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Sanriyue felt a little lost, but also a little clear, he thought that this was exactly the result he wanted, and it would be good to go on quietly like this, at least in the future, Tsurumaru would not lose too much.It can also be regarded as a comfort to myself.Today is the eighth day since they returned to the city, and Jiang Xue just came back after dealing with her family's affairs.And Sanriyue also discovered something that she was worried about, so the two made an appointment to meet.

There are only two people left in the family, Kohomaru and Tsurumaru.Tsurumaru was doing homework in his own room, Kokomaru felt that going to school in this modern age was really more troublesome than they were at that time, at least at that time, they were all learning what they loved, and they always had unlimited motivation.At least that's what he thought, and what he saw after meeting Tsurumaru.After turning on the big light in the room and the small lampstand on the table, Tsurumaru picked up the pen and wrote on the paper with a rustling sound, which was very pleasant to hear.And he himself just turned into a human form and lay on Tsurumaru's bed leisurely, with a pillow behind his head, looking through the various classics that Tsurumaru gave him boredly.I could see him dozing off.But he didn't want Tsurumaru to be alone, so he turned around twice and looked for the picture book hidden at the bottom of the book shelf.At least it looks more interesting than those words, he pouted.

I don't know how long it's been like this, but Tsurumaru has been just in a daze all the time, and occasionally when he suddenly reacts, he writes quickly, and always writes and then forgets, then stops, the tip of the pen keeps tapping the paper, a Resting his head on his hands, he looked at the photo frame in front of him.That was when their family was still together. At that time, the relationship between the parents was not tense, at least neither the father's side nor the mother's natal family were completely tearing their faces apart.He also always knew that his parents' marriage had always been unanticipated and unblessed.When did it come to the final split?He kind of forgets.Tsurumaru took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, stretched out his hand to wipe the dirty part of the photo frame, paused, held the edge of the photo frame, not sure what he was thinking, his thinking paused for a moment, and then Hold the frame close to you.

His eye sockets were a little sore, his nose was a little clogged, he wanted to cry, and he thought about it a lot. He remembered that time, it was the happiest time for him. At that time, his father’s company didn’t start. Very rich, but always cozy.After the breakup, I became a member of my grandparents’ family, with a small earthen house, a small garden, and a winding mountain path. All relatives were afraid of him, because he always said some terrible words, no one Believe, only grandparents, it is not true, and it is not unbelief, but always keep a pure awe of this kind of monsters, ghosts and gods, pray for him, and bless him.Along the road in the mountain forest, at every distance, there are always consecration charms to exorcise evil spirits and pray for blessings.At that time, he didn't understand, he just felt that the old people always like to do a lot of things for the younger generation.But thinking about it now, it was he who experienced so much, short-lived happiness.Then what?They all passed away, leaving him alone, his father had a new family, and his mother, he would never know which gentle town he was in again.Whether you hate it or hate it, it's a foregone conclusion, it's good to know, each has its own days, each has its own difficulties.He understands and understands that the further he gets to the back, the more he forms a character like him. From a lively person, he slowly calms down, learns to pretend, and learns to protect himself.

Putting the photo frame back in his hand, he turned around and looked at Xiaohuwan, and said with a smile, "Hey! Do you want to go to a fun place?"

So, Xiaohuwan was bluffed up.The so-called fun places that Tsurumaru took him to were nothing more than what he often did—running home.The two of them are happily squatting on the roof now.Kokomaru looked at Tsurumaru speechlessly, originally wanted to taunt him instinctively, but seeing the light in his eyes, happy and excited, he swallowed the words back.

"How about it, isn't it bad?" Tsurumaru found a seat and sat down.

"Ah...um." Xiaohumaru didn't know how to answer. After all, this place was once his exclusive place. He sat down next to Tsurumaru, breathed a sigh of relief, and asked, "Why did you suddenly think of coming up here?"

Tsurumaru smiled, looked up at the sky, then stretched his waist, stretched his muscles and bones: "Can't you suddenly want to relax for a while? This is a very suitable place for quietness. You can see other people, but they may not see you."

"..." Kokomaru has been with Tsurumaru for a long time. Even now, Tsurumaru's personality is not much different from before, but the environment in which he grew up is different, and there are some small differences in things. A new life skill.He sighed softly, raised his hand and stroked Tsurumaru's hair.He knew very well what this seemingly joke meant to Tsurumaru now.During this period of time, he also heard a lot from Sanriyue, most of which told him not to say anything superfluous in front of Tsurumaru, and then told him about Tsurumaru's physical problems and the current living environment of Tsurumaru.Xiaohumaru's eyes darkened, at least he himself couldn't imagine what it would be like for a person who is inherently optimistic to encounter such a thing and be independent by everyone. It must be very uncomfortable, and it is very painful to imagine, but For so long, he didn't know it all the time, and because of the ethnic group, he didn't have time to come to Tsurumaru, and after delaying it again and again, he didn't fulfill his duty as signed in the contract.Isolated by everyone, I feel that the separation of my biological parents is related to my physique, so I can only sit in this place and look at those people who cannot be reached, and temporarily get a piece of peace and stability.

"Then what did you see here?" Kokomaru's playful tone aroused Tsurumaru's interest.

"Haha! It's here, the road to the front of the house, so far away, I scare away a drunk drunkard, that guy is very interesting!" There was also a kind of teenage excitement.

"Really." Xiaohumaru smiled, and his whole aura softened. Maybe this kind of life, like Sankaiyue said, is also very good for Tsurumaru... He was a little confused, and looked up at the starry sky , The infinite emotion in my heart cannot be expressed.

Chapter 47