."

...

Bian Boxian came to the study to check his mailbox, there should be work sent to the mailbox from the company that skipped work this afternoon.When I opened the mailbox, apart from the results discussed by the staff of the development department this afternoon, there was only one email from Zhang Yixing.Bian Baekhyun opened the email with a frown, and looked at the email with few words on it.

Zhang Yixing's meaning is obvious. Cui Zhiyun's hypnosis failed, so even if he continues to hypnotize, it will be futile. To be lost in that nightmare of her own, never to come out again.

That kind of failure is either a lunatic who becomes a mental hospital or a vegetable lying in a hospital bed!

Zhang Yixing’s email suggestion to Bian Boxian was to ask Bian Boxian to take Cui Zhiyun to that mansion to search for memories, the memory with Cui Zhiyun’s mental trauma.

Baekhyun leaned back on the chair and let out a sigh of relief, will he go with Choi Jiyun to the place where she used to live?Bian Boxian only knows the address of that place, and he has never been to the specifics.

But now for Cui Zhiyun, in order not to let her disappear, he must accompany Cui Zhiyun to go to that place that has been deserted for 17 years.

He sighed and turned on the surveillance camera in Cui Zhiyun's room, wondering how she is doing now?Hypnosis failed today, I saw Kim Jong-in again, I wonder if she is okay?

Bian Baekhyun believed that Kim Jong In must have said something to Choi Ji Yun, otherwise she would not be like that when she came back.She was irritable and anxious looking more and more.Although she is not as cold and beautiful as she used to be, but this kind of her is not the confident and wise her before!

Bian Baekhyun stared at the surveillance video of Choi Jiyun's room on the computer screen, what's going on?how so?

The surveillance showed that the full-length mirror in Cui Zhiyun's room fell to the ground and shattered. Cui Zhiyun was curled up beside the bed with her head down. It was unclear from the surveillance what she was doing and whether she was still awake.

Bian Baekhyun stood up from the chair and immediately ran out of the study, thinking about the second bedroom on the second floor!

He broke into Cui Zhiyun's room without knocking on the door at all, looking at the messy room: "Zhiyun?"

"Baekhyun, Baekhyun..."

Choi Jiyun repeated Bian Baekhyun's name over and over again with a trembling appearance, as if it was a mantra, and it seemed that if she repeated it like this, it was her hope of living. Relieve her pain, it seems that if this is repeated, there will be heroes of the world to save.

"Jiyun." Byun Baekhyun squatted beside Cui Zhiyun and gently pulled her out of her own lap.

He was so gentle as if she was a fragile porcelain doll in his hands, distressed but also loved.

Bian Baekhyun stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms, let her lean into his arms, patted her on the back lightly, and whispered softly: "Brother Baekhyun is here, I am here. It's okay, it's okay!"

"Baekhyun, Baekhyun..."

Her expression was already sluggish, she leaned in his arms and listened to his strong heartbeat, and slowly closed her eyes.

Baekhyun, what should I do with you?What should we do with our feelings?

How can she drag him down?one such her?Why?What qualifications did he have to make him work hard for her?

Baekhyun half-kneeled beside her bed while hugging Cui Zhiyun, that quiet appearance seemed to harmonize the whole youth.The wind outside the window blew past, flapping the white curtains, allowing the eyes of the afternoon to burst in and watch such a scene abruptly.

Sometimes there will always be a person in our life, when you are afraid and helpless, rushing to you desperately just to hug you and say to you: 'I am here. 'The short four words are enough to feel at ease, there is such a person in this life, everything is enough, enough!

In this world, as long as one person has not given up, existence is valuable. After all, there are still people who care about, hope for, and watch over!

There are still people who choose to stand at the corner of the street and wait for you who are wandering, so will they have the courage and strength to go on?

Cui Zhiyun didn't know if she should continue to be selfish or 'stop it'.