don't make a fuss, bend

The last exam is on Friday.That night, Bai Qi chatted with Yang Yang online.Bai Qi had wanted to ask Yang Yang to meet for a long time, and now he finally waited for this moment.

It was close to noon the next day, and Bai Qi didn't get out of bed.Before going out, Bai Qi took a shower, but found that he couldn't find a suitable coat.After eating lunch in the cafeteria, Bai Qi went to the university town shopping mall to buy a coat.Wearing a new coat, Bai Qi got on the bus.According to what Yang Yang said, Bai Qi switched to the 918 bus at the West Bus Station.It took a total of one and a half hours before Bai Qi arrived at the gate of the medical school.

Bai Qi dialed the number Yang Yang gave, and it was Yang Yang who answered the phone. He and his classmates were playing games in an Internet cafe.This is the first time Bai Qi heard Yang Yang's voice, sweet and gentle.Yang Yang showed the way on the other end of the phone and told Bai Qi to walk along the right wall of the school gate, and he would come to pick him up from the alley at the other end.Sure enough, they met on the way.At that time, Bai Qi didn't fully recognize Yang Yang's appearance, his appearance was a little more mature than in the profile picture on the Xiaonei website, it was Yang Yang's eyes that made Bai Qi stop.

Yang Yang opened a private room with a bunk bed, a TV, and a bathroom.Bai Qi lay sideways on the bed, tilting his head to watch the TV that was on.Suddenly, Yang Yang touched Bai Qi's face with his hand. The sudden contact seemed to generate static electricity, and Bai Qi flinched unconsciously.

The next morning, it was past ten o'clock when they woke up.After Yang Yang answered a phone call, he told Bai Qi that he would take the bus back with Bai Qi later, and that he would go to Hedong.After they took a shower, they went out the door.They got on the bus together and had no seats, so they had to stand.After the transfer, you can sit down.Along the way, they did not speak.

Bai Qi got off the car in Hexi, stood outside the car, closed the door and prepared to drive away.Bai Qi looked at Yang Yang in the car, and he smiled and waved goodbye to Bai Qi.Bai Qi waved back to him, then turned and walked towards the school.The car drove towards the east of the river, Bai Qi turned his head and watched the car gradually leave.Bai Qi walked back to school slowly, recalling the sweet scenes last night, the corners of Bai Qi's mouth raised involuntarily.I don't know when I can spend such a beautiful night with Yang Yang.Thinking of this, Bai Qi had already walked to the apartment before he knew it.

At this moment, Bai Qi was about to enter the dormitory.Having not returned last night, Bai Qi's heart is full of unknown worries, as if he met his roommates for the first time a year ago.Over the past year, Bai Qi has completed a new understanding of himself. Now, Bai Qi's secret world will be revealed layer by layer.Bai Qi wondered if the roommates would accept this real new self.Sure enough, when Bai Qi walked into the dormitory, all the roommates stared at Bai Qi with sharp eyes.For more than two years, this is the first time that Bai Qi has not returned at night.They seem to have discussed and finalized that Bai Qi must have had a room with a certain girl last night.Bai Qi deliberately didn't hide it, his face was blooming, but he was not in a hurry to speak.Finally, they couldn't hold back and asked Bai Qi where he went all day and night.Bai Qi deliberately said unhurriedly, he didn't go anywhere, he just went to medical school.

Of course, Fan Fan also knew about Bai Qi's failure to return overnight.He ran over excitedly and asked Bai Qi: "Where did you go last night, and you didn't come back at night?"

Bai Qi has ignored Fan Fan for more than a week.Bai Qi replied coldly, "I went to see a fellow villager."

Fan Fan seemed to have been splashed with cold water, and said angrily:

"Oh, I thought you found a girlfriend and went to open a room."

In one month, autumn and winter come.

It was already December when the results of the midterm final exam were entered into the educational administration system.Bai Qi finally escaped the bad luck of failing the exam again.Every time I take an exam from my freshman year to the present, I am always worried before checking the results, fearing that I will fail the subject.And every time I feel that my life is hanging by a thread, I can always get away with it.The stone in his heart fell, Bai Qi's heart freed up, and he missed Yang Yang very much.

During this period of time, Yang Yang neither came to look for Bai Qi nor asked Bai Qi to look for him.Bai Qi has always been at a loss, not knowing how their relationship should progress.Until this weekend, Bai Qi took the initiative to meet Yang Yang.

With two nights out, Bai Qi was unanimously believed to have girlfriends, including Fan Fan.Bai Qi still kept a distance from Fan Fan, at least he would not take the initiative to find Fan Fan.

In a blink of an eye, Christmas is here, not on the weekend. On the night of December 12th, Fan Fan asked Bai Qi to go to the pedestrian street in the city center together.Bai Qi knew that Fan Fan only regarded himself as a good friend, and Fan Fan cherished the friendship between the two.Even so, Bai Qi thought, then Bai Qi could also keep a friendly distance with Fan Fan.

Therefore, Bai Qi, who finally jumped out of the deep water area, was attracted back again.Bai Qi seems to have reached a kind of reconciliation with the deep water in his heart. As long as Bai Qi stays at a proper depth in the deep water area, the deep water will not submerge Bai Qi.However, Bai Qi underestimated the controllability of the perceptual world.In fact, once Bai Qi enters the deep water area, he will unconsciously sink to the bottom slowly, and then drown himself.

Bai Qi and Fan Fan went to the downtown pedestrian street together, like old friends reunited after a long absence.They walked in the bustling streets, passed the lively shops, listened to the love songs on the side of the road, looked at the dazzling array of goods, and ate delicious meat skewers, just like a young couple.Bai Qi did feel that he was in love, but his heart suddenly became contradictory.Bai Qi felt that Yang Yang only satisfied his physical needs, but it was Fan Fan who satisfied his psychological needs.On the one hand, how much Bai Qi hopes that Fan Fan in front of him is Yang Yang.On the other hand, Bai Qi wanted to confess to Fan Fan, hoping that Fan Fan could accept his love.

They walked from the northern section of Huangxing Road to the southern section, and then returned home.The apartment was also filled with a festive atmosphere, and a group of students gathered at the door of a cafeteria.It turned out that someone was setting off fireworks.They stopped and waited for the fireworks to bloom.After the fireworks were ignited, everyone looked at the sky together.The dark night sky was instantly lit up with colorful lights, illuminating the innocent smiling faces of the students.

On December 12, the TV station will broadcast live the New Year's Eve party in the evening.Bai Qi hesitated all day whether to go to Yang Yang or not.How much Bai Qi wanted to spend New Year's Eve with Yang Yang, two people in one room, and choose a New Year's Eve concert.After dinner, Bai Qi decided to go shopping for clothes first, and then go directly to Yang Yang's place after shopping.When Bai Qi was going out, he sent a text message to Yang Yang, saying that he would go to his place later.But until he arrived at the commercial street, Yang Yang hadn't replied to the text message, and Bai Qi's heart began to feel a little flustered.Bai Qi dialed Yang Yang's mobile phone in fear, and there was a voice prompt to shut down the phone.Bai Qi walked around the clothing store dejectedly.After buying the clothes, Bai Qi walked all the way back to the apartment.Turn on the computer, and the New Year's Eve concert on Mango Channel has already started.When he saw a couple singing a sweet duet on stage, Bai Qi's vision gradually blurred.This is the first time Bai Qi is envious of a couple in love.

On the chat software, Bai Qi saw that Yang Yang was also online.He told Bai Qi that his mobile phone was broken and sent for repair.Bai Qi was dubious, mixed with sorrow and joy.After the two roommates came back, they also sat next to Bai Qi and watched.Bai Qi seemed to have a warm company suddenly, and the feeling of sadness was swept away. At 23:[-], the housekeeper aunt turned off the switch.Although the laptop has a battery, but the network has no power, no traffic, and the concert is stuck.The time ended an hour before the New Year's Eve.

As the final exam week approached, Fan Fan disappeared from Bai Qi's sight again.Bai Qi felt that he had lost Yang Yang and Fan Fan at the same time, so Bai Qi couldn't calm down his mind to review and prepare for the exam.Bai Qi guessed that Fan Fan was studying in the library, so he searched for Fan Fan layer by layer.Finally, in the new book reading room on the fifth floor of the library, Bai Qi found Fan Fan sitting in a corner.But Bai Qi didn't go forward and sit beside Fan Fan.Bai Qi thought that his sudden appearance might make Fan Fan feel how much he couldn't do without him.Although this is the case, Bai Qi doesn't want Fan Fan to know.What's more, beside Fan Fan, there is a fellow of Fan Fan's hometown, who is from their other professional class.Apart from Bai Qi, he was the only one who was often with Fan Fan.So Bai Qi didn't want to appear in front of Fan Fan.Bai Qi felt that the more he clings to Fan Fan, the more Fan Fan will avoid him.If he pretended to avoid Fan Fan, Fan Fan might take the initiative to find Bai Qi.Bai Qi actually believed that Fan Fan still wanted to be with Bai Qi a little bit.Therefore, Bai Qi sat far away in the corner of the reading room, took out his mobile phone, and waited for Fan Fan's call. He would definitely ask where Bai Qi was.At that time, Bai Qi would appear by Fan Fan's side openly.But until the library was about to close, Fan Fan not only didn't call, he didn't even send a text message.Half of Bai Qi's thoughts said, let's compromise, go up and say hello to him casually, and walk back to the apartment with him, talking and laughing.The other half of the mind says, no, never!Finally, Bai Qi packed his schoolbag, left Fan Fan and his fellow villagers on the other side, and walked back to the apartment alone.Bai Qi seemed to be determined, unless Fan Fan took the initiative to find Bai Qi, otherwise he would never look at him directly or say a word in person.

The next day, Fan Fan still did not take the initiative to find him, and disappeared again.Bai Qi searched every floor of the library, but Fan Fan was not in the library.Bai Qi ran around the campus like crazy, searching every classroom on every floor of every teaching building.Bai Qi looked for Fan Fan like looking for a needle in a haystack, but Bai Qi miraculously found it.In the study room on the first floor of Shaw Building, Bai Qi opened the back door and saw Fan Fan's back.Bai Qi was so excited that he almost cried, and was about to enter the classroom when he saw Fan Fan's fellow countryman sitting beside Fan Fan.Bai Qi exited the classroom door vigilantly and closed the back door.At this time, Bai Qi's mood seemed to have knocked over the five-flavored bottle, and the excitement just now dissipated.Bai Qi couldn't imagine that he would be jealous of Fan Fan and his fellow villagers.Bai Qi was full of fantasies about Fan Fan being with his fellow villagers, and Bai Qi couldn't accept that Fan Fan liked being with his fellow villagers more than Bai Qi.Bai Qi walked into a self-study classroom next door and sat in a seat in the back row.People around must think that Bai Qi is like a dumb doll.But in fact, Bai Qi's heart is like a rough sea.Bai Qi even wanted to let Fan Fan know that he had a crush on him.Bai Qi has an open book in his hand, but his mind is full of fantasies about Fan Fan, and he can't hold any exam content.What's worse is that Bai Qi doesn't like to take an engineering book and memorize it by heart.Bai Qi suddenly had a premonition that Bai Qi couldn't take the final exam this time.