don't make a fuss, bend

The next day, Yu Hei woke up early, put on a military uniform, and made breakfast by himself.

Before going out, Yu Hei walked into Bai Yang's room, Bai Yang's sleeping face suddenly caused Yu Hei to act unceremoniously.

Yu Hei sat on the edge of Bai Yang's bed, pinched Bai Yang's face lightly, and said, "Little Sun."

Bai Yang slowly opened his sleepy eyes and asked:

"what happened?"

"I'm going to school for military training."

"Ah."

"Also, I've already made my own breakfast, so remember to tell your aunt."

"Ah."

"Good morning." Before Yu Hei got up to leave, he lightly pinched Bai Yang's face again.

On the first day of military training, the school held an opening ceremony for new students.Yu Hei met the new classmates in the same class for the first time, and they were right in front of Yu Hei.

No matter how the classmates introduced themselves, how they talked and laughed happily, Yu Hei always felt strange, but Bai Yang's appearance always clearly appeared in his mind.

The opening ceremony was held in the gymnasium. The freshmen were all dressed in military uniforms, and they were all green.

One morning, accompanied by grand music and singing half-baked school songs, the opening ceremony ended.

Arranged by himself in the afternoon, Yu Hei hurried back home after having lunch in the school cafeteria.

Bai Yang had already gone out, and Yu Hei felt a little lost because he didn't see anyone.He walked into Bai Qi's room - now his own room - and this was the first time Yu Hei stayed here alone.

Yu Hei walked into the bookshelf and found that there were many books on it.Yu Hei was dazzled by reading, and a book "Their World——A Perspective of Gay Men in China" attracted Yu Hei's attention, because the authors were Wang Xiaobo and Li Yinhe.

Walking out of the room, the room was empty, Yu Hei felt a little chill on his back, and decided to go back to school for a stroll.Yu Hei came to the small commercial street in front of the school gate.

This street is famous for its chaos, commonly known as Degenerate Street.There are many students on this street, no matter which school they come from, they walk together all the way, regardless of you or me.There are all kinds of small shops on the street to attract and satisfy students with various preferences.

In the crowd, at that moment, Yu Hei seemed to see someone rushing past in front of him, like Bai Yang.But when I looked back, it disappeared again.

Going forward, Yu Hei unexpectedly found another person, Bai Yang's ex-boyfriend.I saw that the ex-boyfriend was not alone, but walking with a girl holding hands.

Yu Hei followed quietly all the way, but to Yu Hei's surprise, the two of them sometimes whispered and sometimes kissed each other, just like a couple in love.

Yu Hei chased after him, and Bai Yang's ex-boyfriend went into a hotel with that girl.The last scene he saw made Yu Hei feel unbelievable.

Yu Hei's reaction was that Little Sun was cheated by this man.Yu Hei felt uncomfortable for a while, and really wanted to rush into the hotel and give him a punch.

Yu Hei thought of Bai Yang, wondering where he would be now.Yu Hei didn't dare to call him again, afraid that he couldn't explain everything he saw on the phone.

Yuhei came to Baiyang's school, Jiangsu-Zhejiang Conservatory of Music unknowingly.Standing blankly at the school gate for a while, he heard a voice calling him: "Hi, classmate Yu Hei."

Yu Hei guessed who it was, heard the reputation and looked over, and saw Ye Zi.

"Hey, what a coincidence!" Yu Hei said.

"Hey, there's no way, our school is small, and you will run into me in all likelihood when you come here. By the way, what are you doing here?" Ye Zi's puzzled eyes were obviously surprised, why only Yu Black a person.

"I'm idle, I just walked over from Fallen Street." Yu Hei realized that he should avoid talking about Bai Yang.

"That's right, that's really a coincidence, I was there just now." Ye Zi said, showing a mysterious smile.

"Have you seen Bai Yang?" Yu Hei thought for a while before asking.

"Hey, you guys are really sticky!" Ye Zi's smile bloomed as if she got the answer she wanted.

"No, it's not like that." Yu Hei felt embarrassed and couldn't argue.

"He was with me just now, but later he bumped into someone and got upset, so he left me and left." Ye Zi didn't know how to comfort him.

"Someone?" Yu Hei thought, did Bai Yang know about this?

"By the way, classmate Yu Hei, you are so free, haven't you started class yet?"

"No, the next month will be military training."

"Then I have time to watch your military training. Now I'm going home."

"Okay, it's on the school playground, call me if you can't find me."

After saying goodbye to each other, the two headed towards home.

On the way home, Yu Hei was full of thoughts about how to tell Bai Yang about his ex-boyfriend.

As soon as he entered the house, the room was pitch black, but there was a figure leaning on the sofa.Yu Hei was frightened out of his wits at first, only after calming down did he realize that it was Bai Yang.

"Hey, little sun, what's wrong?" Yu Hei had a premonition that the little sun was blocked by a few dark clouds.

"Leave me alone!" Wuyun Wuyun quickly walked away, and Yu Hei seemed to be one of the dark clouds.

"Then can I turn on the light?" Yu Hei asked cautiously.

"No, don't turn on the light!" Little Sun probably wanted to take a little rest behind the dark clouds.

"Well, I just want to tell you something." Yu Hei still couldn't let go of what he saw just now.

"I don't want to talk now." Little Sunshine refused Yu Hei without further ado.

"That's it, then I'm going back to my room." Yu Hei walked dejectedly through the living room with his hot face on his cold butt.

"Wait, can you sit with me for a while?" Little Sun's voice suddenly softened.

"This, of course." It seems that he is not a dark cloud, Yu Hei was secretly happy, sat beside Bai Yang, leaned on the sofa, and said cheekily: "If necessary, I can lend you my shoulder to lean on. "

"Is it reliable?" Little Sun obviously didn't trust Yu Hei.

"absolute."

"Are you sure it's reliable?"

"Definitely and definitely!"

The two laughed at the same time, and Bai Yang gently rested his head on Yu Hei's shoulder.

"Maybe, I can pretend to be your boyfriend first, I mean maybe I can." Yu Hei said, his voice trembling.

"you do not mind?"

"No, of course I don't mind, I mean the phenomenon of homosexuality. But maybe I still mind becoming a homosexual, I mean possible." Yu Hei couldn't believe that he said such a thing.

"Do you want to try it?" Bai Yang said, and began to stroke Yu Hei's body.

"No, no, never!" Yu Hei was so frightened that he quickly pushed Bai Yang away.

"By the way, where's Auntie?" Yu Hei changed the subject.

"do not know."

"Let's go to a restaurant for dinner."

"I do not want to eat."

"Let's go, my treat."

As Yu Hei said, he forcibly pulled Bai Yang up from the sofa.Then he sent Bai Yang into the restaurant almost half pushing and half hugging.

Before going to bed at night, Yu Hei lay alone in his room, which was the same room as Bai Qi before.

Yu Hei couldn't fall asleep because of tossing and turning, so he couldn't help pulling out Bai Qi's notebook from the bookshelf, lying on the bed and flipping through it.

Some things are very real, sometimes we take them for granted, sometimes we don’t care, such as the sky and stars above our heads, the illusory dreams in our sleep, and the homosexuals living in a very small proportion around us.When you feel that life is boring, you might as well think about these real existences seriously.

Who is gay?Most men like women, most women like men, and most of these people are heterosexual as we know them.A very small number of men like men, a very small number of women like women, and this very small number of people are homosexuals that we don't understand.

Before defining homosexuality, our question is, how to define men, women, and liking?Think about what you like first.Here I want to distinguish liking from love for discussion.

Love is the feeling of two people's inner world, love requires mutual understanding and deep affection.And liking is superficial, about sex, frankly speaking, it is a sexual impulse towards a person.

So what is a man and what is a woman?The innermost understanding of the vast majority of heterosexuals is that men are those who like women, and women are those who like men.But this is not a comprehensive definition, which kills the existence of a very small number of homosexuals.

Our solution is to define it physically, not psychologically.A man is a person with masculine physiology and a woman is a person with feminine physiology.

At this point, we can fully and specifically define homosexuality.A homosexual is a person who has sexual urges towards people with the same sexual characteristics as himself.

We can define heterosexuality and bisexuality in the same way.This comprehensively covers all sexual orientations that we may have.

Take out any of your documents, and there must be an item on it that is gender.I can't help but wonder, is this enough?not enough.Perhaps one day there will be one more item in our personal information: sexual orientation.

At that time, I wonder if you know your situation, or you should go home and ask your mother?However, when we were born, the doctor only told our mother our gender, but not our sexual orientation!

……

Unknowingly, Yu Hei's eyes were blurred, and he slowly closed his eyelids.

When he woke up the next day, Yuhei's military training life really started.The time of military training is arranged like this: half a day of practical training, half a day of theory, morning and afternoon, exchanged the next day.

The instructors of the military training are the national defense students in the school.Their uniforms and their neat team are a beautiful scenery in the school.

Outside of training time, the instructors are indeed like seniors, especially when the instructors are trained by their instructors, and that is exactly what students are like.

However, when they trained the newborn, it was a bitter face pretending to be majestic.The adjacent brother classes are in the same platoon, and Yu Hei's instructor is a fat instructor in the third grade.

In fact, fat is not fat, it is the kind of slightly mature and strong northerners.Although the fat instructor is only two school years older than them, his dark face looks like an instructor.

The sun in the sky works hard every day and never asks for leave.Every day of training can be described as a sunny day.

The fat instructor spared no effort to train the freshmen like Yu Hei, from standing at attention, standing in a military posture, forward, backward, left, and right, to walking in unison, walking forward, running, to saluting, squatting, standing up , straddle.

Fat instructors always like to have them line up in two teams and stand facing each other in a military posture, so as to supervise each other.And everyone actually enjoys it because they can see different types of painful expressions.

If you are lucky, you will find a performer with an extremely expressive expression in the opposite team.But having fun requires taking risks. The instructor stipulates that every time you laugh, you will increase your military posture by 1 minute.

At this time, everyone couldn't help but smile bitterly.How to do how to do?Of course there is a way, find a bitter face and stare at it, I guarantee you will cry.