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Chapter 206: Revisiting Western-style Buildings
Because of Casey's 'provocation', Cui Zhiyun decided that no matter what, she must work hard, go back to the mansion that carries all the secrets, and continue to search for the secret buried deep in her memory.She was eager to know what it was like, to know everything!
Zhang Yixing said that this kind of treatment method other than fusion therapy is to oppose the mental trauma and face the pain of the past, so that he can persist and remember without separation.
Such a treatment effect will strengthen Cui Zhiyun's personality awareness, and can also reduce memory loss, which is also good for Cui Zhiyun's personality fusion.But how can there be so many benefits without harm?
For patients with dissociative identity disorder, this kind of contradictory treatment is an act of reopening the scars. If they fall into hallucinations, Choi Jiyun may go crazy on the spot.
Even so, Cui Zhiyun still has to give it a go, she has no way out, and Casey's appearance time is almost equal to her, if this continues, Cui Zhiyun's personality consciousness will decline, and without the stimulation of Casey, Cui Zhiyun will become more and more weak.
Cui Zhiyun can't disappear, she can only succeed in the war with Casey, she can't fail!
"I don't agree!" Bian Baekhyun replied in a deep voice while sitting on the sofa of Bian's house. It's not like he didn't see what happened to Cui Zhiyun last time!
Cui Zhiyun like that, just standing in the garden will have hallucinations, the hallucination that makes her crazy, not knowing herself or others
feel.
"The last time, Baekhyun's last time. If it doesn't work this time, I really have no way out." Cui Zhiyun's voice was helpless.
It was a sign that the footsteps of the god of death were approaching, and Cui Zhiyun was anxious and afraid.No matter what happens this time, she will take a gamble, she believes that there is no unparalleled road.
"You..." Bian Baekhyun frowned and looked at Cui Zhiyun angrily, she was looking for her own death!
If it was true that she had hallucinations and turned into a lunatic, how would he explain to his parents?How can I explain to myself?
"Bian Boxian, I...I'll go by myself." If he doesn't want to, then she will go even if she goes by herself!
Looking at Cui Zhiyun's persistent and stubborn look, Bian Baekhyun sighed, he can only compromise, otherwise what should we do?Did she really let her go to that place by herself?
"Okay, I'll take you there! But you have to calm down."
...
The western-style building was still the same as before, but their mood was different.Bian Boxian looked at this western-style building as if he was facing an enemy. This western-style building has the ability to 'eat people'.
They must not lose themselves here, let alone let Cui Zhiyun lose themselves, in that case all efforts will be in vain.
"Are you ready?" Byun Baekhyun asked Cui Zhiyun beside him.
Last time they had seen how scary this western building was for Cui Zhiyun.
"Get ready, let's go in this time! This time we'll go directly into the house." Cui Zhiyun's expression was serious. Chinese medicine has a method called "fighting poison with poison", and Cui Zhiyun thought it might be worth a try.Maybe this method would really allow her to find that lost memory.
After saying that, Cui Zhiyun stepped up to the door of the foreign building, and strode towards the door of the house that was already in a mess. She had no chance to turn back, and she couldn't turn back, absolutely not!
"Zhiyun!" Bian Boxian chased after him, he didn't expect Cui Zhiyun to venture in like this?
But Bian Boxian also knew that Cui Zhiyun had no way out.She can only move forward, because there is already an abyss behind her, and if she stops for one step, she will be lost forever!
"Help me open it! Byun Baekhyun, I only have this chance." Cui Zhiyun's words were cold but his attitude was decisive.
Bian Boxian glanced worriedly, then turned to the door.No one has lived here for nearly 20 years, and the key has been lost for a long time. Even if there is a key in such an abandoned place that has been in disrepair for a long time, it is basically impossible to open anything.
Bian Baekhyun took a deep breath, raised his foot and kicked hard at the door panel.Because the door panel has been aging for too long, Bian Boxian basically kicked a hole in the door panel without much effort.
Bian Baekhyun took a deep breath, stretched his hand in along the kicked hole and opened the door.As soon as the door was opened, a damp smell came from the house, making Bian Baekhyun uncontrollably nauseous, Cui Zhiyun frowned at the smell, she was familiar with this damp smell.
In memory, there was this smell that surrounded her all the time, like a rope that was getting tighter and tighter bound her.Bian Baekhyun waved his hands to push away the dust that hit his face, but Choi Jiyun walked in first.
This house here is where she lived for seven years!Why is there no impression in memory?Why have I never had any memory of this place?Is the memory of the past so difficult to face?
Choi Jiyun, what kind of memory did you forget?Why give it to Casey?
Cui Zhiyun asked herself in her heart while walking.
The objects in the room were all placed where they should be, and they were just there, covered with a white cloth, which was already covered with dust, and the rotten and musty smell in the air made Bian Baekhyun frown .
Cui Zhiyun's complexion is only a little dignified but there is no unnecessary expression. Cui Zhiyun carefully tested each step along the stairs. This place has been abandoned for too long. Such stairs are likely to be rotten wood. If one is not careful, two people may be in danger. But she had to go to the place on the second floor.
Cui Zhiyun tentatively climbed up to the second floor step by step, followed by Bian Baekhyun.When he came to the bedroom on the second floor, Cui Zhiyun stood at the door and stared at the open balcony in a daze.
Bian Baekhyun looked into the room and asked, "What's wrong? Did you remember anything?"
"My mother died in this room." Cui Zhiyun said lightly, still looking at the balcony with dull eyes.
"Here?" Bian Boxian remembered that Weng Meihua died of depression, but...
"Just on this balcony! Right here, she committed suicide in front of me like this. She committed suicide like this, in front of a seven-year-old child." Cui Zhiyun said with a smile, her life is such a father who does not recognize his identity, No one cared about the mother who committed suicide in front of her.
suicide?Bian Boxian never thought that Weng Meihua committed suicide. In front of Cui Zhiyun, Cui Zhiyun watched the dependent mother fall in a pool of blood.
"Zhong Ren said, I just watched her body here all night, just for one night."
Hearing Cui Zhiyun's words, Bian Baekhyun was even more shocked. He didn't expect to find out that Weng Meihua passed away a day later. Such a child just looked at the bloody corpse all night. How could she have no psychological shadow?
Is this what Cui Zhiyun's schizophrenia bears?Is this history?But for Weng Meihua and Casey's resistance, there is no sadness or longing as a daughter at all, it is full of hatred.
"She never cared about me!" Cui Zhiyun's smile was very sad, the mother who supported her for so long actually didn't care about her at all!
"Don't think about it, don't think about it anymore." Bian Baekhyun reached out and held Cui Zhiyun in his arms. Her tragic life experience made Bian Baekhyun feel distressed.
"But not only do I not remember the day she died, I don't even remember the seven years before that. Why? Why?" Cui Zhiyun's tears flowed down her cheeks.
Suddenly, the child and the multicolored glazed window flashed in her mind, and Cui Zhiyun broke away from Baekhyun's embrace, turned her head and ran downstairs in a panic.
"Slow down." Bian Baekhyun shouted from behind.
Because he ran too fast, Cui Zhiyun didn't even step on the last two steps, and he stepped on the air and fell to the ground.Bian Boxian also quickly went downstairs to help Cui Zhiyun: "Zhiyun!"
Cui Zhiyun got up from the ground, but his wrist that had started to ooze blood, turned his head and rushed inside, standing at a door at the end of the corridor, Cui Zhiyun took a deep breath, and then pushed open the door vigorously.
As soon as the door was opened, apart from the cardboard boxes listed, what caught the eye was the colorful glass of the entire window.Such colorful colors are shining gorgeously against the sun, but in Cui Zhiyun's view, it is a blindfolded method of ghost summoning.That glazed glass looked so terrifying, just like the fear that came from the bottom of my heart.
"That child is right here, right here." Cui Zhiyun looked at the gap in the glass and walked over.
She took her hand and stroked the gap through which she saw the child in the plaid dress.Baekhyun looked at Cui Jiyun, and also looked at the glass, why did he feel so familiar?
He also felt familiar with this place, this scene, and this gap. He must have seen it before!
Yes, it was the dream, the child in the dream, he and the child touched each other for the first time in that gap.Their fingers touched, it was the child in this room.
Suddenly Bian Baekhyun boldly speculated that Choi Ji Yoon might be that child, the boy who looked like a boy might be Choi Ji Yoon!
Cui Zhiyun recalled by the window, suddenly she seemed to see the child begging for help, and kept begging for help, someone appeared, he was yelling and cursing, Cui Zhiyun felt the same fear!
"I was wrong! I was wrong! I was really wrong! Let me go! Let me go! Let me go!" Cui Zhiyun squatted on the ground holding her head, the wound on her wrist was still bleeding, but Cui Zhiyun was like Lost his mind and kept shouting like crazy, repeating these two sentences.
I was wrong, let me go.
who is it?Who is Choi Jiyun afraid of?
"Zhiyun? Zhiyun?" Bian Baekhyun squatted down and called Cui Zhiyun's name, but he just touched Cui Zhiyun's shoulder, and Cui Zhiyun immediately got up and ran away as if he had encountered a virus, and continued to yell.
"Let me go, let me go, don't, don't come here, don't come here. I will be obedient, I will be obedient!" Cui Zhiyun squatted in a corner beside the wall and yelled, burying her head between her knees.
"Jiyun, calm down. Jiyun!" Byun Baekhyun walked up to Cui Zhiyun with a serious voice, he knew it would be like this.
"Don't come here, Brother Baekhyun, save me, Brother Baekhyun, save me! Brother Baekhyun!" Cui Zhiyun yelled, this was the first time Baekhyun heard his name when Cui Zhiyun was insane, he had heard Zhang Yixing say before, Bian Boxian has always been skeptical.
But seeing it with his own eyes this time, Bian Boxian knew what Zhang Yixing said was true, and Cui Zhiyun really needed him.
"Jiyun, it's me! It's me! I'm Baekhyun! I'm Baekhyun!" Baekhyun shouted as he held Cui Zhiyun in his arms.
"Brother Baekhyun, save me! You are finally here! Brother Baekhyun!"
Zhang Yixing said that this kind of treatment method other than fusion therapy is to oppose the mental trauma and face the pain of the past, so that he can persist and remember without separation.
Such a treatment effect will strengthen Cui Zhiyun's personality awareness, and can also reduce memory loss, which is also good for Cui Zhiyun's personality fusion.But how can there be so many benefits without harm?
For patients with dissociative identity disorder, this kind of contradictory treatment is an act of reopening the scars. If they fall into hallucinations, Choi Jiyun may go crazy on the spot.
Even so, Cui Zhiyun still has to give it a go, she has no way out, and Casey's appearance time is almost equal to her, if this continues, Cui Zhiyun's personality consciousness will decline, and without the stimulation of Casey, Cui Zhiyun will become more and more weak.
Cui Zhiyun can't disappear, she can only succeed in the war with Casey, she can't fail!
"I don't agree!" Bian Baekhyun replied in a deep voice while sitting on the sofa of Bian's house. It's not like he didn't see what happened to Cui Zhiyun last time!
Cui Zhiyun like that, just standing in the garden will have hallucinations, the hallucination that makes her crazy, not knowing herself or others
feel.
"The last time, Baekhyun's last time. If it doesn't work this time, I really have no way out." Cui Zhiyun's voice was helpless.
It was a sign that the footsteps of the god of death were approaching, and Cui Zhiyun was anxious and afraid.No matter what happens this time, she will take a gamble, she believes that there is no unparalleled road.
"You..." Bian Baekhyun frowned and looked at Cui Zhiyun angrily, she was looking for her own death!
If it was true that she had hallucinations and turned into a lunatic, how would he explain to his parents?How can I explain to myself?
"Bian Boxian, I...I'll go by myself." If he doesn't want to, then she will go even if she goes by herself!
Looking at Cui Zhiyun's persistent and stubborn look, Bian Baekhyun sighed, he can only compromise, otherwise what should we do?Did she really let her go to that place by herself?
"Okay, I'll take you there! But you have to calm down."
...
The western-style building was still the same as before, but their mood was different.Bian Boxian looked at this western-style building as if he was facing an enemy. This western-style building has the ability to 'eat people'.
They must not lose themselves here, let alone let Cui Zhiyun lose themselves, in that case all efforts will be in vain.
"Are you ready?" Byun Baekhyun asked Cui Zhiyun beside him.
Last time they had seen how scary this western building was for Cui Zhiyun.
"Get ready, let's go in this time! This time we'll go directly into the house." Cui Zhiyun's expression was serious. Chinese medicine has a method called "fighting poison with poison", and Cui Zhiyun thought it might be worth a try.Maybe this method would really allow her to find that lost memory.
After saying that, Cui Zhiyun stepped up to the door of the foreign building, and strode towards the door of the house that was already in a mess. She had no chance to turn back, and she couldn't turn back, absolutely not!
"Zhiyun!" Bian Boxian chased after him, he didn't expect Cui Zhiyun to venture in like this?
But Bian Boxian also knew that Cui Zhiyun had no way out.She can only move forward, because there is already an abyss behind her, and if she stops for one step, she will be lost forever!
"Help me open it! Byun Baekhyun, I only have this chance." Cui Zhiyun's words were cold but his attitude was decisive.
Bian Boxian glanced worriedly, then turned to the door.No one has lived here for nearly 20 years, and the key has been lost for a long time. Even if there is a key in such an abandoned place that has been in disrepair for a long time, it is basically impossible to open anything.
Bian Baekhyun took a deep breath, raised his foot and kicked hard at the door panel.Because the door panel has been aging for too long, Bian Boxian basically kicked a hole in the door panel without much effort.
Bian Baekhyun took a deep breath, stretched his hand in along the kicked hole and opened the door.As soon as the door was opened, a damp smell came from the house, making Bian Baekhyun uncontrollably nauseous, Cui Zhiyun frowned at the smell, she was familiar with this damp smell.
In memory, there was this smell that surrounded her all the time, like a rope that was getting tighter and tighter bound her.Bian Baekhyun waved his hands to push away the dust that hit his face, but Choi Jiyun walked in first.
This house here is where she lived for seven years!Why is there no impression in memory?Why have I never had any memory of this place?Is the memory of the past so difficult to face?
Choi Jiyun, what kind of memory did you forget?Why give it to Casey?
Cui Zhiyun asked herself in her heart while walking.
The objects in the room were all placed where they should be, and they were just there, covered with a white cloth, which was already covered with dust, and the rotten and musty smell in the air made Bian Baekhyun frown .
Cui Zhiyun's complexion is only a little dignified but there is no unnecessary expression. Cui Zhiyun carefully tested each step along the stairs. This place has been abandoned for too long. Such stairs are likely to be rotten wood. If one is not careful, two people may be in danger. But she had to go to the place on the second floor.
Cui Zhiyun tentatively climbed up to the second floor step by step, followed by Bian Baekhyun.When he came to the bedroom on the second floor, Cui Zhiyun stood at the door and stared at the open balcony in a daze.
Bian Baekhyun looked into the room and asked, "What's wrong? Did you remember anything?"
"My mother died in this room." Cui Zhiyun said lightly, still looking at the balcony with dull eyes.
"Here?" Bian Boxian remembered that Weng Meihua died of depression, but...
"Just on this balcony! Right here, she committed suicide in front of me like this. She committed suicide like this, in front of a seven-year-old child." Cui Zhiyun said with a smile, her life is such a father who does not recognize his identity, No one cared about the mother who committed suicide in front of her.
suicide?Bian Boxian never thought that Weng Meihua committed suicide. In front of Cui Zhiyun, Cui Zhiyun watched the dependent mother fall in a pool of blood.
"Zhong Ren said, I just watched her body here all night, just for one night."
Hearing Cui Zhiyun's words, Bian Baekhyun was even more shocked. He didn't expect to find out that Weng Meihua passed away a day later. Such a child just looked at the bloody corpse all night. How could she have no psychological shadow?
Is this what Cui Zhiyun's schizophrenia bears?Is this history?But for Weng Meihua and Casey's resistance, there is no sadness or longing as a daughter at all, it is full of hatred.
"She never cared about me!" Cui Zhiyun's smile was very sad, the mother who supported her for so long actually didn't care about her at all!
"Don't think about it, don't think about it anymore." Bian Baekhyun reached out and held Cui Zhiyun in his arms. Her tragic life experience made Bian Baekhyun feel distressed.
"But not only do I not remember the day she died, I don't even remember the seven years before that. Why? Why?" Cui Zhiyun's tears flowed down her cheeks.
Suddenly, the child and the multicolored glazed window flashed in her mind, and Cui Zhiyun broke away from Baekhyun's embrace, turned her head and ran downstairs in a panic.
"Slow down." Bian Baekhyun shouted from behind.
Because he ran too fast, Cui Zhiyun didn't even step on the last two steps, and he stepped on the air and fell to the ground.Bian Boxian also quickly went downstairs to help Cui Zhiyun: "Zhiyun!"
Cui Zhiyun got up from the ground, but his wrist that had started to ooze blood, turned his head and rushed inside, standing at a door at the end of the corridor, Cui Zhiyun took a deep breath, and then pushed open the door vigorously.
As soon as the door was opened, apart from the cardboard boxes listed, what caught the eye was the colorful glass of the entire window.Such colorful colors are shining gorgeously against the sun, but in Cui Zhiyun's view, it is a blindfolded method of ghost summoning.That glazed glass looked so terrifying, just like the fear that came from the bottom of my heart.
"That child is right here, right here." Cui Zhiyun looked at the gap in the glass and walked over.
She took her hand and stroked the gap through which she saw the child in the plaid dress.Baekhyun looked at Cui Jiyun, and also looked at the glass, why did he feel so familiar?
He also felt familiar with this place, this scene, and this gap. He must have seen it before!
Yes, it was the dream, the child in the dream, he and the child touched each other for the first time in that gap.Their fingers touched, it was the child in this room.
Suddenly Bian Baekhyun boldly speculated that Choi Ji Yoon might be that child, the boy who looked like a boy might be Choi Ji Yoon!
Cui Zhiyun recalled by the window, suddenly she seemed to see the child begging for help, and kept begging for help, someone appeared, he was yelling and cursing, Cui Zhiyun felt the same fear!
"I was wrong! I was wrong! I was really wrong! Let me go! Let me go! Let me go!" Cui Zhiyun squatted on the ground holding her head, the wound on her wrist was still bleeding, but Cui Zhiyun was like Lost his mind and kept shouting like crazy, repeating these two sentences.
I was wrong, let me go.
who is it?Who is Choi Jiyun afraid of?
"Zhiyun? Zhiyun?" Bian Baekhyun squatted down and called Cui Zhiyun's name, but he just touched Cui Zhiyun's shoulder, and Cui Zhiyun immediately got up and ran away as if he had encountered a virus, and continued to yell.
"Let me go, let me go, don't, don't come here, don't come here. I will be obedient, I will be obedient!" Cui Zhiyun squatted in a corner beside the wall and yelled, burying her head between her knees.
"Jiyun, calm down. Jiyun!" Byun Baekhyun walked up to Cui Zhiyun with a serious voice, he knew it would be like this.
"Don't come here, Brother Baekhyun, save me, Brother Baekhyun, save me! Brother Baekhyun!" Cui Zhiyun yelled, this was the first time Baekhyun heard his name when Cui Zhiyun was insane, he had heard Zhang Yixing say before, Bian Boxian has always been skeptical.
But seeing it with his own eyes this time, Bian Boxian knew what Zhang Yixing said was true, and Cui Zhiyun really needed him.
"Jiyun, it's me! It's me! I'm Baekhyun! I'm Baekhyun!" Baekhyun shouted as he held Cui Zhiyun in his arms.
"Brother Baekhyun, save me! You are finally here! Brother Baekhyun!"
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