moon moon white fish

A thin figure ran past my eyes and ran to another child.

He looked at the beautiful boy in front of him happily and said, Lele, I will protect you in the future.

The boy glanced at him, looked up at the sky, and replied after a while, if we can be together.

He was smiling and said, Lele, of course, we will be together forever.

Lele looked at him, shook his head and said, not necessarily, who knows what will happen in the next second.

After all, God's will is unpredictable.

He said, even if we separate, I will find you.

Because Lele is my elder brother, and I am Lele's younger brother.

Lele was stunned for a moment, then smiled, but smiled bitterly, and said, you must remember what you said today.

He asked, what if I forget?

Lele said, I will take revenge on you, for example...

However, Lele was silent, and he also asked in doubt, such as what?How could little Lele have the ability to take revenge on him?

Lele flicked his forehead and said softly, I will tell you after this happens.

He thought how could Lele be willing to hurt him, Lele would not take revenge on him, Lele is the person he likes, he is his best brother!

He believed that Lele would not, and always believed.

The sky was dark, but it was actually the end of the dream, Lele said, Bai Yuanyi, let's go home.

He smiled and said, good.

We go home, our home.

our home?

Where is that?

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the clock beside me, it was not past twelve.

As usual, I had that illusory dream that haunted me for six years.

I don't know who he is, but hearing his voice, my heart hurts, it hurts.

I think I have this kind of dream because of the lack of parental care, of course it is related to a car accident I suffered when I was young.

Because of a car accident, I forgot all the memories of my childhood and ten years, which is the familiar amnesia. It sounds a bit ridiculous, but I still can’t recall the memories of the past few years, and my parents never mentioned it to me. Maybe it's because I'm afraid that I will recall bad people or things.

I got up and got out of bed, poured myself a glass of water, stood in front of the window, looked at the bright moon, the endless emptiness obliterated me.

This is Jinghui City, a city that is unfamiliar to me, yes, strange place, strange people, my parents don’t know why they want to come here to develop, I just follow their rhythm, transfer, attend class, leave get out of class, numb live every day.

Now I am ordinary, boring, and nothing outstanding.

The high school I was in was not as good as I thought, not as good as the junior high school, at least I played freely.

I bowed my head, closed the window, went back to bed, and forced myself to sleep, otherwise I would doze off in class tomorrow.

The nightmare is calling me again, he is calling, Bai Yuanyi, you fool, why are you still awake?

Yes, I should go to bed, but I have insomnia. Looking at the starry sky outside, my heart becomes extremely heavy.

I couldn't sleep, so I opened my eyes wide and tried hard to discover the scene in the night, but there was nothing, nothing could fill my empty heart.

In the middle of the night, my mother came into my room to see if I had kicked the quilt, and then walked out of my room with a strong sigh.

I don't understand why my mother visits me every night. Does she really care about me?So why have I never found what I really need?

The morning arrived as scheduled, and after waking up, my mother had already made breakfast for me, and put 100 yuan into my hand, saying, Yuan Yi, today my mother has something to do at noon, so I can’t come back to make lunch for you, this is your lunch money.

I nodded, holding the money but feeling hot, and then my mother hurried out, probably late for work.

As soon as I saw her leave, I didn't eat the breakfast she left for me, but went straight to school.

I reject my mother's kindness to me, and always feel that everything she has done for me is a kind of guilt for me.

Yes, guilt, not out of a little concern for me.

I went to school by car, and when I entered the class, there were already many students sitting in their seats. After I greeted them, I pretended to endorse.

In fact, my mind is seldom in class, but I am thinking about what is missing in my heart, but what is missing?

I entered the class at the same table. After seeing me, I secretly asked me, was the video I sent you yesterday good?

I smiled and said, didn't you see it yourself?Still ask me?

He shook his head and said, I am still waiting for you to tell me about it after reading it.

I shook my head with a smile, shrugged and said, that's a pity, I didn't watch it.

He said, no way, you don't even have the guts to look at that kind of scale?

I looked at him and said, do you think I'm you?Are you preoccupied with that kind of thing?

He muttered, come on, just pretend, keep pretending.

I smiled and said, you are looking for a draw!

He stuck out his tongue, put down his schoolbag, and took out his book to read, but after a while, he talked with the people behind him again.

It turned out that he was not my deskmate, but the teacher saw that I was not talkative, so he arranged for me to be such a lively person.

At first I thought he was cute and normal to me, but after getting familiar with him, he revealed his true nature.

He is an otaku and loves to gossip. I enjoy listening to him talk about what happened in school every day, but I really can't stand him telling me about men and men, which makes me suspect that he has that tendency.

After the third class was over, I listened to my deskmate discussing some handsome seniors in the school to the people behind me. It was great to be able to talk to others about his topic for three classes, leaving me speechless.

I want my ears to be quiet and out of class.

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