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Chapter 223: Personality Leaving
"Auntie, that's not death, besides, why do you love me so much?" He Xi'an's expression was serious.
Min Yan suddenly froze, hearing He Xi'an's question, Min Yan suddenly didn't know how to answer, how could she love He Xi'an?Why?for what?
Because he is her nephew!Isn't it right for her to love him?
Why do you love He Xi'an? This is Minyan's innate attribute. Her personality is designed to love He Xi'an. He Xi'an is what she cares most about.
"It's your setting that you love me, that is, your character attributes, one of the reasons for your existence."
He Xi'an is very clear that Min Yan and him are complementary existences. Min Yan wants to commit suicide and has no hope for life, but He Xi'an is a sunny and cheerful person full of positive energy for life and the future.
Another aspect is that Minyan loves He Xi'an more or less with Weng Meihua's personality. After all, Weng Meihua has always wanted a boy, and for Cui Zhiyun, she always thinks that if she is a boy, everything will be fine.
That's why Weng Meihua likes Baekhyun very much. Because of this, Minyan loves He Xi'an, the incarnation of Baekhyun in Choi Jiyun's body.
"What do you mean?" Minyan knew that He Xi'an definitely didn't come to discuss why he existed with her.
He Xi'an looked down at the black sneakers on his feet and said calmly: "If I no longer exist, what is the meaning of your existence? The meaning of your original birth is gone."
He Xi'an is boldly guessing that the meaning of Minyan's original birth may have disappeared, and the only meaning of her existence now may be him.
Min Yan looked directly at He Xi'an, with disbelief in his eyes, he actually...had such an idea?
Minyan never thought that He Xi'an would veto her staying, but he didn't want to stay?The person who once wanted to live so much is now talking to her about death!
What He Xi'an said really shocked Min Yan, the nephew she had always loved, already knew the meaning of her birth was gone, and was advocating her to leave.
He Xi'an is smart, smart enough to deduce everything by himself.
"Aunt, what was the meaning of your existence?" He Xi'an hoped that Minyan could tell him, what was the meaning of her existence?What makes Minyan threaten Baekhyun again and again like this and stimulate Choi Jiyun?
He Xi'an wanted to know the reason, the reason why Min Yan had always been his trump card.
"Xi'an!" Min Yan didn't know how to refute, if He Xi'an really disappeared, what would she stay for?How does she face Cui Jiyun's unfamiliar world, that interpersonal relationship that she doesn't understand at all, and that Baekhyun who treats Cui Zhiyun like her life?
Could it be that he is supposed to regard Bian Boxian as He Xi'an?how can that be possible?
He Xian put a bloody fact in front of Min Yan in this way. After all, she is a personality, an existence with a personality setting. She is not a person with inherent value like Cui Zhiyun, so if the meaning of her existence is no longer If she doesn't exist, then she seems to have no meaning to live.
He Xi'an is giving her a choice with no retreat.
"Xi'an, you..." Min Yan didn't know what to say, and he could only blame He Xi'an and Bian Boxian for being too similar, and Cui Zhiyun was the definition of life, so He Xi'an would rather disappear for Cui Zhiyun.
"Okay, let me tell you. I'll tell you." Min Yan bowed her head weakly, she could only choose to compromise.
...
Minyan and He Xian didn't know how long they talked, Cui Zhiyun only knew that she and Casey sat in the lounge behind the bar and waited for a long time, and the snow outside the window was getting bigger and bigger.
"You're worried," Kathy said.
"No, I just thought that if you didn't show up at that time, would I have died?" Cui Zhiyun was emotionally depressed. After listening to Casey's words, she already knew what happened on the day Weng Meihua died.
At that time, when Minyan forced Weng Meihua to death and was about to commit suicide with a knife, if Casey hadn't appeared, would it have been Baekhyun's mother?
Did you not only see Weng Meihua's body when you went to the mansion?What she saw might be the dead bodies of Weng Meihua and Cui Zhiyun.
Her life should have gone 17 years ago.
Cui Zhiyun finally understands, what exactly has Casey endured in existence?For the unbearable experience of being abused and the horrible past that she couldn't bear, Cui Zhiyun suddenly thanked Kathy. Her life was more given by Kathy.
"At that time, it was your desire to survive, not because of me." Casey answered easily, she didn't say that she could appear if she wanted to, her appearance was controlled by Cui Zhiyun's consciousness.
"But I still have to thank you." Cui Zhiyun finally thanked Casey sincerely after all these years.
She thanked Kathy for being with her for so many years, thanking Kathy for taking responsibility for so many years, and thanking Kathy for making concessions for so many years.
"You don't need to thank me, everything is your own survival."
Casey knew very well that if it wasn't for Cui Zhiyun's survival, if it wasn't for Cui Zhiyun's hope for this world, she would never have split her heart into so many pieces and created so many personalities so that she could live hard.
After all, the one who knows Cui Zhiyun the most is still Casey, and the one who trusts Cui Zhiyun the most is also Casey after all.
"Did you ask me if I was happy back then?" Cui Zhiyun remembered that someone asked her if she was happy a long time ago.That person should be Kathy if she guessed correctly.
"It's me. I asked you the day you created me."
She asked Cui Zhiyun if she was happy and if she wanted to be happy.At that time, the two children were asking themselves whether they were happy. She wanted to be happy, so she must be happy, so she must be happy.
But are the 'they' really happy now?Cui Zhiyun didn't know, and neither did Casey.
"I want to see He Xi'an." Cui Zhiyun said looking at the forest outside the window.
"Let's go, there must be a result. We have stayed here long enough." Casey also agreed, they have been trapped in this ghost place for an unknown time, and they have no idea how long they have been outside. How long it will be here is unknown.
The two arrived at the door of He Xi'an's room together. Casey leaned against the wall beside the door. Cui Zhiyun glanced at Casey and knocked on the door: "He Xi'an? He Xi'an?"
After knocking on the door twice, the weird music sounded again in the empty small hotel, Cui Zhiyun looked up at the ceiling and frowned, Kathy smiled, it seemed that something was going to happen again.
The door was opened, He Xi'an stood at the door and said hello: "Sister Zhiyun, Sister Casey."
"How did the talk go?" Casey asked He Xi'an indifferently without looking at him.In fact, Casey is in a state of half-belief as to whether He Xi'an can successfully persuade Minyan.
"Come in!" He Xi'an let out the door to let Cui Zhiyun and Casey walk in.
Minyan just sat by the window and looked out the window without moving.Cui Zhiyun didn't know what Minyan and He Xi'an talked about or what they said, but looking at Minyan's current state, Cui Zhiyun believed that at least He Xi'an's words were useful to Minyan.
"Cui Zhiyun, I didn't expect that after 17 years, the last task of my existence is now to be completed here." Minyan didn't look back and kept looking out the window.
"For you, Minyan, I can only say I'm sorry." Cui Zhiyun didn't know what else to say besides this.
"It's my regret that I didn't take you with me." Min Yan turned around and smiled beautifully.
No one knew whether her words were more of a joke than her sincerity or her sincerity was greater than a joke.
"Aunt, let's go." He Xi'an reminded Minyan.
"Let's go, since we've made a decision, let's go, I'm also afraid that I'll regret it later." Min Yan got up and came to the bedside.
She lay down slowly on the bed and looked at He Xi'an: "Xi'an, although I don't know the meaning of my existence, it is my aunt's responsibility in this life to love you."
He Xi'an nodded and looked at Min Yan, her love for He Xi'an was real.Maybe if Cui Zhiyun was a boy, Weng Meihua's love for Cui Zhiyun would also be true.
"Thank you, and I also thank you." Cui Zhiyun could only say thank you to Minyan. Although she did not agree with Minyan's actions, she was the one who instigated Minyan after all.
"Thank you? Cui Zhiyun, you actually want to tell Weng Meihua what you said!" Min Yan smiled and closed his eyes.
Cui Zhiyun admitted that Weng Meihua really loved her when she was not insane. After all, if she really has been
Suffering abuse, if Weng Meihua was really not awake, then she would never live to be seven years old, and she would never have the chance to use Minyan to kill Weng Meihua!
Weng Meihua still loves Cui Zhiyun in her heart, even though she is not a boy, even though her birth did not allow Weng Meihua to enter the Cui family, even though her existence gave Cui Chengyou more reason to abandon.
But the tiger's poison does not eat its children. When Weng Meihua was not mentally ill or insane, Weng Meihua still loved Cui Zhiyun.
Their mother and daughter can only be said to be good luck tricking people!
Weng Meihua did not meet the right person, paid the wrong love, and kept her life wrong. Cui Zhiyun did not reincarnate into the right family and became an illegitimate child. She crushed her heart and split her life into several consciousnesses. Finally, Cui Zhiyun got the spirit Schizophrenia, Weng Meihua was forced to death by Minyan.
In the end, everything will return to the bridge, and the road will return to the road. Everything will eventually turn into dust and blow away with the wind.
After Min said "Anle", He Xi'an also returned to his room, lying on the bed peacefully, before closing his eyes, He Xi'an only said a word to Cui Zhiyun.
"Sister, brother, he is still waiting for you. Tell him, I did what I promised him."
Then he closed his eyes.
He Xi'an and Min Yan left without a sound like this, and Kai Xi and Cui Zhiyun walked silently in the corridor, the music that came from nowhere was like a mourning to send them away.
Casey was silent, and Cui Zhiyun was also silent. After all, there were only the two of them left. At this moment, Cui Zhiyun felt that compared to other Cui Yunxi, He Xi'an, and Minyan.Kathy is less like a personality, she is more like a person of flesh and blood.Her emotions are as rich as Choi Jiyun, and they are like twins trapped in one body.
Min Yan suddenly froze, hearing He Xi'an's question, Min Yan suddenly didn't know how to answer, how could she love He Xi'an?Why?for what?
Because he is her nephew!Isn't it right for her to love him?
Why do you love He Xi'an? This is Minyan's innate attribute. Her personality is designed to love He Xi'an. He Xi'an is what she cares most about.
"It's your setting that you love me, that is, your character attributes, one of the reasons for your existence."
He Xi'an is very clear that Min Yan and him are complementary existences. Min Yan wants to commit suicide and has no hope for life, but He Xi'an is a sunny and cheerful person full of positive energy for life and the future.
Another aspect is that Minyan loves He Xi'an more or less with Weng Meihua's personality. After all, Weng Meihua has always wanted a boy, and for Cui Zhiyun, she always thinks that if she is a boy, everything will be fine.
That's why Weng Meihua likes Baekhyun very much. Because of this, Minyan loves He Xi'an, the incarnation of Baekhyun in Choi Jiyun's body.
"What do you mean?" Minyan knew that He Xi'an definitely didn't come to discuss why he existed with her.
He Xi'an looked down at the black sneakers on his feet and said calmly: "If I no longer exist, what is the meaning of your existence? The meaning of your original birth is gone."
He Xi'an is boldly guessing that the meaning of Minyan's original birth may have disappeared, and the only meaning of her existence now may be him.
Min Yan looked directly at He Xi'an, with disbelief in his eyes, he actually...had such an idea?
Minyan never thought that He Xi'an would veto her staying, but he didn't want to stay?The person who once wanted to live so much is now talking to her about death!
What He Xi'an said really shocked Min Yan, the nephew she had always loved, already knew the meaning of her birth was gone, and was advocating her to leave.
He Xi'an is smart, smart enough to deduce everything by himself.
"Aunt, what was the meaning of your existence?" He Xi'an hoped that Minyan could tell him, what was the meaning of her existence?What makes Minyan threaten Baekhyun again and again like this and stimulate Choi Jiyun?
He Xi'an wanted to know the reason, the reason why Min Yan had always been his trump card.
"Xi'an!" Min Yan didn't know how to refute, if He Xi'an really disappeared, what would she stay for?How does she face Cui Jiyun's unfamiliar world, that interpersonal relationship that she doesn't understand at all, and that Baekhyun who treats Cui Zhiyun like her life?
Could it be that he is supposed to regard Bian Boxian as He Xi'an?how can that be possible?
He Xian put a bloody fact in front of Min Yan in this way. After all, she is a personality, an existence with a personality setting. She is not a person with inherent value like Cui Zhiyun, so if the meaning of her existence is no longer If she doesn't exist, then she seems to have no meaning to live.
He Xi'an is giving her a choice with no retreat.
"Xi'an, you..." Min Yan didn't know what to say, and he could only blame He Xi'an and Bian Boxian for being too similar, and Cui Zhiyun was the definition of life, so He Xi'an would rather disappear for Cui Zhiyun.
"Okay, let me tell you. I'll tell you." Min Yan bowed her head weakly, she could only choose to compromise.
...
Minyan and He Xian didn't know how long they talked, Cui Zhiyun only knew that she and Casey sat in the lounge behind the bar and waited for a long time, and the snow outside the window was getting bigger and bigger.
"You're worried," Kathy said.
"No, I just thought that if you didn't show up at that time, would I have died?" Cui Zhiyun was emotionally depressed. After listening to Casey's words, she already knew what happened on the day Weng Meihua died.
At that time, when Minyan forced Weng Meihua to death and was about to commit suicide with a knife, if Casey hadn't appeared, would it have been Baekhyun's mother?
Did you not only see Weng Meihua's body when you went to the mansion?What she saw might be the dead bodies of Weng Meihua and Cui Zhiyun.
Her life should have gone 17 years ago.
Cui Zhiyun finally understands, what exactly has Casey endured in existence?For the unbearable experience of being abused and the horrible past that she couldn't bear, Cui Zhiyun suddenly thanked Kathy. Her life was more given by Kathy.
"At that time, it was your desire to survive, not because of me." Casey answered easily, she didn't say that she could appear if she wanted to, her appearance was controlled by Cui Zhiyun's consciousness.
"But I still have to thank you." Cui Zhiyun finally thanked Casey sincerely after all these years.
She thanked Kathy for being with her for so many years, thanking Kathy for taking responsibility for so many years, and thanking Kathy for making concessions for so many years.
"You don't need to thank me, everything is your own survival."
Casey knew very well that if it wasn't for Cui Zhiyun's survival, if it wasn't for Cui Zhiyun's hope for this world, she would never have split her heart into so many pieces and created so many personalities so that she could live hard.
After all, the one who knows Cui Zhiyun the most is still Casey, and the one who trusts Cui Zhiyun the most is also Casey after all.
"Did you ask me if I was happy back then?" Cui Zhiyun remembered that someone asked her if she was happy a long time ago.That person should be Kathy if she guessed correctly.
"It's me. I asked you the day you created me."
She asked Cui Zhiyun if she was happy and if she wanted to be happy.At that time, the two children were asking themselves whether they were happy. She wanted to be happy, so she must be happy, so she must be happy.
But are the 'they' really happy now?Cui Zhiyun didn't know, and neither did Casey.
"I want to see He Xi'an." Cui Zhiyun said looking at the forest outside the window.
"Let's go, there must be a result. We have stayed here long enough." Casey also agreed, they have been trapped in this ghost place for an unknown time, and they have no idea how long they have been outside. How long it will be here is unknown.
The two arrived at the door of He Xi'an's room together. Casey leaned against the wall beside the door. Cui Zhiyun glanced at Casey and knocked on the door: "He Xi'an? He Xi'an?"
After knocking on the door twice, the weird music sounded again in the empty small hotel, Cui Zhiyun looked up at the ceiling and frowned, Kathy smiled, it seemed that something was going to happen again.
The door was opened, He Xi'an stood at the door and said hello: "Sister Zhiyun, Sister Casey."
"How did the talk go?" Casey asked He Xi'an indifferently without looking at him.In fact, Casey is in a state of half-belief as to whether He Xi'an can successfully persuade Minyan.
"Come in!" He Xi'an let out the door to let Cui Zhiyun and Casey walk in.
Minyan just sat by the window and looked out the window without moving.Cui Zhiyun didn't know what Minyan and He Xi'an talked about or what they said, but looking at Minyan's current state, Cui Zhiyun believed that at least He Xi'an's words were useful to Minyan.
"Cui Zhiyun, I didn't expect that after 17 years, the last task of my existence is now to be completed here." Minyan didn't look back and kept looking out the window.
"For you, Minyan, I can only say I'm sorry." Cui Zhiyun didn't know what else to say besides this.
"It's my regret that I didn't take you with me." Min Yan turned around and smiled beautifully.
No one knew whether her words were more of a joke than her sincerity or her sincerity was greater than a joke.
"Aunt, let's go." He Xi'an reminded Minyan.
"Let's go, since we've made a decision, let's go, I'm also afraid that I'll regret it later." Min Yan got up and came to the bedside.
She lay down slowly on the bed and looked at He Xi'an: "Xi'an, although I don't know the meaning of my existence, it is my aunt's responsibility in this life to love you."
He Xi'an nodded and looked at Min Yan, her love for He Xi'an was real.Maybe if Cui Zhiyun was a boy, Weng Meihua's love for Cui Zhiyun would also be true.
"Thank you, and I also thank you." Cui Zhiyun could only say thank you to Minyan. Although she did not agree with Minyan's actions, she was the one who instigated Minyan after all.
"Thank you? Cui Zhiyun, you actually want to tell Weng Meihua what you said!" Min Yan smiled and closed his eyes.
Cui Zhiyun admitted that Weng Meihua really loved her when she was not insane. After all, if she really has been
Suffering abuse, if Weng Meihua was really not awake, then she would never live to be seven years old, and she would never have the chance to use Minyan to kill Weng Meihua!
Weng Meihua still loves Cui Zhiyun in her heart, even though she is not a boy, even though her birth did not allow Weng Meihua to enter the Cui family, even though her existence gave Cui Chengyou more reason to abandon.
But the tiger's poison does not eat its children. When Weng Meihua was not mentally ill or insane, Weng Meihua still loved Cui Zhiyun.
Their mother and daughter can only be said to be good luck tricking people!
Weng Meihua did not meet the right person, paid the wrong love, and kept her life wrong. Cui Zhiyun did not reincarnate into the right family and became an illegitimate child. She crushed her heart and split her life into several consciousnesses. Finally, Cui Zhiyun got the spirit Schizophrenia, Weng Meihua was forced to death by Minyan.
In the end, everything will return to the bridge, and the road will return to the road. Everything will eventually turn into dust and blow away with the wind.
After Min said "Anle", He Xi'an also returned to his room, lying on the bed peacefully, before closing his eyes, He Xi'an only said a word to Cui Zhiyun.
"Sister, brother, he is still waiting for you. Tell him, I did what I promised him."
Then he closed his eyes.
He Xi'an and Min Yan left without a sound like this, and Kai Xi and Cui Zhiyun walked silently in the corridor, the music that came from nowhere was like a mourning to send them away.
Casey was silent, and Cui Zhiyun was also silent. After all, there were only the two of them left. At this moment, Cui Zhiyun felt that compared to other Cui Yunxi, He Xi'an, and Minyan.Kathy is less like a personality, she is more like a person of flesh and blood.Her emotions are as rich as Choi Jiyun, and they are like twins trapped in one body.
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