[Hammer Base] White Night

He called his brother.

Thor was taken aback, it was a title he hadn't heard for a long time, just now, he was still calling Thor, and he still hated him.

In fact, he loves him, loves him no matter what. So is Thor.

Regardless of whether he is a younger brother or a traitor, if he becomes king, he will fight for him and watch him rule the world;

To live and die together, what a beautiful and extravagant word.

Loki wraps his neck around his neck and pulls him close, kissing him hard.It was a domineering kiss, with a strong possessive desire, an almost animal-like bite, this is the extreme method used by evil gods.He kept deepening, the kiss was so uncomfortable that he almost suffocated, but he still didn't want to stop at all, almost bleeding like crazy.

The lips were torn, and the smell of blood gradually spread, and the blood of the two mixed together and flowed down the corners of the mouths, stained the corners of Thor's mouths, slid across Loki's neck, and merged with the rain.

Loki moves away from Thor, but stays close enough to kiss anytime.

"I'm the only one suffering," he raised an eyebrow. "It's not fair, is it?"

Thor stared blankly at Loki, without saying anything, his eyes drooping, sweeping down a shadow.He leaned down and kissed her again, his movements were as gentle as if he was caressing the most precious treasure.

"It's fair now." Thor replied in a low voice, lingering on Loki's breath.

"It's still a long way off."

"what do you need?"

(Jinjiang Shield)

When Thor woke up, the ground had been darkened by fresh raindrops.There were ruins all around, and the smoke and dust all over the sky condensed into dirty sewage under the heavy rain.

It was daylight, and he returned to the ruined temple, the temple of Utgard, the kingdom of giants.

Loki had disappeared, and everything last night seemed like a dream. Thor sits up, resting his forehead, recalling in a daze.Everything in the dream was so real, the pouring rain, the rough sand, Loki's body temperature and the passionate desire for each other, he even remembered the touch of Loki's skin.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help feeling hot all over again.

"Loki..." Thor stood up, looking around, he couldn't let him escape his sight any longer.He wants him to be in front of him all the time, and he can't leave for a moment.

"Loki! Loki!..." The voice echoed among the huge broken bricks, shaking and raising fine dust.No response.

After a long time, when Thor was about to sit down in frustration, a slight and indifferent voice came into his ears from above his head.

"You're calling me as if I'm dead."

Someone said with a sneer.This kind of words can only come from Loki's mouth, still sharp and vicious, as if he couldn't speak otherwise.

But to Thor, it was a very familiar sound, nicely like notes on strings.He looked up delightedly to see Loki sitting on a pillar that had fallen over the window sill - he just appeared in front of him, as silently as a cat.

"Loki!..." He stopped talking, he didn't know if what happened last night was a dream.He looked at Loki with dull and hesitant eyes, no matter how much he wanted to ask, he couldn't speak.

"You've been asleep for a long time." Loki's calm voice helped him out.

"You, here..."

"This is the Temple of Utgard, where Karnilla controls, and we are trapped here." Loki said, "If you don't want to die, find a way to escape."

Thor said, "Is there anything you can do?"

Loki shook his head, "I could take you out, like last night. But it won't help, our bodies can't break through the barrier she's made. Unless you smash her head in."

"But she is a soul!"

"I thought you didn't know," Loki snorted.

Thor looked around. The collapsed temple trapped them in the middle of the altar, and the thick arch blocked their way out.He wanted to push away the totem of the god statue that fell in front of him, and the huge crack scratched the face of the statue, making it even more terrifying. Thor tried a few times, without success, so he shook his head anyway,

"I don't know what tricks she will play, let's wait until she shows up."

"You have no imagination." Loki looked under him, as if estimating how high the pillar he was sitting on was off the ground, and then he jumped off the pillar, as light as an elf.

"You are only suitable for helping Asgard renovate the palace." Loki sneered, "but this kind of work does not need a future king to do it."

Thor suddenly didn't know how to answer, the answer was yes or no.His head and eyes drooped, and he didn't answer. Loki is always like this, he likes to drive Thor to his death by talking and doing things.This is his pleasure.

It's just that Thor didn't know that Loki's meanness was innate to him, and with the indifference that he restrained his inner entanglement and deliberately showed, it was brought into full play in front of Thor.

All he knew was that he could only tolerate Loki saying this to himself, that everything about him penetrated him and he couldn't get out of it.

In front of Loki, Thor becomes weak.

"Yeah." He responded, as a tacit consent, and then he asked Loki as if remembering something important, "Why did you come to Utgard?"

Loki froze for a moment, his eyes were lost for a moment, and soon he breathed a sigh of relief, "It's nothing, come and play."

"You came to play in the kingdom of giants?" Thor felt dumbfounded, "Did you know that you missed your father's birthday?"

Loki didn't answer, he whistled. Thor recognized that it was the song his father sang when he was a child to lull them to sleep. The heavenly father didn't sing very well, but Loki liked listening to this song very much, and fell asleep peacefully every time he listened to it.As time flies, this can only become a precious memory of their childhood.

"Is it true?" Thor began to doubt Loki's words due to the misunderstanding that happened yesterday, and he no longer dared to believe his jokes easily, "Tell me the truth, Loki."

"May I say no?" Loki blinked one green eye, and he didn't stop humming, slurring out between breaths, "Tell you there will be no surprises." He thought Thor hadn't heard.

But Thor heard it clearly, they were standing opposite each other.He knew he had to respect him, but after thinking about it for a while, he finally asked in confusion, "What agreement did you reach with the giant?"

Loki didn't make a sound, but there was a rare smile on his face.

"I'm absent from my birthday, what's your father's expression?" He asked Thor in a tentative tone, "Angry? Or sad? Furious? Or hope I don't come back?"

He hoped Thor was right, that's how the father reacted, he was angry, he was angry.He hoped to hear such an answer, to prove that his father still loves him and cares about him.In this way his departure is meaningful, or his sacrifice is worthwhile.

Thor's heart was congested, and Loki's expectant expression and words were stuck in his chest like a huge stone, which was hard to digest. He couldn't bear to tell Loki that his father was not any kind of reaction he said.He didn't respond, he didn't even know he had left Asgard, and the gods didn't want to come to him themselves.

Such an Asgard prince, the sense of existence is not even inferior.

But Loki didn't know, he seemed to be a little happy to pat the dust on the brick, and jumped up to stand on it.He said, "Brother, I know that many of the things I did were wrong, I shouldn't be so bad, and made Asgard a mess." He smiled, "I decided to do a big thing, for the father, for Asgard. "

"Big thing? What is... what?" Thor took a deep breath, and he could hear Loki's determination.He finally didn't want to fight with his inner demons anymore, and lived in a struggle every moment. Thor secretly thought that maybe it was because of his love that Loki re-examined his life and the road ahead. After all, he loved his father and Asgard.This deep-rooted sense of belonging finally played a positive role after his hazy self-cognition gradually became clear.

"I don't want to say it." Loki still didn't answer him directly, he lowered his head and said seriously, "I want to prove to my father that I am not a general who will lose a battle, and I am qualified to be his son."

Thor thought sourly, Loki loved his father far more than he loved himself.That kind of love may only be for one person in a lifetime, sincere, clumsy and unknown.

"Brother, do you think my father will change my mind?" Loki suddenly raised his head and asked.

"Well, yes! Father loves you very much." He almost didn't even think about it, and replied quickly, smiling.

Loki grinned broadly, kicking the stone and watching it gurgle forward.

It was still cloudy.For a moment, Thor was in a daze of embarrassment.He seemed to be hiding gunpowder that was about to detonate in his heart and his face was expressionless. He really wanted to know if what happened last night was true, but he didn't dare to ask.He sometimes loses courage in front of Loki, because he is afraid, and he doesn't know exactly what he is afraid of.

"I don't have to ask anything, but you will stay here, won't you?" He finally found a question that must be asked, and asked it.

Loki stops suddenly, staring at the stone in disbelief.When he came back to his senses, he flapped his eyelashes and gave a low "hmm".

"Then you can't go back to Asgard!"

"Ah."

"You won't see your father either!"

"Ok, I know."

"You won't see..." Thor paused, swallowing the word "I".

"But my father will always remember me, and so will Asgard." He said it to Thor, more like himself.He stepped on the shallow puddle of the pond. Although it was dirty, the surface could still reflect a person's face.

But, suddenly he shut up.He remembered that they were still stuck here.They cannot escape.

"Brother, it's not bad for me to die here with you." Loki sighed.

"It's also...for the glory of Asgard." Thor had infinite courage in front of Loki at this moment.

Loki looked up at Thor in surprise for a long time, as if he had never really known this man before.Immediately, he snorted.

"Sometimes you are quite humorous."

Thor thought of Loki's words just now, "It's not bad for me to die here with you." However, it's unclear whether it was a joke or serious.

Shadows and gleams flitted across his face at the same time, and he was left in darkness again.But for Thor, this sentence is enough.His need for love is obviously not as pure as Loki's.

He will not be jealous of his admiration for Odin like Loki's injustice for his father's love for him. Although sometimes his younger brother cares about his father more than himself, Thor knows that the two are different feelings, and he feels relieved.He is not sure about many things, and he has this point.

"But I think Father will not let you die." Loki narrowed his eyes and looked at the sky ahead.He seemed to be waiting for something to appear.

"What do you mean?" Thor asked. Loki is always so secretive, and this time Thor is still at a loss.

"Shh." Loki made a silent gesture.He leaned on the ground and listened carefully to the sound with one ear pressed to the ground. After a while, he raised the corner of his mouth and said to Thor, "The father is here."

Not long after the words fell, Thor heard the neat sound of horseshoes.He reacted quickly—standing on the tallest block, raised his head and waited.The golden light is getting closer and closer, and the father of the gods is marching here with part of Asgard's army. Thor could even see the snowy mane of Begonia.

In a blink of an eye, Odin has come to them, sitting on the horse, intimidating all directions.The Gungnir in the hands of the Heavenly Father easily broke the imprisonment set by the witch.He raised his chin and looked down at his two sons.

"Father!" Thor waved Mjollner excitedly, "You're so good! Loki and I thought we couldn't get out!"

There was deliberately suppressed anger between Odin's brows, and he leaned down to Thor and said, "Go home!" He straightened up, looked at Loki inadvertently, and said nothing.He put away the reins and waved his hands to let the two horses be pulled out.

"Odin, stay safe!" Karnilla's sharp voice made people cringe, as if a sharp thorn pierced the eardrum.

Facing Karnilla who appeared at this time, Odin maintained the majesty and calmness that the father of the gods should have. He considered his words and said slowly, "Karnilla, I know you have resentment for my previous behavior. I hope We can face this issue head-on and resolve it ourselves without involving innocent people. I'm sorry my sons disturbed your rest, don't be as knowledgeable as them, let them go home first."

Karnilla's voice slowed, perhaps out of fear of Gungnir in Odin's hands.If Odin throws it at her, she will be stricken forever.She said unwillingly, "Yes."

After hearing this, Thor took Loki's hand and urged in a low voice, "Get on the horse."

Loki shook his hand away and said anxiously, "I'm not done yet..."

"Things?" Odin's tone suddenly became severe.

Loki's eyes were full of anticipation, and he took a step forward, ready to explain to his father what he had buried in his heart.He tightly covered this thought, it seemed that if he opened it up a little bit, it would evaporate like fine wine and lose its original heavy love.

"Father, I want to be with you..."

"Shut up!" Odin said sullenly, as if watching a naive child messing around.

"Father..." Thor glanced at Loki's instantly pale face, "Listen to him..."

Odin's voice raised a few degrees, and he faintly suppressed the anger that was about to erupt, "Isn't his trouble big enough?! Even you are ridiculous!"

"Father!"

"Go home! Don't let me down like him!"

Thor doesn't argue anymore.He looked at his father coldly and remained motionless, the air suddenly became frozen, only the sound of the horse snorting remained.There was a long standoff, and finally Thor squeezed Loki's cold hand and said, "Let's go home."

Loki's movements are stiff and mechanical, his hands trembling slightly.His heart was constricting sharply but he couldn't say anything.He can only hold Thor's hand desperately, as if it can resist the sound of his heart cracking.

When passing through the gates of Asgard, Thor looked at Loki uneasily, "Loki..." He couldn't speak a word of comfort.

Loki said nothing, his face as pale as his complexion. Although Asgard is sunny, it doesn't seem to shine on him.

Thor later learned that Loki went to the kingdom of giants just to find the holy spring to heal his father's eyes. The owner of the spring, the giant Norvi, wanted him to pay for his soul to stay in Utgard. Loki accepted it without thinking.

This is his birthday present to his father.

Thor wouldn't understand.

At this moment, what separates him from him is not just age, not just distance, not just neglected loneliness, friendless depression, and prejudice that can never be changed, just like a delicate balance on a balance, even if it is a little dust, It will also send Thor to the sky and Loki to hell.

That night it rained heavily in Asgard.

This country has always been sunny, and even raindrops are rarely seen at ordinary times.There was a big hole in the sky, and the rain poured down. Thor lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, and when he closed his eyes, his mind was filled with the sad coldness deep in Loki's eyes.

Loki was also innocent like a child looking forward to happiness, looking for the direction of the light ahead.After the arrival of the father, the heart that was full of expectations was so easily and completely shattered.

Suddenly, there was a dull sound at the door of the room, and the door was pushed open.

Loki rushed in drenched, his hair dripping and shaking. Thor sat up on the bed quickly, straightened his back, and looked at him straight up.

The water on the hem of his clothes spread to the bed sheets, his arms turned gray-blue, his eyes were red, and he continuously radiated cold air to the surroundings like large hard ice cubes. Thor realizes that he's probably been out in the rain for a long time.

"Cold," he said.

Thor didn't expect Loki to say cold, he leaned over silently, hugged him, and gently stroked his drenched black hair.

"It's the first time I feel so cold, even colder than in the glacier, and I can't keep my body warm." He couldn't continue, and the rare despair filled his eyes, "I think I will freeze to death."

"No, Loki, you are Vulcan, a heavy rain will not break you." Thor's comfort was still weak. Loki is leaning on his shoulder now, and he doesn't know what to comfort him.

Loki wept silently.

Thor sees the fluid called tears coming out of Loki's eyes.He still remembered the happy mood when his father held their hands and showed them around the underground palace. He and Loki looked at those age-old magical weapons with curious eyes on either side of him.At that time, the father was still very kind, answering their endless questions tirelessly, holding Loki to touch all the mysterious weapons except the ancient winter coffin of the frost giant.He even lets Loki touch the gold patch over his right eye. Loki asked him if it still hurts, he smiled and patted Loki's head and said it's been a long time, he doesn't remember.At that moment Loki burst into tears, feeling dejected.

Thor genuinely envied Loki then.

In his heart, his father at that time favored Loki so enviably.

So when the protoss children of the same age were still playing horse riding and fighting games, Loki had already begun to try the responsibility and honor that his father said - the warrior of Asgard was to bring peace and hope to the entire universe.He always remembered what his father said, a wise king does not take the initiative to fight, but is always ready to fight.

Perhaps it was then that Loki saw his father as his purpose, his hero, his beacon of hope.The father didn't want to use force to defend peace, so Loki began to learn magic, and he was moving towards the holy place in his heart in his own way.

The father who was once so kind, majestic and omnipotent.

The father who once made Loki so proud of being invincible.

The father who once filled Loki's life with the expectation of infinite affirmation.

Now completely disintegrated. Thor clearly heard the sound of the crash, so dull and distant that he could still feel it clearly in retrospect many years later.

He didn't know what it felt like to have his childhood faith shattered in an instant, and he thought maybe that's what Loki was like now.

Just thinking about it, he was completely covered by Loki's breath. Loki's cold lips emptily demanded a hint of warmth in his mouth, not at all full of emotion like that night in the Land of Giants.He was like a helpless person in the water, wanting to swim desperately to the river bank.

He uses Thor as a fireplace to keep him warm.

Thor understands that Loki is desperately trying to grab what he has.

He unbuttoned Loki's damp clothes, carefully melting the ice with his own body heat.They kept kissing like that, □□, □□ and sweat penetrated the layers of sheets.

Each blow was stronger than the last, making Loki think he was going to lose his strength and die.

"You still have me, Loki."

Thor expects to use his body to appease the desperate, lonely beast beneath him.They held each other's hands tightly and never let go.

He wants to light the fire in the fireplace, even if the wood is damp and gives off a thick and choking smoke.