don't make a fuss, bend

Starting from this summer, Bai Qi began to understand and learn about sex.

On July 7st, his mother accompanied Bai Qi to the provincial capital.They live in a cousin's house.That morning, Bai Qi went to the military region for an interview and political review.There was a row of interviewers sitting in the room. They asked Bai Qi a few politically aware questions, and then asked Bai Qi to take a few steps.In the afternoon, Bai Qi went to the military hospital to participate in the military inspection.

When returning from the provincial capital, her mother took Bai Qi to a cousin's house along the way.They stayed overnight at their aunt's house.My aunt has a son, who is white and fat, and is in the second grade of junior high school. His name is Yan.That night, Bai Qi slept with Yan in his room.When he fell asleep in the middle of the night, Bai Qi woke up and felt that someone else's hand was touching him.Bai Qi didn't speak, but hugged Yan tightly in his arms.When they woke up the next day, their hands were still in each other's pajama pants.After breakfast, Bai Qi and his mother bid farewell to his cousin's house and came to the station.Yan and his cousin went to the station to see him off.Bai Qi sat in the car, looked at Yan's reluctant eyes, and walked away.

When I got home, I was waiting for the admission notice. It was a very long summer vacation.Bai Qi missed Jiang Dao, thinking in his heart that when he received the admission letter from the university, he would go to him immediately.During this period, a junior high school student named Chaotian lived in the family.Chaotian's parents sent him to Bai Qi's house, and wanted Bai Qi to be Chaotian's tutor.Chao Tian is five years younger than Bai Qi, and is an extremely naughty child.There is no extra bed at home, so he has to sleep with Bai Qi.In the first few days, every time before falling asleep, Bai Qi had the urge to hug him.But he always broke free, and said that Bai Qi was a sex monster.Therefore, Bai Qi could only lie down peacefully.

After a full month, Bai Qi finally received the admission letter from the university.But the long-overdue admission letter was not from the military academy, but from Xingnan University.This dealt a great blow to Bai Qi, because Bai Qi had never thought about going to this university at all, and Bai Qi had always been confident that he could enter the military academy.Mother disagrees, because as long as it is a key university, she is satisfied.She felt that Bai Qi should also be satisfied.But Bai Qi is not who she thinks he is, never has been.In those days, no one could understand Bai Qi's pain, just like no one could understand Bai Qi's loneliness and Bai Qi's fear.

Fear is a natural weakness of Bai Qi.In an unfamiliar closed space, Bai Qi always feels fear.If the darkness also joins in the fun, then any absurd and terrible things will be imagined by Bai Qi.Then fear took the opportunity to strike again, and Bai Qi was persuaded over and over again that the fantasy was about to become a reality.The flustered Bai Qi quickly called out the light to learn from the reality.So Bai Qi was finally defeated by fear.

Fear is a natural weakness of Bai Qi.Facing the unknown and difficult future, Bai Qi is always afraid of that moment.Bai Qi guessed all kinds of bad consequences, and then fear struck.What to do, how should Bai Qi solve all these.Bai Qi began to make endless assumptions: if things develop like this, what will happen to Bai Qi.Assume that inner worry cannot be suppressed.Bai Qi could only wait for that moment to come.

Fear is a natural weakness of Bai Qi.But fear can only be enjoyed for so many times.When the space gradually becomes familiar from unfamiliar, when time is approaching every second, the absurd fantasy is no longer scary, and the unknown difficulties are predicted in the palm of your hand.Fear can't get close to Bai Qi bit by bit.This time, Bai Qi overcame his fear.But Bai Qi knew that Bai Qi didn't get rid of it.Because fear is a natural weakness of Bai Qi.

Therefore, Bai Qi lost the mind to find Jiang Dao.But Bai Qi believes that Bai Qi will definitely see them again, and then confess to them, Bai Qi confesses.

For a long time after the college entrance examination, Bai Qi still dreamed of the flood before the college entrance examination.But Bai Qi knew in his heart that Bai Qi didn't have lingering fears about the great flood, but he never forgot the night with Jiang Dao.

In the blink of an eye, it was September, and Bai Qi was going to Changsha to study at university, but Bai Qi never got any news from Jiang Dao.

The first time he was away from home was to go to Changsha to study at university.At that time, he was still full of hope for everything in the future, such as studies, love, wealth, and freedom.Changsha, that will be the farthest journey in his life so far.You know, it was only two months ago that he took the train for the first time and went to the provincial capital for the first time (it turned out to be not a pleasant experience).Even before that, in the 19 years since his birth, he had never left a small county town, how frightening it was!Now, he finally had such an opportunity, he was going to cross two provinces to a city he knew nothing about.This is a [-]-hour bumpy journey on the train, and the only previous experience on the train took only four hours.He felt that a new life was about to begin. His future, his everything, would be in Changsha, at least not in this small county.

At this time, he dragged his suitcase alone and walked out from the east station of the county seat.Afterwards, he went straight to the bus to the train station, as if he was too lazy to take an extra step on the land.As the bus passed through the urban area of ​​the county seat, he inevitably glanced at the Drum Tower standing in the center of the urban area.That is the landmark building of this county, and it reminds people on the road all the time that this county was once an imperial capital, and it also had a glorious period.But he, who was about to leave, didn't take it seriously. To him, this place was just a gloomy small county, not an imperial capital, without any splendor.Even the Drum Tower in front of me is not an ancient building, but a new building rebuilt in recent years. The ancient building has long been abandoned and destroyed.Thinking of this, he suddenly felt that the thing in front of him was like a joke.

The university is like a holy temple. The majestic school gate stands high in front of you. When you look up at the beam, there is a golden inscription.The external image of this temple made Bai Qi awe-inspiring, but when he entered the campus, it was a different scene.The school stadium is crowded with people and banners are fluttering.Each college has a reception point for new students here.

Bai Qi got off the school bus, and at a glance, parents of new students were all over the place.Parents come from all over the country and from all walks of life.Their identities and occupations can be preliminarily judged from their attire, luggage, and means of transportation.It is said that Chinese society has undergone earth-shaking changes in these years, but from another perspective, there has been a huge gap.Some people have suits, leather shoes, leather bags, and four wheels; some people still have cloth clothes, cloth shoes, cloth bags, and two legs; some people have pink noodles, blond hair, jewelry, and high heels; ,Simple.The big change pushed them to the forefront of the times. They have suffered and gained the opportunity to change.Some people did not seize the opportunity, but they never gave up on their attempts. They pinned their hope of change on the generation of their children.They sent their children to school from thousands of miles away with the same dream.As everyone knows, people's hearts become impetuous with the development of society.This policy of college enrollment expansion has changed everything they were sure about and turned it into a vast unknown.

The senior led Bai Li to the payment point set up by the Finance Office.The payment point is located in the hall of the teaching building, and there are no complicated procedures.Tuition fees, accommodation fees, book fees, and military training fees are all paid together.After registration, it is time to go to the dormitory building to make the beds.The senior was still dragging the suitcase, and Bai Qi followed behind with a bag on his back.Taking Bai Qi to the student's third dormitory building, the senior went to the dormitory aunt to get the dormitory key for Bai Qi.Bai Qi saw the list posted on the door of the 127 dormitory, so naturally his name was also on it.The senior unlocked the dormitory, Bai Qi took a deep breath, and walked into dormitory 127, it was obvious that the bed with bare wooden boards was Bai Qi's.The other three roommates have come to report, but they are not in the dormitory now.

Tired from the journey, and after tossing for a long time, Bai Qi felt soft all over.After taking back the quilt cover, Bai Qi climbed onto the bed to lay the mattress.The kind-hearted seniors helped to tidy up the bed together, weeping Bai Qi's moved tears.

At this time, Bai Qi suddenly felt uncomfortable in his stomach, and only then remembered that he hadn't had a bowel movement for more than ten hours on the train.Bai Qi was about to jump off the bed, but found the senior looking at him with a solemn expression.Probably saw the pained expression on Bai Qi's face.

"What's the matter, do you need help?" the senior said.

Bai Qi withdrew his previous expression, and quickly said: "No need, go get busy, senior, I will take care of it."

Although Bai Qi wanted his senior to help him with these things, he couldn't hold back his stomach anymore, and he absolutely couldn't make a fool of himself in front of his senior.

"I really don't need it? Then I'll leave first." The senior was half-believing and ready to leave.

"Well, okay, senior has worked hard, thank you senior, goodbye senior." Bai Qi waved his hand with a smile.

The senior stepped out of the dormitory door with his front foot, and rushed out of the door like a rabbit with his back foot, and came to the bathroom.As soon as he took off his pants, there was the roar of machine guns.Bai Qi thought, luckily the senior left in time, otherwise it would be embarrassing.I don't know what I ate wrongly. It is estimated that there are too many peppers in the dishes on the train.

After tidying up the bed and wardrobe, Bai Qi felt hungry.Bai Qi went to the snack bar outside and bought some skewers of barbecue.Sitting on the edge of the sports field, Bai Qi watched the students coming and going on the road, and looked at the surrounding trees, buildings, and grass.Strange people, strange environment.When Bai Qi thought that he would live here for four years or longer, he felt a sense of emptiness in his heart.When Bai Qi was about to go back to the dormitory, he remembered that he hadn't bought any toiletries yet, so he went back to the supermarket and bought some daily necessities.

When Bai Qi returned to the dormitory, all the roommates came back, and they were all wearing green military uniforms.It turned out that they all went to the courtyard building to learn how to sing the school song. It seems that Bai Qi was really late.

When we met for the first time that night, Bai Qi and the three roommates introduced each other——

Mr. Song, a native of Taizhou, Zhejiang, is tall and thin, with an elegant mustache, showing the demeanor of a gentleman.

Xingchen, a native of Weinan, Shaanxi, is easy-going when talking and laughing. He never forgets humor in his easy-going, and there must be philosophy in humor.

Haoran, a native of Changsha, Hunan Province, focuses on finance and economics in small talk, with calmness and egg pain as the two basic points.

Perhaps because of mutual shyness and unfamiliarity, we didn't talk much.In addition, it was getting late, each of them was busy for a while, and they all fell asleep peacefully.Little did they know that they would all live in the same dormitory for the next four years.Thank God, no one got tired of anyone.